by Violet Duke
Fran gives me a sympathetic smile. âYour momâs doing what she knows, Gabby. It still totally sucks that you got the short end of the stick.â
Squeezing the Jolly Rancher out of its wrapper, I pop it into my mouth. Itâs sweet and perfect, just what I need to distract myself from my crazy mother. Sheâs my mom, and I love her, but I still canât help wishing she could be different.
CHAPTER SEVEN
AFTER TWO EXCRUCIATINGLY long days of waiting since Dane asked me out, Friday is finally here. I truly know the meaning of TGIF. I lean back in my desk chair with my hands behind my head and take a deep breath. Iâm meeting him tonight and my body can feel it. Tiny sparks of excitement are shooting off inside me, so much so that itâs difficult to focus. I do manage to return fifteen phone calls, get through the oversized pile of paperwork on my desk, and toss a couple of Robbyâs sticky notes in the garbage after completing the tasks. My stomach is growling as Iâve completely lost track of time and missed lunch. I grab a yogurt and a juice from the coffee room fridge so I can get through the rest of the day. Iâm a bundle of nerves as it gets closer to the time Iâm meeting Dane.
When I get home, the first thing I do is rifle through Franâs closet, which is no easy task. The quantity of clothes she has is staggering, and as usual, my decision making skills are letting me down. Just then, the front door slams and in walks Fran. Thank God! I need help.
âFran, in here,â I say, muffled from under a pile of clothes, belts, and shoes.
âWhere?â
âHelp! Iâm drowning in your closet.â I hear her loud, melodic cackle. âCome on. You know Iâm meeting Dane tonight. What should I wear?â
Fran taps her finger against her temple. âSomething revealing. Lots of cleavage.â
âIâd like to leave something to the imagination.â
âWhy bother?â
âAlright, alright. Soâ¦?â
Fran eyes all of the choices. âIâm thinking black halter dress.â
âFran! Thatâs way too revealing!â
âListen, Gabby. Are you going there to have tea, or are you going there to get laid?â
âOkay, okay. Point taken. But you know Iâm not very good at this stuff.â
âI know, thatâs where I come in. So letâs do your hair. Weâll leave it down because thatâs a lot sexier. Come on. Let me work my magic!â
I take a seat in the bathroom and try to sit still while Fran makes me look extra beautiful. Itâs taking a while and Iâm starting to fidget.
âStop fidgeting,â she barks out, âIâm almost doneâ¦There!â
I stand up and glance in the mirror, shocked at my reflection. âWow.â I look beautiful.
Fran was a little pissed that I wanted to go easy on the makeup, but the caked on look just doesnât suit me. âOkay, give me a quick spin around so I can eye my handiwork.â
I do my best model walk to the living room and back, without tripping. âYou like?â
Fran raises a brow. âOh, Iâm sure someoneâs gonna like.â She gives me a quick hug for encouragement and I head out the door. Just before it closes I hear Fran yell âhappy sexing!â
My heels are a bit high, so I walk carefully down the stairs to the lobby, trying not to trip along the way. Iâm definitely not taking the subway tonight. I have to keep my hair and my shoes intact. When I walk out to the street, I manage to hail a cab without having to wait too long, which is a miracle in New York. During the cab ride to Daneâs hotel, I start biting my nails, something I never do. I also begin thinking maybe this isnât such a good idea. My nerves are definitely getting the best of me. By the time I arrive at the hotel, Iâm sweating bullets. I pay the driver and hop out of the cab, nearly catching my heel in a sewer grate when I step out. Taking a deep breath, I talk quietly to myself. âI can do this. I want to do this. I need this.â
When I enter the hotel restaurant, Daneâs back is to me and he appears to be deep in conversation on his cell phone. Almost as if he senses my presence, he turns around and sees me. A slow, sexy grin spreads like wildfire across his face. He hangs up the phone immediately and saunters toward me like a lion stalking its prey. Holy crap, he looks hot. Heâs wearing black pants that hug his fine hips and a white button-down shirt with a green tie that, of course, brings out the emeralds of his eyes.
Planting a soft kiss on my cheek, he eyes me appreciatively. âYou look fabulous, Gabby.â
âThank you. So do you.â
A wicked smile consumes his eyes. Iâm on the receiving end of a lascivious look that tells me he wants to sweep me into the nearest broom closet. Sounds good to me. He leads me to the dining room, pulling out my chair like an absolute gentleman. The irony isnât lost on me; heâs anything but, and we both know it.
âWhatâs so funny?â he asks.
âNothing.â
âDonât want to share?â
âNot particularly.â
We look over the menu. Thereâs a lot to choose from and everything looks scrumptious. âIâm not sure if you like seafood, but the lobster and scallop risotto is really good,â Dane suggests.
âI love seafood. That sounds perfect.â A bottle of champagne is brought over to the table. âAre we celebrating something?â
âYes, working with your firm and my new apartment. Not to mention finding the best interior designerâs assistant in all of New York.â
âAh, flattery.â
âWill it get me anywhere?â
Keep it up and youâll find out. âThat remains to be seen.â
He leans in over the table. âWell, maybe I have to work a little harder.â
Daneâs cell phone rings, and after looking at the screen, he motions to me that he needs to take the call. He steps out of earshot to speak while I drink as much champagne as possible to help calm my nerves. In the meantime, I canât help but take in my surroundings. This hotel is absolutely stunning. Contemporary in design, which I happen to favor, with muted brown leather fabrics and burgundies, complemented by candlelight and soft pink roses. Exquisite.
