“No, not exactly,” she murmured again before taking a deep breath. “Trent, I came here to see you,” she said with a whoosh, lifting those big brown eyes to me.
And I could hardly breathe, her words unbelievable, the confession so astonishing, arousing. Here in Detroit, this rust-belt city, to see me? I was only here for two nights myself, this was hardly some love getaway where we’d explore one another. But the brunette shook her head again.
“Trent,” she said softly, “I wanted to see you because …” Her voice trailed off.
“Because?” I prompted.
And the brunette blushed then.
“Because you left me a gift, and I wanted to talk about it,” she confessed softly. It was my turn to get hard then, unable to move a muscle. Oh shit, right, I’d left her a cup of my jism that morning before I took off, a warm, bubbly sample of my stuff. There was no note, no explanation, but I wanted her to have it … if she wanted it.
“I was just wondering why you left it?” she asked tremulously. “After you know, everything we did, why did you give that to me?”
And I paused for a moment, almost unable to breathe. I’d left it for her on the off chance she wanted my baby, that she wanted to get pregnant with my child. I hadn’t come in her pussy during our time together, taking her ass again and again, but if she wanted, and this was a big if, I was giving her my semen to put in the inseminator, to seed those ovaries so that we could have a baby. Because fuck yeah, I wanted Marie, I wanted that gorgeous form to swell with my child, not some other man, some fucking faceless donor. I wanted that sweet body to harbor my baby, to have my son or daughter inside, to watch as she grew ripe and round, growing with my seed. But it’d been too hard to explain then, too difficult to put words. So I tried now.
“Marie,” I ground out. “You’ve been using the inseminator, we’d been using it together so that you could get pregnant.”
And she nodded silently, biting her lip.
“Yes, but I was going to use donor semen,” she said softly. “Some guy that I picked from a database.”
I could feel the rage welling in me, at the mere thought of the faceless competition.
“Well, I was thinking,” I ground out roughly, “that I’d save you thousands by making a donation myself,” I said. “Didn’t you say it was going to take a couple rounds of insemination, that usually the first time doesn’t work? At a couple hundred per pop, it ends up costing a lot.”
The brunette nodded thoughtfully, eyes soft.
“Yes, but I didn’t think that you wanted to be my donor,” she said quietly. “You could have, anytime we were together, but you didn’t. So why now?” she asked, lifting her eyes to mine.
And this was the hard part. But I went with it, I had to tell her the words ringing in my head, the rumblings of my soul.
“Marie, I’m not exactly the most eligible donor,” I said roughly. “There aren’t many women who want a baby with me. Not for the right reasons, anyway,” I said with a half-snort. “You know my life, right? I’m a ballplayer hoping to hit the majors. But that’s the thing. I haven’t made it yet, and I make shit, I travel all the time, the games are in different cities almost every night. I don’t have anything to offer, not anything you’d want anyways,” I ground out, the words themselves tearing me apart. Oh shit, oh shit, a tense burning sensation was rising in my chest, a lump forming in my throat. Fuck, was I going to cry?
But the woman took my hand then, pulling me to sit next to her on the bed, my big frame looming over hers.
“But Trent, it’s so easy,” she breathed, one soft hand caressing my face. “Do you want me? Do you want me, Marie Sands?”
And I had to take her then, I had to touch that mouth, taste the sweetness, the goodness that kept me up every night, dreaming about her.
“Fuck yes, I want you,” I ground out, dragging her to me, smashing my mouth down on hers, drawing a deep kiss from her soul, branding this woman as mine once more. Because I couldn’t resist. She was so beautiful, everything I’d ever desired, and with her so near yet so far, I was coming apart at the seams, my world destroyed.
But despite my ravaging hands, the fingers at her sweater, unbuttoning her jeans, she stopped me, pulling away gently, looking me in the eye.
“Then we’ll figure it out, okay?” she murmured softly. “If you want me, then we’ll figure it out.”
And I sat back then, breathing heavily, so angry, so frustrated with myself.
