by Mj Fields
“Yeah what the hell is that about? I would never do shit like that to you Carly, never,” I really had no clue as to why... I’m done at the shop…”
“No Jase that’s not…”
“No listen, I was pissed over sex toys and a cabby yet I have my hands on tits that are not yours, and expect you to be alright with it. I would have killed someone, Carly.”
She didn’t respond for a while.
We pulled into her driveway and I got out and we walked in, “What’s going on in there Carly? You’re too quiet.”
She sat on the couch and looked at me, “I fell in love with a guy who was passionate about his art. I don’t want that to change, Jase.”
“I do love it, but…”
“I love you Jase. I don’t want you to change, I don’t want you to stop doing something you love for me.”
“I would do anything for you, Carly. Why do you think I feel any different about you than you do me?”
Her answer, “I don’t” was sweet, but it really wasn’t the vibe I was getting.
“I don’t want to live my life for me Carly; I want it to be our life, for us. I don’t feel like you can even begin to imagine what you have done for me. How you have changed my world. I never want it to be like it was before you, no BC baby.” She smiled knowing I was talking about Before Carly. And that was why she was absolutely perfect for me, she fucking got me. I could live like this forever. Sure I could, but her second guessing what she was to me, well it fucked with me hard, and not in the way I liked it.
Chapter 10
I felt like I was hurting him and I didn’t want to, not now, not when he hurt me, not when I was angry at him, not ever. It wasn’t who I was or who I ever wanted to be.
“Jase, what we have, even when we fight is more than I’ve ever had. My Mom was my world and that hurt more than I could have imagined. I thought I was going to live a miserable life, maybe be a crazy cat lady or something like that,” he smirked and it made me laugh and then I realized I was starting to go off on a tangent, “You held me together. You make me happy, and angry and frustrated and happy again. I won’t ever ask you to change because I fell in love with someone real. If I asked you to be anything other than who you are, it would be like telling myself I really wasn’t in love and that is absolutely untrue. That being said if you decide to, I don’t know become a circus clown, a garbage man, or anything else—I’ll still love you.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah, maybe not as much as I did before,” I paused for dramatic effect and his brows shot up and I laughed.
“So it was true all along?”
“What’s that?”
“The Prince baby-- you want me for the Prince,” he laughed and so did I.
Jase tried to hug me and I pulled back, “Not the Prince.”
“No Baby?”
“No, the arrogant, cocky, bad ass, who took me for the ride of my life. I may not have always known how much you loved me, and God knows there were times, Jase Steel… that I wanted to kick the Prince. But who doesn’t love an Alpha bad ass that would fiercely protect his family and the ones he loves, especially one with tattoos? I didn’t think that was my thing but I am SO glad it is. You’re loyal and I may not enjoy the way women check you out, or throw themselves at you but as soon as you asked me to marry you I knew I wasn’t going to be cheated on, abused or mistreated. Remember when we were fake dating?” he smiled and shook his head yes, “Well back then I would’ve fake dated you all night long,” I gave him a wink and he laughed, “You told me I wasn’t a cheater and neither were you. You knew something about me I didn’t know. And if you were just projecting that’s okay-- it worked, so you made me that way. I know you would end something before you started something else. And I know that when you decide forever, it’ll be forever.”
He let out a deep breath and smiled shyly which is not typical for Jase, and I was enjoying it, “I’m one hell of a catch-- aren’t I?” I shook my head yes and I am sure I had the biggest cheesy grin on my face and I didn’t even care.
“I’m one lucky girl. I hit the jackpot,” I exaggerated my smile and he laughed.
I must have spaced out for a minute and I heard him laugh and then he covered my eyes, “Don’t open your eyes, tell me where you are right now.”
“No way,” I laughed and tried to wiggle away.
His lips hit my neck, “Please Baby, just a glimpse.”
