Adara shook her head. “That is another tale. And another cup. For now, we have both told one. Drink.”
She followed her own advice, raising her goblet and beginning to drink. Ebon drank from his as well, though not half so eagerly as last time. He could feel it seeping in at the back of his mind now, like a soundless ringing in his ears, an ecstasy longing to be acted upon. He refilled Adara’s cup, and she filled his.
“Xain attacked me tonight,” said Ebon. “Well, I say attacked … he did not harm me. Though I suppose he did, after all, did he not? But not greatly. Not if there is no small red mark here.”
He pointed to his neck, where he vividly remembered Xain’s thumb pressing into his jugular. Adara leaned forwards, blinking twice.
“There is not.”
“Then he did not harm me greatly,” said Ebon. “But he … he threatened me. He told me my family sent him a note.”
“What kind of note?”
“Am I telling the story?” he said, but he grinned to soften the words. “He said … a note about his son. Erin, his name is. His son, not Xain—Xain’s name is Xain. He said he would not tell us where she was.”
Adara frowned, looking out the window. “Where who was?”
Ebon spread his hands helplessly, almost spilling his goblet. He put it back on the table, reflecting that he probably should not have held it when he gestured so. “But he would not tell me where she was, that much was certain. And he said that if we harmed Erin, he would destroy us. All of us.”
“But you do not have Erin.”
Ebon shrugged. “I have told him that—or rather, I told him that tonight. I have just realized that I never told him that before. I likely should have. Not that it would have been a comfort, for he would not have believed me. And it might have sounded suspicious, defending against an accusation that had not yet been leveled.”
“But if you do not have Erin, why would your family have sent him a note?”
“That troubles me. Of course, anyone could have put our name on a scrap of paper. Or left it blank, and Xain would have guessed it came from us, for his hatred knows no limits.”
She looked at him in silence for a moment, and through the fog of wine he saw her eyes glint with appraisal. “You do not think Mako would have done it? Even without Erin in hand, if he thought he could gain something from provoking Xain …”
“The thought had not crossed my mind … yet you are not wrong.” He scowled into his goblet. “I mean to speak to him tomorrow, for in any case I should tell him what happened with Xain. I will ask him then.”
Adara nodded sagely at that, as though it were a great wisdom. Then she held up a finger. “Your last truth was a truth of the past, and I answered in kind. But the truth you have just told me is a truth of the present. So I will answer with my own. Tonight, a boy behind the blue door told me I was a fool for falling in love with you. He said you were a merchant’s son, a goldbag, and that you had tricked me into giving you my services without asking for coin in return.”
Ebon frowned. “But that … that is a lie. I—”
She stopped him with a sharply-raised hand. “I did not ask for your answer. That is the purpose of … this.” Adara waved a hand in the general direction of the goblets and the bottles. “And besides, I gave him my answer already. I told him he was a wool-headed steer, that I had heard complaints from many of his clients about his woeful lack of expertise in our trade, and that he likely received only half of the usual rate for his work. He broke down weeping and fled through the blue door. I hope he never returns. And now we have each told another truth.”
They both took their time now, sipping gingerly at their cups. But they spoke no words, only met each other’s eyes. Ebon became aware of her foot atop his under the table. He twitched his leg. She moved her own in response.
“Mayhap we should finish these goblets upon the bed,” he suggested.
“Are you certain?” She gave him a coy smile. “We both know wine can trouble your performance.”
“That is why I suggest we move quickly,” he said, standing from his chair. “Because you have never seen me well and truly drunk, Adara, and so I suggest you make use of me while you may.”
She laughed easily, and took his proffered hand to rise. Cups forgotten, they undressed each other piece by piece. Again she cared for him, and he for her. Then they took their cups and brought them to the bedside tables, and huddled together under the warm fur blanket. But they did nothing else.
“You did not come here to speak to me of Xain,” she whispered in his ear. Her hand traced the almost-absent lines of his chest. “He found you on your way. Why did you come to see me again so soon?”
