BLACK OF MOOD
Quentin Black: Shadow Wars #2
(A book in the Quentin Black world)
by
JC Andrijeski
Copyright © 2017 by JC Andrijeski
Published by White Sun Press
Cover Art & Design by Damonza
http://damonza.com
2017
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Synopsis for BLACK OF MOOD
I thought I’d known what angry looked like on Black before all this. I hadn’t.
Black takes Miri with him to New York, where he thrusts her into a world of Wall Street, talk shows, fancy dinner parties and being hounded by paparazzi. Although he’s playing the part of smirking Wall Street pirate, all of this is part of his new business venture, which, as far as Miri can tell, consists of hunting down and killing every single vampire in existence on Earth.
Mostly, however, Black wants Brick. He flat-out won’t stop until he’s cut the head or heart from the vampire king who put him in that federal prison in Louisiana.
Alarmed at the changes she sees in Black, Miri grows increasingly worried at the lengths he seems willing to go to bring the vampire kingdom down. Between his nightmares, mood swings, late-night disappearances, a new infatuation with swordplay, and outright lies, she can’t help worrying about his mind, too, and if trauma is fueling this obsession even more than anger.
When a series of terrorist attacks take place in the southern United States and Black appears to be involved, Miri’s fears worsen. More and more, she starts to wonder who is hunting whom, whether Black is baiting the vampires into a confrontation or Brick is just manipulating him once again for his own purposes.
Prologue
DREAMS OF DEATH
I DREAM IN other minds sometimes––or that’s how it feels.
It’s something that’s happened since I was a kid, although I don’t remember thinking about it that way, at least not consciously.
Just one more of those little quirks of being born psychic, I suppose. My mind wandered strangely in the night, seemingly outside of my control.
Tonight, I didn’t know whose mind I was in.
I didn’t recognize him, or know him in any way.
I just knew he was awake, and I was asleep.
“Hey, what’s that?” he said, nearly a shout.
He spoke loudly to the man with him, over both his safety noise-suppression headphones and the sound of the compressor working behind him. Glancing at the engineer crouched down on the platform next to him, a burly guy with a gray-streaked goatee, whose thick torso strained his dark-blue jumpsuit, the man whose mind I shared pointed at the sky.
Two more of the dark objects sped past overhead while he watched.
“Are those drones?” He frowned. “What are drones doing over here?”
He’d counted three of them so far.
Apart from the heavy machinery, I didn’t know where they were. The sky was overcast, but it was hot. They were sweating, even in the middle of the night.
The other man, who was still on his hands and knees on the platform, peering into the open panel of the nearest loud machine, didn’t seem to have heard him. Nudging him with the toe of a steel-toed boot, the first one tried to get his attention. His boot poked the other engineer right in the most strained part of his blue jumpsuit, right around the love handles.
His head jerked around and up. “What the hell, man? I’m trying to get us out of here.”
Another dark object flashed past one of the tower lights.
“There!” The one standing pointed. “You see that?”
I didn’t know him, but I recognized the accent. Definitely somewhere in the South, not overly far from the Gulf.
Both of them were standing now, watching the sky from the mesh platform as four more whizzed by, all from different directions.
“Yeah,” the other one breathed, frowning. “I think you’re right. I think those are drones.”
“Something weird’s going on,” the first man said, loud above the sound of the machines. “Why’s the plant so damned empty? They’ve never emptied this place for an ‘inspection’ before.”
“We’re still here,” the other man pointed out.
The two of them exchanged looks.
Hesitating another beat, the first one yanked his phone out of his back pocket. He hit the button for his boss’s contact number and raised the phone to his ear.
The instant he did, an explosion rocked the platform where he and the other man stood.
I gasped a little, somewhere inside his mind.
I gasped, hearing steal beams scream, seeing the crumpling of metal.
I watched the two men reach out in instinct and panic. They gripped the iron railing, holding on and planting their booted feet. The first man lost his phone. I watched the glass front shatter as it bounced off the side of the tower, heading for the ground below.
The first explosion was followed by a second.
And a third.
I felt a kind of sucking pressure––of the air leaving the man’s lungs, of the oxygen being sucked out of the space around him, rushing down out of the sky above his head.
A heavy rumble started. My mind flashed to dragons, to winged creatures breathing fire, bursting out of the molten earth. I listened to that snarling monster as it rose from the depths, and fear exploded over my entire being.
I’m going to die.
I’m going to die right here.
It was the last thing I felt him think...
...AND THEN I was someplace else.
Unlike the faraway platform with the strange man, this place was intimately familiar.
So was its inhabitant.
I watched her writhe on the padded table, doctors clustered over her, strapping down her wrists, her ankles. Screams echoed in the metal and glass-enclosed room, and a part of me screamed with her, lost in her anguish and frustration.
