What does that even mean? Rough and soft at the same time?
I still can’t move I hear his jeans being unzipped. Dammit I’m missing the good part. Then next I feel the bed moving and then the pants hit the floor then the condom wrapper being opened. I’m still face down in the bed so when he wraps his arms around my middle and picks me up to where my back is against his front — I groan as I feel his hard cock against my ass. He sweeps my ponytail to the side and kisses my neck.
“Ready baby,” he trails kisses down to my collarbone.
No I want to see your cock! I scream in my head and all that comes out is a damn whimper that makes him chuckle.
His right hand cups my pussy. “Still wet — good because I can’t wait any longer baby.”
Brayden wraps one around tightly around my middle so my body is straight up and I’m completely on my knees. That’s when it happens his huge thick cock enters me and so fucking fast.
“Oh my god,” I moan.
He’s fucking huge. Brayden stills for a second. “You okay baby,” he groans.
“I’m okay — I’m okay you can move.”
With the first few strokes it feels like my vagina is on fucking fire but the fire dwells out and fucking convulsions take over.
“Are you okay if I let go of your waist.”
Hmm?
“Oh right yeah I’m good,” I giggle.
His hands roam up to my tits cupping them as his thumbs works my piercings.
“You ready for rough and soft baby?”
“Just fuck me Brayden, please,” I plead with him.
“Baby I told you I’m loving you.”
Oh yes that’s right! But what does that even mean?
That’s when he starts moving roughly while caressing every inch of my body while my back is to him and were on our knees. He yanks my ponytail jerking my head to the side his tongue laps me in circles. His other hand is making its own kinda of love running slowly around each breast. This is what he meant. I’ve never felt like my body was being caressed and fucked at the same time. My heart starts hammering as his pace slows and then his hands start getting rougher.
Oh my! Yes!
This is what the hot bastard meant. When he fucks me fast his hands works slow. When he fucks me slow his hands work fast and hard. My body starts to come alive. This is pure fucking torture — this slow shit! Wonderful fucking torture. Each time he pulls almost all the way out I wait for him to start to slide back in and clamp down on him.
“Fuck Jade,” he groans and bites my neck.
Brayden starts to speed back up but this time he keeps it soft our bodies molding together with each movement. Sweat pouring off of us.
“Yes, yes, yes,” I scream.
As my orgasm hits I clamp down and keep it like that. I need it. I need this fucking orgasm like I need another breath.
“Dammit Jade,” he groans and pushes my front down until I hit the bed ass in the air. Brayden grips my hips tightly and pounds into me releasing a growl and his release. It’s fucking amazing the best sex I’ve ever had. He falls onto me panting causing the rest of my body to fall completely down.
I giggle when he runs his sweaty forehead against my shoulder blades.
“Wow,” he breaths.
Yes!
“Wow,” I breathe back. It’s the right word too.
He chuckles rolling off of me and then dragging me into his side.
“Thank you sexy,” he says with his stern serious baron voice that causes goose bumps on my arms.
“For what Brayden,” I mumble against his very smooth very manly muscular chest while tracing his tattoo on his arm.
“For giving me you,” he says while bending down to kiss my forehead.
My heart constricts.
“Our secret,” I ask whispering.
“Our secret baby,” he whispers back.
“As much as I would love to lay here with you naked you have a serious lunch appointment sexy.”
I peer around his body and look at the clock groaning.
“I don’t wanna go now,” I pout causing him to laugh.
I love his laugh. It’s real and genuine.
“Babe I would love to keep you here — but if you let us take all your time it won’t go over well with your friends. Trust me okay.”
“Yeah okay.”
We get dressed and head back to the campus and head straight for the cafeteria. I don’t want him to leave. I see Amber and we walk towards her.
“Hey Ambs,” I say as I sit.
“Hey Shamrock,”she whispers looking at me oddly because Brayden is standing next to me. I look up and leans down to give me a kiss.
“I’m not staying Amber I just figured you guys could use something to eat. I’ll buy and you can talk.”
“That sounds great a slice of pepperoni pizza and a coke would be great,” she mumbles.
“Same for me Brayden,” I grin at him.
“Right be back in a few minutes.”
I watch his fine as walk away.
“Okay I need to get this out now before I chicken out,” Ambs sighs.
“Go ahead Ambs I’m listening,” I gesture with my hand.
She looks around the cafeteria and I guess she dooms its safe because the words that come out of her mouth I was not fucking expecting.
“I’m bi-sexual and I’m in love with Sheila and Nate,” she rushes out.
I hear a loud audible gasp and turn to my right where Sheila and Nate both stand with their mouths dropped open. I can’t think she loves my Nate! Fuck! Who the hell falls in love with four men? Who loves four fucking men? I mentally curse myself.
“Hey gorgeous,” Dean comes striding up.
I look at him with tears in my eyes.
“Woah— what happened,” he comes rushing over to me.
Before I can open my mouth Brayden comes striding up with our food.
“Hey brother whats up,” Brayden quips.
“I don’t know. I just walked into the fucking twilight zone or something their all quiet.”