He sighed. “I came to ask a favor, though I have no great wish to do so.”
Her hand slid lower. “I am amenable to favors. What do you need?”
“We … I mean Kalem and Theren and I … and Lilith. Oh, yes. We have befriended Lilith. Not befriended, that is wrong. We are … in league with her. I suppose that is a poor way to put it as well. In any case, we need to know where Isra has gone. She is here on the Seat. There must be a trace of her. And you are a lover.”
“Of course. I have many lovers I can turn to. Not—” She giggled, and Ebon snorted a bark of laughter. “Not lovers. That is not what I meant. Other lovers. Lovers like me, I mean.”
He kissed her deeply. “There are no lovers like you.”
“Be silent, flatterer. I will ask them. But I do not understand. Why were you reluctant to ask me this? It is hardly any trouble at all.”
That sobered him, for the answer had been troubling him greatly. “At first my mind was taken by Xain, and his threats. And then … I still fear for your safety, and more so the further you are drawn into all this. If Isra knew of your existence, I do not doubt that she would come for you just to hurt me. And between the amulet, and our mindwyrd of Dasko, and now our investigation of Yerrin, I feel as though peril haunts my every step. And I walk well outside of the King’s law now, though I hate to do it.”
“But you do hate to do it,” she said. “And that makes the difference. Now, you have told me something of the future. I will do the same. One day—not soon, perhaps, but one day—I want you take me back to Feldemar, where I have not returned since I left.”
He ran a finger through the hair on her temple. “Of course. I know not when, or how. But I vow that I will do it.”
Her eyes shone with tears. “Dear, dear Ebon. Was that a truth? You do not owe me another one.”
Ebon kissed her. “I will give you all of my truth, whenever you wish it.”
To his shock, the tears broke, trickling down her cheeks. “One day I, too, may be able to do the same. I cannot yet. Not even now.” Then she pushed him gently back towards the side table. “Now drink.”
thirteen
MAKO [4]
Ebon scarcely remembered stumbling home later that night. He had one vivid picture of vomiting into a gutter in the streets of the city. And the next day, he did not receive punishment for staying out late, so he guessed that he must have returned before curfew. But his next clear memory was waking in his bed the next morning with a terrible headache, and a stomach that felt ready to spill itself onto the stone floor. He threw on his robe and ran to the privy as quickly as he could, where he spilled his guts again. Then he simply sat there for a while, leaning to the side so that his head was pressed against the frigid stone wall.
A bell rang at last, signaling the end of breakfast and the beginning of the day’s classes, and so he stumbled out and down the hall. But he made one quick diversion on his way to Perrin’s room. He stepped outside and went to the place in the citadel wall where he knew Mako’s secret door stood. There he found a stone of alabaster, and under it placed a scribbled note on a scrap of parchment from his pocket.
Morning’s class went slow and painful. Perrin often gave him a disapproving look, and next to him, little Astrea tended to lean away in her seat, so that he guessed h
e must smell like wine and perhaps vomit. But he managed to keep some level of composure. After years beneath his father’s roof, he was no stranger to drinking. And so his class passed without comment.
The moment the lunch bell rang he was out of his seat and hurrying through the halls again, making for the grounds and a bench near the secret door. He reached it and sat, and did not have to wait long before he heard a rustle in the hedges beside him. Mako stepped out of the shrubbery and fixed him with a hard look.
“You are drunk.”
“Not anymore,” said Ebon, squinting in the sun. “Now I only regret being drunk.”
Mako sniffed. “It smells the same. I received your note. What is it?”
Ebon stood from the bench—then swayed for a moment before he could recover himself. He crossed his arms over his chest, a perfect mirror of Mako’s stance, and met the man’s eyes.
“Did you send a ransom message to Xain?”
A blink. “What in the nine lands do you speak of, boy?”
