by April Lust
But Xander just reached up and pulled her hands down, holding them in place on either side of her hips as he licked her pussy open. Olivia moaned quietly, pushing her knees farther apart to open for him. He licked long stripes on either side of her pussy, biting down gently and causing her nerves to go wild. She felt like every sensitive cell in between her legs was lighting itself on fire, running around in joy and excitement and relief at finally, finally being touched the way she needed.
“Love this fucking taste,” Xander grunted right before sucking one of her lips into his mouth, pulling the skin between his teeth carefully.
Olivia cried out, arching her hips upward until he let go of her lip with a wet smack.
“Yeah, you deserve it, don’t you, you good girl?” Xander murmured, applying tiny, teasing licks all over her pussy. Olivia squealed and squirmed on the bed, closing her knees to frame his face again. Xander moved his mouth to the top of her pussy, applying one, two, three hyper-fast licks to her pulsing clit, but then he moved down, giving little bites on his journey south. Olivia squeezed his hands tighter, needing something to hold on to.
“Please, please, unh, please,” Olivia moaned, rotating her hips up and down to try to get him to touch her clit again. She could feel her heartbeat pounding between her legs, and she needed more of it. She wanted to completely shatter apart under his tongue.
“Patience, baby, patience,” Xander said in a teasing tone of voice right before his tongue came out to lick at the wetness pooling from her vagina.
Shit, Olivia thought as her hips seized upwards involuntarily. Her hole was more sensitive than she thought. She had started sweating so heavily, she thought she was going to suffocate, but she didn’t care. She needed more of his mouth, his fingers, his cock. She could feel herself leaking onto his tongue, which hovered just outside of her, the tip barely touching her sensitive, red skin.
He moved back to biting, making Olivia moan first in disappointment then in pleasure as he bit down hard, sucking her skin gently but firmly, probably hard enough to leave a mark. Xander traveled down from her pussy, nudging her ass with his nose until she lifted her hips. Xander looked so hot between her legs, his tongue coming out again to lick along her thick ass cheeks.
Olivia groaned as his teeth skimmed over her skin.
Xander bit down harder, sucking forcefully, his mouth making loud sounds as he pulled her hard into his mouth, abandoning one of her hands to lift her ass up higher and slipping one finger in between her cheeks. Xander rubbed the sensitive skin gently while his mouth claimed her as his, finally letting go with a loud smack to catch his breath.
“Did you…is there a mark?” Olivia asked in between her heavy panting breaths.
Xander lifted her ass higher to get a better look before a wide grin spread over his face. “Mhm,” he murmured, pulling his hand out between her cheeks to trace the mark he’d just made, causing Olivia to shiver in his grasp.
“Good,” Olivia exhaled, her hips finally collapsing back down onto the bed. “I wanna be yours. Totally yours.” If she were less horny she might have had the energy to worry about what she was saying. They’d never even called each other boyfriend and girlfriend yet, and here she was, declaring her loyalty and love. But she wasn’t scared. After everything, she no longer felt afraid of Xander. She felt safe, hiding inside his touch.
Xander used his free hand to gently tickle along the underside of her ass, causing her to giggle a little and squirm on the bed, still holding onto his other hand. He finally smacked her ass firmly, making her squeal in excitement, but then he focused his attention back on her pussy, his hand skimming its way from the bottom to the top.
“Yes,” Olivia hissed out, shutting her eyes as he finally paid some proper attention to her clit. He was still teasing her, though, touching it for one second before moving away.
Olivia bit down on her lip and moved her hips around, trying to maximize the pleasure from each tantalizing little touch to her clit. All her blood was pooled under that one little sensitive inch of her, pounding out a rhythm to match the one he set with his fingers.
“So soft, so sweet,” Xander murmured, his fingers moving a little bit faster from clit to skin and then back to her clit. “Do you want more? Harder?”
