by Violet Duke
Wrong thing to say. âYou Jesus freaks amaze me.â She crossed her arms. âBut you do give good lip service.â
Irritation rose, making his jaw clench before he answered. âWas it lip service to let you drive off with my truck all those years ago?â
âLet me?â She shook her head and smiled. âAngel, you had no idea what I was going to do that night.â
âReally?â He crossed his arms and stared down at the lovely face highlighted by the moonlight. âLetâs think about thisâthe gas pump only takes pre-pays. I chose to go inside to buy a bottle of Cheerwine.â
Her smile faltered and a pink tongue licked at her lips. âSo, youâre sayingâ¦â
âIâm saying Iâd give anyone in need the clothes off my back.â He uncrossed his arms. âIncluding you.â Especially her. Always her. No matter how much it hurt when she threw it back in his face.
âI donât want your pity or your charity. I donât need anything from anyone, especially you.â
White-hot fury rose, but he remained calm. He had to, or heâd lose control of the situation. âI just need to know why youâre here. I know what you said, but honey, youâve never stayed longer than a year at a time, since you turned eighteen.â
If he had a time limit, he could stay away from her. Keep his personal life goingâone that didnât involve the woman standing in front of him. The woman with pretty, dark eyes and pale, blond hair. The woman whoâd clawed his heart out at every turn, yet he kept offering it up on a platter.
A frown pulled down the corners of his mouth.
âWhy do you care?â She leaned forward, placing a hand on his cheek. âAfraid Iâll steal you away from Elise?â
Yes. Only it wouldnât be stealing. More than likely, heâd go with her, willingly. Some things never changed, but he could. âYou know whatâI donât care. Stay as long as you like. Do whatever you like. You donât need my permission, and youâre not that damn irresistible.â Turning, he marched away from her.
Summerâs eyes grew wide. Oh God, no. His disapproval she could handle. His infuriatingly calm manner she could handle. But an indifferent Gabriel? The one whoâd been ignoring her all week⦠âWait.â
Still, he strode away.
âGabriel, please.â
That made him stop.
She ran to him, and then around to face him.
A cool night breeze whispered through the pine trees. The sound of crickets chirping and the steady rattling of locust blended to create a symphony so soothing that Summer almost forgot where she was. Almost.
In a loose tie, button-down shirt, and khaki pants, Gabriel was her fantasy come to life. Not that sheâd ever let him in on it. No, she preferred to let him think that her type rode into town on a Harley and out of it, with her on the back.
He gazed at her, expectation on his face. But what could she sayâdonât leave me? Please keep caring about me, because youâre the only one in the entire world who does?
Maybe she needed to be truthful for once. Maybe she needed to quit saying the most outrageous and hurtful things to him.
Taking a leap of faith, she said, âIâm sorry.â
âExcuse me?â
âYou heard what I said.â No way would she repeat herself. It was bad enough sheâd apologized in the first place. It was bad enough that she was lowering her defenses.
âI forgive you.â Simple, but powerful words.
âThe reason why Iâm here is because I miss my family. Iâd like to be a part of one again.â Growing up with a mother like Azalea, a woman who came and went as frequently as the tides, Summer had always dreamed of a home. Of family meals at a table set for four. A husband that would come in the door with a kiss for her, while he tried to navigate the room with two rugrats stuck to his legs.
After dinner, this fictional man would ask about her day while they did the dishes. Then theyâd make love⦠in a bed with a mattress made of down feathers.
Yeah, she was all kinds of screwed up for her deepest, most guarded, secrets to be so traditionally boring.
âNothing wrong with that at all. Iâm happy you want to reconnect with Rose and Ivy.â Taking her hand, he said, âLet me drive you the rest of the way home.â
âOkay.â But she pulled her hand away.
His dark brows drew together, but he didnât say anything, merely started walking to the edge of the woods. She followed him.
The moon might be as bright as day in the field, but the forest was another matter altogether, so she stayed close. Close enough to touch him. Tempting her to slide her arm through that triangular gap between his elbow and lean body.
If she was really honest, she was even more tempted to slide her hands all over him, to learn the hard planes and new muscles that hadnât been there when they were teenagers, or even four years ago, when he would have held her hand while they walked. Back when he looked at her like sheâd hung the Corn Planting Moon in the sky.
Now Elise would be the one who hung the moon for Gabriel.
Stopping at the edge of the highway, she glanced at him. Gabriel stood, phone in his hand and his thumbs moving. âCarlos is on his way.â
There was a tiny prick at her heart, but she breathed through the pain. Besides, it was ridiculous to think he would want spend more time with her. She never made it easy for anyone to be around her, not even her sisters. Turning away, she eyed the silver truck idling in the middle of the road.
âTaking your truck?â
âThatâs the plan.â
Beams of light made her eyes squint. She put up a hand to shade them.
âGabriel, letâs go! We donât have all night,â a man called out.