Dane returns wearing a bit of a scowl.
âEverything okay?â
âYes, just fine.â
Guess he doesnât want to talk about it. âSo, Iâm curious, what do you think of the color scheme in here?â
He looks around the room like any other guyâquickly. âI like it.â
âGood, because this is the type of palette Robby was thinking about for your apartment. Itâs very masculine, and it suits you.â
Dane raises an eyebrow. âMasculine?â
âYes.â I blush a little. Masculine, virile, potent. All of the above.
âYou know, Gabby, I like that fire in your eyes when you talk about your work. You seem very passionate about it. Itâs a turn on, actually.â
I swallow a gulp of champagne. I didnât expect that. But then again, everything about the way I feel in Daneâs presence is unexpected. Excited, nervous, angsty, sexual. My hands are getting clammy. âYes, I love what I do.â
âIâm wondering if that passion extends to other areas of your life?â
I rub my thighs together under the table. âSimply put, I have an appreciation for life. All aspects of life.â
Dane must really like his work. He certainly talks a lot about it. Iâm reminded of how creative we both are, and it seems to be the one thing we have in common. Other than that, I canât think of anything else. Heâd rather be in a suit, while Iâd rather wear my red Converse sneakers. He dines on tables with white linens, while I prefer to eat cross-legged on the floor. I doubt he e
ven knows what a Jolly Rancher looks like.
When he speaks, my eyes are riveted to his lush, shapely mouth. And those eyes, well, theyâre hypnotic. I may not be listening, but Iâm most certainly watching.
âGabby?â
Crap. Iâve drifted again. What was he saying?
As if he can read my thoughts, he says âYour eyes are stunning.â
Your ass is stunning. âThank you.â The waiter arrives to serve our food and saves me. I take a bite and close my eyes. âDane, you were right. This risotto is absolutely delicious.â
âGood. Iâm glad you like it.â
We eat until we canât eat anymore. Dane clears his throat. âWould you like dessert? I was thinking we could take it up to my room and I could show you the color palette there.â
Before I have time to think twice, I reply, âokay.â
Daneâs cell phone rings again. He lifts a finger, telling me to hold on, which of course Iâm more than willing to do. His face grows serious. âWhat is it, Sarah? Iâm the middle of something. Uh huhâ¦okay. Thatâs fine. Tell Clark and James to meet me at my office at eight tomorrow and we can go over the brand strategy.â
I freeze. Just hearing his name is enough to pour a bucket of ice water over this entire evening.
Dane ends the call and reaches for my hand. âAll set. Shall we go?â
I shift on my heels and stumble a bit. âI just realized I should probably get going. I have a very early morning tomorrow. Can I take a rain check?â
Dane looks back at me in confusion. He seems more than a little disappointed, like I just popped his last balloon, but he shakes it off and walks me to the door. I turn to thank him and realize I forgot my purse. Dane runs back to retrieve it. What is it with me and forgetting things lately? âThank you.â
Dane bends down so close to my ear that I can smell the champagne on his breath. âNo, thank you for a wonderful evening.â
He leans in briefly and touches my lips with his. âAre you sure I canât convince you to come up for a bit?â
âNo, I really canât.â My hands are shaking and Iâm worried heâs going to notice that somethingâs up.
He places his hand at the small of my back. âAlright, well, at least let me call you a cab.â
âIâm fine, Dane, really. Itâs only after nine. Iâll walk for a bit and then catch a subway.â
âOkay, well then, goodnight, Gabby.â
âGoodnight, Dane, and thanks again.â
His hand moves a bit lower, hovering right over my ass. âThe pleasure was all mine. Next time will be even better.â
As soon as Dane is out of sight, I sit on the bench in front of the hotel. I bend over and clutch my stomach. My body really wanted this, but my mind, well, it just canât let go. Maybe I just donât want to. Itâs only sex, though; anyone can have sex, right? Clark and I had sex under the bleachers once. Well, it was more than just sex. It was also a bit cramped, but it didnât bother me in the least, because Clark was wrapped around me. The memory makes me laugh. It was completely dark except for the stadium lights. Clark brought a checkered picnic blanket and spread it out so I wouldnât get dirt in my ass. We were in the heat of the moment and while he was grabbing my breasts I said, âbleacher sex, Iâm adding that to my list,â and he burst out laughing. We rolled over and I ended up with dirt in my ass anyway. Putting my hand to my head, I forcefully rub my temples. Maybe if I rub hard enough, I can make Clark reappear. If only genies existed. I wouldnât even need three wishes.
I manage to compose myself and start walking. The air will be good to clear my head. Thereâs so much to see here at night, anyway. The walk will be a good distraction. The lights blinking from all the Broadway show marquees, the restaurants filled with people out for the evening, and even a man sitting on the sidewalk with his legs crossed, playing his guitar. People enjoying the music walk by and throw change into a hat. I stop for a second and listen to his strumming. Heâs really quite good. I pull out a few dollars from my wallet and throw them in. He smiles and continues playing. Clark would have loved it here.
