by Len Levinson
She stiffened in the corner, shocked by what she'd just thought. Search for Duane Braddock! Are you crazy? Indians attack stagecoaches regularly, and stage-coach stops have the worst accommodations imaginable. Don't you think it's time to wake up, after all you've been through, you idiotic Miss Vanessa Fontaine?
“Enjoying the party?” Dudley Swanson, puffing a pipe carved from Turkish meerschaum, stood before her. “Can I get you something to eat?”
“Have you ever been in love, Dudley?”
He was taken aback by her question. “I guess you'd have to define what you mean by love,” he replied smugly.
These people don't believe in anything; they have no romance in their souls, but I mustn't be intolerant, she lectured herself. Perhaps my two so-called great love affairs were nothing more than a lost frightened woman looking for someone to take care of her.
“You don't like me much, do you?” asked Dudley, an amused tone in his voice.
“What makes you think that?”
“You're ignoring me.”
“But sometimes I think of ... my husband—you understand.”
He lowered his eyes. “Forgive me. You're so beautiful, one forgets you're in mourning. Would you like me to leave you alone?”
“I hope you won't think I'm being discourteous, but . . . yes.”
He bowed and backed away as Vanessa took another sip of champagne. Her long slim body had adorned many bedrooms, but her first love had died at Gettysburg, and her second was Duane Braddock, who probably was dead, too, given his natural tendencies. But what if he's alive and alone in some terrible situation, wishing I'd come back to him?
Don't flatter yourself, Vanessa, she reproached herself. He doesn't miss you in the least, and probably hates you for being a treacherous, devious Lady Macbeth. But why, she asked herself, am I still in love with that penniless immature fool? Perhaps I should move to the nearest insane asylum, but wouldn't it be a hoot if I ever ran into Duane Braddock again? Vanessa took stock of herself, standing against the white papered wall as the band played another Virginia reel. Why am I always thinking about Duane Braddock? she wondered. Why doesn't he leave me alone?
CHAPTER 4
DUANE ATTEMPTED TO ASSESS HIS surroundings during brief periods of consciousness, and surmised that he was a prisoner of the Fourth Cavalry. His captors had been attending to his every need because they wanted the splendid figure of a man dangling from the end of their rope, to prove they hadn't mistreated their prisoner.
The hanging would be in a public square, with little children watching and clapping their hands as the executioner placed the noose around Duane's neck. They'd hold a kangaroo court to make it legal while the undertaker nailed together the coffin in the next room.
Every movement strained raw flesh attempting to heal, and Sister Death danced eerily around him. If I don't get you today, maybe I'll get you tomorrow. Somebody entered the kitchen and lit a lamp. It was the doctor with graying black beard, sitting beside Duane and peering at him through wire-rim glasses. “How do you feel this morning?”
“Better ...” Duane said with great effort.
Dr. Montgomery was astonished. “You can talk? Magnificent! What's your name?”
“Is ... this ... a ... jail?”
Dr. Montgomery threw back his head and laughed. “Hell no! We're just old soldiers traveling through Mexico, and we ran into you on the desert. Some Apaches shot you up pretty bad, and it was touch and go for a while, but it looks like you're going to make it.”
“You're . . . not. . . going ... to ... hang . . . me?”
“What the hell do we want to hang you for? What've you done?”
“I'm .. . innocent. ...”
“Of course you are, and so are we. I'd say you're about ready for normal food. How d'ya like your eggs?”
Vanessa was covered with perspiration as she opened her eyes. Her arms were wrapped around her pillow, she was breathing heavily, and she'd been dreaming about Duane Braddock. They'd been in bed together, wrestling and scratching each other like wild animals in some lost jungle paradise.
Vanessa reached for a hanky and wiped her brow. Never had she experienced such a dream. In the cold light of dawn, it embarrassed her to recall the lewd and salacious acts that they'd performed upon each other's quivering flesh. She'd surrendered completely, so did he; her dream had been bizarre, uncanny, and explosive, but now she was alone in bed, the cool morning air made her shiver, and her pillow was duck feathers, not Duane Braddock.
