Hiding From the Light

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by Barbara Erskine


  Lyndsey had reached them. Dropping her bag on the old table on the terrace where it flopped over into the wet, she pushed Piers once in the chest with her right hand. He staggered back, astonished. ‘Leave. Now.’ She jerked her thumb behind her, towards the gate. ‘Emma doesn’t need you any more. I can deal with this.’

  ‘I do need him, Lyn.’ Emma had subsided onto the damp moss of the old wall bordering the terrace. None of them were taking any notice of the rain. She rocked backwards and forwards slowly, her eyes closed. ‘I can’t hold her back.’

  ‘Go!’ Lyndsey mouthed the word at Piers.

  He hesitated, clearly torn.

  Lyndsey ignored him. She put her arm round Emma’s shoulders and gently coaxed her to her feet. ‘Come inside. We need to talk. Come in. To Liza’s. Come inside, Sarah.’

  ‘No.’ Emma let out a groan. ‘Don’t do this to me, Lyn. Don’t let her come back.’

  Piers frowned. ‘Look, I don’t know what you’re playing at – ’

  ‘No.’ Lyndsey turned on him, her eyes flashing angrily. ‘No, you don’t. Go.’

  He stepped aback ‘Em? What do you want me to do?’

  Emma screwed up her eyes. She was swaying slightly.

  ‘You want him to go, don’t you, Sarah?’ Lyndsey murmured.

  Emma nodded.

  ‘Tell him then. Tell him to go.’

  Emma sighed, almost rocking with exhaustion. ‘Go, Piers. Just go. Thanks for coming.’ Her words were slurring.

  ‘I’ll look after her.’ The piercing blue gaze from Lyndsey’s eyes almost knocked Piers back on his feet.

  ‘OK.’ He threw them each a further worried glance. ‘I leave her to you. But you take care of her.’

  Lyndsey smiled. ‘I will.’ She drew Emma towards the kitchen door. ‘Now, my dear.’ Guiding her through into the kitchen she slammed the door in Piers’s face and bolted it, then she helped Emma take off her boots and jacket before leading her through into the living room where she pushed her down onto the sofa. ‘You succeeded, Sarah!’ Her voice was triumphant. ‘You killed them! The witchpricker and the man who employed her!’

  ‘Killed them?’ Emma stared at her. Lyndsey seemed to be swimming in a haze. She couldn’t focus on her.

  ‘Yes!’ Lyndsey’s face was triumphant. ‘You have such power. This is your destiny. There is so much you can do. So many wrongs you can put right! For a start,’ she paused, thinking, then she smiled. ‘Oh yes, there are people out there who need to be taught a lesson. To be taught that what we do is real. Paula West is next, I think, don’t you?’

  Emma’s last conscious thought was that Lyndsey had finally gone mad.

  Outside, Piers sat for a moment behind the wheel of his car, staring up at the windows of the cottage. He was not at all happy at leaving Emma with that woman. On the other hand Emma had made her choices. If she had said she wanted to come home with him. If she had admitted she hated it here. If she hadn’t lost their beloved cats. He frowned, his hands gripping the steering wheel till the knuckles whitened. She had made it clear that her life was heading, for better or for worse, in other directions now. That was that. He should go on to Woodbridge where someone was waiting for him who had made it very clear she was willing to fill Emma’s shoes. She was waiting to introduce him to her parents.

  He gave a last glance at Liza’s, then slowly he let in the clutch and pulled away. He did not look back.

  Inside the cottage, Lyndsey was smiling. Sarah had just heard the news her father had hoped to spare her. The story was under way.

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  ‘I’m so sorry, Sarah.’ Anthony Bennett looked down at his daughter gravely. It was only a few days since she had been released but she had lost so much weight in recent weeks, and now her thin face was ravaged with pain and fear as well and he was about to compound her misery. ‘They were hanged yesterday at Chelmsford. There was nothing more that could be done to save them.’ He glanced at John Pepper, who was standing beside him, his eyes lowered respectfully. ‘John was there. He was able to speak to her briefly and pray with her.’

  Sarah stared at John Pepper. Her lips had tightened into a thin white line as she struggled to hold back her tears. He did not look at her. She knew her father was lying about John. There would have been no comfort. No prayers. There would have been nothing but terror and confusion as they tied the old lady’s wrists and put the noose around her thin neck and pulled the knot tight under her chin. Four of them had died that day, all from the Manningtree area.