My footsteps continue to lead me forward, and Iâm enjoying the fresh air. Hearing a familiar voice call my name, I whirl around. Without realizing it, I walked right past The Brew House. Brad appears to be closing up for the night. When he finally turns and sees me, he stops.
âWow, Gabby. You look really nice.â
âThanks!â
âYou on your way back from a party?â
âNo, actually, I met a friend.â
âAh, let me guess. Green eyes, tall…â
I smile. âDing, ding, ding. Youâve just won whatâs behind door number three.â
Letting out a small chuckle, Brad replies, âsince Iâm just closing up, mind if I walk with you? After all, a beautiful woman like you shouldnât be roaming the streets alone.â
âThanks for the offer, but I can take care of myself.â
âIâm sure you can. But you never know when my superhero powers might come in handy.â
âSuperhero powers?â
His dimple returns. âYup.â
âWhat types of powers are we talking about?â
âI canât tell you that. A superhero never reveals his secrets.â
âI see. So I have to trust that should the need arise, these so-called powers will make themselves known.â
âAbsolutely.â
I choke back a laugh. âOkay, in that case, letâs walk through the seedy part of the city. Iâm anxious to see you in action.â
âNever mock a superhero, Gabby. It detracts from our ability to perform.â Brad is silent for a moment, and then, âSo…how did everything go?â
âIt wasâ¦nice.â
âThatâs it? Just nice? That doesnât sound too promising.â
âActually, it was very promising.â
Brad seems like he wants to say something else, but hesitates. He runs his hand through his shaggy brown hair instead. We walk together quietly until we pass Lianaâs Ice Cream Shop and I look longingly through the window.
âYouâre looking at that shop like you just found your lost puppy. Want to get some ice cream?â
âIâd love to, but I think Iâm a bit overdressed.â
âNah. You look perfect. A bit distracting, but perfect,â he says with a wink.
I love Lianaâs homemade ice cream. Smooth. Creamy. Yum. We had a shop like this back in California and I pretty much got a frequent flyer card there. In my book, the only thing that beats ice cream is warm chocolate lava cake with whipped cream on the side.
Brad grabs a table while I decide on two scoops of my favorite, Double Chocolate Brownie; he orders Monkey Ripple. We take a taste of each otherâs ice cream. I see him eying mine.
He tilts his head to one side. âI want yours instead. It tastes better.â
I move my cup away from him, scraping it across the table. âNo way. You had a taste already, and Iâm not willing to share any more. Besides, Monkey Ripple suits you.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean? Are you comparing me to a monkey?â
âWhatâs wrong with that? Monkeys are cute.â
Brad leans back with his hands behind his head. âSo, you think Iâm cute.â
Time for a subject change. âSo…how long have you worked at the coffee shop?â
He moves closer to the table, and to me. âActuallyâ¦I own it.â
âYou do?â Iâm not sure why that surprises me, but it does. âWow. That explains why nobody ever minds when you sit at my table. How long have you owned it?â
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âAbout four years now.â
âWait! I thought it was a new shop?â How did I not know that? I must live under a rock.
âNo, weâve just had a sudden rise in popularity. A friend of the family, Steve Cooper, owned the shop, and I worked for him part-time during college. He decided he wanted to sell it around the time I graduated, and my brother Matt actually convinced me to buy it and loaned me some money so I could. Itâs kind of a funny story actually. When we were growing up, I used to always experiment making different drink concoctionsâ¦hot chocolate, teas, cappuccinos, whatever struck me. I really enjoyed it, and while it wasnât something I planned, I kind of fell into it.â
âWell, you definitely seem happy doing it.â
âYeah, I love it, actually.â I see a twinkle in his eyes as they reach up to meet mine. âI get to meet some really cool people.â
My face warms, so I eat some more ice cream to cool off.
âWho designed it?â I ask curiously.
âAgain, I have Matt to thank for that. He had someone in his firm come out and help. Iâm really happy with the way it turned out.â
âYeah, that was the first thing I noticed. Itâs a little funky, but has a really homey feel. Itâs very inviting.â
Brad rests his elbows on the table. âSoâ¦what about you? Where did you go to school?â
âI went to UC Berkeley for interior design.â
âSo youâre exactly where you want to be then?â
Iâm not so sure about that. âThe job at Landon & Castell is great. Itâs a really good place to learn and grow and Iâm hoping to move up at some point.â
âWhat made you decide to move to New York?â His brown eyes exude interest.
I anxiously twirl my spoon around the cup of ice cream and start making soup. âIt was just time, thatâs all. I was anxious to be on my own. I love California, but New York is fun. Itâs a lot more fast-paced than northern California.â I chuckle. âA lot more people in a hurry here.â
Brad swirls some ice cream around in his mouth. âIâve been to California several times, but only to visit Matt in Los Angeles. Itâs really busy there, too. It reminds me of New York a lot, with the exception of the six lane highways, which are insane.â