She felt appalled to find herself lusting after young Duane Braddock. I know that he's the man for me, so why don't I simply track him down? she asked herself. It's not as if he's a nonentity, and in fact he's well known in west Texas, a minor celebrity of sorts, the Pecos Kid himself. I'll just follow the trail of blood, and he'll be at the end of it.
Wait a minute! she reproached herself. What are you thinking about now, you idiot? You're not going to follow a man all across Texas, and risk your skin that you've been struggling so hard to preserve, are you?
Of course not.
Duane sat on a chair outdoors as the healing rays of sun beat down on him. He could see shacks constructed haphazardly in the vicinity, the herd of rustled outlaw cattle in the distance, and purple mountains that encompassed the hideout. He couldn't move his head well, but caught glimpses of outlaws among the buildings, while high in the sky a lone buzzard circled lazily.
I sure cheated you, Duane thought. You'd better find another meal, because I'm on my way back. The Pecos Kid felt considerably stronger following one egg, two slices of bacon, and a few spoonfuls of grits, washed down with a half cup of thick black coffee.
The pain was there, but had substantially diminished. He was sojourning in an outlaw camp of some kind, not a jail, and was anxious to resume his jaunt to Monterrey. Dr. Montgomery had told him that he'd be up and around in another week or two, but it might be a while before he could ride.
Duane could feel the bullet's path through his guts; the impact had shaken him like a rag puppet, but the worst was over; now he was healing, and he felt optimistic for the first time since he'd been shot like an antelope by Apaches. He recalled praying to the Virgin from the depths of his infirmity, and how she'd appeared above him, a blinding halo behind her head. She'd been the turning point of his illness, so he closed his eyes and gave thanks. Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed—
Footsteps approached, interrupting Duane's prayer. Dr. Montgomery and a tall distinguished-looking out-law drew closer. “Feeling better?” the doctor asked. “This is Captain Richard Cochrane, our leader. And your name was Duane . .. ?”
“That's right,” replied the patient, because they didn't have to know his last name.
The man called Cochrane sat cross-legged on the ground beside Duane, rolled a cigarette, placed it into Duane's lips, and lit it with a match. He was clean-shaven, tanned, his hair golden blond, and he had a scar on the right side of his face, with a black patch covering his right eye. Cochrane rolled another cigarette while the doctor examined Duane's bandages.
“You're coming along fine,” declared Dr. Montgomery. “I'll check with you later in the morning.” Then the doctor excused himself and departed.
Duane realized that he'd been left alone with Cochrane by design, and a barrage of questions was about to begin. But he'd prepared answers in advance, and puffed his cigarette confidently.
“You've been the main topic of conversation around here since you arrived,” began Cochrane, in an educated Southern drawl. “We've all been wondering who you are and what you've done.”
Duane couldn't tell them that he was a lost wandering cowboy, because no cowboy would stray as far as Mexico. “I'm running from the law,” he confessed.
“What'd you do?”
“They say I killed a few people, but it was self-defense all the way.”
“What's your last name?”
“Butterfield.” The former acolyte found it difficult to look Co
chrane in the eye as he told the lie. He was using the last name of Clyde Butterfield, an old-time gunfighter who'd taught Duane the classic fast draw.
Cochrane noticed Duane's facial evasions. “What's your real name?”
“Are you trying to collect a bounty?”
“If I wanted the bounty, I'd ride to the nearest American town and dump you on the sheriff's desk. I'm sure he'd recognize you, even if I don't.”
“What about your men?”
“They do as I say. I told you my real name. Why won't you tell me yours?”
“A name is a tag they pin on you. What's wrong with Duane Butterfield?”
“I went through your saddlebags, Mr. Butterfield. I couldn't help wondering what you're doing with Niccolo Machiavelli?”
“A book I picked up in Escondido. Ever read it?”
“A long time ago. Where'd you go to school?”
“I was raised in a Catholic orphanage. How about you?”
