by Стивен Кинг
… but I was also fascinated. Something was with me. Something was in here with me. I dropped my hand away from the wall where the switch was and just stood with my arms at my sides. Some time passed. I don’t know how much. My heart was beating furiously in my chest; I could feel it in my temples. It was cold. “Hello?” I asked. Nothing in response. I could hear the faint, irregular drip of water as condensation fell from one of the pipes down below, I could hear my own breathing, and faintly—far away, in another world where the sun was out—I could hear the triumphant caw of a crow. Perhaps it had just dropped a load on the hood of my car. I really need an owl, I thought. In fact, I don’t know how I ever got along without one. “Hello?” I asked again. “Can you talk?”
Nothing. I wet my lips. I should have felt silly, perhaps, standing there in the dark and calling to the ghosts. But I didn’t. Not a bit.
The damp had been replaced by a coldness I could feel, and I had company. Oh, yes. “Can you tap, then? If you can shut the door, you must be able to tap.” I stood there and listened to the soft, isolated drips from the pipes. There was nothing else. I was reaching out for the lightswitch again when there was a soft thud from not far below me. The cellar of Sara Laughs is high, and the upper three feet of the concrete—the part which lies against the ground’s frost-belt—had been insulated with big silver-backed panels of Insu-Gard. The sound that I heard was, I am quite sure, a fist striking against one of these. Just a fist hitting a square of insulation, but every gut and muscle of my body seemed to come unwound. My hair stood up. My eyesockets seemed to be expanding and my eyeballs contracting, as if my head were trying to turn into a skull. Every inch of my skin broke out in gooseflesh.
Something was in here with me. Very likely something dead. I could no longer have turned on the light if I’d wanted to. I no longer had the strength to raise my arm. I tried to talk, and at last, in a husky whisper I hardly recognized, I said: “Are you really there?” Thud. “Who are you?” I could still do no better than that husky whisper, the voice of a man giving last instructions to his family as he lies on his deathbed. This time there was nothing from below. I tried to think, and what came to my struggling mind was Tony Curtis as Harry Houdini in some old movie. According to the film, Houdini had been the Diogenes of the Ouija board circuit, a guy who spent his spare time just looking for an honest medium. He’d attended one sance where the dead communicated by-“Tap once for yes, twice for no,” I said. “Can you do that?” Thud. It was on the stairs below me. . but not too far below. Five steps down, six or seven at most. Not quite close enough to touch if I should reach out and wave my hand in the black basement air. . a thing I could imagine, but not actually imagine doing. “Are you…” My voice trailed off. There was simply no strength in my diaphragm. Chilly air lay on my chest like a flatiron. I gathered all my will and tried again. “Are you Jo?” Thud. That soft fist on the insulation. A pause, and then:
Thud-thud. Yes and no. Then, with no idea why I was asking such an inane question: “Tkre the owls down here?” Thud-thud. “Do you know where they are?” Thud. “Should I look for them?” Thud! Very hard.
Why didshe want them? I could ask, but the thing on the stairs had no way to an-Hot fingers touched my eyes and I almost screamed before realizing it was sweat. I raised my hands in the dark and wiped the heels of them up my face to the hairline. They skidded as if on oil.
Cold or not, I was all but bathing in my own sweat. “Are you Lance Devore?” Thud-thud, at once. “Is it safe for me at Sara? Am I safe?”
Thud. A pause. And I knew it was a pause, that the thing on the stairs wasn’t finished. Then: Thud-thud. Yes, I was safe. No, I wasn’t safe. I had regained marginal control of my arm. I reached out, felt along the wall, and found the lightswitch. I settled my fingers on it. Now the sweat on my face felt as if it were turning to ice. “Are you the person who cries in the night?” I asked. Thud-thud from below me, and between the two thuds, I flicked the switch. The cellar globes came on. So did a brilliant hanging bulb at least a hundred and twenty-five watts—over the landing. There was no time for anyone to hide, let alone get away, and no one there to try, either. Also, Mrs. Meserve—admirable in so many ways—had neglected to sweep the cellar stairs. When I went down to where I estimated the thudding sounds had been coming from, I left tracks in the light dust. But mine were the only ones. I blew out breath in front of me and could see it. So it had been cold, still was cold… but it was warming up fast. I blew out another breath and could see just a hint of fog. A third exhale and there was nothing. I ran my palm over one of the insulated squares. Smooth. I pushed a finger at it, and although I didn’t push with any real force, my finger left a dimple in the silvery surface. Easy as pie. If someone had been thumping a fist down here, this stuff should be pitted, the thin silver skin perhaps even broken to reveal the pink fill underneath. But all the squares were smooth. “Are you still there?” I asked. No response, and yet I had a sense that my visitor was still there. Somewhere.
