Bound by Tears (Cauld Ane Series, #6)

by Piper Davenport

  Jóvin drove away while Austri stood sentry, a look of displeasure on his face.

  “I take it you’ve never had to wait in line, huh?” Jesska said.

  Kaspar smiled, wrapping an arm around her shoulders. “Can’t say that I have, no.”

  He said something to Austri in Icelandic and Austri backed away a bit, but not out of sight.

  “Did you find out what he and Jóvin want?” she asked.

  “They won’t want anything.”

  “Kaz, it’s Voodoo. They have to try it.”

  He pulled out his phone and fired off a text... Austri was no longer close enough to speak to without shouting.

  “He doesn’t want anything,” Kaspar confirmed.

  “I’ll pick out something for them.”

  “Jess.”

  “What? It’s my treat and I’d like to buy them donuts.”

  His response was a gentle squeeze. She grinned up at him, unable to hide her excitement. Finally making their way into the crowded bakery, she decided on a dozen doughnuts, varying flavors, picking the chocolate cream one for herself. Kaspar chose the one covered in Fruit Loops, although he looked mildly concerned about eating it.

  “Live a little, Kaz,” she said, giggling as Kaspar handed the box with the rest of the doughnuts to Austri.

  “Tell me again. Are any of these almond?”

  Jesska smiled. “No almond. I promise.”

  She wondered what it would be like to live without almonds. She loved almost everything almondy.

  Kaspar took a bite and grimaced as he chewed. She watched him swallow and grab for the bottle of water Austri handed to him.

  “Not your thing?” she teased.

  “We’ll go with that,” he said. “A little overwhelming on the palate.”

  Jesska laughed. “Suit yourself.” She bit into her treat, humming in pleasure as she chewed.

  Jóvin arrived with the car, and Austri set the box in the trunk before holding the back door open for them.

  “We’re close enough to walk,” Jesska said. “Let’s enjoy the little sliver of sunshine there is.”

  Austri shook his head.

  “Seriously?” she complained.

  “Let’s just do as he asks, elskan. We’ll enjoy the sunshine at the market.”

  “Fine.” Jesska slid in first, difficult to do while holding her doughnut, but Kaspar helped her with her seatbelt and she finished off her breakfast, full of more sugar than she typically consumed in the morning.

  They drove the half mile to where Jóvin could drop them off and Jesska followed Kaspar out of the car, Austri behind them.

  Kaspar took his thumb and brushed the corner of her mouth, slipping his thumb into his mouth. “Chocolate.”

  “Hey.” Jesska frowned. “I was saving that for later.”

  He chuckled and linked his fingers with hers. “Where do we begin?”

  Jesska led Kaspar through the booths and vendor stores, stopping at a few of her favorites, including Lacework Jewelry, where they always had unique, filigree jewelry. She made him try the garlic fries and after he deemed them delicious, he bought his own paper basket full. They were standing in front of the main stage waiting to see who would be playing when the heavens opened up and the inevitable downpour began.

  Kaspar pulled her through the small crowd to shelter, but by the time they were away from the rain, Jesska’s fries were drenched and so was she.

  Kaspar handed her a handkerchief. “We can always buy more, baby.”

  “If I keep eating like this, I’ll gain a thousand pounds.” She dumped the fries in the closest trash can and then blotted her face dry. “It’s fine. It was a nice treat.”

  “Shall we head back to the hotel and get dry?”

  Jesska raised an eyebrow. “But we’re not done.”

  “Baby, it’s pouring.”

  “And it will probably stop in the next twenty minutes.” She smiled. “We Pacific Northwesterners are used to this. This is nothing.”

  Kaspar chuckled, pulling her close and kissing her as the rain continued around them. “If it’s not over in twenty minutes, I’m taking you back to the hotel.”

  “Okay, fine.” She gave his waist a gentle squeeze. “For now, give me another kiss.”

  Kaspar complied and they waited for the rain to stop. When it didn’t, Kaspar insisted they head back to the hotel and “continue their day off.” Jesska wasn’t surprised to discover that translated into movies, wine, and a lot of making out.

