by Violet Duke
Noah grinned, green eyes gleaming with humor. âI have something really dirty to say to that, but since it would be wasted on you, Iâll keep it to myself.â
Wait, he couldnât take a racy joke now? âSince when?â
âSince Iâve known you. Dude, youâre slightly uptight.â
Gabriel made a face. âAnd youâre slightly too old to call anyone dude.â
That only made Noah laugh. âDamn, Iâd hoped Elise would loosen you up, but I guess my fantasy of uptight librarian/wildcat in the bedroom is just thatâa fantasy.â
âYouâve been fantasizing about Elise?â The thought made him a little jealous.
âNah, not your librarian. More of a general librarian fantasy,â Noah clarified. He ran a hand through his short, dark hair. âI think Iâm going to knock off early. Did I tell you Iâm building my first house?â
âOnly three times yesterday, twice this morning, and now, but Iâm not keeping count.â
Noah grabbed a piece of paper from Gabrielâs desk, balled it up, and threw it at him. With a laugh, Gabriel ducked and caught it, tossing it back at him.
âAll right, Iâm done.â Noah stood, made to leave, and then paused. âLook, I know Summerâs back in town, and if youââ
âI can handle Summer.â Famous last words. Gabriel grimaced.
Noah eyed him for a moment, before saying, âAre you sure, because if she needs anything, I can take care of it, in a totally responsible, non-creepy manner.â
âThanks, but Iâm good.â
âYou know where to find me, if you change your mind.â Noah finally walked away.
Gabriel stayed seated at his desk, staring at nothing outside the window, until she appeared. A lone butterfly seemed to follow her as she walked. He strode to the window, opening the blinds a little wider.
Summer wore a simple dress with short sleeves. Her pale hair was caught up in a long ponytail, and she looked to be deep in thought.
Probably wondering how to best use him.
He banished the dark thought. It wasnât her fault that she came to him for things. It was a pattern theyâd repeated for so long that it had become second nature.
Pushing her sunglasses up to the top of her head, she lifted her face to the sky and smiled. He sucked in a breath at her beauty, at the vulnerability he knew still existed inside, but that she refused to let anyone see.
Out of nowhere, dozens of butterflies enveloped Summer, their delicate wings transporting him back to the day heâd fallen in love with her. Real love, not the crush heâd been harboring since he was ten.
âArenât they beautiful, Gabriel?â she whispered, her eyes dark and rich. Sweet, just like her. âHave you ever seen anything so pretty in your life?â
âNo,â he whispered and wrapped his arms around her body. Her dark gaze grew shy even as he grew bold. She was only thirteen to his fifteen. He had to remember that.
She licked her lips. It was all the encouragement he needed.
He kissed her and kissed her again, until his heart felt like it would fly away with the butterflies.
Summerâs gaze caught his. She smiled. No, she smirked at him, and then blew a kiss his way, like she knew exactly what heâd been reliving.
His jaw clenched.
Not again. This time he wouldnât be weak. He would remain strong.
CHAPTER FOUR
THE HUMID MORNING had turned into perfect North Carolina summer weather with blue skies, fluffy clouds, and the occasional gentle breeze. Couples strolled along Broad Street, while downtown employees exited the local eateries with takeout bags. American Flags waved, in honor of the soldiers still serving in a war on a foreign land.
Ladybugs flittered by, almost too quick to catch. Her hand shot out, closing around one. A mother pushing a double stroller gave her a strange look as she passed by. Slowly opening her hand, she found the red and black insect on the corner of her palm. The perfect companion for killing time while waiting for Harrison Collins to get back from lunch.
It wasnât easy walking along the streets of a town that hated the very thought of her, but it was her own fault. Perpetuating the every-Holland-woman-was-after-your-man legend seemed to have that effect on people.
Not to mention the times sheâd padded her pockets in the General Store with cans of fruit, toothbrushes and toothpaste, or slipped a pair of shoes for Skye in her purse, without paying. But her sisters had been hungry, she had been in charge, and none of them had money.
There had been a big part of her that demanded she take from the people of Holland Springs. People so high and mighty that they couldnât help three little girls who went to bed hungry every time their mother didnât bother to come home from her âdatesâ, but let them have a relationship problem? They practically beat down the front door of Strawberry Grove.
She sighed.
Three little girls left to defend for themselves. Three little girls who wore clothes decades out of date. Clothes stored in steamer trunks that smelled of dried flowers.
Tiny feet tickled her skin as the bug crawled. A small smile pushed up the corners of her mouth. She held up her hand, puckered her lips, and blew gently until the ladybug flew away.
Her sister, Rose, hadnât minded, mostly because Azalea would give them some story about each item belonging to a particular Poppy Holland. Summer hadnât believed her for one minute.
Okay, so she had believed her mother, maybe even smiled and giggled as Azalea sighed dreamily about the former lovers of their great-something or another grandmother.
When Azalea was home, the entire house came alive. Theyâd spend hours giggling, making love potions, and chasing Blackbeard. Hours and hours playing in an old house full of ghosts, make-believe, and laughter.