She nodded and hitched her hips up, trying to press her clit more firmly onto his hand whenever it passed by. “Yes, yes, harder, please,” she murmured.
Xander went from skimming over her clit thoughtlessly to tapping at it with his two middle fingers, pressing down a little. Not hard, but enough to get Olivia to moan and push her hips forward.
She jerked her hips in wide circles, brushing the bottom of her pussy against the base of his hand.
“Mmm, what’s that, you want more?” Xander asked, his fingers coming faster and faster onto her clit. “You want more, baby?”
Olivia laughed breathlessly, moving her hips faster. “Mm, what do you think?”
Xander leaned in and breathed on her pussy again while his fingers froze over her clit, pushing down hard on it.
Olivia cried out. She immediately felt her pussy get hotter, the pounding under her skin getting louder and louder. She wasn’t sure if she was moaning or if she was completely silent, her ears were so full of the sound of her own insistent heartbeat. Without warning, Xander started pushing and pulling her clit up and down, side to side, and Olivia’s entire spine stiffened, lifting her hips off the bed. “Jesus, fuck, baby,” she moaned, squeezing his hand again. “Please, God.”
But that wasn’t enough for Xander, apparently. He must have made it his mission to take her apart entirely, because next he pressed his lips against the sensitive area of flesh just under her clit and started rotating his thumb down to her hole. “Unnh!” Olivia cried out, jerking her hips up to let the tip of his thumb inside of her. “Baby, baby, baaaaby, yes!”
Xander licked at the bottom of her clit, pushing the top of it around firmly with his fingers, while his thumb started pumping in and out of her, spreading her wetness. Olivia thrusted her hips forward, wanting more of his finger inside of her. The more Olivia moaned, the faster Xander licked her clit, pushing it in two directions at once. The more and more he sucked and stroked her, the more she bounced on the bed, the old bedsprings squeaking with the motions of her body.
Olivia twisted her fingers with Xander’s. With her free hand, she stretched to tangle her hand in Xander’s hair. She loved how it felt between her fingers, thick and wet. It showed how hard he was working, how much he wanted to please her. She tugged hard on his hair, pulling him forward harder onto her clit. “Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, please, give it to me, baby, baby,” Olivia moaned, bouncing her hips up and down faster on the bed, feeling herself get wetter and wetter between her legs.
Xander pressed his finger down as hard as possible onto her clit, his tongue flicking back and forth so fast Olivia was torn between pushing him back and pulling him forward. It was electric, the way they converged on her pussy, moving back and forth, a perfect dance between their two bodies. Xander’s saliva and Olivia’s wetness mingled together, their skin touching so quickly and so hotly that she couldn’t tell the difference between her body and his. His thumb dipped deeper inside of her, bending and extending to brush up against all her inner sensitive spots.
Olivia kept moaning, louder and louder, but she was running out of energy to be embarrassed about it. She wanted it. She wanted him. She wasn’t afraid to show it. “Fuck me,” Olivia demanded, thrusting forward into his face and back onto the bed as quickly and as roughly as possible, panting with the effort. “Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!”
Xander dove deeper into her pussy, licking faster and faster while his thumb fucked into her as deep as possible, getting entirely covered in her juices. “I love it. I fucking love this,” Xander murmured into her pussy, his head moving side to side as he gave her thick wide licks. He was giving her exactly what she wanted, and she wanted to repay him as soon as possible. But not yet.
Olivia’s hand drifted from Xander’s hair down to his shoulder, her nails digging into his exposed skin under the sleeve of his shirt. She dug in as hard as possible, wanting to drive into his skin, his blood, his very being.
Her clit started vibrating, her legs shaking beyond her control. She cried out, slapping the top of the bed in frustration and desire. Goddammit, she wanted to come all over Xander’s face, utterly splatter him with her juices. Xander’s hand covered the exposed skin of her pussy, the sensitive flesh in between her clit and her hole, jerking side to side to maximize her pleasure, the flesh of his palm parting her. Olivia groaned more loudly and pushed her dress up to play with her own nipple.
