Because Charles could not personally get out and investigate this idea, he would need someone healthy, trained in the sciences, and motivated to search and seek out the truth in Charles' stead. He needed a man dedicated to the hunt. But where could he be found and how could he be motivated? Money would accomplish both tasks. Money had always been the best weapon of all. There was not a man on the planet he could not manipulate through money. He fervently believed that.
Charles let the book rest on his lap. He closed his eyes, and in his mind he played his favorite imaginary scene. He was taken and made into a vampire. He thought it might be painful, but he was prepared for that after years of living with pain. After his change, he lived forever, ruling over his growing global empire with all the ruthlessness that had brought him his great fortune. He had the strength for lovers again and left them strewn in his wake, begging for him. He took over corporations, crushing his competitors, running them into the ground. He was impervious to disease and to the grave. He became a god, worshiped and feared by millions. In the end of this fantasy, in a future where technology had changed the face of everyday life and countries were brought under his thumb, he ruled the world.
When he opened his eyes, he tried to temper his fantastic visions by hitting himself over the head with reality.
He was sick and dying. He was old. He couldn't even run his own business anymore.
And he would not live forever. In fact, his doctors did not give him long. A year or two, if that.
George, his butler, knocked softly on the bedroom door before entering with the serving tray. Charles looked at him, a man in his prime living out his life as a servant, and he hated him. He couldn't stomach peasants. The subservient made him want to retch. The world was full of them! And it was men like him who gave them all jobs and a means to survive. Without the money from billionaires like him supporting the structure of world economies, all the servants and peasants would die away.
He snatched the tray from George's hands and jerked his head toward the door to dismiss him. He would not say thank you. He would not admit that he was dependent on the other man's generosity.
He ought to fire the man and find someone older and slower and with less reason to smirk behind his back. Not that he ever caught George smirking, but if he ever did …
Raising the silver coffee server to pour a cup of coffee, Charles caught a brief, distorted reflection of his own face. He set down the server quickly and glanced away from it. The rounded surface of the silver had contorted his face even more. Oh, he was a monster, a monster in his body and mind, and some days he did not want to be reminded of it. Some days that knowledge was enough to send rage pumping through his heart like a shot of adrenaline.
He balanced the tray on his knees and clenched one fist. He raised it and began to pound the bed. Slowly, carefully, so as not to tip over the tray, methodically and relentlessly he hit the bed again and again and again.
4
In time, Mentor would explain to Dell that the disease itself was responsible for the presence of vampires upon the Earth, but that the choice of what kind of vampire one became was spiritual. Supernatural. The disease that took human cells and caused them to mutate into those of a vampire had nothing to do with the nature of the being who was finally created. He had once tried telling this secret to a young person before he entered the dream, before he died, but it caused such horror and revulsion, Mentor decided it was best to let the dying patient learn all that he must within the confines of the change itself. Warning or explaining did not seem to do the good he had hoped it would. He realized finally that one cannot explain away the supernatural, cannot warn about the dangers of the spirit.
Over the years Mentor had studied the writings of scientists and biologists hoping to understand how the body could be overtaken and killed, yet made to live again as something altogether new. All other diseases ravaged the body, consuming and defeating it until the soul fled from it forever. In contrast, the mutated disease of porphyria deformed the body and took it to the brink of death, but at the last moment the cells revived, becoming new cells that were neither human nor animal. However, the human soul was left to struggle on, the mind remaining, the memories intact. And on that brink of death was where the soul determined what path it would follow. Closed off from heaven and blocked from the gates of hell, the soul had but three choices. It could embrace evil fully and become a Predator vampire, seeking to take down humans in order to survive. It could fall back to the weakest link of vampiric existence and hide from man as a Craven. Or it could muster the strength to live on in human society, learning to hide away its supernatural powers in order to go forward into history as if truly human still.
This last path was the hardest. A Predator lived by night, slept by day, and had no use for a conscience. A Craven merely passed as a diseased human, handicapped by sunlight, sick all the time, lost forever in the despair of loneliness behind drawn shades, dependent on the charity of Predators to supply them with life-sustaining blood. But a Natural! He chose to walk in the day, converse and interact with humans as one of them, keeping secret the stillness of his heart and the cruelty of immortality. Naturals worked hard to earn enough money not only to live as humans lived, but to pay the Predators for the blood they needed. They were not killers like the Predators. They hoped never to take life.
Dell's parents worked very hard, harder perhaps than most humans. Her mother was a payroll accountant at a car dealership in Dallas. She often worked Saturdays, needing the overtime pay. Dell's father was a software engineer, fighting for pay grade updates, and cost of living allowances. Everyone in Dell's family worked long hours, some of them working two jobs, and never complaining about it for they wanted, most of all, to live in the world naturally.