  * * *

  The next morning Cameron was scheduled to arrive to pick Jesska up for church, and she was late. She’d wanted to blow him off again, but he wouldn’t take no for an answer, so she was stuck. She pulled on jeans and a black turtleneck, finishing off the ensemble with knee-high black boots. As she slid her watch on, a knock came at her door.

  “You’re early,” she said as she pulled open the door.

  “Am I?” Kaspar asked.

  She grinned. “Sorry. I thought you were my brother.”

  Kaspar walked inside and Jesska let the door close behind him. He gave a wolf whistle. “You look beautiful.”

  “Thank you,” she said. “I’m late, though, so Cam’s not going to be happy when he gets up here.”

  “Your brother won’t be getting up here, baby.”

  Jesska paused in securing her earrings. “What? Why not?”

  “It’s a secure floor.”

  She frowned. “But Cam should be allowed up here. My family, too.”

  “Not how it works.”

  “Well, can you make it work that way?”

  He shook his head. “But I will walk you downstairs when your brother arrives.”

  “Oh, thank you so much, my liege,” she droned.

  Kaspar smiled, ignoring her snark. “Do you want me to come with you?”

  She shook her head. “I think I really need to go without you today. I can’t explain it, I just feel like I need to.”

  “Okay, baby.”

  “Are you really okay?”

  “Of course.” He smiled. “I wouldn’t say it if I wasn’t.”

  “Thank you.”

  “For?”

  “For always being honest with me.”

  He ran a knuckle down her cheek. “That’s the easy part.”

  “So, so charming.”

  Kaspar chuckled, reaching for his phone in his pocket. “Austri. Hmm, mmm. Já. I’ll walk her down.” He slipped his phone back in his pocket. “Your brother is here.”

  Jesska rolled her eyes. “Yeah, picked up on that, thanks.”

  “Come on. He’s waiting in the lobby.”

  She grabbed her purse, keys, and a jacket and followed Kaspar out the door. He took her hand, linking his fingers with hers as they went downstairs, Austri following.

  Arriving in the lobby, Kaspar handed her off to Cameron, shook his hand, and then kissed her quickly before watching her leave. She gave him a little wave as they walked out the front door and to Cameron’s awaiting car.

  “You used your badge to park illegally,” she observed as she sat in the passenger seat. Cameron’s security badge sat on the dashboard.

  “Membership has its privileges,” Cameron said, and closed her door.

  Jesska giggled.

  Cameron slid into the driver’s seat and started the car, pulling out onto the street and heading to the church on Ankeny. It didn’t take long and the parking gods were watching out for them. Someone pulled out just as they arrived and they got a spot very close to the entrance.

  “Your parking magic still works, I see,” Cameron said.

  Jesska laughed and they climbed from the car. Her brother wrapped an arm around her shoulders and gave her a squeeze, and they made their way inside.

  Jesska didn’t hate the service. Surprising to her, but true, and she felt a burden lift (as she cried, damn it). By the time they left the church, she had a bit of a realization and asked Cameron to take her back to the hotel to freshen up.


  “Are you bailing on lunch?”

  “Not even a little. I just want to wash my face and clean up a bit.”

  Cameron nodded and headed out. Pulling up to the hotel a few minutes later, he squeezed her hand. “I’ll wait here, okay?”

  “Thanks, Cam. I won’t be long.”

  Jesska climbed from the car and rushed to the elevator, arriving at her floor slower than she would have liked. Nodding to Jóvin, she let herself into her room and headed to the bathroom. She’d just wiped the mascara from her cheeks when she heard a knock at the door. She wasn’t surprised. Jóvin would have called Kaspar as soon as he saw her. She opened her door and smiled.

  “Are you okay?” Kaspar asked as he walked inside. “I thought you were going to lunch.” He tipped her chin gently. “Why have you been crying?”

  “I’m fine, I am going to lunch after I freshen up, and I’ve been crying because I realized I’ve been angry for a really long time and I’m done being angry.” He studied her for a few seconds before she pulled away from him and made her way back to the bathroom. “What’s your plan today?”