“God, you sweet girl,” Xander murmured into her flesh, licking her as hard as possible, his tongue moving to the rhythm of her heart in her pussy. She thrusted up into his mouth, their two bodies joined together as one. “You sweet little thing, I love you so much.”
Olivia’s heart seized up in her chest, frozen in time. For a second she didn’t know if she was dreaming, or hallucinating, or otherwise experiencing some kind of psychotic break. But he said it. He lunged over that threshold, holding onto her the whole time. He said it, the most terrifying, beautiful thing, and the world hadn’t ended. Olivia moaned louder than ever before and started fucking Xander’s face with her pussy, jerking forward and back, probably drenching his chin with her wetness.
“Fuck, fuck, I love it, I love you, I love you,” Olivia moaned back, her energy pooling down in between her legs as she thrusted back and forth between the bed and Xander’s mouth. “I love you, I love you, I love you!”
Xander’s teeth suddenly came into play, latching onto her clit as he sucked as hard as possible, making her feel things she couldn’t even put into words. It was beyond thought, beyond feeling. It was like Olivia was suspended on a hot, pulsing cloud, every inch of her body bombarded with pleasure. She couldn’t get a break from it; the hotness of his mouth was surrounding her like a perfect-fitting glove. His thumb stuck in deeper, all the way consumed by her pussy, and for a second, just a second, Olivia was astounded by her own strength, her own amazing ability, the amazing ability of all women to take things in, to make them feel at home in her body. She could take it. She could take Xander into her body, make him hers, mark him as her own with her fluids, and that meant she was powerful. That meant she was strong. She was whole.
Olivia felt that tell-tale tingle in between her legs, and she knew she was going to explode any second now. “Baby. Baby, I’m gonna…I’m gonna…” Olivia trailed off, lost in the sweet sucking sensation that Xander was giving her.
“Mm?” Xander murmured, unable to say anything with his mouth full of pussy.
She groaned some more at that thought and spread her legs apart, tilting his mouth at a new angle that made her scream. “Shit! Shit, shit, shit, shit, fuck, fuck, goddammit!” Olivia howled, bouncing her pussy up as fast as possible, so fast the bed threatened to fall apart underneath them.
“Fuck me, baby, fuck me, baby, fuck me, baby, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me, fuck that pussy, shit, shit, shit!” she moaned, her hips freezing at that one perfect angle that had his thumb hitting this perfect spot inside of her, his tongue sweeping over her inflamed clit, her legs trembling so hard she thought they were about to melt.
When Olivia came, she came the way a galaxy arrives at existence: all pain and pleasure wrapped up in one moment, the brilliant agonizing ecstasy of life making itself known all at once. She thrusted her pussy forward into his mouth and came apart inside of him, flooding the entire room with a series of sounds so obscene, it was like she’d invented another language just for this feeling. The heat between her legs exploded like a supernova, going on forever, reverberating through her body without ever leaving it. It almost hurt, but she held onto the moment rather than shoving away from it. She let the sensation of heat explode inside of her, over and over again, like waves that obey only the urge to crash onto the shore. She would never forget this moment for as long as she lived.
Olivia’s hips fell back onto the bed and she panted furiously, desperate for air in her burning lungs. She was sweating like a beast, and the sheets beneath her were probably soaked-through with the evidence of their fucking. Above her, Xander chuckled lightly, his hand dancing along the over-sensitive skin of her upper thighs, painting patterns that Olivia felt like she could see even with her eyes closed. She was content. She was full.
But the night wasn’t over yet.
