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Prologue
Buckton, Indiana
May 1946
THE FIRST THING Gwen Foster noticed was the man’s angry scowl. From where she sat in the back of her family’s car, thumbing through the book she’d just checked out from the library, with warm spring sunshine falling across her dress and faint music coming from the radio, his expression was so out of place, so ugly on an otherwise beautiful day, that it grabbed her attention. At ten years old, Gwen knew it wasn’t polite to stare, but she just couldn’t stop looking.
Running a hand through his unruly hair, the man looked impatient as he paced back and forth like an animal in a cage. He kept glancing toward the mercantile, at the door he’d just exited. He pulled out a pack of cigarettes, shook one loose, lit it from a book of matches, and began to puff furiously.
The woman who followed him out of the store couldn’t have looked more different. She smiled brightly, one hand holding a stylish purse, the other waving good-bye to someone inside. But her good humor vanished the instant the man grabbed her arm, squeezing so tightly that her skin went white as bone; he moved so quickly, so violently, that Gwen flinched in surprise.
“What in the hell’d you say that for?” he hissed, pulling her close, his face inches from hers. “You know I hate that!”
The woman’s eyes were wide with shock and pain. She shook her head slowly, cowering in the glare of the man’s anger. “I was just making conversation, Billy,” she told him, her tone pleading. “I didn’t mean to—”
“That’s ’cause you don’t think!” he snapped, yanking her arm hard enough to cause her purse to fall to the sidewalk; some of what was inside spilled out, clattering around at her feet. Abruptly, he let go of her, returning his attention to his cigarette as she began to hurriedly pick up her things.
“A man like that is nothing but trouble.”
Gwen turned at the sound of her mother’s voice. Meredith Foster sat behind the wheel of the car. Normally her expression was friendly and inviting; now her eyes were cold and narrow as she watched the couple.
“When the time comes for you to find a husband, don’t end up with someone like him,” her mother said. “Do you understand?”
Gwen nodded.
“You want someone who will stand by your side, not tower over you.”
On the sidewalk, the woman had finished picking up her things. When she stood up, Gwen noticed that she had tears in her eyes; one broke free, leaving a trail of mascara down her cheek before the woman wiped at it, smudging it across her skin. Nervously, she looked up and down the street, clearly hoping that no one was watching. She was so out of sorts that she didn’t notice Gwen or her mother sitting in their car only twenty feet away.
With a practiced flip of his finger, Billy sent the smoldering butt of his cigarette flying, then turned back to the woman.
“I swear, Sally, if you ever pull that crap again…” he snarled, the threat unfinished but nevertheless clear.
“I won’t, Billy,” she said, trying to placate him. “I promise.”
“Stupid bitch,” he grumbled, then once again grabbed her arm, giving it another squeeze as if to show her he meant business.
Gwen felt sick to her stomach. She’d seen couples arguing on the big screen at the Crown Theater, but that was Hollywood make-believe. This was real. Her own father, recently returned from the war, was always smiling and laughing, kissing his wife on the cheek when he came home from the bakery, and doting on his only child. Warren Foster was nothing like this man. Truth be told, Gwen was worried about what might happen next.
Her mother must have felt the same.
Meredith opened her car door, as if she meant to intervene. Gwen wanted to stop her, afraid her mother might suffer the same mistreatment as the other woman, but before she could do anything, she noticed the couple looking right at them; they must’ve heard the squeak of the door’s hinges. The woman wore an expression of embarrassment, while the man seethed with anger.
“Come on,” he spat, yanking the woman roughly down the sidewalk. “Let’s get somethin’ to eat. I’m starvin’.”
As they walked away, the man moved with a noticeable limp; Gwen wondered if he had been wounded during the war, like dozens of other men from Buckton, or if he’d always had it, if it was something he had been born with.
Either way, Gwen was glad to see him go.
Once beneath the awning of the hardware store, the woman looked back at them. Her eyes were still wet, but she offered a weak smile, as if she was apologizing for something, though it vanished when the man started in on her again. Moments later, they rounded the corner and were lost to sight.
When Meredith shut the car door, she and Gwen were both quiet, the only sound coming from the radio, where Perry Como sang “Prisoner of Love.”
Listening to the song’s lyrics, Gwen thought about the troubled couple. Were they in love? How did they meet? Was he ever sweet to her? Did he buy her flowers, write love letters, or take her to the movies? Would she spend the rest of her life with him, or would there come a day when she would leave?
“That wasn’t love,” Meredith suddenly said. Gwen thought that her mother must have been listening to the song, too.
She nodded. “I know what real love is.”
“You do?” her mother asked with a curious expression.
“It’s what you have with Daddy.”
Meredith smiled. “You’re right. What your father and I have is love, but every relationship is different. No two people are the same, whether they’re together or separate,” she explained.
Gwen’s brow furrowed. It was all so confusing. “Then how will I know who’s the right person for me?”