Her blond hair was full and thick now, not matted and thin like it would be in a few months’ time. In this brief, fleeting snapshot, it still reflected the real her––a mane as wild as her thrashing limbs and beating heart. I watched her head-butt one of the orderlies who came for her with a syringe, smashing the glass in his hands, bloodying his fingers where the glass cut him.
He gasped, pulling away, gripping his bleeding fingers as he backed away from the table, watching her in fear, awe, even bewilderment.
She hissed at him, fangs extended.
She would eat his heart. She would suck every ounce of life out of him.
I knew her.
I knew her… somehow.
Her pain felt like mine.
Love, passion, death, blood––all of it was her, but not her. The real her and the imposter rolled into one. She hated. Loved. Lived. Died. Killed. Created.
She was everything I wanted to be.
She was everything I despised.
When they threw a leather strap over her throat, buckling her neck flush to the padded bench, she screamed in fury. Anguished defeat filled her, a knowing.
She would die. She would never break free from this place.
> She screamed in rage.
A part of me screamed with her––
WARM FINGERS WRAPPED around my side, pulling me close.
“Hey.” A familiar voice. “Hey, honey… relax. Relax, ilya… it’s all right.”
I was panting. I couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t see in the dark.
Still, I knew him. His voice pulled me back, more familiar than my own.
It was Black. Black was there, with me.
He kissed me, pressing his face to mine. “Ilya… honey. Wake up.” His voice tugged at me, warm and soft, as he kissed me again. “Wake up… you’re dreaming.”
Slowly, my heart rate came back under control.
As it did, I remembered where I was.
Glancing up at the ceiling in the dark, I watched light patterns flicker across it from skyscrapers outside.
We were in a high penthouse, but we weren’t at home. I knew that even before I’d glanced around the darkened room to confirm it to myself, noting the hotel’s long bureau near the bathroom door, the unfamiliar silver and crystal light fixture overhead, the abstract art painting on the wall. My eyes lingered on a pale green divan in the corner by a giant window, and the empty tea cup of mine that sat next to it, along with my book.
Sighing, I sank my head back to the pillow.
Black continued to stroke my hair, his light warm, soothing.
Neither of us had been all that peaceful in bed lately. Usually it was him who woke me up, though, not the reverse. He woke me up in a panic some nights. Other nights, he woke up full of rage. Some of those nights, he even scared me––but only until I could get him fully awake.
He’d spent over four weeks in a maximum security prison. It had left scars on him.
Truthfully, it left scars on both of us. I’d only just begun to acknowledge the ones it left on me. It wasn’t only that he’d been kidnapped in the middle of a damned police investigation and vanished without a trace. It wasn’t only that I hadn’t been there, that I had no idea where he was, or that I nearly lost my mind looking for him. It wasn’t even the horrible stories he’d told me about his time there, how they’d collared him and beat him, how he’d been raped and abused.
It wasn’t even the sheer insanity of the fact that the whole thing had been done to him by vampires, something I still couldn’t wholly wrap my mind around.
No, those were just the facts of things. The timeline.
The part I struggled with was what it had done to both of us since.
I didn’t feel safe.
I knew Black didn’t, either. I knew he probably worried about me as much as I did him.
Watching him change hurt me more than noting those changes in myself. I didn’t blame him for those changes, but I felt helpless against them. Being a psychologist didn’t help, even a highly-trained one. If anything it made it worse, because, like it or not, my mind couldn’t help but analyze what I saw, or draw conclusions from what it might mean.
He’d grown distant in some ways. I could tell he was trying hard to be there for me. I could tell he didn’t want to cut me out. But some things made that next to impossible, at least in the way they had been. He’d grown reluctant to be touched, which was pretty much the opposite of how he’d been before his stint in prison and those labs. He wanted me with him all the time, but that distance remained.
In some ways I’d never felt so far away from him.
More than any of that, he’d grown obsessed.
He’d promised me he would kill the vampire who had done this to him.
He obsessed on that vampire more than the rest, a male named Brick who’d taunted him in that jail, threatened to hurt him, threatened to hurt me, played head-games with him. Brick paid the guards to use the collar on him, then look the other way while other prisoners abused him. He blackmailed Black into going to that lab, where vampires were being kept prisoners.
Black hated Brick to an almost frightening degree.
He seemed to have erased all of his usual rules on means and ends to hunt him down. Truthfully, I was beginning to think he wouldn’t be happy until he’d wiped out the entire vampire race, or found some way to contain it permanently.
I understood those feelings, too.
Well, as much as I could––as much as I could deduce from what he let me feel, and how much he’d told me about where his mind lived since his imprisonment.