And how does one resist that? They don’t, “Sitting in front of a machine at a casino you know the one you pull the arm and all the pictures circle around and around? Well, I’m watching it and there are tattoos, and handmade plates, surf boards, and rapidly beating hearts and then there is your perfect face smiling, dimple winking and all I can think is anyone will be fine, they are all you, the jackpot.”
His hand moved away and I couldn’t look at him he lifted my chin, “If I’m the jackpot you’re the whole damn casino.”
“If I’m the casino you’re the foundation it sits on,” yeah I was one-- ahead now, Jase.
“And if you’re sitting on me, I can honest to God--- I can’t think of anything else,” he grabbed me and pulled me onto his lap.
“Well then, I win.”
Jase was slowly moving his lips across my jaw line and I was not so slowly melting, his mouth moved slowly to my ear and he pulled at my lobe, “Tell Daddy, what you want.”
“You’re an ass,” I laughed and jumped up.
“Baby, get back here the Prince needs his crown.”
I ran up the stairs and as I reached the top he grabbed he and laid me down on floor. My heart was beating fast and his eyes were ablaze, “Can I fuck you right here?”
“Awe there he is,” I laughed at the crude naturally sexy alpha who was now… “Oh God!”
“Not God, Baby…”
“Don’t you dare…”
He shoved his finger inside me, “Who am I, baby?”
“Jesus, Jase,” he was finger banging me into oblivion.
“Nope not him either, say it Baby,” he was out of his mind if…
“Oh Jase,” his mouth was covering me, circling my clit licking and avoiding and driving me absolutely out of my mind.
“Say it baby or I will stop,” he started lifting his head away and I squeezed my knees around it and he laughed which vibrated and I was there right there ready to come and he mumbled “Say it. Or I stop.”
I held tightly to his hair and he slowed and lightened his movements.
“Jase please, I want to come,” I was begging and I didn’t care.
“Say it.”
“Oh please Jase,” I was so there and he was so trying to pull away.
There was nothing I could do but laugh when he sat up on his knees. His dark hair sticking up everywhere.
“Just say it baby and I will give you two, maybe three,” Jase seemed so calm but his chest was rising and falling just as fast as mine was.
I stood up and pulled my skirt down and walked into the bedroom.
He walked in and laughed. He started humming and slowly removed his shirt and ran his hands down his body smirking the entire time. Jase was stripping for me and it was so hot. He bit his lip as he slowly unbuttoned his pants and then ran his hands over his pants and moaned loudly. I sat on the bed on my knees beaming, he was trying not to laugh and turned around spread his legs and pushed his pants down and his boxer briefs hugged his fine ass. He turned slowly, very seductively moving his hips and at this point my mouth was dry and I wanted him so bad. He stalked slowly towards me with hooded eyes moving his hand slowly down his very fine chest. I reached for him and he stepped back, smiled slightly and his dimple winked and I moaned out loud.
“I work for tips Baby, and let me give you one, the magic word is—Daddy.”
I laughed and he cocked his eyebrow and gave me a look, you know the one I get what I want because I can, yeah that one.
I shook my head no and he dropped his boxers and eight inches of steel sprung fr
ee. Hot thick steel topped with a crown. I wanted him so bad and then he pushed the bar, or better yet grabbed the steel and stroked himself and growled and I nearly came.
I had to look away, truly for self-preservation. I closed my eyes and I felt myself right there on edge, ready to go off. He pulled my lip out from between my teeth and when I opened my eyes he was chuckling and walking into the bathroom. I stood up ready to take what’s mine damn it and then I heard him start to whistle and the shower start. I listened to him closer and covered my mouth when I realized it was Beyonce’s Daddy.
Well he thought he had the upper hand and he didn’t. I love my Alpha boy but once in a while a girl needs to take control.
Chapter 12
I stepped out of the shower, laughing to myself. She hadn’t come in. Time to step it up. I dried off and looked in the mirror.
I dropped the towel and walked out into the brightly lit bedroom. I rubbed my eyes pretty damn sure I was seeing things, but I wasn’t.