“Be true to yourself. Set your own path. Don’t let someone drag you down theirs if you don’t want to go,” her mother said, then she paused to look at the now-empty sidewalk. “If you do, you’ll never know true happiness.”
Before Gwen could reply, the door to the mercantile opened again and her aunt Samantha, her father’s younger sister, stepped outside, her arms full of bundles of fabric. Somehow she managed to drop into the passenger seat, spilling her new purchases across her lap.
“You didn’t tell me you were making clothes for an army,” Meredith teased with a playful laugh.
“I couldn’t make up my mind,” Samantha answered. “There I was, convinced that I’m going to use satin, and the next thing I know, I’m intrigued by plain old cotton. Then there’s the choice between a flowered pattern or plaid, to say nothing of sequins! In the end, I figured it was just easier to get them all.”
“You’ll spend so much time making these clothes that you won’t have a chance to actually wear them!”
Ignoring her sister-in-law’s sassy comment, Samantha turned around in her seat and held up two pieces of fabric, one green and the other a shiny red. “What do you think, kiddo?” she asked her niece. “Which one catches your fancy?”
“I like the red better,” Gwen replied.
“You’re probably right,” her aunt agreed. “It’s flashier
. More likely to grab a good-looking fella’s attention.”
“Men,” Meredith commented, turning the key in the ignition. “You have a one-track mind. Don’t you think about anything else?”
Samantha laughed. “What else is there to think about?”
But by then, as her mother pulled away from the curb and headed for home, Gwen was no longer listening. When they passed the corner where the couple had turned, she craned her neck for one last glimpse, but they were already gone.
Leaning back in her seat, Gwen couldn’t stop thinking about love and relationships. It was all so much more complicated than she’d thought. On the one hand there was the man and woman on the sidewalk, arguing, crying, and even becoming physically violent. On the other was her parents: partners in building a business, raising a family, and loving each other as best they could. But Gwen now understood that there was an awful lot of ground in between; this included her aunt, flamboyant and a bit eccentric, still searching for just the right man to share her life.
So what about me? Will I make the right choice?
Right then and there, Gwen vowed that she would never let herself be treated like the woman on the sidewalk. She’d find someone who would encourage her, a man to stand beside her, who’d let her chase her dreams rather than yank her where he wanted to go. They would be partners, like her mother and father.
They would be in love, forever and ever.
When the right man finally came along, Gwen would be ready.
Chapter One
Chicago, Illinois
July 1955
I’VE NEVER BEEN so insulted in all my life! How dare you treat me this way! Don’t you know who I am?!”
“But, sir, I’m afraid that we don’t have—”
“I don’t want to hear any more of your pathetic excuses! I want this fixed immediately or heads are going to roll!”
Gwen Foster put down her book, unable to ignore the ugly scene unfolding in front of her. The train station was crowded with travelers, but from where she sat, opposite the ticket booth so that she could keep an eye on the departure board, she’d heard every word. Other nearby passengers turned away, as uncomfortable with what was happening as the train station employee. But not Gwen. Her eyes never left the irate businessman.
“I demand to speak to whoever’s in charge!” he shouted.
“Sir, like I was telling you, I’m afraid that it’s too late for us to—”
“Now!”
A few minutes earlier, the man and his wife had approached the ticket counter. Even from her first quick glance, Gwen could tell the man considered himself to be important. He was dressed expensively, his pin-striped suit cut in the latest fashion, a gold watch chain hanging from his pocket, his shoes impeccably shined. In the beginning, he’d been friendly enough, if a little curt, but the moment he discovered that something was wrong with his reservation, it was as if a curtain had been pulled back, revealing the man’s true, uglier personality.
“What are you still standing here for?” he barked at the clearly distressed employee. “I demand satisfaction!”
The ticket agent hurried away in search of help.
Through it all, the businessman’s wife didn’t look put out or embarrassed. She stood off to the side, absently inspecting her nails, acting as if this wasn’t the first time she’d seen her husband give someone a piece of his mind. On second thought, Gwen wasn’t sure the couple was married. The woman was young, far closer to Gwen’s age than that of her traveling companion. She was pretty; curvy in all the right places, with hair dyed a blond so platinum that it was almost white. As Gwen watched, the woman yawned, looking more than a little bored.
By now, another man had appeared behind the counter; the previous employee, the one who’d already gotten an earful, stood a ways back, more than happy to let someone else take the brunt of the businessman’s ire.
“What seems to be the trouble, sir?” the new arrival asked.
“The trouble is that your incompetent company lost our reservations!” the man shouted. He then proceeded to recite the same list of grievances as before, peppered with plenty of his own bona fides, as if he was giving an encore performance.