“There’s nothing to figure out,” I ground out. “I’m climbing a fucking mountain here, and it’s bigger than Mount Everest. I have nothing to offer you,” I said, the words bitter on my lips. “You know how many dudes die trying to climb this mountain? How many dudes never make it to the big leagues? Yeah, it’s probably going to be me,” I spat sarcastically.
But Marie was different, brown eyes soft, her hand still stroking my jaw, down the tense muscles of my neck.
“Trent,” she began again softly. “Even if you’re climbing Mount Everest, pursuing a dream in a sky, I want you to dream,” she said. “That’s what I love about you, that ability to dream, that ability to go for what you want. And I can be your safety net,” she added with a gentle smile. “All climbers go up there with hooks and tackles and all sorts of safety gear, right? I’ll be your safety gear.”
And I drew back, astonished. Because I’d never thought of this woman as anything other than a cherished possession, someone to ravish, to love, to adore, I wanted to give her the world. But she was turning my world on its head. The brunette was offering to be my safety net, to be the warm arms that held me after a tough night, to let me suckle at her breast, to let go and relax when the outside was bitterly cold.
And I was flummoxed, with no idea what to do or think. This turned everything around, I’d always thought of myself as the alpha male, the provider, the source of everything. But Marie laughed softly, reading my mind.
“Trent, you are the alpha male, that’s why I love you so much,” she said. My breath literally stopped on the word “love.” Shit, she loved me? This amazing woman loved me? I thought I might pass out from lack of air, from the intense wave of emotion flooding my heart, revitalizing me, making me a new man. Oh please, shit, yes.
And the brunette smiled again.
“Trent, I adore you,” she said softly. “It’s the alpha in you that makes me come, makes me tremble. But there are benefits to dating an older woman,” she added, “and one of them is that you get the whole me. I’ve seen a little of the world, you don’t have to be the all-knowing protector, the all-knowing god who controls everything. Because no one is that,” she said thoughtfully. “And I don’t expect that of you. What I want is serious loving. You and I, together, working it out, seeing what works and what doesn’t, how to make it past any obstacles. Because,” she said, taking a deep breath. “The things you mentioned aren’t obstacles. I don’t care about the money, and I love that you’re pursuing your dream. If you have to travel, then so be it, I’d never hold it against you, never take that away from you.”
And I crushed her to me then, pulling that soft body against mine, the voluptuous curves beckoning to me, making me so hard, making me literally shake with want for this woman.
“But honey, it’s gonna be hard,” I ground out. “Like I said, there’s no money right now, there’s nothing but work, and I can’t be there for you every day. I can’t be by your side, we can’t talk every day in person.”
The brunette pulled back, laughing a little.
“But we can still talk,” she chided gently, a smile playing at her lips. “We can still talk, there is such a thing as a cell phone you know.”
And I crushed her to me again, grazing her soft cheek, taking her lips for another kiss.
“There is, but would you be happy with that?” I ground out. “Because even if you’re pregnant with my child, I still wouldn’t be able to come home. See how fucking fucked up it is?” I said, chest tightening again, expecting her rejec
tion once more, expecting to be kicked to the curb. “I fully intend on getting you pregnant, I want your beautiful body ripe and full with my child, but honey, that doesn’t mean I can stay.”
And the brunette took a deep breath then, flushing at the thought of a baby, letting my seed take root in her sweet body. And she inhaled deeply then, those huge orbs pressing tightly against my chest, squirming a bit so that she sat in my lap, that big butt so full, teasing my dick. But this was serious shit and Marie wasn’t done yet.
“I know, Trent. And I love that about you. It will be hard,” she acknowledged, “It’ll be hard with me pregnant and you on the road. But we’ll survive, we’ll make it work,” she whispered, her sweet breath mingling with mine. “There are more difficult things in life, and if we both want it, we can make it work.”
