“Well, Sophie?” she asked herself. “Which one will it be?”
RILEY HAD HAD ENOUGH socializing and making nice, talking to everyone except for Sophie. He hadn’t seen her since she’d entered the room, talked to her sisters and walked out again. By ignoring him, she’d made her feelings and intentions perfectly clear.
He might have chased Spencer around for years before catching on to the fact that the man hadn’t wanted anything to do with him, but he was older and wiser now. He wouldn’t make the same mistake twice. He’d give Sophie the space she so desired. Permanently.
He’d sent Lizzie to say goodbye to whomever she wanted to before they left and he had a hunch she’d made a beeline for the ladies’ room because his daughter was nowhere to be found.
He had to admit the evening wasn’t a total bust. He found a surprising satisfaction in having made a tentative peace with his biological father after all these years. He didn’t know what the future held for them, but he had a positive feeling where before he’d felt only anger and disappointment. Not bad for a party he hadn’t wanted to attend.
He glanced around but he didn’t see Lizzie and wondered if she’d decided to meet him by the entrance. He’d turned and started for the door, when a light touch on the shoulder stopped him.
Having had his share of people and small talk for the evening, he jerked around with every intention of abruptly excusing himself without a long explanation. And then he saw Sophie.
“Care to dance?” She spoke boldly, but in her eyes he saw vulnerability.
She obviously wasn’t sure what to expect of him. And damned if a part of him didn’t want to just turn and walk away to make her feel as rejected as she’d made him feel all night long.
Instead he placed his hand in hers and led the way to the dance floor. Although he tried to keep an emotional distance, he found it difficult when holding her in his arms, inhaling her unique scent and knowing how her soft curves fit so perfectly against him.
“Enjoying yourself?” he asked, his voice gruff.
She drew a trembling breath. “Not really.”
Her words surprised him. “I’d have thought you’d be thrilled to celebrate your uncle and Lola’s marriage.”
“I am.”
“But?” He swung her around and eased them away from the prying eyes of her family, who stood too close to where they danced.
She tipped her head back. Moisture fringed her lashes, making her blue eyes glassy. “I’m…lonely.”
He blinked, certain he’d heard her wrong. “I don’t understand. Your entire family is here. How could you feel alone?”
She treated him to a grim smile. “I’ve been asking myself that same question. All my life, I told myself that family is all that matters. First we needed to stay together after my parents died and later we just needed each other.”
By her serious tone of voice, he sensed things had shifted for her in a way that had affected her deeply.
“But now…” Her voice trailed off. Her eyes grew even more glazed and unfocused.
She was obviously thinking about what to say next. It was difficult not to make suggestions to lead her to the conclusions he wanted to hear, but he refrained. “Go on,” he said, not wanting her to think he wasn’t listening.
She nodded. “Have you ever been surrounded by people you loved and yet been completely alone? That’s such a surreal thought and yet that’s exactly what happened tonight.”
He understood her, because being here tonight with his daughter and the man whose approval and love he had always sought hadn’t been enough for him, either. Not with Sophie little more than an arm’s distance away physically but emotionally on the other side of the earth.
“I realized tonight that the family I hold so precious isn’t enough anymore,” Sophie whispered. “I need more.”
Despite their slow and easy dancing, Riley nearly tripped on his own feet, because her words gave him a shot of hope for a future between them for the first time.
“It’s confusing,” she said, obviously talking things through for both herself and for him.
“What is?” He switched his grip, lacing his fingers through hers.
“All the rules in my life have shifted. It’s like I’ve done a one-eighty and now I can’t find firm ground.”
“I can relate,” he muttered. The way Riley’s stomach was bouncing around inside him, he couldn’t settle down, either. She was giving him explanations with no firm conclusions and his nerves were shot waiting to see what exactly she was trying to say to him.
She smiled. “I know I’m talking in circles, but I need to do this my way.”
And their ways were never quite the same, which was what had given her pause to begin with, Riley knew. So he shut up and let her continue. Otherwise he might lose this one last chance—at what, he hadn’t a clue.
