by Sam Crescent
“I can do that myself,” she said. There was a smile on her face. He knew she liked his extra attention.
“I know. I don’t want to risk you hurting yourself any more than you already have. How is your butt? Do you need me to rub it better when I get home?”
“Maybe. I think my whole body is sore. Would you rub it all better?”
“It would be my pleasure.” He got up and kissed her.
Once his own skates were removed he took her hand and led her to a hot chocolate and burger stand. He loved the fact Lily could eat. No matter where he went he didn’t have to worry about her offending a chef with asking him to remove something from the dressing or the salad. She was one hundred percent woman.
They took their food and sat in one of the table and chairs provided near the rink. It was cold, and his butt was numb from the cold seat; but he didn’t care. Lily looked happy. The time they were spending together was bringing them closer than any therapy session could. At least, he hoped it was. He’d never been to a therapy session, and he didn’t plan to.
He sipped his chocolate finding the taste a little sweet. Wayne winced then put it down.
“What’s the matter?” she asked.
“You’ve been spoiling me all these years. Your hot chocolate is way better than that.”
Lily laughed then took a sip of her own. “Mine’s perfect.”
“Is it perfect because of our date?”
“Everything is perfect because of our date. I don’t care about an overly sweet hot chocolate or my burnt burger or that the cheese tastes wrong. To me, in this moment, nothing can spoil our time together.”
“You really are an amazing woman,” he said.
She smiled. He reached out to take her hand as they finished their food. Wayne had only ever taken the time at Christmas because of Lily. He glanced around at the decorations on the trees and the images of snowmen and Santa on the street lights, and he felt a sparkle begin to build inside him. There were carols being sung by a local choir down the street. They had some microphones for their voices to be heard for quite a distance.
“You feel it, don’t you?” she asked.
“What?”
“The Christmas spirit. I feel it every year. I know you never have. You put up the decorations and take part, but you’ve never felt it before. This is it, Wayne. You’re happy.”
Wayne squeezed her hand. He’d not felt excited for Christmas since he was a boy. Before his parents had ruined nearly every Christmas with their fighting and drinking.
He smiled, finally feeling something about this time of year. “You’ve made me feel something, Lily. Not the Christmas decorations or the music. Being here with you is what has opened up my mind.”
“You’re a charmer.”
“I’m a man in love.”
She blushed, her colour reminding him of her sore ass.
“Come on. We’ll walk for the kids. It looks like it’ll be snowing again soon.” He took their cups back to the stand and thanked them. Lily waited for him outside of the park. Several couples passed, but he got a chance to simply look at his woman. Her long brown hair fell around her shoulders and down her back in spiralled curls. He loved spending the time simply brushing out the length. Her body was obscured by her jacket, but he’d memorised her curves. Her tits were large with dark nipples and had nursed three of his children. He recalled the few stretch marks on her tummy. She’d cried for days and wouldn’t allow him near her unless she wore something to cover most of her body. His cock ached recalling the time he’d spent showing her how much he adored those marks. She’d given birth to three human beings. To him, those marks turned him on. They reminded him of the love she’d given him along with the pleasure he’d given and taken from her body.
Her hips flared out then around to the fullest ass he’d ever sunk his teeth into. He loved slapping her rounded cheeks and seeing them shine a nice blushing red. She turned towards him then held her hand up for him to take.
Wayne took her offered hand, walking beside her through the busy street. His cock thickened in his pants. He shut off all thought of her glorious body.
There was so much he loved about her, that he didn’t want to even consider living in a world without her in it.
He’d made a mistake, and now was his time to rectify that. They collected the children and took them home to finish their homework. While Lily cooked dinner, Wayne sat with their kids.
When they were sat around the dinner table Wayne couldn’t believe how much he’d missed over the years. His children were growing up, and he was part of a family. For twelve years, how had he missed that?
Tears stung his eyes as he looked at all of them. He ate spoonfuls of sauce and pasta wondering what he’d been doing with his life.
He was a good father, but an attentive one? Shaking his head, he excused himself from the table.
Wayne didn’t watch where he was going until he was at the bottom of the garden. He took in great gulps of fresh air. There were a few sprinkles of snow falling. The tears he’d kept inside himself for so long started to fall. They were not huge gut-wrenching sobs. They were silent, in one long stream.
How had he gone through life almost missing his own family? He started to feel alive as if he was waking up from sleeping for far too long.
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Lily watched Wayne disappear out of the room. Blake looked at her along with her other two children.
“Will you keep an eye on the others, sweetheart? I’m going to go and see your father.” Lily kissed Blake’s head when she passed. She followed the path to find Wayne standing at the bottom of the garden.
She rushed towards him and stopped when she saw him crying. “Wayne? What’s wrong?” she asked. They’d had a brilliant day together. They’d had a brilliant week together. She didn’t understand why he was crying.
“I’m a failure.”
That was a word she never expected him to utter. “How on earth are you a failure? You’re a successful businessman. You’re respected by everyone you come into contact with. You can skate. Where are you a failure?”