I ground my mouth down on hers then because this was the answer to my dreams. By dating an older woman, a woman who knew herself, who was fully fleshed out and developed, I’d come out with more than I could ever hope for. Marie wanted to be pregnant with my baby, and that was a gift in and of itself, so precious, so truly amazing that my mind spun, dizzy with lust for her, dizzy with love and anticipation. But even more, the brunette had the maturity, the grit, the determination coupled with a womanly softness, a womanly knowing, to power through difficult times. Because no, my career wouldn’t stop even if my girl was pregnant. I couldn’t just hop off the team bus with a “Sayonara,” flashing a peace sign. I, too, had to power through this intense time of my career, a turning point as I proved myself in the hopes of hitting the majors. So shit, yeah, I was grateful for my woman, for the amazing female in my arms, for her understanding, her ability to compromise, her graceful manner as she walked this path with me.
And fuck, but I was going to try and make it sweet for Marie. I was going to do everything in my power to take care of my woman, to take care of our future child, to make sure that they had everything they ever needed or wanted. Because the beautiful female belonged to me and I belonged to her too. It was crazy, unfathomable, how we’d gotten together after a one-night stand in a bar, only to realize that she was Robbie’s mom at that, and trying to get pregnant too. But against all odds, it had happened. Against all odds, I’d been blessed beyond my wildest dreams. Because I’d fallen for my best friend’s mom, she’d fallen for me, and it was the best falling that had ever happened, our hearts full, our souls one.
EPILOGUE
Marie
“Oh shit,” he ground out. “You sure?”
I giggled then, running a small hand up that sculpted back, loving how Trent was so huge, so gorgeous, hard, tight muscle everywhere. And right now, he was turning on his hands and knees so that I was behind him, my head close up behind his ass.
“I want to,” I purred. “You’ve done it to me so many times and I’ve never done it to you. Besides, I’m so huge we can’t have regular sex so it’s time to improvise.”
And Trent grunted in front of me, big body tense, hard, painfully aroused, his huge, hot shaft dripping onto the bedspread. I loved seeing him like this, there was something so arousing about seeing an alpha male in this vulnerable position, all six four of him naked, bronze skin gleaming, as he knelt on the bed.
“Do it then,” he ground out. “Do it baby.”
And leaning forward, I parted his ass cheeks and licked his asshole, savoring my first taste of Trent’s anus. It was different for sure. I’ve had dick in my mouth plenty of times, tasting the soft skin, the hard fullness, the musky scent that was all Trent and a hundred percent male. But I’ve never been in back before, never rimmed him, despite the fact that he kissed my tiny asshole all the time, even pushing his tongue in, savoring my back channel. I don’t know why I’d never reciprocated, why I never thought to do it to my man until now.
Because I’m heavily pregnant with our first child now. Oh yeah, she’s coming in a couple weeks and the doctor said no sex until delivery, and then no sex for six weeks after that. No sex? How were Trent and I going to live? Because whenever we’re together, we’re in one another, his dick drilling me deep, taking me, owning me, savoring the hot softness, my welcoming holes.
But I guess it’s not that bad because Trent travels, so we’re used to hot phone sex, even some on-line video sessions, me playing with dildos, the big man jerking off onto his keyboard. It was just the thought of being together, literally in person, and yet unable to have dick in me that made me crazy.
But this was a great time to explore the unknown. Because my ob/gyn said no penis in pussy, no penis in ass, sure, but that didn’t mean there weren’t other ways. So right now, we were exploring those other ways, and I was gonna do my first rusty trombone.
Pulling his ass cheeks apart again, I touched the tip of my tongue to his pucker, the pleats so tight, beckoning to me, the smell of Trent’s musk enveloping me, making me course with desire, my pussy dripping, lusting for him.
“Awww shit,” he grunted as my tongue tested his hole, seeing how far it could go. “Awww fuck.”
And I giggled again. I wanted it all, wanted to taste all of him, so prying his butt cheeks apart, I looked deep into that rusty star again and swooped in for another taste. This time I was more insistent, making my tongue into a spear and going for it, burrowing my chin in deep, pressing my face as far as it could go. And with a tiny slither, a sneaky slip, I was in. I was fucking Trent’s butt with my tongue, tasting the inside of his anus, and oh god, but it was good. I loved the dryness, the big man tensing involuntarily, grunting with pleasure as a sheen of sweat broke over that bronzed skin, his arms and legs trembling from arousal, from how fucking dirty this was.
