"Joanna. Wait."
"No, I won't wait!" My voice rises higher than I intended. "You lied to me, Chase! You knew all along that I was trying to catch the thief - trying to catch you - and you never told me the truth! You took me out to dinner, you flirted with me, you led me to believe you care for me. And the whole time you were laughing. Laughing at stupid Joanna, who was too blind and love struck to realize she was being played for a fool."
There are tears in my eyes, and I feel like I'm falling apart, tearing my soul in two. It's impossible to keep my gun steady, but despite how it shakes I keep it pointed at his chest.
"Joanna. No." He almost sounds shocked. "Laughing at you? Stupid - what? No! Joanna, I care about you. I - I did this tonight to prove to you how much I care -"
"You stole the diamond to prove to me that you care?" I laugh. "I'm disappointed, Chase. I thought you were a better liar than that."
"I'm not lying!" His voice is a whipcrack, suddenly charged with anger. He drops his hands and turns, heading over to his suitcase, completely not caring about my gun. I tense, but he draws forth instead a large diamond. The prop that the chief must have used. "Here. I was going to find you tonight and give this to you. Tell you who I was. Hand myself over for you to do whatever you wanted with both it and my life."
I blink, then rub away my tears with the back of one hand. "Well, I'm glad I came here and saved you the effort."
"You still don't believe me." He tosses the diamond aside and steps right up to me, so that the muzzle of my gun is pressed against his chest. "I think I love you, you impossible woman. I've never said that in my life. Since I first met you I've been unable to stop thinking about you. About your smile, the sound of your laughter, your body, your eyes. I've been - it's like I've been haunted. By your beauty. Your wit. By - by all of you."
He sounds so fierce that his voice is almost a growl. I'm stunned by the intensity of his words, his green eyes almost aflame with passion and anger. "When I was growing up, I stole things to survive. I had no family. I grew up on the streets. When I got older, I stole because I enjoyed it. The thrill. Of going where I shouldn't, taking what wasn't mine. But - ever since a friend died - I've been doing it because it's all I know how to do. I don't want to be that person anymore. I'm not that person anymore."
Chase reaches up and closes his fingers around the barrel of the gun, moving it gently aside. "You make me want to be somebody new. Somebody I never thought I could be. You make me want to stop running. Stop hiding. To actually be myself. I'm sorry if I lied to you. I'm sorry if I hurt you. It was never my intention. And I'll do anything. Anything at all to prove it to you."
I can't breathe. Shivers run down my back. Chase moves toward me and I back away until I hit the wall. He's right there, his face inches from mine, his gaze so intense I feel like he's devouring me. And, oh, god, I want to be devoured.
"If it takes arresting me and sending me to jail, then so be it." His voice is a raw whisper. Its need and hunger reach right into me and set my blood afire. "But I need you, Joanna. I need you like I've never needed another woman."
Chapter 11
I can't think. My whole body yearns for him. I see the truth in those jade eyes. He really means every word he says. Gone is that hidden reserve, that enigmatic depth that I can't sound. I see right into his soul, into the core of his being, and I truly believe every word that he says.
"Oh Chase," I whisper, and then he lowers his head and kisses me. The slow burn in my blood flares into a raging inferno, and with the last of my presence of mind I thumb the safety onto the gun before he takes it from me and tosses it onto the bed. He moves his tongue over my own, tasting, exploring, and my need, my hunger, rises to meet his own. I kiss him back passionately, wrapping my arms around him as he rumbles his approval, pushing his whole body flush against mine.
Chase deepens the kiss, and I feel intoxicated, delirious, overcome with desire. I hear myself whimpering, and feel my nipples harden to the point of aching. I need him like I've never needed anybody before, my fury and pain from mere moments ago transforming into an almost uncontrollable level of arousal. A feeling of intense urgency suffuses me, and I feel my panties growing wet with how slick my throbbing pussy has become.