“University of Virginia, but I left for the war in my junior year. Most of the men here are ex-soldiers, but you were too young for the war, I imagine.”
“If I went to war, I probably would've got hit by a cannonball,” replied Duane.
“Once, at Chancellorsville, I saw—” Cochrane caught himself quickly and changed the subject. “That was quite a fight you put up against the Apaches. You killed two of them.”
“They would've got me in the end if it weren't for you. Mr. Cochrane, you saved my life and I'll be grateful forever. Where am I?”
“Sierra Madre Mountains. We're the First Virginia Irregulars, and we're still at war. There are many more like us all across Mexico, and one day we'll have another rebellion, only this time we'll win. We're always looking for men with sand, and if you're interested in money, you'll earn plenty with us.”
“What's the Apache situation?”
“They wouldn't dare bother us, and as for the Mexicans, they don't know this place exists.” Cochrane placed his hand reassuringly on Duane's shoulder. “Relax, kid. You're safe now.”
After breakfast, Vanessa poured a shot of whiskey into her coffee cup. Alone at the kitchen table, she felt as if her life had no point. She was rich, but restless, moody, and suspicious. She could only read so many books.
She placed the dirty dishes into the basin, then poured another cup of coffee, laced it with whiskey, and carried it to the chair overlooking the sunlit street. She recalled when she was a child, playing innocently in the boulevards of Charleston, never imagining the dark cloud of destruction on the horizon.
There was a knock on the door. Vanessa opened it and admitted Lonnie Mae, her maid. “I'm sorry I'm late, ma'am, but I'll get everything done, you'll see.”
“How's your little boy?”
A broad smile wreathed Lonnie Mae's face. “The doctor said his leg is a-healin’ fine.”
Vanessa couldn't help feeling happy for her maid's good fortune. “I'm sure he'll mend quickly. God takes care of the little ones, they say.”
“I'se sorry I couldn't help you get ready for the party. How'd it go?”
“I guess I'm too old for parties.”
Lonnie Mae's big brown eyes twinkled. “You should never get too old for parties, ma'am.”
“Well, it's who you're with that makes the difference.”
“No nice gentlemens there?”
“None of them appealed to me.”
“I can understand that,” Lonnie Mae allowed. “Harold is the only man I ever wanted, and thank God I got him. Well, there's a lot to do, and I'd better get started.”
Lonne Mae headed for the kitchen while Vanessa angled toward her office, sat at her desk, and sipped spiked coffee. Life is the same on both sides of the color line, she mused. A woman needs a good man, and good men don't come along every day.
She tapped her fingernails on the desk as she wondered about Duane Braddock. What if he thinks about me as much as I think about him? she asked herself. As far as he knows, I'm still the married lady who betrayed him. What if he discovered that I'm presently unmarried?
Now hold on, Vanessa, she cautioned herself. You're not thinking about actually searching for Duane Braddock, are you? You wouldn't trade this luxurious hotel suite for a smelly flea-bitten stagecoach and every night in another horrible little town. You're too old to be a silly fool, Vanessa. Settle down, girl.
Duane opened his eyes, the sun shone brightly, and a big hulking man with a walrus mustache and a peaked cowboy hat kneeled beside him. “How're you doin'?”
“Getting stronger every day,” replied Duane. “Who're you?”
“Beasley, sergeant of this jolly little band of irregulars. I just wanted to say that you put up one helluva fight against them Injuns, and I admire a man who ain't afraid of a good fight. What're you wanted fer?”
“Murder, but it was self-defense all the way.”
“'Course it was. And we're just a bunch of traveling salesmen.” Beasley winked. “The doc says you'll be up and around afore long. We could use a good man like you, and I hope you'll jine up with us.”
“Don't think so,” replied Duane. “There's something I've got to do.”
“Not even fer a leetle while? I mean, we can use another good gun . . . and we've just saved yer fuckin’ life.”
“Let me think about it,” replied Duane. “When I'm stronger, I'll give you my answer.”
“I've been shot a few times myself, and it's no picnic. Anyways, take care of yerself, kid. And just remember one thing.” The sergeant winked. “A good run is better than a bad stand.”