At various times some of the Naturals thought about setting up their own blood banks, cutting the Predators out of the loop, but the supply chain had been set up this way from the beginning and the Predators were not eager to give up the power and profit they enjoyed. Rather than go to war with them to win control of the blood banks, the Naturals bowed to tradition and continued buying from the Predators. Working and working and buying.
It was not true that the blood went into their stomachs as had the food they'd eaten as human beings. The digestive system never worked in the same way again after the moment of death. All vampires took blood through their fangs, which sped that warm blood, alive with living cells, throughout their blood system, reviving them, keeping their skin supple, brains functioning, and their muscles hard. Though they never aged again, they were able to keep the body functioning for a normal human lifespan of seventy to a hundred years. Then they had to migrate to another body, preferably a youthful one.
The body, though supplied with living blood, was still no more than a physical specimen. As the years moved past, the wear and tear on that physical form eventually caused the inner organs to fail, one by one, just as they did in humans.
Mentor had lived in so many bodies he hardly recognized his own face when he saw it reflected from a mirror. In fact, the body he possessed now was elderly. He would have to migrate in the next few years.
He mused on the first time he had had to change bodies. There were but hundreds of his kind then, a new race, and not many of them had realized they had to or could change from one human shell to another. Mentor was one of the first, sitting alone one night in a cold, drafty castle high up in the Swiss mountains. He had hidden himself away from the world. His wife, a human, had died in Scotland, a country he'd fled. Like his wife's, his own body was aged and decrepit. He just wanted to be alone and forgotten, if possible. He had reverted to his predatory ways once his wife had passed. He swept down from the mountain retreat into nearby villages, taking humans at will, leaving behind drained corpses. He had no more care for humans and their world. They were frail and they died so easily, just as his wife had.
Misery and grief tore at him, robbing him of the humanity he'd been able to forge as
a beloved husband.
Then one night he'd been on the prowl, sweeping in with a blizzard into a village, moving swiftly toward fresh blood. He smelled it on the icy wind. He following the scent, his hunger like a siren call in his veins.
He found the human, a young man trudging through hip-deep snowdrifts toward a lighted pub. Mentor appeared before him out of nowhere, halting his progress.
The human, frightened out of his wits, began to stutter and tried to run away. Mentor caught him by the coat collar and hauled him down to the ground. Just as he was ripping into his victim's neck, something began to happen. The blood suffusing Mentor's body seemed to stop along the way and coagulate in dry, dead veins. The heart inside his chest would not revive to life, the veins, arteries, and capillaries began to break and splatter the new warm infusion of blood throughout the old body. He was hemorrhaging all inside from hundreds of tiny spigots of broken vessels.
Mentor's human form was so worn out the veins and arteries had lost all elasticity. They were shutting down or bursting all along the pathways from neck to limbs.
Mentor fell back from the young dying man in the snowdrift and gasped, blood dripping from his fangs to spot the pristine snow. He knew what was the matter. He had intimate knowledge of the inner workings of his human body. He could feel the old arterial system failing. He looked about wildly, the light from the pub a yellow beacon. But he could not go there. He could not be saved by medicine or a surgeon, no more than an ancient human could be saved. He fell onto his back next to the young man and stared up into the frenzy of the white blowing blizzard.
Where will I go, he wondered. What will happen to me now? Will I be allowed to die and meet with my beloved?
Even as he asked himself these questions, he knew the answers. He would not die, but the body he inhabited was going to. If he stayed in it much longer he would be trapped, a living spirit inside a body that no longer functioned in any way. He'd be a prisoner in the flesh. They would come from the pub and find him, pronounce him dead, and bury him.
He felt like shouting out his grief and horror at the snowy sky. He had to get out of the old, decayed body with the burst veins and the hemorrhaging system. He turned on his side to the young man who lay in the snow, his arms thrown out at his sides. The young man was already dying. Mentor reached over and slipped his old hand beneath the other man's thick wool coat. He slipped it beneath the rough shirt and to the man's chest. He felt for the heart. It beat erratically and the breathing was shallow.
Mentor lay that way, his hand on the man's chest, waiting. He dosed his eyes and began to will himself away from his own dying form. The young man's veins were strong and they would carry blood, even after his spirit left the body. The young man would be a perfect vehicle.
All Mentor had to do was wait for the moment of death for them both and find a way to make the switch.
How? How was he to do it? Why had it come to this, what manner of supreme being would have devised such a terrible plot for his kind?
He forced his whole being into an introspective trance where he seemed to pull and tug at his spirit that was attached so steadfastly to the old body. He did not know if it would work or how it worked. He only had faith that it would. He could not imagine lying in the dead old body in a casket for the rest of eternity, trapped by earth, brother to the darkness.
Beneath his hand he felt the other man's heart cease, the breathing end. Now was the time.
He tugged harder, blasting with all his might against the structure of the inner body, pushing against the still heart, the deflated lungs, willing with all his might and soul to be set free.