Chase kisses me savagely, his hands moving over my body, his hips pressing against me, his cock rigid through the fabric of his jeans. I want him, all of him, I want to touch his skin, feel his heat against my own naked flesh, to take his cock in my hands and feel his tongue between my legs. It can't happen quickly enough. I rake my nails over his back, pulling at his shirt, and he breaks the kiss to reach over his head and yank it off.
And oh, what a sight he is. His upper body is ripped, lean and muscular and broad across the shoulders, sculpted by his incredible athleticism and agility. I place my hands on his broad pecs, and then trace my fingers down over his rippling abs, marveling at the perfection of him, how his smooth skin radiates the heat that only shifters can emit. Chase grins and leans down to press his mouth to the side of my neck, causing me to lift my chin and exhale as he runs his tongue up to the hollow behind my ear, then nips the lobe.
His breath tickles me, sends pounding waves of arousal down to my core like riptides surging through the ocean. His hands are bold as they explore my curves, moving up to cup my breasts, squeeze them, press them together and give some measure of relief to my aching nipples. I run my hands over his back, scratching at him with my impatience, and then he lifts me up by cupping my ass, turns and drops me on the bed as if I weigh nothing at all.
"Chase," I say as I stare at him. His hair is mussed, his eyes almost glowing with need. He can see the question in my eyes. The moment of hesitation, of doubt, and he almost growls.
"You are mine," he says. "I must have you. I want you more than anything else." He rests one knee on the edge of the bed and moves forward over me, languorous like the great cat he is. "I need to taste you, kiss you, lick you everywhere. Tonight you are mine. All of you."
His words are like lashes of fire across my soul. My hesitation evaporates. Tonight I am his, and he is mine, and we'll leave the complexities for the morning. He reaches down and tears open my shirt, buttons popping off, and then groans and lowers his head to my large breasts. My bra is satiny black, and he unclasps the clasp between the cups and pulls it free.
"Fuck, Jo," he growls, voice raw. "You are the hottest fucking woman I've ever seen."
I almost cross my arms over my chest, self-conscious before his burning gaze, but before I can he lowers his lips to my left nipple and takes my hard bud into his mouth. I gasp as he works it back and forth, playing with it with his tongue, sending jolts of pure pleasure right through me like zaps of electricity. His other hand cups my breast and kneads it gently, then ever more firmly, as his mouth moves from one nipple to the other.
I quickly begin to lose myself in the sensation, my hands in his hair, his stubble rasping gently over my skin, his mouth hot and deliciously wet on my tight nipples. "Oh, Chase," I moan. "Oh, Chase. Like that. Please. Just like that."
My words incite him on, and he squeezes my breasts hard, pushing the nipples together so he can take them both into his mouth at once, nipping at them in a way that makes me gasp. I can feel myself creaming behind my panties, my need growing ever more demanding. I need release. I need it so badly.
He moves up to kiss me again, and my hands are on his jeans, unbuttoning them and pushing them down. He holds himself up with one arm and uses the other to help kick the jeans off, and then I have his cock between my hands, hard and smooth and rigid. I break the kiss and push him over so that he falls on his back, and then shimmy down so that I have his cock right before my face.
It's beautiful, long and hard, and I caress it delicately, tracing its length with my fingertips. Chase groans as if I'm torturing him, which perhaps I am. I grin at him and open my mouth, taking my time as I run the tip of my tongue up his shaft to the engorged crown. There's a bead of precum there, which tastes salt
y and delicious, and I slowly lick the whole of his head, spreading the precum across him along with my saliva.
"Damn," he moans again, putting both hands to his head. "You're going to drive me insane."
"Good," I purr, taking his balls in one hand and grasping him around the base of his shaft with the other. "It's what you deserve."
"You fucking minx," he says, and then gasps as I take all of him at once, burying his cock smoothly and deeply right into the back of my throat. He fills me completely, wider than any other man I've been with, and for a moment I just let him luxuriate in the back of my throat before I slowly raise my head again.
"I'm going to punish you," I say, smiling wickedly up at him. "For what you put me through."
He laughs and closes his eyes. "This kind of punishment I can live with."