“I’ve spent the last twelve years being nothing.”
Lily frowned. “I don’t understand.”
“I’ve been living life, Lily, but not actually living it.”
“Again, you’re not making any sense, Wayne. How have you not been living life?”
“Because I haven’t really been part of it.” He pointed at the house, and there was a sob to his voice. “I have a son who is almost a teenager, and I don’t really know him. Where have I been, Lily? I thought you needed time to be your own person, and all I got was the risk I might lose you.”
She closed the distance between them then wrapped her arms around him as he cried. His face buried into her neck. His tears running down her neck made her cold. She closed her eyes holding the man she loved more than anything else and felt him break emotionally apart in her arms.
Her man, her Beast, was breaking apart. She knew only time would heal these wounds. He’d spent so much time being a Beast, that he’d forgotten his own family.
He pulled back. Lily wiped the tears from his eyes. “You spend a great deal of your time working, Wayne. You love your family. I think it’s time you start being home to enjoy them.”
“I’m no better than my own parents,” he said, pulling away from her. That statement made her angry.
“Why? Because you cried? Or are you going to start finding solace at the bottom of a bottle?” She folded her arms and glared at him. “You’re not a weak man, Wayne, and you’ll never be like your parents.”
“How do you know?”
“Because you fought for me. You won’t let me go because you love me. Also, you’re not a weak man because you cry. You’d be a weak man for walking away,” she said.
The tears dried up.
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“Now, you can either come back inside and finish our chicken pasta, or you can get in that car and drive aw
ay. Either way, I’m going in that house and eating with my children.” Lily turned and batted away any tears. She needed to be strong. Whatever was happening to Wayne he needed to get these battles off his chest and out of his system.
She stopped and turned back to him. “If you get in that car and drive away, then that’s it. We’re finished, and you’d better be waiting for divorce papers. I’d get Richard to represent me.”
“That’s blackmail,” he said.
“You should know. It’s how you got me, and I’m still here, Wayne. I’m not going anywhere. Unlike your parents, I don’t walk away or give up.” She turned her back on him and walked back into the house.
Blake looked at her, and she saw him searching for his father. She stroked his head then took a seat.
Lily waited. Her hands were shaking while waiting for him to come back. She kept listening for the car. Neither came.
Several minutes passed, and then Wayne stood in the doorway. He held the cake she’d made earlier before they’d gone out.
“I thought I’d tempt you all to finish your pasta so we could all have a slice of cake and for extra, some vanilla ice-cream.” He held up a pot of ice cream. The three children cheered. Wayne went ‘round and kissed each child and then stopped beside her. He went to his knee and pulled out her wedding rings.
“I’m not a quitter. I won’t walk away. You’re stuck with me for life.” He took her wedding finger and slipped the rings back on. Wayne kissed her fingers then took his seat at the head of the table.
She never knew how essential this process would be for him. It was like she was staring at a new man. He stared at her while the others talked around them. She smiled at him then took a sip of water. Lily looked forward to when she had him all to herself.
Once dinner and cake were served, Lily went into the kitchen to clean away the washing up. Wayne put the children to bed. He came down thirty minutes later as she was wiping down the sides.
“How are you feeling?” she asked.
“Liberated. I think I’m done moping around or wondering if I’m the right man for you.” He captured her hand staring down at her rings. “They are where they should be.”
“And I’m where I should be.” She kissed his lips then followed him upstairs to their room.
Wayne put on some music. The soft sounds filtered through their bedroom. He walked back towards her taking her in his arms. His arms surrounded her making her feel safe and at home.
“I love this song,” she said.
“It would sound better if you were singing it,” he said.
Lily chuckled. “You’re not going to let it go about the singing, are you?” she asked.
“I can’t help it. I don’t know why you don’t want to follow that area. You’re brilliant at it.” He stroked her neck then sank his fingers into her hair.
“I’m good at cooking as well, so should I leave you all to go and be a chef? How about how easily I carry children? Should I go and be a surrogate mother as well?” She chuckled when he frowned down at her. He always looked shocked when she argued with him.
“That’s different,” he said.
“No, it’s not. We’re all good at some stuff, and it doesn’t mean we all want to do what we’re good at. I like singing, but I don’t want to make a career out of it. Please, for me, leave the singing alone. I don’t want it.” She touched the hand that was touching her cheek.
For several moments neither of them talked. “Okay, I won’t talk about it again.”
“Thank you.” Lily went onto her toes and brushed her lips against his. From the first touch she felt a fire begin in her tummy. Her pussy tightened as she recalled his touch all over her body. She knew he felt it, too.
“Is your ass still numb?” he asked.
“It’s sore.”
“I have the perfect cure.”
“Oh, yeah, what is it?” He was teasing her, making her laugh.
“A nice hot bath, with me of course, followed by a lot of loving. How does that sound?” he asked.
She ran her hands up and down his shirt feeling the heat of him penetrating her skin. “I think all of that sounds like a good idea.”
“Then follow me, baby.”