âYeah, canât have Carlos out too late, or Shelia wonât be able to display his nuts in her trophy case tomorrow morning.â
âWatch it, Noah. Thereâs a lady present,â Gabriel laughed, and then looked at her. âSorry about the language.â
For some reason, the thought of him classifying her as a lady gave her pleasure, maybe even a little pride. âIâve heard worse.â
He stepped closer to her, brushing the strand of hair that kept falling in her face. âDoesnât matter. You deserve to be treated with respect.â
A thrill ran through her body. Hugging him seemed exactly the right thing to do, but she gave him her brightest smile instead. âHave fun, angel. Donât forget to tip your stripper in singles.â Then she turned, but a warm hand on her arm guided her in the opposite direction.
âTruckâs this way, sweetheart. I told you Iâd drive you home, but Carlos showed up before I could. â Another thrill at his touch, at his endearment. She was losing her ever-loving mind. This was Gabriel: he was like this to everyone.
Opening the door, he waited for her to climb inside. She stared at him, then the truck, and then back at him. Her brows were practically a part of her hairline. âButâbut I thought yâall were taking your truck.â
âWe are.â He grinned and pointed to the red truck a few feet in front of them. âWhat do you think Iâve been driving all this time?â
Speechless, she climbed in the cab and let him shut the door behind her. As the interior lights dimmed, she mouthed a âthank youâ to him. His grin widened before he jogged to his waiting friends. She could hear them laughing and calling each other names as he jumped inside.
The red truck took off, leaving her behind. She gripped the steering wheel, staring after the tail lights until she couldnât see them anymore.
âOne day Iâll pay you back, angel,â she said softly, with absolutely no malice in her words or meaning. âOne day youâll see me and only smile, the
n go on with your life.â
CHAPTER SEVEN
PELLUM & FOSTER WAS the newest and smallest law office in Holland Springs, but had an extremely large and powerful branch down in Wilmington, which was exactly why Summer had chosen to make an appointment with them.
âIâve reviewed the adoption paperwork, and frankly, Ms. Holland, you donât have a case,â Ms. Foster began. âThe minor childââ
âIvy,â Summer corrected.
Ms. Foster smiled. âIvy has been visited by DSS over the years, and theyâve found no evidence of negligence or abuse. In fact, theâIvy is very-well taken care of, but I suppose this isnât news to you.â
âNo, itâs not.â Summer shook her head. âI wouldnât have asked Rose for help if Iâd thought otherwise. But I was desperate and most likely suffering from post-partum depression.â At least, that was what Gabriel had told her. He had also given her the name of a therapist, but sheâd torn that card into pieces. Why should she go talk to someone when she was perfectly able to solve her own problem?
âBe that as it may, you have limited resources, no place to stay, and youâre unmarried. Three very big strikes against you.â Ms. Foster wasnât unkind as she said this. She was to the point, which was exactly what Summer had wanted. âYou also swore you werenât under duress when you signed away your parental rights to Ivy.â
Sheâd lied. Oh God, she had lied. She had been under so much duress that she was about to crack, but at the time, it was the right thing to do for Ivy and for herself.
âI realize that, but you can see for yourself that Iâve never been fired from a job, and I only quit when I had to move.â Summer brushed a piece of hair out of her eyes. âMy references are all there, and theyâre really good. Finding a permanent place to stay shouldnât be a problem, and itâs not like I want to take my daughter away from here. I plan to live in Holland Springs, but as Ivyâs mother, not her aunt.â
Ms. Foster said nothing.
âPlease, just give me the best case scenario of getting Ivy back. What would I have to do on my end?â
âFind a permanent residence, one that you donât mind being inspected by DSS, the Fire Chief, and a whole host of people who will work in the best interest of Ivy. You already have a job, but do you think Mrs. Holland will allow you to keep working there once she finds out what youâre planning?â
âRose made me co-owner.â Ms. Foster blinked, and Summer had the grace to blush. âI helped start the company.â
âInteresting,â the woman said, and then continued. âEven with all of those taken care of, there is still the matter of your relationship status.â
âSingle women raise children all the time.â
âThe court isnât concerned with other single women. They will be concerned with you. Short of finding a man who walks on water to be your husband, Iâm afraid your odds of getting custody of Ivy are slim to none.â
A man who walked on water? Summer smiled. There was only one man who fit the billâGabriel Edwards. âThat shouldnât be difficult at all.â
Without missing a beat, Ms. Foster said, âCanât wait to meet him.â
Summer shook the womanâs hand and headed outside, her mind full of plots to get Gabriel to help her.
She could trick him into marrying her. No, that was too 1800s.
She could pay him to marry her. With what money? Besides, he wouldnât take it anyway.
So deep in thought, that she almost walked past the man she was plotting against.
âSummer,â he said, in that deep voice of his that sounded like a caress.
