by Milly Taiden
Thoughts kept whirling around her mind of all the possible things she could have found in that house. None of them good. She needed to go home. Right now. She was too raw. The throbbing in her chest since she’d first laid eyes on the child hadn’t dissipated yet. Too many emotions were clogging up her throat. Seeing that little girl tied up was like getting stabbed in the gut. Absolute hell. Kyler’s pale green eyes had been filled with fear. Watching the drenched six-year-old shaking, her lips turning purple from the icy water almost broke her. Jesus. But this was her job. She was damn good at it and no amount of stress on a case—or her pathetic excuse of a personal life—was going to make her give it up.
“Are you sure you’ll be fine working with Brock and his team?” Galvez asked. There was annoyance in the way he asked the question. Not concern. Never concern. That simply added to her rising temper.
She was tired. Tired of having to be the responsible one in her family. Of giving up everything she’d ever wanted. And she was especially tired of Galvez and his condescension. “Did you want me to promise that in blood or something?” His dark skin turned mottled with anger. Too bad. “I already said I’m fine. Now let me go home and let me do my job. I can handle Brock. And his team.”
Galvez stepped away, giving her space to slide into the car. He continued to watch her. Her muscles felt tight from the tension of the past hour. The engine’s roar was music to her ears. Galvez dropped down to eye level. Fuck. She thought he was done.
“I won’t have you or him messing with the plans I have in the Bureau.”
She bit the inside of her cheek hard, until she swore she tasted blood. Then she counted to ten before finally answering him.
“I know what it is you want.” She’d been informed he was gunning for a high-ranking position. “I don’t really care about it. That’s your problem.” She gripped the wheel, staring into his angry dark gaze. “But I think you should know, that you won’t ever be allowed to lead the FPU. It’s why they made you hire me.” She smiled coldly. “You see, you need to be paranormal to lead that team. It’s why I’m reporting to the head of the Bureau directly.”
“I don’t care what you think you know. I want to make sure that you are able to handle this. I’ll have the group reporting to me at some point,” he growled.
She shook her head. “No. You won’t. I know you’ve tried. You can’t lead a special team.” She shifted gears, put the car in reverse, and hit the accelerator. Tires squealed. Galvez rushed off in order to not be run over. She stopped, turned the wheel and put it in drive. “You know why you can’t lead a special team, Galvez?”
He stood there motionless. Watching her. His face clear of all emotions but the usual anger she’d come to know well.
“Because you’re not special.”
TWO
Cynthia arrived at her small house exhausted. Now that everything was over with, and they’d gotten the child out alive, the adrenaline she’d been working with made a sudden disappearing act. On her way to the bathroom, she dropped soaked articles of clothing on the pristine dark-wood floor. A bath was a must. Her nerves were fried. She kept visualizing Kyler’s wide green eyes staring at her. She bit her lip and tamped down the urge to cry. Stupid emotions.
The minute she reached the bathroom, she filled the tub with warm water and some of her favorite Jasmine scented bubble bath. She slid out of her underwear and lit the scented candles lining the large tub. It was the main reason she’d bought that house. The bathroom was twice the size of the guest bedroom, but she didn’t care. Besides, nobody visited her anyway.
Her mind wandered as she slipped into the bubbly water. James Brock. Her heart beat faster at the thought of seeing him. She knew she would, but hadn’t been ready for the visual assault on her senses. He looked much better than he had when they’d been twenty-two and in love. She sighed, sunk further into the water, and dropped her head on the white towel she’d placed behind her neck. Ten years. Lord had those years been good to him. He’d toned his body and defined muscles.
God. She’d missed him so much.
He still wore his dark hair short and spiky. Exactly the way she’d told him to cut it for her pleasure. Memories of their time together assailed her brain. He’d been her world. Until her reality had shattered. Raw pain pierced her heart. She hadn’t stopped loving him. Never would. But what she’d done, it had been for the best. He wanted something she couldn’t give him. And if history repeated itself, she wouldn’t put him through a future filled with misery.
