Nausea filled Adrenia’s stomach. As the crowd bidding for slaves started to disperse, Adrenia heard the steady murmur, heard the overwhelming mixture of smells in this crowded space. More than that, she understood where her dread and disgust originated. And in that second, Adrenia knew with dreaded certainty that she would never see the girl again.
Chapter Two
“Nothing happens to anybody which he is not fitted by nature to bear.”
Marcus Aurelius
Roman Emperor (AD 161–180), AD 121–AD 180
Terentius concentrated on the surrounding hillsides and well-paved road in front of them. Twenty miles a day on horse wasn’t much, considering they could have covered twenty on foot alone. Still, they hadn’t suffered hardship staying at the mansios sprinkled along the Via Devana every twenty miles or so. They’d covered significant ground since leaving the Durobrivae fort and village earlier this morning and heading back south on Via Devana.
Though the sky brooded with dark clouds that heralded a storm south towards Durovigutum, he figured they could make it to the fort outside the small settlement before the rain came. Late September promised to turn cold.
A light breeze fluttered through the trees on either side of the road, whispering like hidden sirens, ready to stalk a man and drag him down to his grave. Unease prickled up his spine. They’d passed many a wooded area since leaving Deva, but he’d never experienced this watchfulness before. Though he prided himself on caution, on knowing when and how the enemy meant to strike, he’d witnessed legionnaires killed along the road before by rogue Britons intent on slaying soldiers in particular or just plain slaughter.
Victor’s large roan-colored horse shied from the side of the road, nickering in a fashion unusual for the warhorse. Terentius’s dappled grey horse whinnied, but stayed steady.
Victor patted his horse’s neck. “Whoa there, Lupus. Lupus senses the curse on this place.”
“So do I.”
They continued, the crawling sensation continuing to eat at Terentius’s spine. The miles wore on his mind and body, though it shouldn’t have. He pulled his water container out of a pouch at the side of his saddle and hefted it to his lips. Cool, refreshing water poured down his throat. The dust of the road left his mouth.
After they rounded the next bend, the trees thinned and undulating fields of green marked the land.
Victor pointed. “We’re getting close.”
Smoke trailed upward from a series of buildings slightly south from the walls of a fort. Terentius’s sharp vision caught sight of a villa lying to the northeast of the town, outside the town defenses. Not far now. For some reason he felt a need to know everything about this place he’d heard of but had never seen. He’d discover everything he could as quickly as he could. Knowledge was power and safety. If he wanted to work and live in this community for as long as it took to find Sulla, he didn’t have a choice.
Before long they passed the vast expanse of the villa. Smoke rose from several outbuildings, including a bathhouse and several round houses. The lone figure of a woman walked alongside the road. At the sound of their approach, she quickly turned her head to look at them but didn’t quicken her pace. He half expected her to run. Many people ran whenever legionnaires appeared. Some saw soldiers as protection and offered them water and a meal. Others saw a soldier, one or many, as a sign of oppression.
“Is it a little girl?” Victor asked.
“A small woman, I think.” Terentius couldn’t be certain at first, until they started to get closer.
Before they came alongside her, he took in her appearance. Long dark hair, like a black river, cascaded between her shoulders. She’d tied it back so it hung in a thick tail. She looked small. She wore a plain off white short-sleeved tunica smudged with dirt along the hem, no belt to cinch it. She didn’t wear a stola, so perhaps she was not a married woman. The formless garment fell to her ankles and didn’t show her body shape. She wore no over garment or cloak.
Her heart-shaped face stopped his breath. She wasn’t as young as he first thought—early twenties, perhaps. The smooth white skin of her face and arms, fragility in every line, drew something deep within him he couldn’t remember feeling in a long time. A fierce desire to protect. His groin tightened with lust. Pure lust.
When was the last time he’d lain with a woman?
A month? More?
She stopped as they came alongside her, and they drew their horses to a halt.
Terentius shifted in his saddle. “Good day.”
She nodded without smiling, her sapphire eyes as sparkling and bottomless as the sky before a sunset. “Legionnaires.”
Soft and clear, the slightest bit husky, that voice called to his gut and arousal burned low in his belly. By the gods, she was a pretty bit of a thing. She might be poor, but she looked clean and healthy. His cock took special notice, going hard and thick.
When she said nothing more, Victor piped in with, “I’m Domitius Quintus Victor, Optio of Legion Twenty Valeria Victrix of Deva. This is Terentius Marius Atellus, Centurion of the same.”
Her gaze took them in without fear. Her lack of trepidation fascinated him, but he couldn’t decide if it meant she lacked common sense, or if those startling eyes held the wisdom of a seer. Could she see into his eyes and know the desire riding him hard? Her lips parted, and her small tongue grazed her lower lip.
Damn it to the furies, girl, don’t do that.
What was she doing wandering out here without a man’s protection?