All that changed when Azalea had finally agreed to quit homeschooling themânot that anyone could call learning math, science, and reading from the familyâs potions book a state-approved curriculum. The baby had wanted to go, and no one said no to Skye, so off they went.
The window of a childrenâs dress shop caught her eye. She stopped and turned. Child-sized mannequins, all sweetly dressed in ruffles and bows, with matching shoes, were on display.
Summer held her hands out at her sides, the reflection of her fingers touching the smaller, plastic ones. She and her sisters had walked, hand in hand, to the end of their road to wait for the bus. Just the three of them, with dust on their scuffed-up shoes and anticipation making their little hearts beat fast.
Anticipation had quickly turned to dread when they couldnât find a seat and kids began to whisper, until, that is, a familiar face with a friendly smile had flashed from the back of the bus.
Gabriel Edwardsâtheir guardian angel. Heâd waved them over, giving up his seat to sit across the aisle.
My angel.
Bittersweet emotions gathered in her chest. In the darkest and happiest hours of her life, Gabriel had been there for her. Except once. But it had been enough to sever the ties that had bound them together.
A sharp whistle pierced her memories.
Not this. Couldnât she walk down the street without someone harassing her? With a frown, she glanced over her shoulder, but only found the townâs trash collectors pointing at their next stop.
She tucked her hair behind her ear, and then resumed her walk.
The Bradford Pear trees lining each side of the street had gone from showy white blossoms to full-on lime green leaves. Shop doors were propped open with daily sale signs, or large pots of in-season flowers.
Her thoughts turned back to Gabriel (as if heâd ever left them). She had to see him today. That glimpse of him, standing in the window of his office, had taken her breath away. She wanted her breath back, and the only way to do it was in person.
Candles set out on a h
alf-off sale table sparked to life as she passed by them.
Mr. Crane, a middle-aged man wearing a paisley shirt and striped shorts, looked from the lighter in his hand, then back at the table. He scratched his head. âLisa sent me trick candles. No wonder they didnât sell,â he muttered, heading back inside his shop.
Summer bit back a smile, running a finger along one candle, making the flame dance and her skin grow hot. Water dripped on her cheeks from the green and gold striped awning. She turned and walked away, swiping at the moisture.
âStop right there, missy.â
Missy? Summer pivoted on her heel, arching a brow at Mr. Crane. âCan I help you?â
âYou can help me by putting back the candle you just stole from me.â Mr. Craneâs eyes narrowed as he crossed his arms. The supersized black magic marker stuck out on one side. If she pulled it, would he go flying in the air like a balloon shooting out helium?
The marker flew out of his hand, hitting the storeâs brick façade.
âI didnât take your candle.â She yanked open her purse. Humiliation coursed through her veins, heating her skin as she waited for him to search it. âSee for yourself.â A part of her wanted to tell Mr. Crane where he could stick his candle. And maybe if she wasnât so tired of playing the immature shrew, she would have.
Mr. Crane poked a finger in, moving around her wallet, brush, lip gloss, and roll of lifesavers. He glanced back at her. âPockets?â
âSeriously?â She gestured at her shorts, the pockets ripped and showing through the bottom, as they lay perfectly flat against her body. Stepping to one side, she squatted on the ground and looked under his table. âI see a candle by the left side, in the back.â
Mr. Craneâs skinny face flushed. âThereâs still the matter of the three stained glass suncatchersâeach one had a different symbol.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â But she did. Three small squares. One with flowers, the second with a sun setting, and the third with angel wings. All gifts for the people sheâd loved. A twinge of guilt, like a waspâs sting, pricked at her.
âFourteen years and counting, Miss Holland.â Mr. Crane tapped his head. âLike a steel trap.â
Of that, she had no doubt. âWhy donât you have me arrested?” Way to go, Summer. The urge to slap herself rode her hard. But could she really change years of habit, years of being on the defensive, every time she stepped foot in this town in only a matter of days?
Mr. Craneâs face softened. âLittle girls trying to think of others donât rank high on my list of reasons for calling the sheriff, even if they go about it the wrong way.â He retrieved the candle out from under the table, and then glanced at her. âBut youâre not a little girl anymore, Summer.â
Unsure what to make of his conflicting statements, she searched through her purse, pulled out two twenties from her wallet, and smacked the bills on the table. A hard look into his sympathetic eyes almost made her apologize.
âI was never a little girl,â she said. Not like he meant it. Little girls worried about being invited to their friendsâ birthday parties, not if they had enough food in the pantry. She sure as hell never worried about being invited to any partiesâmostly because sheâd never been invited by other girls her age.
Dark clouds swept in. The wind picked up, swirling the loose pieces of hair around her face. Maybe she was crazy for coming here, for wanting to be a part of a family again, but she longed to be a part of Ivyâs life.
Only she wasnât quite sure what her role would be. The loving aunt who just happened to be the biological mother? The loving aunt whose butt would be hauled off to jail if anyone ever pressed charges against her?
Awesome role model for Ivy.
