by Maxene Novak
"Fuck, Cece. You kinky girl. Suck on me, baby. Make me cum in your mouth." I hadn't turned on the cock ring yet, but I was glad I didn't. I would have already cum by now if I had. Her neck strained against her cuffs, trying to have more of me in her mouth.
Then Nik approached behind me, his pounding erection in one hand and the dildo in the other. I didn't move but hardened more, anticipating that I would get one of those objects. My anus clenched, eager for the tightness. Nik was his hottest when he played rough with me and he spared no time, sliding a condom on and then pushing his way into me, poking where my ass puckered. God, I was tight, but it felt so damn good. He was already moving in and out of me, holding my hips so he could penetrate deeper. I sighed at the sensation of having my dick sucked and my ass fucked all at once. I was going to cum very soon.
"Harder, Nik," I panted. Almost instantly, he slammed into me, making me cry out from the sudden pressure and tightness of me. All the while, Cece sucked me off, taking me to the edge. I could feel my cock readying itself and I knew my release wasn't far off. Nik growled in my ear and kept fucking me, his hips crashing into mine as he put his entire shaft inside me to the root. After three more vicious pumps, I doubled over, screaming into an orgasm. Cece drank all of my cum greedily and quickly. Nik didn't stop fucking me, though, and kept up his pace, handing me the dildo.
"What do you want?" I heaved to Nik between my sweet release.
"Fuck Cecelia in the ass with this." Then he gripped my shoulders, not letting me escape as he thrust harder. The sensation was overwhelming for me, freezing me on the spot, taking all of him in. I cried out the same time he did when he climaxed and shot bursts of semen into me. I stayed on all fours while he removed himself from me, his muscles heaving around him as he went. Shit, he was a gorgeous man, I couldn't get enough of him.
Cecelia, in turn, was struggling to get closer to us, hearing our voices. I crawled over to her, un-cuffing her and bringing her over to the edge of the bed, resting on her knees, still blindfolded. Her ass looked perfect in front of me. I marveled at it, finally spanking it and hearing her yelp out of pleasure.
Then Nikolas was in front of her, stroking her breasts with his tongue, languidly dragging it across her nipples, hardening them as he went. Her breath caught when he nibbled on one. Seeing those two together was bittersweet. It was an incredible turn-on, making my dick throb beneath me, but I felt the presence of the thought that I wasn't welcome and that Nik didn't want me here. I rubbed lubricant over the massive dildo, being brought back to the conversation I had with Sidney. She wanted to get back together, but I thought I was happy here with Cece and Nik. Now I wasn't so sure, being here in the moment.
Cece's cheeks scooted up against my cock, stiffening it. I slapped her ass harder this time, enough to leave a handprint. She cried out, seemingly loving it. Nik eyed me thoughtfully as he had his way with her. Warming her up, I began tracing my finger in circles around where she puckered in between her cheeks. She jerked a little out of instinct, and I continued to push around her there. Her hips swayed hungrily, anticipating my entry. With one finger in, I took my time gently rubbing around inside her, stretching her. I didn't want her to feel any pain, only intense pleasure from me. I couldn't help but feel myself growing competitive with Nik, like I needed to please her just as much as he could.
"I hope you're ready, Cece," I murmured against her earlobe, before biting and tugging on it. She tilted her head back, still blindfolded, and moaned hoarsely. Cece looked so damn attractive right now, arching her back against me, pressing into my erection and shifting around the dildo. I just wanted to satisfy her right now. Slowly, I pushed the tip of the dildo into her anus, feeling the resistance of her. God, she was tight. Her hands lashed out and clawed Nik's chest, scratching him deeply. He seemed unbothered by it; if anything, he was more turned on.
"Oh, god, Julian," she whined. "It's so big." She wriggled in front of me, trying to back into it. I continued to push it in, slowly rotating it and swirling it as I went in deeper. All the while, Nik was fucking her slowly. Cece started biting her lip and began grabbing at the bed sheets underneath her, her face twisting with pleasure as she stifled another moan. I kept on teasing her with the dildo, just barely pushing it into her tight rear and rubbing around.