Unfortunately, heâd caught her off-guard, and she had no time to put on her mental armor. âGabriel.â
âJoin me for lunch?â He gestured to the empty spot on the park bench. âI packed extra.â
Wary, she sat down, but as far away from him as possible. âI am hungry. My meeting took longer than expected.â
A dark brow rose. âMeeting?â
Crap, she shouldâve kept her mouth shut. âYeah, my monthly home-wreckers not so anonymous meeting. Though can one call it a meeting when Iâm the only member?â
He scowled at her. âStop putting yourself down like that.â
âIâm just saying what everyone else does.â
Gabriel handed her half of his sandwich. âHoney, you havenât lived her in almost three years. So, how do you know what anyone around here is saying?â
He had a point, and Harrison had said the same thing. âDo you remember when we used to meet under the second set of entwined dogwoods, and eat lunch during the summer?â
He smiled, a far-off look appearing in his beautiful eyes. âYouâd always bring me lemon pound cake.â
âYouâd bring me Pringlesâthe cheese flavored ones.â
âAzalea wouldnât allow processed foods in the house,â he said with a grin. âI remember your fingers and mouth would be yellow-orange by the time you were finished.â
âAnd you tasted like lemons,â she giggled, and then smashed her lips together. Why did she have to bring that up?
âCheese and lemons, who would have thought it?â
âSorry, that wasââ
âNothing wrong with reminiscing. We were childhood sweethearts, Summer, no matter how much you wish it wasnât true.â
âI never said that.â Sheâd never wished that either.
He smiled sadly at her. âYou didnât have to.â
Summer fell silent, and Gabriel did the same. It wasnât uncomfortable, and that bothered her all the more. It was easy and sweet andâ
âI need your help,â she blurted.
His blue eyes turned hard. âIâm listening, but Iâm not promising anything. Elise needs my full attention.â
âI want you to help me get Ivy back.â
CHAPTER EIGHT
WAS SUMMER OUT OF her mind? Of course she was. How else could they have had a civil conversation for longer than a minute, besides insanity or divine intervention?
âYou wouldnât have to do anything beyond marrying me, and then we can get a divorce or an annulment after whatever requirements the state has is met,â she said in all seriousness.
âWeâve known one another for eighteen years, and in all that time, have I ever said Iâd get married just so I can get a divorce? And a planned one at that,â he growled. He threw his lunch in the nearby trashcan. It was a good thing heâd shared it with Summer, because his appetite was completely gone.
âYou owe me,â she said, her voice just as hard as his.
âOwe you?â His jaw clenched. âI have done nothing but bend over backwards for you. Iâve lost perfectly good relationships because of you. I put people who matter last because of you.â
âPeople who matter?â
âYes, people who matter.â He exhaled. âI have gone against advice from my friends, my parents, my ex-girlfriend, and even your sister to help you. Itâs cost me everything at times to help you, but do you appreciate that? Hell no.â
Brown eyes grew wide, but her mouth turned stubborn. âI didnât make you choose to help me.â
âWhat was I supposed to doâlet you starve, freeze, and go homeless?â
Birds in a nearby tree flew away, wings beating loudly.
âYou were supposed to believe me, yet you didnât. You believed what everyone else said about me, and not until you found out it wasnât true, did you apologize.â
âThat still bothers you?â He threw his hands in the air. âThe act of a dumb, insecure teenager not taking your word for something s
till bothers you?â
âIt was more than something.â She fisted her hands in her lap. âI was called a whore and a slut. I was accused of sleeping with the entire football team, with teachers if I made a good grade, and if a couple broke up, it was because I screwed their boyfriend.â
âDamn it, I wasnât there, then. I was in college.â
âI know where you were, but you could have stopped it when the rumors first started,â she pointed out.
âWhen I found out what Patrick Johnson did to you, I made him payâ¦I broke his arm and knocked out three of his teeth.â He jumped to his feet. âDoes that make you happy? I beat the living hell out of another human being for hurting the girl I loved.â
Shock registered on her face. âYou did?â
He nodded once. âDoes that make you happy?â
âNoâyes.â She beat a fist against her thigh. âI donât know.â
âSay it makes you happy. Say that knowing what I did makes up for it,â he demanded. âThat it makes up for everything.â
Tears made her eyes glisten, and her lips trembled. âYou promised to be there for Ivy and me. You promised,â she shouted. âBut you left, becauseâbecauseâ¦â She shook her head. âI donât know why, but you left me there, in the hospital with that woman. Azalea said you couldnât handle the pressure.â
His anger ebbed away. Summer truly believed heâd left her? Then again, why wouldnât she believe the woman who had raised her? âI didnât leave you,â he swallowed. âAzalea told me I was no longer needed. She had an orderly escort me out, and when I went to see you after you were discharged, she said you moved away.â
Summer stood, eyes glistening. âI swear to you, I did not want you to leave me.â
Gabriel scrubbed a hand across his face. âI want to believe you, I really do, but itâs hard. Thing is, even if I do believe, even if you believe I owe you, I have to put Elise first. I have to concentrate on her. She has to come first.â