Gwen was enthralled. She absorbed every detail: the flecks of spittle that flew from the man’s mouth as he yelled; the crimson hue of his cheeks; the sweat beading on the employee’s forehead as well as how he nervously shifted his weight from one foot to the other, then back; the whispers drifting through the crowd. Gwen considered getting out her notebook to write it all down, but she didn’t want to look away, not even for a moment.
“I’m terribly sorry for the inconvenience, sir,” the employee apologized. “I’ll make certain that you have your compartment.”
“See that you do!” the businessman snapped. He folded his arms across his chest and smiled smugly, clearly pleased that his outburst had been successful. Glancing over his shoulder, he nodded to his traveling companion, but she was busy admiring her reflection in her compact.
Now that the show was over, the attention of the couple’s fellow travelers drifted away. Gwen went back to worrying.
For what felt like the tenth time, she looked at the enormous clock ticking away high above the concourse. Her train left in half an hour.
Kent was late.
Rising from her seat, Gwen looked in every direction for some sign of him in the crowd: a hand raised in greeting, a glimpse of his blond hair, anything that would mean she wasn’t going home to see her parents by herself.
But he was nowhere to be seen.
So when her train’s track was called over the loudspeaker, Gwen sighed, picked up her suitcase, and trudged off to board it, alone.
As the train readied to leave the station, the platform was abuzz with activity. From her seat at the window, Gwen watched all the commotion. Porters pushed carts weighed down by dozens of bags; one had tipped, spilling its load, and several men were hurriedly restacking it. The conductor smiled broadly as he ushered passengers to their cars, periodically checking his watch to make sure they were on time for their scheduled departure. People said their good-byes: some shared a laugh and a wave; young couples held each other in tender embraces, wanting their final moment together to last as long as it could; and some partings were sad, tearful farewells for a loved one’s leaving.
And I know just what that’s like…
Four years ago, when Gwen had left Indiana to become a student at the Worthington Academy for Girls, a private school in Evanston, just outside Chicago, she’d been heartbroken. Saying good-bye to her mother and father at the train depot had been the hardest thing she’d ever done. Wrapped tightly in her blankets as if they were a cocoon, she had cried herself to sleep every night for a week. It didn’t matter that her parents had scrimped and saved to give her this opportunity, sending her away in the belief that it would lead to a better life for their only child; Gwen was convinced that her life was ruined.
But then things slowly began to change.
Gwen thrived. She made friends, many of whom had been sent to the big city for the same reason, other girls just as lost and lonely as she was. In the classroom, she received high marks, studying literature, history, Latin, and mathematics. On the weekends, she took the train into the city to walk among the sky-scraping buildings, marvel at all the people, gawk at the goods in the store windows, eat at nice restaurants, and occasionally go to a play or the movies. Gwen understood that a door had been opened for her, and even though she’d had to be forced through, once over the threshold, she didn’t want to go back.
Still looking out the window, Gwen caught sight of her reflection. When she was a child, she’d thought she looked plain, but now, at nineteen years old, she could recognize some of the reasons men’s heads turned when she walked down the sidewalk: almond-shaped eyes a piercing blue as deep in color as a sapphire stone, curly dark hair long enough to drape across her shoulders, skin as smooth and unblemished as a spring apple, and a friendly smile that
held within its curve just a hint of mischievousness.
Gwen knew she was pretty, but it was a knowledge with which she wasn’t entirely comfortable. Some of the other girls at school wore their beauty as if it was a badge of honor, flaunting it for all it was worth. Doing so meant they attracted plenty of attention, most of it from the opposite sex. Gwen had had her share of suitors, boys from nearby academies as well as young men she’d met on her trips into the city. She had gone to a few movies, shared a milkshake or two, and even stolen a kiss here and there, but nothing had ever blossomed into something more.
Until the day she met Kent Brookings.
Speaking of whom…
Where was he? Gwen took another look up and down the platform, growing more convinced by the second that he wasn’t going to make it.
I swear, if I have to go by myself, there will be—
“Excuse me, miss, but is this seat taken?”
Gwen spun around to find Kent standing in the aisle. His smile was impeccable, like something you’d expect to see on a billboard over Michigan Avenue. His blue eyes practically sparkled. But the fact that his blond hair was slightly mussed, his cheeks were flushed, and his chest rose and fell beneath his tailor-made suit and expensive tie meant that he’d had to run to catch the train.
“I was starting to think I’d be leaving without you,” she admitted.
Kent sat down beside her, leaned over, and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. “I can’t believe you doubted me.”
“It wouldn’t be the first time,” Gwen said with a smirk.
“Only once or twice, surely.”
“More like six or seven times,” she answered. “There was the night I had tickets to see Oklahoma! at the Biltmore Theater and ended up missing the whole first act waiting in the lobby. Then last year at Christmas, when I made reservations at—”
“Okay, okay,” Kent surrendered with a laugh. “You’ve made your point. So maybe I’m not as punctual as you’d like me to be, but for this special occasion, I would’ve made it even if I’d had to run down the tracks after you.”
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