He could only hope.
“So I looked around the room and realized that I had half-a-dozen examples in front of me of people who had conquered their fears, and I could either do the same or end up alone.” She grinned at him, her smile too bright, too forced, her fear of rejection palpable.
He hated to do this to her, but he had no choice. “Sophie?”
“Yes?”
“I have no freaking clue what you’re trying to tell me. Okay, I take that back. I have an idea, but if I’m wrong, I don’t think I could handle it.” It being having his heart squashed by her again. He didn’t see a reason to define it graphically for her.
He stopped in his tracks in the middle of the dance floor. He already held her hands in his and he brought them up to his chest, near his heart. “I get all the why’s about how you’re feeling. Now you have to tell me what you’re feeling. You have to say it and mean it.”
Her eyes opened wide and she nodded.
He took a risk and continued. “Fear’s okay. I’m afraid before every game I play. Just don’t tell anyone,” he said, forcing a laugh when he felt anything but lighthearted. “So fear’s okay, but giving in to it isn’t.” He squeezed her hands tighter, hoping to instill her with the courage he already sensed she possessed.
“My family isn’t enough for me anymore. They’re married and happy and settled…and I’m not.” She bit down on her glossed lips. “My sisters faced their fear of losing someone they loved and took the ultimate risk. What I’m saying is, I’m ready to take that risk, too.”
He gave her an encouraging nod. Meanwhile his heart pounded hard in his chest and a pain gnawed at his gut while he waited. For her.
Slowly, she pulled her hands out of his and cupped her palms around his face. “I know I’ve put you through hell and that you’ve been a major grump, to use Lizzie’s words.” A smile tugged at her lips. “And I’m sorry for that. But I can’t fit you into any mold and that scares me.”
“You can’t control me by reading a book. You can’t guarantee that I won’t get sick or injured or worse one day. Life is a risk.”
She nodded. “I realize that now. And I want to take that risk with you because I love you.”
“Say that again,” he said, the pain in his chest and stomach slowly easing.
“I love you,” she said on a hoarse whisper. “And I want to spend my life with you.”
He knew the courage she’d needed to take this step and he planned to make sure she never regretted it. He reacted on instinct, picking her up and twirling her around.
“Now I’m going to make you a promise you can count on, because it’s within my control,” he said, letting her down onto her feet.
“What’s that?” she asked, grinning from ear to ear. Obviously she approved of his reaction.
“I will never leave you and I will never consciously do anything to hurt you.”
Sophie nodded, her throat full, unable to believe this rebel man was hers and hers alone. “I’m sorry it took me so long to come around.”
“Who am I to criticize someone doing something their own way?” he asked, laughing.
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nbsp; “Hey, I found this girlie hangin’ around outside.” Uncle Yank strode up to them, Lizzie in tow. “I know she belongs to you,” he said, poking Riley in the chest. “What kind of parent leaves his kid alone while he hits on a woman in the other room?”
Lizzie’s eyes grew wider. “Is that what you were doing?” she asked.
Sophie rolled her eyes. “Uncle Yank—” Not in front of the child, she almost said before catching herself and shutting up.
Riley grasped Sophie’s hand in his. “Let me handle him.”
“By all means.” Smiling, Sophie stepped back so the two men could tangle.
Riley looked at Lizzie and winked before turning to the older man. “Yank, you’ve been my agent for my entire career and we’ve always gotten along well,” Riley began.
Uncle Yank raised one bushy eyebrow. “Your point?” he asked gruffly, still in protective guardian mode.
“I’m hoping we can get along equally well if you’re my uncle-in-law,” Riley said.
The older man’s mouth opened then shut again. Apparently he’d rendered Yank Morgan speechless—not an easy feat. Considering Sophie was stunned at the comment herself, she could understand her uncle’s reaction.
“In-law?” Sophie asked, wanting to make sure she understood exactly what Riley was saying.