  ‘Thank you for telling me, Papa.’ Somehow she managed to keep her face calm; somehow she managed to hide her rage, her misery, her tears, until she had left the room and walked slowly up the staircase towards the nurseries where she had been a child. The nurseries where her children would have played.

  She pushed open the door and stood there, seeing the sunbeams slanting in through the small mullioned windows, seeing the carved rocking horse, the wooden cradle, the rag dolls. Seeing Liza, as a young pretty nursemaid as she must have been when she looked after Sarah’s own mother; seeing her as a strong clever woman as she was when Sarah was a child. Seeing her as an old gentle nurse, her knotted swollen fingers chopping herbs, blending creams and lotions, tending the sick with gentle kindness. And then she saw the gallows, the four bodies jerking on the end of their ropes, the lifeless stillness as one by one they died in agony. She heard the jeers and torments of the crowds and then the silence as they grew bored and dispersed, leaving only the crows and kites to tend the dead.

  ‘Sweet Liza, tell me what to do.’

  She didn’t realise she had spoken out loud.

  But of course she already knew. She would kill Matthew Hopkins. She would see him swim or sink, his limbs tied, see his body contorted in agony, see him walk until he hallucinated and screamed his own guilt, and then she would see him die in an agony of choking. Slowly she walked out into the middle of the room, feeling the warmth of the sunbeams stroking through the layers of petticoats and skirts which swathed her legs. ‘I swear to you, Liza. On the lives of my children yet unborn, I will avenge you.’ Slowly she turned round, drinking in the sweet silence of the room. ‘I will pursue him until I have revenge. He will not make me afraid. He will not hunt me again. My anger is too great. And my power, from the Lord Lucifer, too strong.’

  She smiled wryly to herself. She had sworn on her children yet unborn and she was a widow; a widow who had borne no children.

  But already she could see them. See the man who would be her second husband, see the man who with the aid of Liza’s spells she would lure to her bed, who would father her children, who would live with her here in this house one day and watch with her their children play in this very room.

  But first there was business to attend to. A man must be punished for the evil he had done and she would not rest until his soul was frying in the fires of Hell.

  103

  Sunday afternoon

  ‘Where have you been?’ Alex was in the hall when Paula unlocked the door and came in. She looked exhausted. ‘What the hell is going on?’

  ‘I went to see some of the ladies in the prayer circle.’ Paula pushed past him into the kitchen. ‘You know Judith Sadler is dead, I suppose.’

  Alex stared at her. ‘No, I didn’t know. I don’t know anything! I have been stuck here all day with a sick child.’

  ‘A sick –?’ Paula stared at him. ‘Oh God, not Jamie again?’

  Alex nodded.

  ‘What’s wrong with him?’ Already she was in the hall, heading for the stairs.

  ‘I don’t know. He’s feverish. I put him to bed.’

  ‘Bed?’ She turned halfway up the stairs and looked at him ‘Has he eaten anything?’

  ‘No.’

  ‘Oh God, I shouldn’t have gone out and left him.’ She was running upstairs now, two at a time.

  Jamie’s bedroom was dimly lit by a small bedside light. He was lying in bed, half asleep, tossing his head from side to side.

 
‘Sweetheart?’ Paula sat down on the bed. ‘What is it? What’s wrong?’

  He didn’t answer.

  A small figure had appeared in the doorway behind them. Sophie was sucking her thumb. ‘It’s Lyn,’ she said. ‘She’s cross with you, Mummy. She said she could make Jamie sick, just like that!’ She raised her hand in an imitation of the gesture Lyn had made when they had met her in Barker’s shop. Her little fingers couldn’t make the clicking noise and she tried again.

  Paula stared at her in horror. ‘It’s Lyndsey’s revenge,’ she muttered. ‘She’s fighting us. She’s going to destroy us. She has just killed Judith and now she’s going to hurt me through my children!’

  ‘Now, just a minute!’ Alex put his hand on her shoulder. ‘That’s nonsense, Paula, and you know it. Don’t even think such things.’

  She was pushing the hair back off Jamie’s face with small agitated movements of her hand. The little boy’s head was drenched with sweat. ‘He’s got a high temperature, Alex. You’d better ring the doctor. We’ve got to cool him down.’