Duane raised a cup of milk to his lips, then replaced it gingerly on the ground. He'd never dreamed he could be so weak. What good does it do me that I've got sand? he asked himself. Now I'm stuck with a gang of outlaws who think they're soldiers in a war that ended almost seven years ago. Maybe courage is another >word for stupidity, and I've fallen from the frying pan into the fire.
Dudley Swanson stood behind his desk and smiled graciously. “How good of you to stop by, Mrs. Dawes. Can I get you some coffee?”
“If you please,” replied Vanessa Fontaine as she swept dramatically toward a chair, “and if you could pour a few drops of whiskey in it, so much the better.”
He raised his eyebrows as he poured coffee at his small office stove, then added a healthy dash of whiskey. Vanessa sat with her back ramrod straight, because Miss Dalton had taught that a lady's back should never touch anything except her clothes. Swanson returned with the coffee, passed a cup to her, and sat behind his desk. “How fortunate we Austin gentlemen are to have the rare privilege of feasting our eyes upon that great work of an Mrs. Vanessa Dawes. What brings you to my gloomy cramped office? I can't help wondering.”
She sipped her coffee daintily. “This may sound strange, but I need a bodyguard. Could you recommend somebody, perhaps a bullwhacker with time on his hands, who's got sand, bathes fairly regularly, and would respect a woman's privacy?”
Swanson appeared taken aback. “What on earth do you need a bodyguard for?”
“I'm planning a trip to Mexico.”
He stared at her in alarm. “Why in the world would an intelligent woman such as yourself want to go to Mexico? Are you aware of what Mexico is? My dear Mrs. Dawes, in case nobody told you, Mexico isn't another state like Texas or Alabama. Most of Mexico is as wild as when the conquistadores first arrived, except for a few towns here and there. You'll need more than one bodyguard if you're going to Mexico. I'd recommend no less than two heavily armed and experienced men. But surely you're not serious, because, to be perfectly frank, who'd protect you from your bodyguards?”
“That's why I'm coming to you. I figured you'd know somebody reliable.”
“Most bodyguards are little better than criminals themselves. Why else would a man take such a job, when he could have a safe life following any of a hundred normal pursuits?”
“Then I'll have to go myself,” she replied. “It's been very nice talking with you. Good day.” She rose from the
chair.
“But you haven't had your coffee yet!”
She turned toward him and hooded her eyes. “If I wanted to find the toughest, most dangerous man in town, where would I go?”
“I don't think you understand what you're asking, Mrs. Dawes. You sashay inside one of those rough saloons—they'll tear the clothes right off your back.”
“I'll ask you again. Where?”
“Please . . . Mrs. Dawes . .. you can't—”
She interrupted his ravings. “Where!”
He sighed in defeated exasperation. “You want a straight answer? Here it is. The most notorious saloon in Austin is the Shamrock Star. You know, I've just realized something that I never noticed before.” He peered into her sultry green eyes. “You're really quite mad, aren't you?”
“Quite,” Vanessa replied as she waltzed toward the door.
A woman drifted into Duane's vision as he reclined in front of Dr. Montgomery's hacienda. She wore an angle-length dark brown skirt, an orange blouse with the top three buttons undone, and had black hair that almost touched her shoulders. It was the sacred vision of his delirium, but in real life she evidently was riding with the First Virginian Irregulars.
“How are you doing?” she asked with a friendly smile.
“Much better,” he replied, “and I remember you taking care of me. You may laugh if you want to, but I thought you were the Madonna.”
She laughed as he'd anticipated, flashing white teeth. “I'm no Madonna, but I brought your rosary. You are Catholico?”
“I used to be, but I don't know about now.”
“I was Catholica,” she said as she draped the rosary around his neck, “but those priests, they drive you crazy. Some of them are very bad men, but they are so ...” She closed one eye as she searched for the proper gringo word.
“Hypocritical?” Duane offered. “But don't forget that there are lots of good priests out there.”