Carly was laying on the bed completely bare holding something pink and long against her lips. My jaw damn near hit the floor when I realized the fucking thing was vibrating.
Carly raised her eyebrow and looked at me just like she did on my desk, my tiger was back, and she had brought toys. Really unsure if I was okay with this or not and I decided –not. I leaned over to take it away, like it was a poison berry that was going to take something precious away from me.
She put her foot against my chest and slowly painfully shook her head no.
“Baby I don’t think I’m cool with that, At. All.”
She smiled and her hand ran up her body and she cupped her breast in her hand, “As fucking hot as that is I’m pretty sure I’m not good with that either.”
She gave me a devilish little grin and licked the fucking pink thing and rubbed it over her nipple, “Awe fuck no.”
I tried to grab that damn thing and her other foot landed against my chest a little more forcefully than the first.
“Who are you?” she purred calling right to my cock.
“Baby, I get it alright?” I did, I so did. “Don’t ever ask Carly to call me Daddy, or she is gonna fuck the pink thing. Yeah, I get it.”
She rolled over on her stomach and I was pretty sure that thing was under her and I was not fucking having it. I grabbed her and pulled her up and she was shaking, “So help me good Baby if that thing is making you come I am going to fucking lose my shit.”
I flipped her around like a rag doll and looked at her she was laughing at me, fucking laughing.
“It’s not funny, not funny at all.” I was kind of embarrassed.
“Don’t ever ask Carly to call me Daddy or she is gonna fuck the pink thing, you get it,” she was mocking me, laughing at me even and yeah it may have been funny to her but not to me.
“Baby were you going to?”
She giggled, “Going to what Jase?”
“Fuck the pink…”
She lost it laughing so hard at me, “Remember how pissed I got at the mouse Carly? Well that thing is twice as...three times as big as that thing,” I grabbed it I had to know and I held it up to mine.
Relieved, I let out a breath and she laughed again, “You are trying to piss me off, aren’t you? It won’t be so fucking funny when I spank that ass Baby, now will it?”
I didn’t know what she was doing but she bent over the side of the bed still laughing and handed me a…
“Really, a whip?”
“You wanna spank me?” she grinned.
I shook my head no and pulled her on my lap and she wrapped her arms around me and hugged me, “I love you,” she reached between us and grabbed my cock and very slowly slid down on it moving her hips, spreading her tight little pussy making room for more.
It was not very often that we were in this position and never in a room lit up like this and I have no idea why. Her breath against my face as she rode me slowly was so sweet. Her cheeks so pink and her fucking baby blues lit up. She had the most sensual lips I had ever seen and whether she knew it or not she was beautiful so fucking beautiful.
“Lay down, baby,” I whispered against her ear.
“No, please I want to make love to you Jase,” hearing her say that took my breath away.
“Yes please,” We were nose to nose, chest to chest, breath against breath. Lips to lips and hearts completely one. It was dreamlike to see her watching me as attentively as I was her. Moving to what she saw pleasured me, slowing when she knew I needed her to. To hear my groans against her and her moans against me. This was the most sensual moment in my life. It was just us, connected… and it was fucking beautiful.
~
We woke differently the next morning very relaxed, and no rush.
“We are going to be late,” Carly yawned and stretched.
“We are taking the day off. It’s already happening so just take your time, relax Baby. I want to spend the day just like this, maybe go to the beach, have a picnic, watch a movie,” grow a pair of balls, I was seriously loosing mine but here’s the deal, I don’t give a shit.
“Are you sure you we can do that?”
“Yes, and even more sure that since its Labor Day weekend we have four days to do that. When you fell asleep last night, well this morning I thought about a lot of shit,” one being that I was going to start menstruating, “We haven’t taken time for just us. The minute our feet hit the floor, we are off and running.”