She closed her eyes. Saw James’ dark piercing ones staring at her. Guilt assailed her. There’d been shock and anger in his face when he’d first seen her. How would he react when he knew she was his new boss? She licked her lips. He’d probably quit on the spot. Her mind drifted to images of his naked body from ten years ago. Hell, his new body was a lot better filled out. His tattoos probably still looked just as mouthwatering on him now as they did then. They’d been one of the main reasons a good girl like Cynthia Vega would date such bad boy.
Brock. That’s how he’d introduced himself the first time they’d met. She’d been going home alone after a party, and some guys tried to get fresh with her. She smiled at the memory. Though she would have been able to handle the pathetic boys, it’d been incredibly romantic for him to come to her rescue. That one night had changed her life. The moment their eyes met, an instant connection had taken place. And she knew that he was the only man for her.
Love at first sight. Yeah right. She’d been the first skeptic, until she’d felt all kinds of emotions rush through her body and center in her heart the moment James held her hand up to his lips and kissed it.
Now, here she was playing the role of his boss. She couldn’t let their past interfere with the FPU’s future. Galvez would tear the group to shreds if he knew of her past with Brock. But damn it all, James looked better in real life than in every dream she’d had of him for the past ten years. His full lips were still just as sexy. Even with the way he formed them into an angry straight line. The clean-shaven look was new. She missed the scruffy beard he used to keep. Though now she’d seen his clenched jaw and had a good view of the vein throbbing on the side of his cheek.
After the water turned cold, she got out and dressed in boxer shorts and a tank top. The brown wooden box at the bottom of her closet called her attention through the open doors. She placed the memory keeper on top of her bed and rummaged through her past. College photos of her and James picnicking at the park and at the beach sat at the top of the pile.
The photo book of her childhood came out next. She wasn’t going to look at that. A smile worked her lips. Hand-made cards. James had always been romantic. Detailed. He didn’t buy cards. He’d made them for her. Always using something to make her think of a special moment they’d had together. At the bottom of the box, she found the photo of the night he’d proposed. Her throat closed up on her.
Remembering how happy that single act of him getting on his knee and asking her to marry him at their favorite spot by the lake made her heart thunder in her chest. Her eyes focused on a single crinkled sheet of paper, yellowed from the years, under the photo. It was her reminder of why she’d left him.
“You plan on coming to eat or what?”
She shrieked, almost got whiplash with how fast she looked up. Dropped everything and slapped a hand on her chest. “Frickin’ A, Tonya!”
“What?” Tonya’s brown eyes sparkled with laughter.
Her best friend and neighbor loved walking in unannounced.
“Don’t try to act all innocent. You almost gave me a heart attack!” She shut the box and carried it to her closet.
“Hey, it’s not my fault you keep forgetting pizza night.”
She had forgotten. Again. Every Wednesday was pizza night. Tonya picked it up on her way home from the dental office where she was a receptionist. Since she had a spare key to Cyn’s place, she let herself in.
Cyn followed behind Tonya toward the delicious sce
nt of garlic, sauce, and pepperoni. Her stomach chose that moment to growl.
“Damn, girl! Was that your stomach?” Tonya jumped away from her. “Let’s feed you already. Before you decide to take a bite out of me.”
“Hah. Real funny,” Cyn muttered.
The pizza box lay on the middle of her coffee table with some glasses filled with wine.
“Tonya, you know I don’t drink during the week.” But really, who cared about that nonsense right now? With the day she’d had, she could use a whole bottle. Or two. She brought the wine glass straight to her lips and took a big gulp.
“I know. I just figured with the rescue you did tonight, I think you earned that glass girlfriend.” Tonya handed her a slice of gooey heaven on a paper plate.
“Thanks.” She took a bite and sighed.