Ebon sighed, feeling his shoulders droop. Mako was a good liar, mayhap among the best, and so it could be that he only feigned his shock. But the look of surprise on his face was good enough for Ebon, at least in the state he was in. “Never mind. Xain came for me last night, speaking of a ransom note. He thought it came from us.”
He was about to sit back down on the bench, but Mako snatched his collar and dragged him to his feet. “What note? What did it say?”
“I did not see it, Mako.” Ebon made a halfhearted attempt to remove the bodyguard’s hand, but gave it up almost at once. “Whoever sent it is looking for someone—a woman—and thinks Xain knows where she is. But he said he would never reveal the secret.”
Mako’s eyes glinted. “Does the woman have a name?”
Ebon frowned. “Not that I know. I told you I did not see the note. Why? Do you know of her?”
A pregnant silence stretched so long that Ebon quite forgot about his headache. But at last Mako released his collar, pushing him ungently away.
“Never you mind, little Ebon. More important than the note itself is Xain’s mind concerning it. He says it came from us, and I doubt anything will convince him otherwise. But if the note bore the name of anyone in the family, he would not have come to you; he would have gone straight to the High King.”
“I guessed as much myself,” said Ebon. “But Xain seemed most certain. Do you think this is something my father could have done?”
Mako frowned. “Once I would have said he would never be so foolish. But he since has proven himself at least that much so. It still does not make sense, though, and for one reason: Shay could never hold Erin without my knowing of it already.”
“How, then, do we solve the riddle?” said Ebon. “Someone sent the note, and did so to drive a wedge between us and the Dean—or, if they did not intend that, it has happened regardless.”
Then Mako’s eyes lit, and he snapped his fingers. “They did intend it. It is one more step in their plan. An anonymous ransom note, sent to Xain in the knowledge he would think it was from us. Sent by the one who holds Erin in their clutches.”
Ebon frowned, trying to work it out. “Then … then Isra sent the note?”
Mako cuffed him on the side of the head, but not, perhaps, as hard as he might have. Still, it made stars dance in Ebon’s eyes, and he groaned in pain. “No, little idiot. The ones behind Isra. Yerrin. They are the only ones who could keep Isra’s hiding place from me this long. If anyone else were hiding her somewhere on the Seat—especially someone like Shay—I should have found her already.”
“Do you have a way of finding where Yerrin may be keeping her?” Ebon felt a wave of guilt as he thought of Lilith. Almost he spoke on, and told Mako of the conversation with her. But then he thought of Theren’s insistence and held his tongue.
“There are many ways, and but none to know which will bear fruit,” said Mako.
“Then I leave you to it,” said Ebon. “Only hurry, because the longer the search continues, the more energetic I think Xain will become, and if it is discovered that Theren holds the amulet of Kekhit, then we are all doomed.”
Mako gave him a careful look. “I have spent some thought on that. There is a way to remove the amulet as a threat.”
“There is?” said Ebon, frowning. “How?”
“We could let it be known that Theren carries it. The faculty would catch her and imprison her—but you, having revealed the truth, would face no penalty.”
Ebon froze. “I … but Theren would be …”
“My duty does not bind me to protect Theren. Only you.”
Rage coursed through Ebon’s veins, making him shake where he stood. “You will not do that,” said Ebon. “I swear that if you so much as breathe a word of it, to anyone, I will see that you suffer Theren’s fate twice over.”
Mako cocked his head, and a little smile played at the corner of his mouth. “How very like your father you sound just now. But I take no orders from him, either, little Ebon. My duty countermands your rage, and your threat is shorn of claws or fangs.”