“I hope I didn’t offend you by turning on the light,” I said, and now I did feel slightly odd, standing on my cellar stairs and talking out loud, sermonizing to the spiders. “I wanted to see you if I could.” I had no idea if that was true or not. Suddenly—so suddenly I almost lost my balance and tumbled down the stairs—I whirled around, convinced the shroud-creature was behind me, that it had been the thing knocking, it, no polite M. R. James ghost but a horror from around the rim of the universe. There was nothing. I turned around again, took two or three deep, steadying breaths, and then went the rest of the way down the cellar stairs. Beneath them was a perfectly serviceable canoe, complete with paddle. In the corner was the gas stove we’d replaced after buying the place; also the claw-foot tub Jo had wanted (over my objections) to turn into a planter. I found a trunk filled with vaguely recalled table-linen, a box of mildewy cassette tapes (groups like the Delfonics, Funkadelic, and. 38 Special), several cartons of old dishes. There was a life down here, but ultimately not a very interesting one. Unlike the life I’d sensed in Jo’s studio, this one hadn’t been cut short but evolved out of, shed like old skin, and that was all right. Was, in fact, the natural order of things. There was a photo album on a shelf of knickknacks and I took it down, both curious and wary. No bombshells this time, however; nearly all the pix were landscape shots of Sara Laughs as it had been when we bought it. I found a picture of Join bellbottoms, though (her hair parted in the middle and white lipstick on her mouth), and one of Michael Noonan wearing a flowered shirt and muttonchop sideburns that made me cringe (the bachelor Mike in the photo was a Barry White kind of guy I didn’t want to recognize and yet did). I found Jo’s old broken treadmill, a rake I’d want if I was still around here come fall, a snowblower I’d want even more if I was around come winter, and several cans of paint. What I didn’t find was any plastic owls. My insulation-thumping friend had been right. Upstairs the telephone started ringing. I hurried to answer it, going out through the cellar door and then reaching back in to flick off the lightswitch. This amused me and at the same time seemed like perfectly normal behavior… just as being careful not to step on sidewalk cracks had seemed like perfectly normal behavior to me when I was a kid. And even if it wasn’t normal, what did it matter? I’d only been back at Sara for three days, but already I’d postulated Noonan’s First Law of Eccentricity: when you’re on your own, strange behavior really doesn’t seem strange at all. I snagged the cordless. “Hello?”
“Hi, Mike. It’s Ward.”
“That was quick.”
“The file-room’s just a short walk down the hall,” he said. “Easy as pie.
There’s only one thing on Jo’s calendar for the second week of November in 1993. It says “S-Ks of Maine, Freep, 11 A.M.” That’s on Tuesday the sixteenth. Does it help?”
“Yes,” 1 said. “Thank you, Ward. It helps a lot.” I broke the connection and put the phone back in its cradle. Yes, it helped. S-Ks of Maine was Soup Kitchens of Maine. Jo had been on their boa
rd of directors from 1992 until her death. Freep was Freeport.
It must have been a board meeting. They had probably discussed plans for feeding the homeless on Thanksgiving. . and then Jo had driven the seventy or so miles to the TR in order to take delivery of two plastic owls. It didn’t answer all the questions, but aren’t there always questions in the wake of a loved one’s death? And no statute of limitations on when they come up. The UFO voice spoke up then. While you’re right here by the phone, it said, why not call Bonnie Amudson?
Say hi, see how she’s doing? Jo had been on four different boards during the nineties, all of them doing charitable work. Her friend Bonnie had persuaded her onto the Soup Kitchens board when a seat fell vacant. They had gone to a lot of the meetings together. Not the one in November of 1993, presumably, and Bonnie could hardly be expected to remember that one particular meeting almost five years later… but if she’d saved her old minutes-of-the-meeting sheets… Exactly what the fuck was I thinking of?. Calling Bonnie, making nice, then asking her to check her December 1993 minutes? Was I going to ask her if the attendance report had my wife absent from the November meeting? Was I going to ask if maybe Jo had seemed different that last year of her life? And when Bonnie asked me why I wanted to know, what would I say? Give me that, Jo had snarled in my dream of her.