I didn't know how much longer she would last because I could feel her tightening when my fingers moved to rub around the pucker of her backside. I began panting into her ear as she took the dildo deeper into her; it was so arousing watching her get fucked by it. My dick was hardening under the sight of it, painfully so. I wanted to be rough with her before she finished from Nik. I wanted – needed – to make her cum myself, not from anything Nik was doing.
I'd already slid the cock ring down to the base of my shaft, and I turned it on, steadying myself from the delight of the vibrations. When I pulled out the dildo from her, I kept massaging her with my fingers slowly and rhythmically. Then when she arched her back again from the pleasure of Nik, I abruptly inserted my cock into her rear and thrust my entire cock inside her. Holy hell, Cece was so tight, and I felt her clench from the surprise and pleasure. She cried out for me then, tearing at the bed sheets like an animal as she climaxed uncontrollably. I kept on thrusting in and out of her, slowly, then quickly. I tried to match my thrusts with her crests of orgasms.
"That's it baby, cum for me, Cece," I gasped while I began to pump into her harder and faster, feeling my release coming soon. "You're so tight, god, you feel so good." I felt her tighten again and I couldn't hold myself back anymore, letting myself go as I throbbed inside her, orgasming powerfully. Relaxing, I slid the cock ring off and felt Cece relax into me then, her back slicked with sweat. I held her against me, enjoying the smell of her hair around me. Her chest was heaving, barely holding on while Nik was inside her, undulating and mesmerizing her into her own orgasm.
I held her by her waist, holding most of her body weight against me, and nuzzled into her neck. Being here with her made me so happy, even if Nik didn't want me with them right now. Then one of her hands slid up to the nape of my neck, holding me close to her face, only inches apart. Her ass pressed into me, arousing me again for another round of ecstasy.
Cece arched her back then, moaning ever so delicately, exhausted, as Nik thrust all of himself into her, spurting vigorously while he came inside her in waves. Finally, he slowly pulled himself free of Cece. I caressed her and lifted her with me down onto the bed. I wanted to massage her and let her fully relax after having her release. It gave me a sense of joy to be able to soothe her, hear her even breathing against my shoulder.
"Hey, Cece, girl," I crooned to her as my thumbs rubbed into her shoulders, releasing the tension, "How you feeling?" I smirked, knowing she was probably in heaven right now after that session of kink.
"Pretty good, I guess." She shrugged into my hands, a playful smile surfacing on her lips. She kept her eyes closed, enjoying my massage. Nik had gone to the bathroom to clean himself up, which I would've done had I known where it was. He left me alone with her, giving me that, so I couldn't complain too much. Looking down at Cece, her blonde waves strewn about, brought me back to Sidney again.
I couldn't figure out why, but she'd been dominating my thoughts since we'd had lunch. My face fell, remembering the mess I was in with her and Cece. And Nik. I was feeling like an insecure teenager earlier tonight, but Nik called me and made me feel like a million dollars. That is, until he began shunning me in the bedroom, letting himself enjoy as much of Cece as he could, all the while restricting me. I tried to keep my breathing even, but it was so frustrating dealing with him. I felt my chest tighten then, heating me when I remembered how I'd basically sent him into Cece's arms. She was here with me now, but she always focused on him. The bitterness filled me, realizing I was just an afterthought.
Sidney told me she still loved me, that she wanted to try again. What was I supposed to do with that? We'd been together for four years, but she always made me feel like I had some
thing to be ashamed of, being interested in men and women. Had that changed now? Was she really okay with that part of who I was? I felt the nagging sensation in my brain, reasoning with me that I couldn't give up on Sidney after all my history with her.
I was still feeling unsure when Nik came back from the washroom then, looking like a sex god in all his glory. His dirty blonde hair was mussed up, but it only made him look sexier to me. All of his European traits were coming out now, making him look like the best exotic treat. I wasn't the only one who stirred at his entrance, turning everyone in the room on.
Cece's eyes fluttered open and a coy smile spread across her face, drinking all of him in. His body flexed as he padded over to the bed, before leaning forward and kissing Cece on the lips. It was very intimate, no longer the primal hunger he exhibited. Nik was gentle with Cece now, taking care of her with his every touch.