“Glad to see something bring a smile to your face.” Tonya’s shrewd gaze was a little nerve wracking. Though she was old enough to be Cyn’s mother, they got along better than she ever had with any of her friends her age. Tonya came from a gypsy line who believed in karma, and she was constantly telling Cyn stories of the different colors she saw on people out in the street.
“I’m fine. I’ve just had a long day.”
“I saw.”
Cyn lifted her brows.
“The news. Guess you didn’t notice but they arrived to cover the fire just as you were leaving. They showed a quick scan of the area. I caught a glimpse of you taking off, leaving the big guy pissed as hell.”
Shit. She hated being in the news. The headache she’d been fighting, which had slowly started to drain away, made a comeback.
“I saw James tonight,” she said softly.
“I know.”
Dammit. She hated when Tonya did that whole seeing the future shit. She sucked at her own ability. How was it that Tonya could do it better than her?
“Go on,” Cyn groaned. “Tell me what you know.”
“Honey, I’ve tried to tell you that James will love you for the rest of his life. There is no other woman for him.”
“This isn’t about love.” If it were something that simple, it’d be easy. But it wasn’t. Loving him and wanting to see him happy was the reason she’d left.
“All you need is love,” Tonya sing-songed.
She sat back and continued to eat. “Not all the time. Anyway, my relationship with James is in the past.”
Tonya choked on her wine. Her laughter bounced around the walls of the small house. She combed her fingers through her short blonde hair, all the while grinning unrepentantly.
“How can you say that? You’ve loved him since the first time you saw him. He’s loved you the same. You’re together again.” She lifted her brows. “Working together.”
Cyn rolled her eyes. “It’s a group. It’s not like it’s just me and him. Besides, from what I saw tonight, I bet he doesn’t want to be anywhere near me.”
Unfortunately, for big, sexy, angry James Brock, she had a job to do. And he was part of it.
* * *
Brock studied his laptop screen, trying to make sense of the notes he’d taken for his report, but unable to concentrate. Fuck. Ten years. She’d left and said nothing for ten years. Her last message to him was to tell him not to look for her. That she couldn’t marry him. A familiar dull ache filled his chest.
Soft knocking jerked him out of his trance. He glanced up. Their gazes met and held. Her. For a moment, they stared at each other, unmoving.
Cyn turned the knob and entered into his private space. The soft scent of jasmine immediately dug into his lungs. He didn’t want to like it. Didn’t want to bury his nose in her neck and inhale hard. So damn hard he’d feel the animal under his skin fighting to let loose.
He grit his teeth and frowned instead. “What can I do for you, Vega?”
She lifted a brow. He watched her torture her bottom lip with her teeth for a moment before she finally spoke. “I guess you’ve heard, huh?” She shifted in her pantsuit, as if uncomfortable.
“Heard?”
Her hazel eyes turned a greenish color. Not the aroused gold.
“That bastard!” The green showed off her anger. “I should have known he wouldn’t tell you,” she muttered and started pacing the confines of his office. “No, leave it to me to have to break the bad news. Asshole!”
“What news?” He loved watching her curvy body move around his office in that pantsuit. Hell that outfit fit like it’d been made for her, and it probably had been since she always complained she never found clothes that fit right. If they fit her hips, then everything was too big around the waist. He wouldn’t be surprised if she’d started having things tailor-made.
She stopped. “Okay, so here it is.” She visibly gulped and gripped one of his chairs. “I’m your new boss.”
He sat back, waiting for her to say gotcha or some other phrase when one was being played a prank on.
“Honey, I report to Thomas Wheeler. Head of the Bureau.”
She shook her head. Long dark curls bounced around her shoulders and arms. “No, you don’t.”
“Yes, I do.”
Her brows dipped. “No. You. Don’t.”
“Look, I don’t know what Galvez has been telling you, but—”
“It’s not him. Though he was used to recruit me, Wheeler hired me to oversee your group directly.” She gave an apologetic sigh. “I’m sorry.”