In the dream she hadn’t looked like Jo at all, she’d looked like some other woman, maybe like the one in the Book of Proverbs, the strange woman whose lips were as honey but whose heart was full of gall and wormwood. A strange woman with fingers as cold as twigs after a frost.
Give me that, it’s my dust-catcher. I went to the cellar door and touched the knob. I turned it… then let it go. I didn’t want to look down there into the dark, didn’t want to risk the chance that something might start thumping again. It was better to leave that door shut. What I wanted was something cold to drink. I went into the kitchen, reached for the fridge door, then stopped. The magnets were back in a circle again, but this time four letters and one number had been pulled into the center and lined up there. They spelled a single lower-case word: hello There was something here. Even back in broad daylight I had no doubt of that. I’d asked if it was safe for me to be here and had received a mixed message… but that didn’t matter. if I left Sara now, there was nowhere to go. I had a key to the house in Derry, but matters had to be resolved here. I knew that, too. “Hello,” I said, and opened the fridge to get a soda. “Whoever or whatever you are, hello.”
C H P T E.:. R I woke in the early hours of the following morning convinced that there was someone in the north bedroom with me. I sat up against the pillows, rubbed my eyes, and saw a dark, shouldery shape standing between me and the window. “Who are you?” I asked, thinking that it wouldn’t reply in words; it would, instead, thump on the wall. Once for yes, twice for no—what’s on your mind, Houdini? But the figure standing by the window made no reply at all. I groped up, found the string hanging from the light over the bed, and yanked it. My mouth was turned down in a grimace, my midsection tensed so tight it felt as if bullets would have bounced off. “Oh shit,” I said. “Fuck me til I cry.” Dangling from a hanger I’d hooked over the curtain rod was my old suede jacket. I’d parked it there while unpacking and had then forgotten to store it away in the closet. I tried to laugh and couldn’t. At three in the morning it just didn’t seem that funny. I turned off the light and lay back down with my eyes open, waiting for Bunter’s bell to ring or the childish sobbing to start. I was still listening when I fell asleep.
Seven hours or so later, as I was getting ready to go out to Jo’s studio and see if the plastic owls were in the storage area, where I hadn’t checked the day before, a late-model Ford rolled down my driveway and stopped nose to nose with my Chevy. I had gotten as far as the short path between the house and the studio, but now I came back. The day was hot and breathless, and I was wearing nothing but a pair of cut-off jeans and plastic flip-flops on my feet. Jo always claimed that the Cleveland style of dressing divided itself naturally into two subgenres:
Full Cleveland and Cleveland Casual. My visitor that Tuesday morning was wearing Cleveland Casual—you had your Hawaiian shirt with pineapples and monkeys, your tan slacks from Banana Republic, your white loafers.
Socks are optional, but white footgear is a necessary part of the Cleveland look, as is at least one piece of gaudy gold jewelry. This fellow was totally okay in the latter department: he had a Rolex on one wrist and a gold-link chain around his neck. The tail of his shirt was out, and there was a suspicious lump at the back. It was either a gun or a beeper and looked too big to be a beeper. I glanced at the car again.
Blackwall tires. And on the dashboard, oh look at this, a covered blue bubble. The better to creep up on you unsuspected, Gramma. “Michael Noonan?” He was handsome in a way that would be attractive to certain women—the kind who cringe when anybody in their immediate vicinity raises his voice, the kind who rarely call the police when things go wrong at home because, on some miserable secret level, they believe they deserve things to go wrong at home. Wrong things that result in black eyes, dislocated elbows, the occasional cigarette burn on the booby.
These are women who more often than not call their husbands or lovers daddy, as in “Can I bring you a beer, daddy?” or “Did you have a hard day at work, daddy?”
“Yes, I’m Michael Noonan. How can I help you?” This version of daddy turned, bent, and grabbed something from the litter of paperwork on the passenger side of the front seat. Beneath the dash, a two-way radio squawked once, briefly, and fell silent. He turned back to me with a long, buff-colored folder in one hand. Held it out. “This is yours.”