"You say that now." I begin to stroke at his cock with firm motions of my hand, and suck at his head, looping my tongue around it with lascivious hunger. Just as he begins to reach for my head I plunge it back down, and he gasps and falls back again.
I say I want to punish him, but those are just words. I've never wanted anybody this badly. Never wanted to please anybody like I want to please him, never wanted to be pleasured by anybody like this either. I'm feverish, my skin burning, want pooling in the core of my being. As I work his cock, I hear him groan long and hoarsely, and the sound only fires my arousal further.
I pick up the tempo, hands and mouth moving faster and with greater urgency, and I feel him respond, his hips rising to meet me, his perfect body straining as he tenses over and over again, each muscle visible in delicious relief as he comes closer to orgasm.
"Joanna," he groans, and hearing him say my name with that need, without any pretenses, naked in both body and soul, sets me afire with desire. Then, to my complete shock, he growls savagely, pulling away from me, coiling on the bed as if to spring away, and shoves me down, pinning me by the shoulders to the mattress.
His eyes are wide and fiery, like twin pools of flame, and for a moment I'm shocked, almost afraid. "Not yet," he growls. "I'm not ready to come without tasting you. Licking you."
Without another word he unbuttons my pants, and I raise my hips just in time for him to pull them free. His need is almost frightening, but it merely matches my own. He pulls aside my panties, pushes my knees open, and buries his face in my pussy. I cry out as his tongue licks my slit, the broad flat of it causing a flood of fiery pleasure to course through me, and then whimper as he circles the tip around my clit, around and around before diving back down deep and plunging his tongue inside me.
He's voracious, unstoppable, and I feel like I'm lost at sea, my hips rising and bucking, my head turning from side to side, my pleasure mounting and growing as he teases and torments me, pleasures and tortures me to the peaks of ecstasy. I bury my hands in his hair and urge him on, and when he slides one, then two fingers inside me, the growing knot of tension within shatters and I'm almost ambushed by my orgasm, my whole body shaking from the intensity of it.
I cry out, squeezing my eyes shut, and though Chase slows down his movements, he doesn't quite stop, undulating his fingers and lapping gently with his tongue, driving aftershock after aftershock of pleasure through my quivering body.
Finally he moves up to me, taking my face between his hands, and kisses me deeply, truly, bringing me back from the shores of pleasure to the land of the living.
Our eyes meet. His are still afire with hunger, but there's more there now, a sense of tenderness. I reach for him and pull him close, holding him tight, his face buried in the crook of my neck. "Oh, Chase," I whisper.
"My Joanna." His voice is gentle, but the erection that's still stiff against my thigh belies his words. There's still a fire burning within him. "I need you."
"Then come inside me," I whisper, daring everything. "I want you. All of you."
He pushes up and caresses my full thigh, heating me again to the core. Reaching down, he tears my panties away, tossing them aside. His barely controlled lust for me incites me further. "I love your body," he growls. "Every inch of you. From your freckled shoulder to your sweet pussy. I've been dying to make love to you since I first helped you out of your car up on that mountain road."
I laugh, surprised. "Really? You had a very surprising way of seducing me, then."
He laughs darkly. "I wasn't trying to seduce you. Not then. That only happened over dinner."
I reach down and take his cock in my hand. Slowly work it without ever breaking eye contact. "I wanted you that night. I wanted you so badly."
Chase shifts closer to me, so that I can rub the head of his cock up and down my slit, sending shivers of pleasure and anticipation through my body. "What did you want me to do to you?"
"Ohh," I moan, closing my eyes so that I can focus on how delicious his cock head feels as it rubs over my clit. "I wanted you to bend me over the table. To drop my jeans and fuck me from behind, right there."
He growls, his body shivering as he restrains himself. My juices are flowing so heavily that I'm lubricating his cock without his even having pushed inside me. "I've been needing you ever since that night. Wanting to fuck you in every way possible."
I shift my hips closer so that his head parts my lips. "Did you want to fuck me in the back of the bakery?"
"Yes," he growls, hands tight on my thighs. "I could smell your arousal. Did you know it was me?"