“That’s not possible. The last time Wheeler and I spoke—” He broke off, remembering the conversation. Wheeler had told him he’d be getting a new person in the team. Or maybe he’d said someone to lead the team. Fucking hell! She couldn’t be his new boss. What kind of messed up game was Galvez playing?
“Look, James—”
“Brock.”
She pursed her lips. “Fine. Brock. The past is the past. We can’t change it. Let’s focus on the job. Though I am sure you’ve been great at leading this team, they want someone with more experience doing physical retrieval of victims.”
“Is that what you’ve been doing?” When she’d left, he’d been hurt, angry, and lonely. But he’d ignored her wishes and tried to find her. Every search brought him up empty handed. She’d disappeared. Left him alone. Left him hurting to be with her, near her, again.
“Yes… I-I’ve been working for the Bureau for a few years now. Let’s try to find common ground to help this team succeed. I really want to prove to Galvez that Wheeler made the right move.”
He shot to his feet. In a fluid move, he walked around his desk and stopped in front of her.
“Brock…” Her voice had that little tremble he recognized when she was trying really hard to act tough. Unfortunately, for her, he’d learned each of her body’s reactions. He also picked up on the scent of pain seeping from her pores.
“Okay, you want to find common ground? Let’s start by you telling me why you left after accepting my proposal.” He ground the words out past the knot in his throat. The beast inside him hurt. He’d missed her. His mate.
Raw pain flashed through her eyes. Pain that made his breath catch. Pure agony drifted from her and shot straight to his heart, stabbing holes into him.
“Don’t do this, James.” Her soft plea wrapped around his gut and squeezed. Squeezed until his muscles burned from how hard it was to stand there and not grab her. Hold her. Touch her. But how could he not ask? He needed to find out what drove her away, or he’d never move past it.
He stepped toward her. Watched her eyes widen. Need urged him to touch her. To slide his fingers over the side of her face liked he’d done countless times before. Then she would lean into his touch. And he’d lick a slow trail over her full lips. The animal inside him urged him to get a taste.
Of her skin.
Of her lips.
Of her scent.
Those pouty lips beckoned him closer. Lust roared through him like a volcano erupting for the first time. He had to control himself. They were at his office. In full view of everyone. No matter what his animal want
ed, he couldn’t have her. Yet.
“Brock, wh-what are you doing?”
The beast pushed under his skin. Power danced over his pores. It was the ultimate high. Her presence had created a chain reaction he hadn’t experienced since she’d left. The room shook. He wanted to let go. To let his thick dark pull of power reign.
“Brock! Control yourself,” she demanded in a barely audible whisper. Her gaze darted out of the room to the work floor. No one seemed to realize what was going on in his office.
He inhaled and reined in his power. “Sorry. Got a little excited there.”
“Yeah, I know all about that.” She glanced at his lips. Seductive gold eyes met his gaze. Lust shone bright.
“Listen—”
Ringing stopped him short. She frowned, dug into her pocket and pulled out a cell phone. Her frown deepened as she pressed the talk button. “Vega.”
“Cici?”
Brock heard both sides of the conversation without a problem due to his enhanced hearing.
“Clara?”
“I need you, Cici.” The female voice on the other end of the line sounded upset.
“What’s wrong? We haven’t spoken in so long, Clara. What do you need?” Cyn rubbed a hand over her right temple, brow puckered in confusion.
“It’s my little girl, Roxy. She’s missing. I think something’s happened to her.”
“The best thing to do is call the police,” she replied slowly. “Have you tried that?”
He wondered why she was speaking as if the woman couldn’t understand.
“Yes, I did. They are looking for her boyfriend. Stupid girl,” the woman’s voice grew angry. “I told her that boy would get her into trouble. Now look at her.”
“Okay, Clara. Let me call your local police department and speak to them directly.”