He took her into the bathroom and ran a bath. She watched him add bubbles. When she started to undress he scolded her. “I get the pleasure of revealing this gorgeous body for my eyes.”
She stopped instantly, waiting for him to finish the bath. He walked towards her, his intentions clear. Lily let him unbutton her blouse. The bra she wore was a pastel pink lace, which covered the whole of her breasts and was clear enough to see her nipples. She loved wearing sexy underwear. A good deal of money was spent on her underwear as she loved the feel of the lace or silk against her skin.
He rubbed a finger over her breast. She felt her nipple tighten instantly. “I’ll never get over how responsive you are.”
“Only for you. I don’t feel anything for anyone else.” Lily knew from the moment Wayne had taken her to bed and made her his, there would never be another man in the world for her.
Chapter Eleven
Wayne watched her eyes close as he opened her bra. Her tits were released, and he gazed down at their full weight. Then he didn’t pay them any more attention. Instead, he knelt in front of her placing kisses along her belly. He kissed every stretch mark taking the time to show her with his actions how much he loved her. Wayne opened the top button of her jeans followed by the zipper. He took his time revealing her body for him to look at.
The jeans moved down her body. Her thighs were thicker, but he didn’t mind. He loved feeling them wrapped around his waist as he plunged deep inside her tight heat.
He ran his hands up and down her legs moving his touch to the inside. Once her legs opened wider, he teased her covered pussy running a thumb along her moist slit. He felt her wetness soaking her panties.
Her scent permeated the air between them. “You smell so fucking good.” Wayne leaned in and sank his teeth in the flesh of her thigh. He knew how tender her thighs were.
She cried out as he moved her panties out of the way and slid a finger deep inside her. Her pussy gripped his finger tightly. She was soaking wet as his finger slid in deeply. The instant she got accustomed to his first finger, he pushed in a second finger. Her moans turned to little whimpers that filtered around the room. His cock was thick, and the tip leaked his pre-cum.
When she looked gone, he pulled his finger out then removed her panties before standing up in front of her.
“You’re going to spend the whole night teasing me.”
“You bet it, baby.”
Wayne picked her up then placed her in the bathtub with care. He went to his own shirt and began unbuttoning the buttons. Her eyes were on his actions. Wayne had the desire to draw it out. He loved seeing the desire grow in her eyes.
She let out a gasp when he let the shirt he wore fall to the floor. Next, he unbuckled the belt holding up his pants. He felt the pleasure fill him when he eased the pants over his aching erection.
The moment he stepped out of the pants and moved towards her, Lily reached out and began to fist his shaft.
He ground his teeth to stop himself from exploding all over her chest. Lily never let go, and the fascination on her face meant he needed to gain control rather than stop her. She licked her lips. Wayne wanted her lips wrapped around his shaft. He covered her hand and aimed it at her face.
“Open up, honey,” he said.
Her mouth opened. Wayne pressed forward watching the head of his cock push into her mouth. She covered his cock with her lips. Her tongue licked the underside. When he went to her throat, she relaxed allowing him to go deeper. Wayne didn’t want to go that far. The moment he went deeper he knew he wouldn’t last. Her touch always had the ability to undo him.
He shook his head when she made to take more of him. She moved off his cock to lick the tip. Her tongue was coated with his cum.
“That’s it. Lick my cum
. You love the taste of my cum. I love seeing you take me into your mouth, Lily. It is the most erotic thing I’ve ever seen. Do you know what else is erotic?” he asked. Wayne knew she loved to hear him talking to her.
“What?” she asked. Her voice sounded thick. Her lips were red and swollen from being wrapped around his shaft.
He ran a finger over her plump lips before she took him back into her mouth. Wayne took his cock in his hand then fed it to her lips making her wait for his response. She opened her mouth to receive him. He pumped his hips as she took him inside. When the feeling got too intense he pulled out and let her lick the cum oozing out of the tip.
“The next best erotic thing I’ve seen in my life is watching my cock sink inside your asshole.”
She squealed, standing up in the bath tub. Her arms circled him then she tugged for him to get in with her. Wayne sat down and let Lily have what she wanted. She grabbed his cock in her hand then sat on him, easing his cock inside her.
Wayne caught hold of her hips and helped her to sit on him. He knew with all of this unprotected sex it would only be a matter of time before she was pregnant once again. The thought didn’t upset him like it did several years ago. She’d been on the pill for a few years, and then they’d decided to use condoms. He hated using them. The latex obstructed the feel of her when he was inside her.
She cried out as he pressed the last few inches inside her. Her fingers sank into his hair as she pulled him close for a kiss.
Every part of her beautiful curves was against him. He stroked her back feeling the tightness of her pussy around him.
“You couldn’t wait until I got to the bedroom?” he asked.
“This is just a taster. We don’t have to do anything. I want to feel you inside me.”
“If we keep this up you’ll be pregnant in no time.”
“I don’t mind. Another child would be wonderful. I don’t like condoms, and I know you don’t either.”
“I love you.”
“I know.”
Wayne reached for the bar of soap.