  Kaspar followed her. “I have a couple of meetings before dinner.”

  She smiled at him in the mirror. “Do you ever not work?”

  He grinned. “I haven’t worked much since I met you, baby. I have things to catch up on.”

  Jesska giggled, turning to face him. “Are you blaming me?”

  “Absolutely,” he said, settling his hands on her waist.

  “I just wanted to be clear.”

  He leaned down and kissed her, and Jesska wove her fingers into his hair. Breaking the kiss, she wiped his lips with a sigh. “That shade of lipstick doesn’t really suit you.”

  “Worth it, though,” he retorted. “Do you want me to walk you down to your brother?”

  “Code for: I’m forming my demand into a question, so Jesska thinks she has some say in the matter.”

  “Don’t tell me you have me figured out already.”

  She tapped his cheek and sidled past him to grab her purse. “Come on, baby. Protect me from the monsters lurking in the elevator.”

  Kaspar laughed and took her hand. “I am but a lowly knight at your service.”

  * * *

  Monday morning, Jesska slid from Austri’s car and walked into the lobby of her office building. She couldn’t believe she’d only been away from her job for two days. It felt like an eternity. After her lunch with Cameron the day before, she’d arrived back at the hotel to find Kaspar had booked her a massage in her room, and then spent the rest of the evening showing her how special he thought she was. He’d poured wine, served her ice cream, and watched Ever After with her, only complaining twice about Drew Barrymore’s pseudo-British accent.

  “Isn’t he supposed to be a French prince?”

  “Yes,” she’d said.

  “Then why do they have English accents, or I should say, very bad English accents?”

  “I have no idea,” she’d admitted with a giggle. “It always seems to me that American films portraying anyone European are done in an English accent.”

  “And this is your favorite movie?” he’d asked in disbelief.

  “One of them, yes. Dougray Scott is gorgeous.”

  “So, you watch it because you think he’s gorgeous?”

  She leaned back and smiled. “I’m not sure I should answer that.”

  “I’m not sure you should either.”

  Jesska ran a finger along his jaw. “He’s nowhere near as gorgeous as you are.”

  Kaspar had smiled and kissed her, settling her closer to him as they returned to the movie. She’d fallen asleep on him again, and woke up to find she was in her bed, tucked in, and without Kaspar. He’d arrived that morning with breakfast, which she could only manage a bite or two of, and drove with her to work, kissing her quite thoroughly before she left the car. She hummed as she rode the elevator to the eleventh floor and then headed to her cubicle.

  “Hey, Jess,” Betty said, popping her head over the partition.

  “Hi. You’re here early.”

  “Yeah, no choice. You missed the drama Friday night.”

  “Night?”

  “Yeah, got pulled into the conference room after you left.”

  “Oh, really?”

  She nodded. “Yep, Tim’s on the warpath. He fired a butt-load of people.”

  “Shut up. Seriously? Why?”

  “Orders came down from corporate. Major cuts, I guess.” Betty frowned. “I can’t believe I’m still here, to be honest.”

  “You’re the only one who does what you do, Betty. I can’t imagine them ever getting rid of you.”

  “Jess,” Tim said from his office door. “Can I speak with you for a bit?”

  “Sure.” Jesska stepped into Tim’s office and sat in the chair facing his desk. She was surprised when Paula from HR arrived a few minutes later.

  “We’re going to have to let you go, Jesska,” Tim said.

  “I’m sorry? Did you just say you’re firing me?”

  Tim frowned and nodded.

  “What? Why?”

  “Budget cuts,” he said, evasively. “I’m sorry, Jess. It’s over my head.”

  “But I just had a glowing review. You said you couldn’t live without me.”

  Tim sighed. “I know. I’m so sorry. You’re amazing. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you, but it’s out of my control. I’ve spent the better part of a week trying to figure out how to keep you, but like I said, it’s over my head.”

  Jesska forced back a laugh. Of course this was what her life had come to. Her fiancé was murdered, she gave up college because she couldn’t hack it emotionally, she was threatened by the murderer of the love of her life, and now she was jobless. Just fucking perfect.