In the park across the street, she saw Jemma Leigh, Janie Leigh, and Jeremy playing on the swings. They all sat in one, pumping their legs and laughing. The little girl smiled and then jumped, falling to her knees. Both of her parents rushed to her, and Summerâs heart caught in her throat.
Little chubby arms reached for them. Gentle words and comforting kisses chased away the tears, but not the storm rolling in. The three of them gathered their things and headed to the parking lot nearby.
The wind blew harder. Leaves shook on trees.
Now Summer knew exactly why sheâd come back to Holland Springs. She knew exactly what she had to do. All she needed was some guidance on how to go about it.
A quick stop by Pellum & Foster confirmed what she knew, or an appointment wouldnât have been available otherwise. It was a sign that she was on the right track, and no matter what, she would stay on it.
Exiting the building, dandelion puffs floated in front of her, carrying with them the scent of freshly cut grass. Of sunshine. Andâ¦strawberries. Her lover smelled of all these things.
Gabriel.
He wasnât her lover, had never been her loverânot in the way a man and woman came together. In the past, she thought he hadnât wanted to be her lover, and would never be her lover with the way fate interfered in their lives.
Breathing deeply to clear her head, she opened the glass doors to the bank and went inside, blowing past all the customers, the tellers, and even the bank presidentâs secretary.
âYou canât just go in there without an appointment,â his secretary all but screeched at her.
âWatch me.â Summer twisted the doorknob and let herself inside.
Harrison Collins, the bankâs president, sat at a desk large enough to command Wall Street. He didnât look surprised to see her as he removed his glasses and rubbed them against a cloth to clean them.
âI need to get money from the bank,â she said.
Replacing his glasses, he said, âThis is a firstâa criminal informing the victim of her intent before it happens.â
Wasnât this just her day to be reminded of her past deeds? She crossed the room to his desk, plunking her bright green purse down on the mahogany surface. âStick to your day job, Harrison.â She sat down in one of the high-backed chairs in his office. âRose said you would be able to help me. Iâm running Carolina Dreams while sheâs gone, and Iâd like to be able to shop.â And eat. Basic things she would never admit to him.
âRose asked me to set up a separate account for you.â
Her stomach plummeted to her feet. Rose didnât trust her.
âShe wanted you to have something of your own.â He slid a small card her way. âThis is the account information for the store.â
âThank you.â
âWhat password would you like for the log-in portion?â
âIsnât that supposed to be private?â
âIsnât arson supposed to be illegal?â
Regret poked at her, but only for the hurt she caused Rose. Burning down Strawberry Grove had made Summerâs heart dance and sing. Setting fire to a legacy that had done nothing more than confine the women in her family to a role the newest generation of Hollands no longer wanted to play had given her pure joy.
As she watched the flames grow, the pain that had been living inside of her seemed to extinguish, but only for a short time though. She had been shortsighted, unable to touch an enormous sum of money that wouldâve made it possible for her to never come back to Holland Springs, possible for her to take care of her daughter, without worrying about food, shelter, and clothing.
Eventually, sheâd given it all to charity. Specifically she had anonymously donated every penny to the organization Gabriel had started with his church. It served at-risk kids in the surrounding counties.
âSummer?â
âAngel,â she managed to say without blushing, even as Harrison cast her a sharp look. Of course, sheâd pick the nickname of the man whoâ�
�d wanted to save her. Gabriel was always on her mind.
Glancing around the room to avoid his knowing eyes, her own widened. There were pictures everywhere⦠of her. Of Rose. Of Skye. And not creepy pictures either. School pictures of the three of them, graduation pictures (though not of Rose), baby picturesâ
She swallowed, her fingers digging into the arms of the chair. Pain radiated from the tips. He had pictures of Ivy. A knot grew in her throat, breathing a soon to be impossibility.
âMy granddaughterâs pretty, isnât she?â he asked, handing over another card and a piece of paper to sign. âLast week I showed off the picture she drew for me to all the bank board members. Said I had a Georgia OâKeefe in the making.â
How grandfatherly he relayed this information. How totally hypocritical. âLorelei loosen your leash?â She flung the card into her purse, uncaring where it landed.
âMy wife has accepted my choice.â
âIvyâs not yours, not by blood,â she pointed out, wanting to wipe that proud look off his face.
âIt doesnât matter to me.â He took off his glasses, polishing the lenses with a soft cloth. âIâm trying to be a better man.â
Summer made a noise of disbelief. The world was short of good men, much less better ones.
âYou havenât been treated right, and neither has Roseâ¦and in some instances Skye, but things are different. The old guard is passing and with the influx of new people, things are changing. For the better.â Harrison had always had a way with words. He could also read people, like Rose. Maybe sheâd inherited that from him, and not some supposedly witchy ancestress.
âGood, because I plan on staying here for a very long time, whether the old guard likes it or not.â She stood. âNow, if youâll excuse me, I have another appointment.â
âWith whom?â
âItâs really none of your business.â Besides, if he knew, then heâd find a way to tell Rose, then she would come back, and Summer would lose her nerve.
Her sistersâ happiness had always been her biggest weakness.