"Bathroom's down that way." He jerked his head behind him, not taking his eyes off of Cece as he said it. Indignant, I kept my composure and made my way over to the bathroom, leaving a trail of heat behind me as my fingers slid down Cece's arm. She turned to look at me sweetly, quietly thanking me for easing her tension. When I'd turned the corner, I let all my anger and contempt consume me, marching down the hall to his precious goddamn bathroom. I thought he'd given up on competing; I thought we'd turned a new corner where we could all be together. I shook my head, feeling like a fool. Of course he didn't; he needed Cece like she was oxygen. He was only trying to give her what she wanted, but he would never want me around.
My resentment bubbled, and I couldn't help but compare Sidney to Nik. She was sick without me, trying so hard to be near me again, wanting another chance for us. She loved me and was open about it. Nik, on the other hand, was a man who lived for fucking, but now that he'd been around Cece, he'd become addicted to her, needing her. He worshipped her, even if he didn't notice it yet. But he couldn't stand me and it was obvious. Maybe not to Cece, but he made it clear anytime we were in a room together.
Once I'd cleaned myself off, I felt like seeing Sidney again and giving her another chance was the right choice. Honestly, I'd missed her horribly too. I was trying to move on and let the unhealthy relationship go, but I still cared for her. If she had really changed like she said she had, then that was different.
I came back into the bedroom to see Cece asleep, being cradled by Nik on the other side of her. Both of them were under the covers, looking happy as fucking clams. I swallowed the bitterness in my throat and slid into bed on the other side of Cece. This time, I didn't try to cuddle her, and Nik noticed, I'm sure. I didn't want to lead Cece on anymore if I was ending things here. She didn't really need me anyway, not when she had someone like Nik taking care of her.
It didn't make it hurt any less for me, but I knew I'd have to tell her in the morning. Curling up under the covers, I tried to let sleep come, fighting back the nausea I was feeling. Finally, I drifted, not looking forward to the morning.
Chapter 16
Nikolas had to go to work again, leaving me behind. It was hard working on a three-way relationship when he was only ever around for the kinky stuff. I would be lying to myself if I said I didn't care deeply for Julian and Nikolas. It seemed like, more and more, Julian was around for me when Nikolas wasn't. Yet, after he was at my apartment, my real apartment, I couldn't judge him as harshly as I would want to.
He made as much time for me as he possibly could. He wasn't used to relationships in general, let alone one with three people in it. I was still under the covers with Julian's arm around me when Nikolas showed up next to me, leaning down to kiss my forehead before he slipped out. I was still groggy, but I mouthed goodbye to him as he left for the day.
I rolled over, leaned into Julian and cuddled him tightly. He stirred in my arms, his morning erection pressing against me. My breasts swelled and my breathing sped up. I was still horny, even though Nikolas had done everything to please me, in every way imaginable. My rear was still tender from the dildo, but I was ready to please Julian and Nikolas when I saw him tonight. For now, I slid my hand down and wrapped my fingers around Julian's dick, slowly sliding up and down him.
It didn't take long for him to stir, waking up to me jerking him off. When his eyes opened, I made sure to speed up, leaning down to lick the pre-cum from his plush head. His breath sucked in lazily; he was still dazed from sleep, but he was more than aroused. I began gently sucking just his head as I kept taking him in my hands back and forth. His chest began heaving in reaction to my efforts. I bit my lip, wanting to feel him cum in my mouth, let me drink him. I wanted to make him happy to start off his day, then maybe he would ride me in the shower. I hoped I would be that lucky.
"God, suck harder, baby," Julian whispered, his voice husky and thick. His eyes were closed again, but I knew he was wide awake now. I began jerking him off hard, my mouth deep-throating him abruptly, and his body stiffened under me before he arched his hips, forcing himself into my mouth deeper, spurting his sweet release into me. I swallowed him while his cock throbbed, orgasming. "Fuck, Cece. Good morning." He was panting, his hands flexing around the bed sheets he was tangled in. I laid on him, triumphant, with my legs kicking behind me on the bed.
"I don't think my morning is as good as yours is." I giggled, and his hand slid up my forearm, rubbing it.