“That’s what I want to know,” Yank said. “Are you askin’ for—”
“Your niece’s hand in marriage.”
“You want to marry me?” Sophie asked, stunned. It was one thing to talk in generalities, another to know he wanted the entire commitment.
“You want to marry her?” Lizzie parroted, sounding equally surprised.
“What the hell is wrong with everyone?” Riley asked. “I love her. Of course I want to marry her,” he shouted, silencing the entire room.
“Yes!” Lizzie said, recovering first.
“Well, I guess I can’t argue with that,” Yank said gruffly, beaming with happiness and obvious approval.
Without warning, the crowd reacted next. Her sisters, and then Uncle Yank and Lola, who now stood beside him, broke into a round of applause.
“You aren’t upset?” Sophie asked Lizzie quietly when the clapping had died down.
She noticed that Riley leaned in closer, waiting for his daughter’s answer.
“Hell, no. Now Dad’ll be in a good mood all the time and he’ll start saying yes to things again,” Lizzie said, grinning.
“Miss Mouth,” Riley said, warning her.
But even Sophie noticed the twitch in his lips. His happiness shone through his disapproval and warmed Sophie straight through to her toes. “You’re quite the little schemer,” Sophie said, laughing.
“What can I say? It’s part of my charm.”
“She inherited it from me,” Riley said. “And now I’d like a word alone with my future bride.” Instead of telling everyone else to scram as Sophie expected him to do, he turned to Yank. “As your first official duty, you can keep an eye on your soon-to-be…whatever you want to call her,” he said, laughing.
Lizzie narrowed her gaze in a way that said, I’m gonna get you for that. But her eyes were dancing with happiness. Apparently she wasn’t kidding; Lizzie did approve of Riley and Sophie at last.
Riley grabbed Sophie’s hand and pulled her through the ballroom, out the large doors and into the unoccupied coatroom closet, slamming the door behind them. A dim light glowed from overhead.
Riley bracketed his hands against the wall over her head. “I cannot believe I finally have you alone,” he said, his eyes glittering with desire.
She was way ahead of him. Every pore in her body craved his touch.
“Did I tell you how gorgeous you look tonight?”
She shook her head. “No, but something tells me you’re going to.”
A slow, wicked smile spread across his lips as he settled his mouth on hers. It was a long, sensual while before he lifted his head and met her gaze. “You look spectacular,” he said in a husky voice.
“Tell me again,” she said.
“You’re brave, beautiful and mine.” Then he dipped his head and he told her in other ways. Over and over and over again.
EPILOGUE
SENATOR HARLAN NASH and his wife had insisted on having Sophie and Riley’s wedding at their Mississippi estate, and Sophie, God love her, Yank thought, had agreed.
What the hell would have been wrong with the Plaza or another of the old New York City hotels? Yank wondered. He was paying for the shindig anyway. At least he thought he was. Between all the arguing going on, he could never be sure.
Annabelle and Micki had made gorgeous matrons of honor while Lizzie had been the only bridesmaid, and the cute kid had reveled in the attention. As she’d walked down the aisle, she’d waved to everyone like the Queen of England. With her spunk and attitude, she actually reminded him a little of Micki as a kid, he thought, grinning.
Then Yank had walked Sophie down the aisle—without his cane, he thought proudly. He didn’t need a walking stick when he had a dog as smart as Noodle. Never mind that she’d sniffed something and taken off for the other side of the bushes, wedding rings hooked into her collar. A waitress had retrieved them, crawling out of the greenery with leaves poking from her head in time for the I do’s.
The best part of the day had come when Spencer had walked his son halfway down the aisle. The senator had taken over midway. It seemed like a fair compromise to all involved. Everybody had ignored the protestors out back. Harlan had announced his intention to let the voters have their say come November and if retirement was in his future, he had plenty of other pursuits, he’d said. Yank hadn’t a clue what those were, but the man seemed resigned to Spencer’s orientation and place in Riley’s life. Nothing else mattered as far as Yank was concerned.