Brayden looks around placing our plates and drinks in front of us. I look back at Amber and she’s stone fucking still.
“Yo brothers, hey baby,” Layden throws an arm around my shoulder crouching down.
I can’t take this — I feel like screaming.
“What the fuck is gonna happen next,” I shout.
Everyone’s eyes cut to mine.
“Jade is that you,” I hear someone calling.
“Jade,” I hear again.
I’m afraid to turn around.
“Baby— that older guy is hollering for you. Do you know him?” Layden points behind me.
Oh no! Oh no! I’m gonna have a fucking panic attack. I turn to the only person who knows anything about my past. That person is Brayden. I look up at him and he somehow snaps the pieces together that it’s something I’ve yet to tell him.
My chest tightens my body starts convulsing. Shit I knew I was gonna have a panic attack. I can’t breathe. I can’t fucking breathe someone help me! I scream inside my head.
Brayden comes rushing to my other side.
“Dammit Jade calm down breathe. Someone call a fucking ambulance,” Layden screams as Brayden tries soothing me.
“Past baby?”
Brayden’s voice cuts me deep I’m barely able to turn towards him and nod.
I end up on the ground in a fetal position with my head in Brayden’s lap.
“Dude— who the fuck are you? She was fine until she heard your voice,” Dean shouts.
“I’m Doctor Charles Ross, her ex’s step father and friends of the family.” Charles says sternly.
Brayden gasps and I look up and it all snaps into place for him. He gets it.
“You’re a doctor? If you’re a fucking doctor get over here and do something,” Dean shouts again.
“She’s having a panic attack and she’s surrounded by all of you. Move and I will calm her down.”
Oh
no — don’t fucking come near me! You fucking ruined my life. You stupid good looking smart ass mother fucker!
The EMT’s come running into the cafeteria I can barely make out anything with my blurred vision.
“Oh shit,” I hear and the voice makes me clam up even more.
Oh No! Not again!
“Jade is that you?”
“Son what are you doing here,” Charles says sternly his voice echoing in my ears.
“I’m not your fucking son.”
I curl tighter into Brayden calming my breathing.
Say Shamrock What?
This situation just got critical.
“Just breathe Jade.”
“Her vitals are off the charts but at least she’s calming down,” other EMT guy says.
I look over at him.
“Hey Taylor,” I whisper.
Brayden goes stiff underneath me “Fuck,” he mutters.
Stay tuned for the next novella in the series that will be releasing March 2013
Who are these other guys in Jade’s life? Why do they hold the key to figuring out Jade?
What are her true feelings and who does she really love?
Is she just confused and feels worshipped? Or is she making the pain more bearable by replacing loneliness with men?
The secret about Jade’s College Diaries
Crystal came up with Jade from a crazy real dream. She then begun typing and didn’t stop for 10 hours. Thus SOL was born aka Strictly off Limits (Jade’s College Diaries) #0.5 Hours after typing up SOL she published it. No editing no formatting just straight published it. The responses for Jade’s college diaries were so overwhelming she was forced to turn it into a novella series. Strictly off Limits is currently be edited and formatted due to the heavy response and Shamrock lovers begging for more. Crystal has informed us each novella series will be around 22,000 to 28,000 words per novella. She currently has SOL, SSW and three other titles in this series. She still has yet decided when she will stop. Jade is only a junior in college after all. Crystal did however mention that when the series is finished she will sell them in a combined set as well.
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Acknowledgments
For my hubby for putting up with all my cray cray. I love you to infinity and beyond. :)
To my children who won’t ever and I mean ever read Mommy’s work until they are fifty. You are the light in my life you both burn so brightly. I love you.
Jodi Murphy - So many words for you, but I’ll try to narrow it down to the top few. Amazing. Wonderful. Supportive. Strong. Independent. Moral.
You are my rock online and on the phone. If it weren’t for all your support and help I wouldn’t even be in the kiddy pool yet. I am truly grateful for you. And I can’t wait until our project.
To my amazing family you all rock the Shamrock socks!
To My S.S.S Women
It’s awesome people like you that push Jodi to push me even more. I need the encouragement from all of you.
Mumbles - Way important to me DUDE! Can’t lose you LIKE EVER! And you will divorce that damn caps key! I mean it!
Dirtinella - I need your dirtiness for inspiration so keep it up!
The Shizzle - I heart you for remembering every little crook and crack of my characters. I’m still amazed by that.
Blogger Bitch - I love that you have a dirty mouth like me and banter like no-ones business with me.
Izzy - One of my first ever reviews I will never ever forget you or that review.
Suzie Q - I would be lost without your constant damn typos in our group. I’m serious
Laffy Taffy - Really you just crack my ass up and I’m sorry you live over the sea in one of the coldest places there is.
Cels Bells - Girl you be rocking it with helping Mumbles promote. Keep it up I need people like you on my side.
I’m thankful for you all! Really — Really— Really fucking thankful!
Love Shamrock
To all my amazing Jade and Shamrock Men Fans I heart you all and thanks for all the emails encouraging me for more.
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