When I didn’t take it, he stepped forward and tried to poke it into one of my palms, which would presumably cause me to close my fingers in a kind of reflex. Instead I raised both hands to shoulder-level, as if he had just told me to put em up, Muggsy. He looked at me patiently, his face as Irish as the Arlen brothers’ but without the Arlen look of kindness, openness, and curiosity. What was there in place of those things was a species of sour amusement, as if he’d seen all of the world’s pissier behavior, most of it twice. One of his eyebrows had been split open a long time ago, and his cheeks had that reddish windburned look that indicates either ruddy good health or a deep interest in grain-alcohol products. He looked like he could knock you into the gutter and then sit on you to keep you there. I been good, daddy, get off me, don’t be mean. “Don’t make this tough. You’re gonna take service of this and we both know it, so don’t make this tough.”
“Show me some ID first.” He sighed, rolled his eyes, then reached into one of his shirt pockets. He brought out a leather folder and flipped it open. There was a badge and a photo ID. My new friend was George Footman, Deputy Sheriff, Castle County. The photo was flat and shadowless, like something an assault victim would see in a mugbook. “Okay?” he asked. I took the buff-backed document when he held it out again. He stood there, broadcasting that sense of curdled amusement as I scanned it. I had been subpoenaed to appear in the Castle Rock office of Elmer Dur-gin, Attorney-at-Law, at ten o’clock on the morning of July 10, 1998-Friday, in other words. Said Elmer Durgin had been appointed guardian ad litem of Kyra Elizabeth Devore, a minor child. He would take a deposition from me concerning any knowledge I might have of Kyra Elizabeth Devore in regard to her well-being. This deposition would be taken on behalf of Castle County Superior Court and Judge Noble Ran-court. A stenographer would be present. I was assured that this was the court’s depo, and nothing to do with either laintit{ or etennnt. Footman said, “It’s my job to remind you of the penalties should you fail—”
“Thanks, but let’s just assume you told me all about those, okay? I’ll be there.” I made shooing gestures at his car. I felt deeply disgusted… and I felt inter, red with. I had never been served with a process before, and I didn’t care for it. He went back to his car, started to swing in, then stopped with one hairy arm hung over the top of the open door. His Rolex gl
eamed in the hazy sunlight. “Let me give you a piece of advice,” he said, and that was enough to tell me anything else I needed to know about the guy. “Don’t fuck with Mr. Devore.”
“Or he’ll squash me like a bug,” I said. “Huh?”
“Your actual lines are, “Let me give you a piece of advice—don’t fuck with Mr. Devore or he’ll squash you like a bug.’” I could see by his expression—half past perplexed, going on angry—that he had meant to say something very much like that. Obviously we’d seen the same movies, including all those in which Robert De Niro plays a psycho. Then his face cleared. “Oh sure, you’re the writer,” he said. “That’s what they tell me.”
“You can say stuff like that ’cause you’re a writer.”
“Well, it’s a free country, isn’t it?”
“Ain’t you a smartass, now.”
“How long have you been working for Max Devore, Deputy? And does the County Sheriffs office know you’re moonlighting?”
“They know. It’s not a problem. Ybu’re the one that might have the problem, Mr. Smartass Writer.” I decided it was time to quit this before we descended to the kaka-poopie stage of name-calling. “Get out of my driveway, please, Deputy.” He looked at me a moment longer, obviously searching for that perfect capper line and not finding it. He needed a Mr. Smartass Writer to help him, that was all. “I’ll be looking for you on Friday,” he said. “Does that mean you’re going to buy me lunch? Don’t worry, I’m a fairly cheap date.”
His reddish cheeks darkened a degree further, and I could see what they were going to look like when he was sixty, if he didn’t lay off the firewater in the meantime. He got back into his Ford and reversed up my driveway hard enough to make his tires holler. I stood where I was, watching him go. Once he was headed back out Lane Forty-two to the highway, I went into the house. It occurred to me that Deputy Footman’s extracurricular job must pay well, if he could afford a Rolex. On the other hand, maybe it was a knockoff. Settle down, Michael, Jo’s voice advised. The red rag is gone now, no one’s waving anything in front of you, so just settle-I shut her voice out. I didn’t want to settle down;