"No," I whisper, and then groan as he slowly pushes forward, easing himself inside me. "Though, yes, maybe I did. On some level. I wanted you. Even though I knew it was so wrong. To be fucked by the man I was trying to arrest. There, oh - like that. Slow. You're so big."
Chase goes slower, sinking into me, stretching me with each inch that slides past my lips. "I wanted to fuck your beautiful mouth. I wanted to fuck you so hard it frightened me."
"Oh," I gasp, arching my back as he sinks to the hilt, completely inside of me, my legs wrapping around his hips. I feel breathless, like I'm floating in space, the whole world disappearing except for the sensation of his cock buried deep inside me. "Oh, Chase."
He growls and gyrates his hips, churning me within, rubbing himself against my undulations and ridges and sending swirling spirals of ecstasy through me. "You're so fucking tight around my cock," he rasps. "Your pussy is so fucking perfect."
"Fuck me," I gasp. "I can't take it anymore. Fuck me hard. Now."
My words shatter his control, and he slides back out only to piston deep and hard back into me. I cry out, and then again. And again. And again. Each penetration fans the fires of my need higher, till I'm sweating freely, lost in the power of his lovemaking, in his strength and size. Harder and faster, till my orgasm tears my thoughts apart, and I hear my scream rise up, a cry of pleasure and surrender that's matched by Chase's roar as he comes deep within me. I'm dimly aware of his whole body going rigid as he throws his head back, and streams of his cum fill my channel with his seed.
After an agonizing moment of sheer bliss that feels like an eternity while it lasts, Chase falls down onto the bed, still inside me, pulling me over so that I lie on his broad chest, wrapped in his arms, feeling his powerful heart thundering within his chest. Neither of us speaks. I listen as his heartbeat slows. We lie there for what feels like hours, our sweat cooling, but in truth it's probably more like minutes.
Finally I slide off him and to his side, propping my head on my hand and looking at his gorgeous body. I trail my other hand lazily over his muscles until he opens one eye and looks at me, that subtle smile pulling at his lips.
"You," he says, voice rich and deep, "are as amazing in bed as I knew you would be."
I take a deep breath and smile. "You weren't too bad yourself."
He mock-growls and sits up, kissing me hard on the lips before falling back down. "Not too bad," he mutters.
I grin. "All right. You were pretty decent. A lot of potential. With some work, you could get pretty good."
He closes his eyes, but his smile doesn't fa
de. "Well, if by 'some work' you mean constantly fucking you, then count me in."
My smile fades, and my fingers stop tracing the spirals over his chest. "How is that going to work out, though?"
"Hmm?" He opens his eyes again. "What?"
"Our being together?" I don't want to talk about this, but I can't help it. "With your being who you are, and me being, well, a cop."
He takes a deep breath and just watches my face for awhile. "I'll do whatever you want me to," he says at last. "That was my plan from the get-go."
I mull this over in my mind. "Nobody knows you're the thief except me."
Chase can tell I'm deliberating, and stays quiet.
"If you were to return everything you stole, and promise to never steal again, maybe... maybe we could just pretend that the thief has left Honeycomb Falls, never to return."
He cups my cheek with his palm. "We wouldn't be pretending," he says, and the rawness of his voice makes me feel faint with happiness. "That man is gone. I want to start fresh. With you. A new life. For the both of us."
"The both of us," I whisper, hardly believing the words. He grins, and it's the kind of grin I've always wanted to kiss off his lips. So, with a grin of my own, I lean forward and do just that.
Except. That's when my walkie-talkie crackles to life. It's the chief. "Kilmarten, do you copy? We're moving in on the suspect's apartment. We're calling in all volunteers and officers to assist. Over."
Chapter 12
My eyes go wide and I snatch up the walkie-talkie, Chase sitting up by my side. "Hi, Chief, this is Kilmarten." My heart is thudding violently. For a moment I don't know what to say. Then I remember that I'm not supposed to know how tonight's trap played out. "Did the suspect show up at the mayor's house? Over."
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