The chaotic fury of his will sent out a message that reached a vampire older yet than Mentor. This being used the name Balatan, and he, too, had come to the mountains of Switzerland to hide away and live a quiet life for his own personal reasons. Mentor had known of him, but they'd never met, both preferring their self-enforced solitude. They frequented different villages, careful not to compete for territory.
Within minutes, the Predator was at Mentor's side in the swirling snow. Mentor could no longer open his eyes or move his limbs. He sensed the being nearby and called to him frantically. What do I do? Save me!
Balatan seemed to enter Mentor's destroyed body in order to help him release himself from the boundaries of the flesh. Mentor felt him like a shawl over the shoulders. His spirit was cold as an ice floe and dark as the bottom of a mine. He screamed at him, "Let go! Step into the void, and I will guide you to the other body!"
Mentor did as he was told, insane with fear and the thought of the grave's entrapment. He pushed harder and harder, willing himself loose from the tendons, muscles, and flabby flesh, tearing himself from the dead meat that had been his body since the day he was born.
He screamed mentally, crying out in horror and despair, beating against the material body with every ounce of his consciousness. Suddenly he found himself free, light as the air, and Balatan had hold of him, jerking him up and away from the snow. Once loose from the old man he had become, Mentor could see the body below him, and he almost rushed back to it, longing for the familiarity of that flesh and bone.
Balatan shouted, "No!" and pushed him this time, sending his spirit flying down toward the young man's form on the snow.
Mentor flung out his invisible self, making it as wide as a blanket, and it hit the dead young man's body like a wave crashing from high. He fell for what seemed like ages through darkness, and then he opened eyes on a new world.
Balatan hovered over him in the air, dressed all in black wool. "Welcome to your new body."
Mentor blinked. He moved one hand, crushing a fistful of snow, and feeling how cold it was. He managed to sit up and look down at his hands. They were young hands, unmarried by life, the knuckles smooth and the skin tight. He looked up at Balatan and realized he had disappeared.
So this is how it is done, Mentor thought, rejoicing. We do not have to lie in old bodies trapped in a graveyard. We move into another body and use it instead. He doubted he could have done it without Balatan's help, but he wasn't sure. He expected he would have struggled for as long as it look in order to wrench himself free. Balatan had surely shortcutted the process, however, and one day he would thank him.
The switch left him momentarily confused, so that it took him some time to get to his feet and stumble away into the night. He was hungry and deprived of blood. His old body had taken most of what made the new body function.
Before the night was over, Mentor had taken a second victim, a drunk from the pub who had wandered out to relieve himself in the snow. The killing revived Mentor's youthful body and he was able then to get back to his empty castle where he could sit by a fire and think over what it all meant. A vampire had supernatural powers, some he realized he hadn't yet discovered. One of them was the ability to take a new home.
~*~
Mentor tried to explain things to Dell. Dell's aunt, Celia Widen, sat nearby. Celia held onto Dell's hand and now and again patted it. Mentor said, "The Cravens and Naturals, just like the Predators, also need fresh blood, but their fangs only go into blood bags, not into the flesh of humankind. Without new blood with living cells, a vampire perishes. His veins collapse, the arteries shrink, the heart shrivels. Finally, the muscles atrophy, the brain softens in the skull, and the skin dries to crusty leather. I know this is graphic, but you have to understand everything." He paused to see how she was taking the information. She did not look as horrified as he expected. Probably because she knew some of this already.
He continued, "It's a horrible thing to see a vampire die of starvation. It's a torturously slow process. Only lack of blood or fire can end a vampire's life. If he loses a limb, his cells grew a new one. If he's injured, the cells renew the flesh. As for crosses and holy water and the silly ropes of garlic necklaces—well, that's merely myth and superstition. There are far worse obstacles to contend with than Stoker could have ever imagined for his infamous Count Dracula."
Dell smiled.
"Deprive a vampire of new blood and he'll eventually dry to dust and be gone. Burn him in an inferno and his cells have no chance to renew and will turn to cinder. Otherwise, our kind, or at least our minds and souls, are impervious to the effects of aging, death, and destruction."
As Mentor sat at Dell's bedside, he knew she struggled to come back into the world as a new being. That struggle was almost as difficult as facing her death or choosing which path her soul should follow. He imparted his strength to her, pulsing waves out from his own strong body to surround her, in the same way a supernatural human healer cured the ill by radiating energy through his hands. Soon he would have to leave. Already he had telepathically received pleas for his assistance from others going through the same process as Dell, and he must be there to guide them. The cries were piteous and urgent. Save me. Help me. Find me and take me from the arms of destruction.
Mentor turned his attention fully back to Dell and saw she was trying to tell him something. He opened the channel and listened to her thoughts. You can go, she told him. I'll be all right. Aunt Celia will see about me.
"Yes," he told her, "you will. You will be fine now. You'll find a way to rise and walk again. Your parents and your brother love you and want you with them. This is the dawning of your new life."
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