“But you do take orders from Halab,” said Ebon. He took a step forwards, though he was aware how pathetic it must seem when the bodyguard stood a full two heads taller. “And if you should betray Theren, I will tell her everything. I will tell her of Matami—yes, perhaps she suspects, and wishes to say nothing, but I will not let the matter lie—and then I will tell her how you made me party to the murder, endangering me before the King’s law. And finally, I will return to the Academy and tell Xain all that I have told Halab, and more besides—the truth about Isra, and the amulet, and how you fled just before Isra took his—”
With movements too fast to see, Mako spun him by the shoulder and kicked out the back of his knees. Ebon fell, his head slamming upon the stone bench, where Mako’s knobby fingers held him fast. He felt the sharp prick of a dagger on the back of his neck. Even as he gasped in pain, Ebon held perfectly still, terrified to move.
“My duty is to guard you,” said Mako. “And to guard Halab. But Halab comes first, always, and you have just threatened to put her in mortal peril. And all for the sake of a girl who is no kin to either of us. Sort out your loyalties, goldshitter.”
“They are clear to my mind, if not to yours,” said Ebon. “I trust that Halab would emerge from such a mess unscathed. I cannot say the same for you.”
He heard a snort behind him, and though he could not see Mako’s face, he heard incredulity in the bodyguard’s voice. “You would sacrifice yourself for your friend.”
“As easy as breathing.”
“Be silent. I was not asking—I was seeing a truth for the first time.”
The pressure on Ebon’s head vanished, as did the dagger’s tip behind him.
“Very well, goldshitter. If you wish to live in foolish nobility, it its yours to have. I prefer life, and power, and a purse full of coin.”
Slowly Ebon rose. The motion and the impact on the stone had made his headache twice as painful, and he grimaced as he found his feet. But though Mako had thoroughly trounced him, he still felt a small sense of victory.
“Now then. It is of the utmost importance that you find Isra, before anyone can discover that Theren holds the amulet.”
Mako smirked at him. “I have told you already that I will use my every resource—and I have many of them. We know already that Isra must have used my secret entrance to get into and out of the Academy. I have placed a watch upon it, so that if anyone comes or goes, I will hear of it. Worry not, little Ebon. Your friend will not face the knives of the Mystics. And I will soon remove the problem of Isra from our lives.”
He turned and vanished into the hedge. Ebon rubbed at the back of his neck and shuddered as he felt a little drop of blood. It felt very much as though a fox troubled his henhouse, and he had just released a lion to kill the thing. He had little doubt the fox would die—but what might the lion do after?
DASKO [4]
That night, Theren
went to place her mindwyrd on Dasko for the final time. All the afternoon they spent together in the library, she bounced in her armchair. Her leg would not stop twitching back and forth, and a smile played constantly at her lips. Ebon grew irritated after a while, but how could he tell her to stop? She had borne the greatest burden of guilt out of all of them, and deserved every feeling of elation.
When at last dinner had gone by, she led them out onto the Academy’s grounds. Ebon and Kalem kept careful watch for anyone drawing too near as they went. No one did. Theren had little mind for anything or anyone other than Dasko, but Ebon was afraid that fate would play some cruel joke, catching them in the act even as they prepared to stop forever.
But they reached the meeting place without incident, and there they found Dasko waiting for them. He stood as they entered, and while Kalem stood lookout again, Theren went to him.
“After we are done here, you will forget you have seen us, and if asked you will say only that you went out for a walk on the Academy grounds, alone. When I tell you we are finished, you will enter the citadel. You will find Xain, and you will tell him your head is spinning, and that your memory plays tricks on you. You will tell him you saw Isra.”
“Yes,” said Dasko.
“He should not be so certain,” said Ebon quietly. The faculty had to believe that Dasko was under mindwyrd, and if he were, his memory would be shaky and unclear.
Theren glared at him, but turned back to Dasko after a moment. “You will tell Xain that you think you saw Isra, but you cannot be certain.”
“Yes,” said Dasko.
Theren released a great heave of breath.
“We are finished.”
“Yes.” Dasko stepped past her, making for the gap in the hedge. He was almost gone, almost out of sight, when Theren took a half-step after him and called out.
“I am sorry.”
“Yes.”
Then he was gone.
The Firemage's Vengeance Page 9