Adrenia’s lips parted, her breathing coming faster as she took in the men before her. Part of her wanted to step back, to run. She didn’t know these strangers, and anything could happen. Yet something about the centurion, an honor and integrity in his expression, told her she had nothing to fear. The other hulking man looked a bit larger than the centurion, and his dark eyes held amusement. She didn’t think he meant any harm. His closely cropped almost-black hair was straight and his face angular and long. He looked decidedly awkward, but she had a feeling he could be deadly given the chance. Some woman might consider him a bit more handsome than ordinary.
While she felt ambivalent about the optio, the centurion was a different story. Her belly fluttered as she took in the centurion’s rugged face. He looked rough and more than capable of killing mercilessly. A tremble wracked her body, and she hoped he couldn’t sense the fear she held so tightly within.
His thick dark brown hair, cut fairly short, held mahogany highlights. It curled against his head. Though his jaw looked strong, it wasn’t too wide, his mouth firm but not thin. His regal nose gave him a patrician air, but didn’t stand out boldly enough to make it too large. More than all these facial qualities, she noticed the powerful concentration within his green eyes. Dark brows sheltered his gaze and thick lashes fanned downward when he blinked.
Neither the centurion nor the optio dressed in formal battle wear. They didn’t wear helmets or mail armor. They wore white tunics, their gladius hung from a wide belt, their socks and closed-toe boots indicated they worked for the army. Their red cloaks also gave them away. The centurion’s gaze pinpointed her so intently a flush heated her cheeks.
She jerked to full awareness. They must think her an imbecile, she’d remained silent for so long.
“We’re assigned to the fort,” the optio said. “Are you from the village?”
She shook her head and gestured to one of the long, rectangular houses separated from the villa complex. “My father is a tenant on villa land.”
“Who is the villa owner?” the centurion asked.
“Decimus Caelius Cordus. You have come far,” she said. “You may be welcome at the villa if you require food and drink.”
“We’ll visit them another time,” the centurion said. “What is your name?”
His military brisk question demanded an answer. “Adrenia Tertia Brigomalla.”
She wiped her hand over her forehead as weariness weakened her resolve. Though the day wasn’t hot
, her long walk to the neighbors and through the Haunted Woods had taken more from her than she first realized. She swayed, and she closed her eyes with one thought. Goddess, don’t let me faint now.
“Easy there.” The centurion alighted from his horse in a heartbeat. “Are you all right?”
She opened her eyes just as he clasped her shoulders. On the horse he’d looked large, but now he towered over her. He appeared as tall as Sulla, around five foot ten or eleven if she guessed right. Unlike Sulla’s rangy frame, this man possessed wide shoulders and powerful arms that reminded her of shelter, of safety. Automatically her hands landed on his chest, and the rock-hard strength of his muscles under her hands rippled as he moved.
Embarrassed, she drew her hands back and dared gaze into his extraordinary eyes. She expected to see pity there, but instead genuine concern warmed them. His unexpected caring threw her off kilter. She almost couldn’t speak. “I’m fine. I forgot to bring water with me on my long walk.”
He released her and went to his saddle and pack. He returned with a water skein. He handed it to her. “Drink.”
“But you need it.”
“Not as much as you. Drink as much as you like.”
She took one tentative sip, and when the liquid touched her lips, she realized how thirsty she’d become. She drank more, but stopped short of gulping. She wiped her mouth with the back of her wrist and returned the skein to him. “Thank you. You are most generous, sir.”
“Terentius.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Call me Terentius.”
“I…”
“You’re thinking you shouldn’t. That it isn’t expected or right.” His gaze twinkled.
“Yes.”
“He hates it when people call him sir,” the optio said. “Take my word for it.”
She laughed, the sound slipping through her throat and out of her mouth before she could stop it. She pressed her hand to her mouth, half expecting his wrath to come down upon her. She never laughed.
She should never laugh.
Fear rose up like steam from a cauldron. Her breath grew short, her palms beginning to sweat. When he didn’t strike her and his smile grew wider, astonishment fought with intellectual reasoning. Of course he wouldn’t strike her. He didn’t know her. She fought with her fear, but it wouldn’t cease.
He frowned deeply. “You’re trembling. You are ill.”
She shook her head vigorously. “No. That’s not… I’m not ill.” The centurion unhooked his cloak and with one efficient move swirled the garment over shoulders and fastened it together with the large broach. The red wool cloak encompassed her in a musky man-and-leather scent both comforting and disturbing. “Sir, I can’t take this. It is improper.”
“You will take it.” The centurion frowned down at her, his hands arranging the wool so that it covered her entire body and almost came all the way to her ankles. “I can get another.”
His long arms rippled with muscle, and she stared too long at all his masculine beauty. She widened her eyes, and cleared her throat. “It’s unheard of. I couldn’t wear a soldier’s cloak.”
“You may insist on calling me sir, but I won’t relent about this. My mother and father taught me that women are to be cherished and protected.”
What could she say to that? Surprise held her immobile and almost voiceless at first. “I…I never heard such a thing.”
The optio’s thick brows arched upward. “Who are your people?”
She drew herself up to her full height. “Our people descend from the Iceni and the Catuvellauni.”
“Barbarians.” The optio nodded. “Of course.”
She didn’t know whether to feel insulted or not, so she stayed silent.