Xander crawled his way back up her body, dropping kisses here and there on her legs, her hips, her stomach, her chest, her arms, her shoulder, her ear. He bit her lightly, gently, just teasing her back to full consciousness with his teeth, but for several long minutes all Olivia could do was sigh deeply and will the tears that had pooled into her eyes not to spill over. She didn’t know why she was crying. It wasn’t like she had never had an orgasm before. But this one felt different. This one was special. It was like her entire body and mind had been taken apart, piece by piece by precious piece, and rebuilt through the fire of creation. That was the power that Xander had over her, but he wasn’t abusing it. He wasn’t unaware of it. He respected it. If the slide of his lips over her skin was anything to go by, he worshipped it, revered it. Treated it like the sweet treasure that it really was, this power to remake her from the ground up.
After all, she’d done the same thing to him.
That was the thought that made Olivia spread her legs apart again to encase Xander’s body, pull him in deeper into hers. “Mm, thank you,” she murmured softly, trying and failing to kiss the side of his face. She missed by an inch, completely overwhelmed still by the shaking sensation that had taken over her entire body.
“You’re very welcome,” Xander whispered back, applying sweet gentle kisses to the side of her face, her cheeks, her chin, her jaw. “Thank you for letting me.”
“You’re so…” Olivia trailed off.
“Hot?” Xander supplied. “Sexy? Fucking amazing at going down?”
Olivia giggled a little and playfully smacked the side of Xander’s face softly. “No, that’s not what I was going to say.”
“What, then?” Xander asked, and when his eyes met hers, Olivia could see the genuine question that remained within. He wanted to know what she thought. He needed to know.
Olivia licked her lips and closed her eyes in preparation, a little too nervous to say this out loud while facing him. “You’re so loving. So, so, unbelievably loving. I never would have guessed that.” She held her eyes closed for a long time, only listening to the sound of his breathing, steady and reassuring, but then after a while his hand came up to cradle the side of her face and she found the courage to open her eyes and face him properly. Xander’s eyes were full of tears, and he glanced away as soon as she opened her eyes, but Olivia bent at the waist, sitting up so she could reach over and pull his head back, make him face her directly. “You’re beautiful,” she whispered, leaning in to kiss his cheeks. “So beautiful.”
“I’m not,” Xander argued, but his voice sounded almost hopeful.
“You are,” Olivia said back, as confidently as she’d ever said anything. She leaned up to kiss his shut eyelids, then down to press her lips against the sweet tears on his cheek. “So fucking gorgeous and perfect and wonderful. I love you.”
She hadn’t expected him to say it back, to verify it outside of sex. It wasn’t about that. She needed to let him know he was loved, that he was appreciated, that his goodness hadn’t gone unnoticed.
But he swallowed heavily and opened his eyes. He stared at her directly and said, “I love you, too.”
Olivia felt her face crumple up in response before the words had even fully hit her. She launched herself forward and wrapped herself around him, her arms and legs completely encasing him. “Fuck, you fucking—You fucking magnificent— Goddammit,” she muttered into his neck while she furiously kissed his skin. “You’re amazing.”
“No, no, you,” Xander said back,
kissing her on the side of her chin. “You. It’s because of you. Everything.”
Olivia couldn’t stand it anymore. She pulled at his body with her legs, hoisting him up fully on the bed through force of will, and immediately began getting him out of his clothes. She yanked his shirt off his body and flung it across the room, then fumbled with his belt before slinging it as far away as possible. While Olivia took off the rest of her own clothes, Xander took care of his pants himself, unbuttoning and unzipping them and pulling them to the floor along with his underwear until he was totally naked on top of her, panting as hard as she was.
“What do you want?” Xander murmured, his hand reaching down again to play in her wetness.
Olivia, still sensitive from her orgasm, spread her legs open until they could wrap around his back and waist, urging his hips forward to press against hers. “I want you. All of you.”
“Yeah? You want my come?” Xander whispered, wrapping a hand around Olivia’s neck and guiding her face forward into a deep kiss. “That what you want?”
Olivia nodded quickly. “Yes, yes, please, if you…if you think I deserve it.”