“Fuck baby,” he panted. “Fuck, what you do to me.”
But I wasn’t done yet. As I pressed my tongue into him, my small hands caressed his thighs, slowly grazing that hard flesh, loving the muscular tree trunks, how strong he was. And they drifted up his sensitive inner thighs until I was cupping his balls, the velvety sacks huge and pendulous, giving them a slight squeeze before moving to the main prize. Because I wanted his dick. My hands trailed lightly over his hard length, testing the hole at the top, smearing the wetness already there before circling the fuckpole with one small fist and slowly going up and down, up and down, gripping him, giving him a good ride.
“Oh fuck baby,” Trent ground out this time, big body literally shaking. “Keep that up and I’m gonna fucking come.”
I giggled slightly despite the fact that my face was still in his behind. Because that’s exactly what I wanted. I wanted Trent to come so hard, so fast, so furious even though I couldn’t take him in my pussy or ass at the moment. I wanted him to have the ride of his life, for that big body to give it up, to reward me with sweet, hot lashes of semen, the virile DNA that was going to make me into a mommy again.
Because yes, the addition to our family was very much wanted, even by my son Robbie. Robbie had been shocked, sure, but not absolutely stunned, blown to the moon. And that had surprised me. We’d been in the kitchen when I broke the news that I was dating his best friend from college.
Robbie had paused mid-swig at the milk carton. That boy was always drinking straight from the jug, he’d never learn, and I’d sighed, exasperated. But this wasn’t the time to take it up.
“I wanted you to know,” I said firmly. “I wanted you to be the first to know that Trent and I are dating … we’re lovers,” I said with finality. There was no sense in beating around the bush, making like all we did was hold hands and giggle. Oh god no. My lover was in me every which way until Wednesday and I absolutely needed it, I needed that big body to own me, to possess me.
Robbie paused, shooting me a glance.
“Seriously Mom? With Trent? Are you sure?”
I sighed, huffing a little.
“Of course I’m sure,” I said firmly again. “Your friend. Your best friend, Trent Markham.”
And my son rolled his eyes.
“Of course I know who he is, it just seems a little weird
to say the least. You’re my mom and you’re Trent’s what? Girlfriend?” he said incredulously.
This was the perfect time to make my point, to push the realization home, the nail in the coffin.
“Yes. Exactly. I’m Trent’s girlfriend. And we’re trying to get pregnant,” I added. Might as well go from the frying pan to the fire, there was no sense in holding back.
And Robbie was surprised at that one, really shocked.
“But aren’t you too old?” he asked, looking at me with goggly eyes. “I mean, Mom, you’re like forty and isn’t that over the hill? It’s a little late, don’t you think?”
I sighed. Trust my son to be insulting without even meaning to. Kids these days, they don’t hold back.
“Yes, I’m forty, but there’s still time, it’s not too late,” I said, keeping my voice even. “And Trent and I, we’ve decided we want a baby, so we’re going for it.”
Robbie took it with surprising grace, surprising equanimity.
“Well, if that’s what you want,” he said slowly. “I’ve wanted you to find someone, you know ever since Dad left …” his voice trailed off.
And I shook my head.
“Honey, this is nothing like your Dad. Trent is different, your dad and I never should have gotten married, we were nineteen when we tied the knot and I was already pregnant with you. But things are different now. I’m a woman, and Trent is a man who knows his mind, we want this baby and it’s the right thing to do.”
Robbie showed amazing maturity then.
“I know you and Dad didn’t expect to have me so soon, it was kinda a shotgun type thing,” he said slowly. “And I want you to be happy Mom. You always made me feel loved despite everything, you were always there for me growing up, through high school, even in college,” he said wryly. “Even when we struggled, you were always there, so if this is what you want, then I’m happy for you. But I’m still gonna ask Trent about it, this is my best friend, and you have to admit, this is weird as shit. I gotta talk to him.”
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