Now he stood in the backyard, the party tapering down. Many of the senator’s Southern guests had taken leave, as they called it, which was just fine with Yank. The women and their umbrellas and finery, the old men and their fine talk. He’d been like a goddamn fish out of water, is what he’d been. Even with his friends here—like Curly and, of course, Spencer—Yank had kept getting nudged in the ribs by Lola. Minding his manners and his p’s and q’s wasn’t his way. Never had been.
The only good thing was that Spencer’s fruitcake sisters had behaved worse than Yank ever had. Rose and Darla had both dived for the bridal bouquet, pushing the younger women out of the way, ending up fighting each other smack dab in the middle of the dance floor. In the end, they’d split the bouquet in half, though Yank couldn’t see what kind of man would have either of the nut jobs. He had to admit Spencer’s niece, Amy, seemed nice enough, but she had her hands full keeping her mother and aunt in line.
The day was almost over and Yank shook his head in disbelief. He’d raised and married off all three of his girls. Hell, he’d even gone and gotten married himself. How the heck had that happened? he wondered.
Well, at least he still had his Cubans, he thought, patting his breast pocket. He’d hand the suckers out when Lola’s back was turned. The woman had eyes like a hawk.
God how he loved her.
“What are you thinking about?” Lola asked, coming up beside him and linking her arm through his.
“Just admiring my handiwork.”
She looked up at him, confused. “What handiwork?”
“Well, the girls and their men, of course!” He pointed to their family gathered beneath the large white tent.
“The girls all found themselves perfect mates, which as far as I can see, had nothing whatsoever to do with you.” Lola patted his shoulder. “But you tell yourself whatever makes you happy, honey.”
Now he knew she was goading him on purpose. Probably because she liked kissing and making up so much. “Now, Lola, give me due credit. I was the one who made sure Annabelle went up to Greenlawn to work on Vaughn’s resort PR, wasn’t I?”
“You were,” she agreed. “You were also the one who showed up unannounced, st
ayed and drove them insane.”
“Surveying the lay of the land, so to speak. Checkin’ up on them.”
Lola frowned. “You were running away from me and you know it. Annabelle and Vaughn found their way to each other on their own, no thanks to you.”
“I sent him after her,” he insisted. “Now take Micki and Damian. Who arranged it so Micki had to be the one to go on down to Florida to handle the Renegades’ publicity?” Lola nodded. “You did. Where she was set up and ended up in a strip joint. Admit it, Micki and Damian had some real issues standing between them. That they came together is a credit to them not you.”
Yank groaned at her stubbornness. He opened his mouth to speak but she cut him off.
“And before you go saying you’re responsible for Sophie and Riley being together, that had everything to do with Spencer running off to Florida and nothing to do with you.”
The woman wouldn’t give him credit for a dang thing.
“But there is something you get one-hundred-percent credit for,” she said, her voice softening as she leaned in close.
He inhaled, enjoying having her near. He might not be able to see her so well, but he knew every last thing about her and that was all that mattered.
“Is that a new perfume you’re wearing?” he asked, enjoying the sexy scent.
“Why yes, it is,” she said, her voice rising with pleasure.
He nodded with satisfaction. Women liked it if a man noticed the little things, he’d learned. It had only taken him almost thirty years to get that through his thick skull, not that he’d admit what a slow learner he was to Lola.
Besides tonight his attentiveness might get him some action with his loving wife.
“Now pay attention,” Lola chided. “Don’t you want to know what I’m giving you credit for?” she asked.
“Yes, yes, I certainly do.”
“You raised three absolutely wonderful young women. Caring, kind, smart, strong, beautiful and, most importantly, brave.” Lola lovingly caressed his cheek with her soft hand.
His stomach flipped like a kid’s at Christmas. Instead of her impact on him diluting since they’d been married, it had only grown stronger. Her approval meant so much to him, but he no longer let it scare him. Instead he accepted it as the way things were.
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