“We have busy lives Jase, and a little girl…”
“Who we shuffled off to water parks most weekends this summer. I thought about that too. We didn’t take a vacation, aren’t normal families supposed to do shit like that?”
“What’s normal?” she rolled to her side and smiled.
“I was hoping you could tell me,” because I didn’t fucking remember.
“Well let’s see, everyone is different. I guess it’s more about what’s important, what we hold dear to us. So for us, normal has been about your family. We do Sunday dinners; I don’t know anyone who takes time for that anymore.”
That stung a bit, “Our family Baby, your Dad and the step thing come over, and even Cameron does once in a while.”
“Yours is closer and that’s a beautiful thing,” Carly was tracing lines on my stomach and it distracted the hell out of what I had planned for the day, and night.
“We have to make it about our family. Bella, you, and I more.”
“Jase we do,” she sat up on her knees and looked at me and smiled, “What is going on in there?”
“No idea what you’re talking about,” my day would not be spent talking about the vagina I was now sporting, “I’m going to make breakfast.” And there it is again, balls gone, vag blossoming.
She grabbed my arm before I could make my escape and I had to know, “Baby, do you think …am I getting too…Fuck it,” I took her hand and put it on my crotch, “What do you feel?”
Her face turned red, “Well Jase, I think they call it a penis.”
“Oh hell no,” I stood up quickly.
She laughed, “Alright, what do you want it to be?”
“A cock, I mean a penis is so…I don’t know, like a vagina,” and she laughed a lot. She always laughed a lot.
“Baby, it’s not funny,” I sat down with my back to her.
She wrapped herself tightly around my back and kissed me several time, “I promise it’s not a vagina, Jase Steel.”
“You sure?” what the fuck was wrong with me?
“Very sure,” she grabbed my hair pretty forcefully might I add, “Is this because I was on top last?”
Her voice had a hint of amusement and a pinch of heat, “Maybe, I mean,” holy fuck I was gonna say it, “I feel like last night was the first time.”
She let go of my hair and moved around me and mounted me again, “Explain.”
I looked into her eyes but only because that’s what a man was supposed to do, “I don’t know Carly; things were so different last night. It was you and
me, not you or me.”
She smiled, “We made Love.”
“We make love a lot, like a whole lot Baby.”
“No Jase we Fuck a whole lot,” when she said Fuck like that my newly acquired vag took a hike and my dick chubbed up a bit, I couldn’t help but smile.
“No, I make love to you.”
“Okay so I’m not as experienced as you but…”
“And there is No need for that Baby,” woah, woah, woah--- brake pedal pushed I do not like where this conversation is going.
And then she laughed at me, “You always make me feel amazing, you make me come Jase, like crazy amounts of times and I already told you I kind of dig like everything about your possessive nature. Once in a while you let me make you come…”
“I love it when you make me come, Baby,” dick gone cock returned.
Carly smiled and wiggled when she felt me under her, “Last night it was a very mutual—exchange. Were in it together 100% until the end. It wasn’t us making each other come, but deeper,” that confused me, “Not physically deeper Jase, emotionally. We made love.”
A smile crept up her lips and I took them and sucked, right now I wanted to fuck her but making love was pretty cool two.
So I made love to her and then I fucked her and yeah I know the difference, and so does she. Tell tale sign, pulling my hair and screaming my name.
~
After I fucked the idea I may have a vag out of my head and decided to accept the fact I had fallen past love and marriage and into eternity with the girl I love, which does not make me a pussy-- it makes me one lucky mother fucker. I headed to the store, or that’s what I told her anyway, a guy has to have secrets you know.
~
“Baby the SUV broke down the tow will take two hours and I wanted to know if you would come down and hang out while I waited? She said of course, and I gave her directions.
When she pulled in next to me I grabbed my board and lost my shirt, “I have a suit for you if you wanna join me.”
“You want to surf? Why didn’t you say something I would have…”
“Just decided, I was sitting here looking at the water thinking of you actually,” I pretended to act shocked and she laughed.