  She stood up and headed for the bathroom. ‘Go on, call Dr Good.’ She was ringing out a facecloth under the cold tap. ‘That bitch. I’ll see she pays for this. She can’t attack my children and get away with it. You wait till I tell the group.’ Her voice was shaking with anger.

  Sophie began to cry. ‘Am I bewitched too, Mummy?’ She ran to Paula, clinging to her arm.

  Paula looked at Alex. ‘You see what you’ve done?’

  ‘What I’ve done?’ Alex frowned. ‘Stop frightening them, Paula, for God’s sake. Jamie’s picked up a bug of some kind, that’s all. Nothing more than that.’ He headed for the stairs. ‘I’ll ring Dr Good.’

  Paula went back into the bedroom and began to sponge Jamie’s face and hands, feeling the heat soaking into the washcloth, soothing the little boy’s restlessness. She called Sophie to her. ‘Come over here, darling. We have to pray. We have to pray that a great big angel will come down and take Lyn away. She’s become a bad person.’ Her hands were shaking.

  The phone was ringing in their bedroom. She ignored it. She was praying under her breath as Sophie ran backwards and forwards to the bathroom with fresh, cold facecloths.

  When Alex reappeared he was panting slightly from the stairs. ‘I’ve spoken to Dr Good. He says Jamie will be fine. Give him some Calpol and let him sleep. Bring him into the surgery tomorrow if you are still worried.’

  ‘He said what?’ Paula’s eyes narrowed. ‘Did you tell him how ill the poor little boy is?’

  ‘Of course.’

  ‘Did you tell him what is wrong with him?’ Paula shook her head. ‘Of course not. You’re too bloody diffident, Alex! Go on, out of my way. You look after him and I’ll speak to the doctor.’

  Alex and Sophie heard her shrieking down the phone in the distance. ‘My child is bewitched, Doctor! Bewitched! You have to get here now!’ She slammed down the phone. Seconds later she had reappeared. ‘He’ll come,’ she said grimly. ‘In the meantime we are doing the right thing to keep him cool.’ She looked up at Alex. ‘The phone rang. Who was it?’

  ‘Piers. He said Emma is in a terrible state. He was up there this morning and he had to leave her. He’s worried.’ He didn’t mention that Lyndsey had been there too, apparently.

  ‘Is he.’ Paula pursed her lips. ‘Tough. We want nothing to do with Emma. I hope you didn’t say you’d go on one of your little mercy jaunts up there.’ She turned and looked at him. ‘You did, didn’t you?’

  ‘No, of course I didn’t.’

  ‘No. And you’re not going to.’ Paula was growing rapidly more agitated. ‘That woman is part of it, Alex. She and her cats. They have bewitched your child, she and Lyndsey. They are evil. Vicious. They are murderers.’ Her voice was rising hysterically. ‘They killed Judith, for God’s sake!’

  ‘Paula.’ Alex put his hand on her shoulder and squeezed it hard. ‘Pas devant les enfants! Don’t say things like that. Just don’t.’ He was looking very cross.

  She sighed loudly. ‘You’re a fool, Alex. A complete fool. Can’t you see it? Perhaps they have bewitched you, too. Jesus Christ! You should hear the others in the group. They want to go out now and do something about this. They want to get Lyndsey! Pray! Pray your son lives. Pray your daughter isn’t struck down. Pray you’re not!’ She grabbed another cold cloth from Sophie who was standing watching her brother with huge frightened eyes. ‘You don’t realise how powerful she is, Alex. That’s the trouble. She has had everyone fooled. Everyone!’ She bent to kiss Jamie’s forehead.

  ‘Is he better, Mummy?’ Sophie’s face was wet with tears.

  ‘Yes, darling. I think he’s a little better.’ Paula reached out and hugged her. ‘And the doctor will soon be here. He’ll know what to do.’

  ‘If you ask me,’ Alex put in, ‘this is more Mike Sinclair’s department.’ He turned at the sound of the doorbell. ‘That’ll be the doctor. I’ll let him in.’

  James Good had dropped everything at the surgery to come, leaving two indignant patients waiting. He was far more worried by Paula’s hysteria than by the description of Jamie’s illness.

  ‘That bitch, Lyndsey Clark, has put a spell on him. She’s a witch. A Satanist. Please, Doctor, you’ve got to help us.’ Paula dragged him to Jamie’s bedside. As he sat down and reached into his case for thermometer and stethoscope she was pulling at his sleeve. ‘You know it was Lyndsey who killed Judith Sadler? She bewitched her too. It was a spell.’