"I think mine was definitely the best." He rolled over, wrapping me lazily in his arms, relaxing visibly around me. "Do you wanna shower, Cece, girl?" His voice held an ulterior motive and I grew giddy. Mental images of him bending me over and ramming his cock into me flashed across my thoughts, making me wet.
"So badly."
"Then let's go." He winked at me, pulling at me to follow him to the showers at Nikolas' massive loft. He smiled down at me then, but it didn't reach his eyes. I paused briefly, holding his hand, unsure why. I shrugged it off, not wanting to push Julian into something he didn't want to discuss.
Walking around Nikolas' place was making me miss him; I had to fight off crazy scenarios where he was only using me for my body like David had, ruining me. I'd originally thought after the first night together, the memory made me wince, clutching at my thigh. Julian felt my hand grip his, but he didn't squeeze it back. I rationalized with myself that Nikolas had promised he'd never leave me. I guess that didn't apply to the next morning. Sulking, I let Julian lead me to the bathroom, and I noticed that he was awfully quiet too.
"Hey, you okay, Julian?" His head snapped up, and a quick grin stuck to his face. Again, it didn't really reach the rest of him. He seemed sad.
"Of course." He leaned in close to me, still leading the way. I could smell him being this close and felt the warmth of his breath on me. Being this close did everything to calm me. "I can't wait to fuck you while you're all lathered up and slippery. Don't worry, I'll be gentle with your ass. I imagine it's pretty sore." I felt myself reddening and tingling all over. Flushed and extremely aroused, I hurried behind him to get into the damn bathroom and have myself fucked silly.
After what felt like an hour, we finally stumbled out of the shower and began toweling each other off, giggling about how ridiculously huge Nikolas' place was. Julian had blown my mind again, but there was a sense of urgency that wasn't there before. I ignored the anxiety rising in my mind, chalking it up to paranoia.
"We'd for sure get lost if we weren't together to guide ourselves out of the labyrinth." I laughed, wrapping myself up as we headed back to the bedroom for our clothes.
"Ha ha, yeah." I glanced over at Julian to see he was distracted again, and it looked like he was frowning. I knew it, something was bothering him. I hoped it wasn't Nikolas.
"You okay?" I asked again. I wanted to help him if I could. It's what you did in a relationship. Before he could lie, I cut him off. "Don't bother saying it's nothing or you're fine. I can see you're not fine. I'm also entitled to worry about you if the three of us are going to make this work." Julian nibbled at the corner of his lip, mulling over what I said, thinkin
g of how to choose his words. I eyed him thoughtfully as we walked together towards the master bedroom. Eventually, his head lowered and he took his hand from mine, keeping his distance.
"Well, it's Sidney," he finally mumbled. He was avoiding my stare for some reason. What was it about Sidney that had him in knots and all bent out of shape? I trailed my fingers down into his hand, interlocking our fingers, forcing him to look at me.
"I'm listening." We'd just reached the master bedroom again and Julian made a point of letting go of my hand. I felt an uneasy chill creep into my skin. This scenario was painfully familiar all of a sudden.
"I still have feelings for her." His eyes searched mine, but I felt dead inside. All my emotions had muted themselves, leaving me hollow and unable to act. I couldn't respond to him, so he kept going. "It's been nearly three months and I thought I could move on … I was convinced that I did move on. But she still wants me, no matter what way I am, and before we split, we'd been together for four years, Cece." He turned to move closer to me, trying to warm me. I couldn't register his touch on me; I felt numb. "I can't throw that away out of pettiness. I have to try, and I don't want to hurt you and Nik." He tried to touch me, but I shrunk away from him this time like his touch was poisonous. His hand fell at his side and he continued quietly, "I still love her." He waited for me to speak, but I was clenching my fists, wiling myself to stand tall and hold the tears back. "Cece?"
I couldn't move; I couldn't breathe. I didn't know what to do or say, or even how to process it all. I was overwhelmed by hurt. Julian had only talked about Sidney a little bit since we'd all started seeing each other. I realized that I'd actually spent a lot more time with Nikolas than with Julian. Had I driven him away? Did I do this? I desperately wanted to ask him, but I wouldn't allow myself to react just like I did with David.