After a long agonizing moment where the centurion’s stare speculated, he asked, “Why do you hide your laugh?”
“It’s not proper for me to express it.”
He frowned. “What foolishness is this?” He looked back at the optio. “Have you ever heard such a ridiculous thing?”
“Strangest I’ve heard,” the optio said. “Seems like we’re talking a different language all together.”
“You don’t know my…” she started to say, then shook her head.
“Who?”
“Please, centurion. Leave it be. It is not your…business.”
He chuckled, and the sound came out rich and deep. It sent new pinwheels of heat through her loins. How could a man this dangerous inspire such confidence inside her? When he smiled, the whole world lit up. His green eyes sparkled. His straight white teeth and the dimple in his right cheek surprised her.
Then his gaze sobered, and she saw it. The look many a man gave many a woman, but had never been bestowed upon Adrenia in all her twenty years. His gaze traveled over her breasts, then slid down the rest of her body as if he could see through the thick cloak and shapeless tunica. The centurion’s undeniable interest found an echo inside her. She, too, wanted to trace his body with her gaze, to explore him as she’d never explored another man. Frightened by the intensity, she took three steps away from his powerful body and his masculine threat.
“I thank you both for the water and the cloak. Good day, legionnaires.”
She continued walking, her path down the road steady even though the meager water didn’t help the hunger in her stomach or the dizziness that threatened to return. The centurion walked alongside with his horse in tow and so did the optio.
“You have traveled far. Wouldn’t you rather ride your horse?” she asked.
“We can walk twenty miles a day if need be,” the optio said.
She raised one eyebrow. “I’ve heard that about soldiers. But then soldiers sometimes brag.”
Oh, Adrenia. Shut up.
The centurion snorted. “He isn’t bragging. Would you like a ride home?”
Another wave of dizziness hit. She stumbled.
His hand shot out and caught her. “Whoa there. You aren’t well. Come.”
Before she could protest, he hoisted her up in iron strong arms. Her arm automatically went around his neck. He held her against his broad chest like she weighed nothing. Warmth sluiced through her as the heat of his big body penetrated her garments. “No, I—”
“As I said,” the centurion’s strong voice boomed, “you aren’t well. We’ll take you home. It isn’t far. By Mars, you weigh no more than a feather.”
Physical sensations both pleasant and amazing made her gasp softly, but so did rising dread. Her father couldn’t see her like this, clothed in a soldier’s garment and riding on his horse. If he did… She wriggled in the big man’s arms, and when she caught him staring down at her, the seriousness in his eyes said he wouldn’t take no for an answer.
Fear blossomed and returned, but not because he held her so close. “Please, sir, don’t. If my father sees me like this, he’ll—”
The centurion’s arms tightened. “He’ll what?”
When she didn’t answer, he lifted her high onto the horse. She hadn’t ridden a horse in a long time. The centurion swiftly pulled himself up to settle behind her. She barely held back a gasp as hips pressed into hers, and his long torso covered her back. Surrounded by his power, she didn’t know what to say or do. She’d never felt this comfortable and uncomfortable at the same time. A man had never ridden a horse with her like this, had never held her back against him. A man had never, ever protected her. Sensations new and delicious danced within her. She didn’t know how to react.
It stunned Adrenia into silence.
The centurion set the horse in motion, and the optio rode alongside. They headed across the field toward her home. As they progressed, wild sensations filtered up and down her body. One of the man’s arms tucked up under her breasts, his hips pressed into her butt. Her nipples peaked tight against their tunic, and between her legs moisture gathered in a sweet, delicious rush. She quivered at the forbidden feelings. She’d felt this way before, once when she’d seen a slave shirtless and working hard i
n the field. His muscles had flexed and rippled. She wondered what the centurion would look like half dressed.
Naked.
She flushed with heat.
“Where are your people?” the centurion asked.
“My father is probably working the fields or perhaps in town.”
“Who else is in your family?”
“My mother. Ulpia Flora.”
“You said you have sisters.”
“They are married and live in town.”
“No brothers to help work your farmland?” the optio asked.
“I only had one brother, Severianus Primus, and he was…he disappeared three years ago when he was ten.”
The centurion’s arms tightened around her a fraction, so slight she couldn’t say for certain if she’d honestly felt it. “Disappeared?”
Panic raced up her throat, constricting muscles to a painful degree. She rubbed at her throat absently. She couldn’t…shouldn’t speak so freely. She stiffened in his arms. He didn’t seem to notice, his grip firm but not painful. What would she do when her father saw them? Maybe if she got off the horse quickly and sent the men on their way, no one would see her.
They’d almost reached the long house with its thatched roof when her father walked around the side of the building. The soldiers slowed their horses to a stop at the front of the house.
“Adrenia?” Her father’s gruff voice held an instant accusatory tone. When he looked closer at the centurion holding her in his arms, he straightened and smiled.
She licked her lips and managed to press words through her throat. “Centurion, this is my father. Severianus Adrenus Brigomalla.”
The centurion nodded. “Your daughter was taken ill along the road, and I thought it best to bring her home quickly.”
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