  James Good looked up at Paula over his glasses. ‘Mrs West, I can’t believe I’m hearing all this nonsense from you.’ His voice was so stern it silenced her for a moment. ‘Poor Miss Sadler died from massive haemorrhaging as a result of a reaction to some medication she had been given. I assure you, she was neither murdered nor bewitched. Now, if you would please be quiet, perhaps I can listen to your son’s chest!’

  Paula watched in silence as the doctor examined Jamie. Only when he put his stethoscope away did she burst out again, her words tumbling over themselves in her anxiety. ‘How is he? What is wrong with him? It is a spell, isn’t it?’

  ‘It is not a spell, Mrs West.’ He stood up. He glanced at Sophie and beckoned her over, putting a practised hand on her forehead. ‘Now, I want you to keep an eye on this young lady for a bit, because this virus is quite infectious, but blessedly short. Jamie will be fine. You’ve done all the right things. Dozens of kids in the area have caught this – quite a few grown ups too, so you may get it yourselves. Rest. Lots of fluids and Calpol for the fever. OK?’

  Paula followed him out of the room. ‘It may be a virus, but she made it happen, you know. I saw her do it. She clicked her fingers over Jamie’s head and cursed him. Ask Sophie. She saw it, too.’

  ‘Mrs West.’ Sighing, James Good turned to face her. ‘Please, this is simply not true and you know it.’

  ‘She’s in it with Emma Dickson. She’s part of the coven.’ Paula was not listening.

  ‘Lyndsey is with Emma now,’ Alex put in quietly. ‘It sounds as if Emma is in a terrible state. Scared. Hysterical even, so her friend Piers said. You couldn’t drop by, could you, Doctor? You can see how everyone is wound up.’ He glanced at his wife.

  ‘Oh, great!’ Paula gave a bitter laugh. ‘That’s it. Lots of tender loving care for the witches. It would be better if they both caught something and died! Then they’d have a taste of their own medicine!’

  ‘Paula!’ Alex was shocked.

  James Good looked concerned. ‘Emma was hysterical, too?’ He was talking to Alex.

  ‘So Piers said. I’d have gone up there myself, but you see how things are here.’ His gesture, aimed at his son’s bedroom, took in his wife at the same time.

  James Good nodded. ‘Well, maybe I’ll look in on her if I’m up that way later. This weekend I’m the only one on duty and I left a couple of patients at the surgery to come here. I don’t normally see people on a Sunday, but this week seems to be exceptional all round.’ He didn’t sound reproachf
ul. Just tired. He headed towards the door. ‘Please try and calm down, Mrs West. Your children are fine. Nobody has been murdered and Lyndsey Clark is a harmless eccentric. This is all a storm in a teacup, I assure you.’

  104

  As the murky dawn broke across the wet fields and the newly risen sun vanished into the bank of clouds, Mike turned back to the church and made his way past the sleepy cows towards the yew trees still lost in the wet mist. It seemed like hours since he had forced his aching bones to run across the field to Tony’s car, climb in and drive up the lane to the nearest cottage to ring for help, but the doctor had come very quickly and arranged for Tony’s body to be removed. Then he and Mike had helped Ruth into the doctor’s car. By then the shock had kicked in and she was shaking violently, but her sobs were under control again as she turned to Mike by the car door.

  ‘Mike, my dear. I want you to have this.’ She groped at the back of her neck and unfastened the chain of her little silver cross. ‘I can’t believe you don’t wear one. Or the alb.’ She smiled. ‘You are a bit of an old Puritan at heart, yourself, aren’t you.’ She reached up and gave him a kiss on the cheek. ‘Stick it on, there’s a dear. Wear it for me.’ She paused and bit back a sob. ‘And for Tony.’

  He smiled and bent down so she could reach, fastening the fine chain behind his neck.

  ‘There. Now keep that on, Mike, please. Remember the cross has huge symbolic power. Right across the board. Sometimes we don’t have time to pray.’

  It was the sign of the cross that had driven Sarah away as she stood over the two fallen men. Her eyes filled with tears again. ‘Sometimes there is no time even to say the word Jesus.’ She looked very serious for a moment. ‘It saved Tony in the past. It saved his soul last night. He is with Our Lord, Mike.’

 

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