I knew he’d soft-pedaled a lot of what he’d experienced in that prison, even with how horrible his descriptions had been. I knew he’d done the same with the labs where he’d been held during that same period. He did admit he’d been abused there as well, mainly by the vampires who had also been imprisoned there, but also by the scientists and staff of the government facility. He’d been drugged, experimented on... fed on.
The human staff had allowed their pet vampires to feed on him.
He’d also nearly been killed.
He didn’t tell me that part. I’d felt it. I felt him screaming at me from that place, even through the sight-restraint collar they put around his neck––a collar that should have kept me from feeling him totally.
Thinking about that brought the dream back to me, in flickers and starts.
Remembering the woman, remembering her writhing on that padded bench, I turned my head, looking at him in the dark.
His eyes met mine, carrying a faint circle of glow, like cat’s eyes.
He was watching me cautiously, the deeper shadows mixing with the light from the windows to sharpen his high-cheekboned face. He was beautiful, I couldn’t help thinking, watching his light irises on mine. It was a feral, almost animal-like beauty, particularly when he wasn’t hiding it behind one of his many roles. I’d always found him beautiful, pretty much from the instant I saw him, but the longer I’d known him, the more beautiful he looked to me.
His expression softened.
I found myself thinking again that he must be picking up on my thoughts, both the good and the bad. Then again, that was hardly unusual with him. He had zero compunction about reading anyone, at any time, but especially me, and I hadn’t made any effort to shield my mind.
“Did I scream?” I asked him.
My voice came out calm, despite my heart still thudding too-fast in my chest.
Brushing another strand of hair from my face, he smiled. “Loud as fuck,” he said, chuckling softly. “I thought Cowboy might come in here brandishing a gun, thinking I was killing you.” A frown touched his lips, visible in the orange wash of the skyline visible through the window. “We’re quite a pair, the two of us.” A faint guilt reached his voice, even as it softened. “At least you never hurt me with your dreams, doc,” he murmured.
I couldn’t think about that, though. Not now.
I looked out the window, glimpsing the skyline.
It wasn’t the one I wished it was, truthfully. It wasn’t San Francisco, or the view of the Bay Bridge from Black’s penthouse apartment on California Street. Rather, I found myself gazing over a much denser profusion of lights, from much higher up. The Empire State Building shone in the distance, its distinctive lines lit in dramatic red, white and blue.
I swallowed, remembering that the colors were to commemorate the anniversary of September 11th.
I knew why we’d come to New York. I understood Black’s reasoning.
He wanted to make money, he’d said. He’d said making a lot of money, fast, would be a lot easier for him in New York. When he proposed the move to me, he’d explained that making a lot of money was phase one, but that he’d started on other phases, too.
He would hunt down Brick’s resources even as he built up his own. He’d corner them, drive them underground, shine lights on them and watch them scatter. He’d use his current company to go after them even as he expanded it, under the protection of his Pentagon pals and his business ties and whoever else. He’d make it hard for them to attack us, by making us as visible as possible.
He wanted to be untouchable.
That’s
what it felt like anyway. Black’s empire and vampire-killing army, with him directing things while he hid the two of us behind an obsidian wall.
The money part was a detail to him. I knew he’d done it before, so for him, using his psychic ability to scam a few million––or possibly billion––off Wall Street was no big deal. He’d swum in that shark tank for years.
Still, this was different, too.
He’d never been so obvious about his money-making before. This was larger-scale Black. This was Black with a sense of purpose. In the past, he’d said, it was more about security and fun, about wanting enough “fuck you” money that he never had to answer to anyone, with enough left over for a ludicrously expensive private jet if he felt like it.
Some of the reasons I sensed were less practical than he pretended, however.
Not that I thought he was lying. But I felt the psychological tugs in him, too, the wanting of revenge mixed with fear, rage, powerlessness. Those fueled him much more than he seemed to be pretending.
Then again, I knew Black probably knew that.
He probably knew it better than me, but I also got why it made sense to him to go forward with his plans anyway.
“Hey,” he said, softer. “You okay, doc?”
I shook my head, clinging briefly to his arms, then to his shoulders. He flinched as I did, but didn’t pull away. I felt the reluctance there, the part of him that still didn’t want me to touch him, even now. Releasing him when I felt it, I bit my lip, laying my arms on the mattress instead.
Even so, I couldn’t stop myself from looking at him. There was a bandage there, on his wrist.
It wasn’t the first one I’d seen.
“What did you do?” I reached for him again, unthinking.
He pulled his wrist smoothly away, sending me a pulse of warmth, reassurance.
“It’s nothing,” he murmured. “Another battle injury.”
I nodded, but bit my lip, wanting to see it anyway.
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