  She stood. “I’ll pack up my office.”

  “You can come back and do that next week, if that helps,” Tim offered. “We’ve paid you through the end of the month and given you an extra month of benefits.”

  Paula handed Jesska a file with her severance package.

  “I’d rather just pack up my things and go now,” Jesska said. “I’m not really interested in coming back again.”

  “Fair enough,” Tim said, and stood. “Let me know if you need me to carry anything down.”

  “I’ll grab you a box,” Paula offered.

  Jesska went back to her desk. A few of her coworkers came over to hug her good-bye once the word got out, and without any fanfare, she packed up her desk. She realized into her second box of crap that she didn’t have her car and she’d have to call someone to pick her up, so she grabbed her phone and dialed her brother and then her sister. No one answered.

  She really didn’t want to call Austri so soon after him dropping her off, but didn’t know what else to do, so she made the call. Austri was sympathetic to her plight.

  “I’ll call his majesty.”

  Jesska frowned. “No, Austri, please don’t call him.”

  “I must, m’lady.”

  “Never mind. I’ll just call my brother again. He can drop me at my car. Don’t worry about it.”

  “Wait, m’lady.” A moment of silence. “I’ll be there in five minutes.”

  “Thanks, Austri,” she said, and hung up.

  Her phone rang and she answered it without looking at her screen. “Hello?”

  “What’s wrong?” Kaspar demanded.

  “What do you mean?” She bit her lip. “Nothing.”

  “Don’t lie to me, elskan. Tell me.”

  “Kaz, seriously. I’m okay.”

  “But you’re upset. I can feel it.”

  Jesska took a deep breath. “I lost my job,” she whispered.

  “Oh, baby, I’m sorry. I’ll be right there.”

  She shivered when he said ‘baby.’ She liked it far more than she was willing to admit.

  “Kaz, it’s okay,” she said. “Really. I’ve already called Austri.”

  “I’d like to collect
you.”

  “There’s no point.” She dumped a photo frame into the box. “You have stuff to do and I need to figure out a few things.”

  He sighed. “All right. I’ll be at the hotel when you get back.”

  “I thought you were supposed to be in meetings all day.”

  “Já. But I’ll be there when you get there.”

  “Kaz,” she said.

  “No arguments, sweetheart. I’ll see you when you arrive.”

  She couldn’t help a smile. “Bossy.”

  He chuckled. “You haven’t begun to see bossy, sweetheart.”

  “You don’t scare me.”

  “I have to go.” She still heard his smile in his answer. “But I’ll see you when you get there.”

  She nodded. “Okay.”

  “Ég elska þig, fallega stúlka.”

  “What does that mean?” Jesska opened a drawer and grabbed a few personal files, laying them flat into the box.

  “I’ll tell you when you get here,” he promised.

  “Okay.”

  “Are you really all right?”

  “Yes. I’m fine. Go back to your meeting,” she said.

  “Austri should be there now.”

  “He told you?”

  “Já, elskan. He told me, but not until just now when he said he was at your building.”

  She wrinkled her nose. “I didn’t want him to worry you.”

  “We can talk about it when you get here.”

  Jesska sighed. “Fine.”

  “Can I let you go?”

  “Yes,” she said. “’Bye.”

  She hung up and glanced around her cube. Empty. Just as she opened a drawer for one last check, her office phone rang and she answered it. “Jesska Shane.”

  “Hey, Jess,” Tiffany, the receptionist said.

  “Hi, Tiff.”

  “There’s a really hot guy in the lobby for you. He said his name is Austri.”

  “Right. He’s here to pick me up.”

  “Are you dating him?” she whispered.

  “No. He’s... um... a friend, I guess you could say.”

  “Cool. Is he taking you to lunch at nine o’clock in the morning?” Tiffany was bubbly, cute, and incredibly nosy.

  “I just got fired, Tiff.”

  “Shut the front door. You?” she exclaimed.

  “Yep. Me.” Jesska glanced around and realized she needed an extra pair of hands to carry it all down. “Can you send him up, please? I need some help getting this stuff down to the car.”