And there was a wonderful depiction of bare-chested natives paddling a bungo along the jungle trail from Gorgona to Panama, where moss dangled from the trunks of lush trees and dipped into the murky waters of the river.
Despite the grousing of discontented travelers at every leg of the voyage, Mattie found adventure in the adversity. For once she felt free of society’s dictates.
While others hung over the railing of the steamer, moaning about the roiling of the ship, Mattie stood brazenly on the foredeck, relishing the icy wind and salt spray upon her cheeks.
While they complained about the meager rations along the Chagres—beans and pork with hard bread and molasses—Mattie lured the monkeys out of the forest by tossing them bits of food.
While the male passengers looked upon the Panama natives with disdain, and the few females aboard avoided looking at them at all, Mattie spent hours studying their fascinating gestures and language and physiques. Several sketches of the squat, nut-brown, raven-eyed guides were scattered throughout drawings of spectacular birds and ramshackle huts and stocky palms dripping with rain.
Even the civilized jungle of San Francisco enchanted her with its chaotic tangle of abandoned ships and more chaotic array of humanity—men from China and Africa and Mexico, some vying for a spot on the next transportation to the gold country, some finding their fortunes second-hand, hawking laundry service, gold pans, or room and board to the prospectors.
But for Mattie, a different treasure awaited, a treasure she’d already begun to sample. She could start a new life here. In California, where gambling men lost fortunes and paupers grew rich, where women wore pantaloons and cursed and drank whiskey, she could start over. And this time, she’d find out just who Mathilda Hardwicke was.
Not Hardwicke, she corrected. Harrison. It still rattled her to think about the rash decision she’d made in choosing a husband, sight unseen, for better or worse. But it was too late to do anything about it now.
"I told you we should have skedaddled while the gittin’ was good," Zeke muttered, spitting out a thin stream of chewing tobacco that almost didn’t clear his beard. "Everyone else had the good sense to go work their claims today."
"Damn it, Zeke!" Swede said, whacking his hat on his meaty thigh.
Zeke narrowed one warning eye at him.
"Beggin’ your pardon, ma’am," Swede apologized again, and then turned back to Zeke. "Someone had to stay behind and tell her."
"Tell me what?" Mattie asked politely, though her patience with the two men was beginning to wear thin.
Despite her good spirits, she’d come a long way, and she looked forward to settling in, especially after the harrowing ride up the ridge. It was a wonder there was any blood left in her knuckles, since her nasty-tempered mule had delighted in braying loudly at the most unfortunate moments. More than once, she was sure the beast planned to buck her off the narrow trail and send her tumbling down the treacherous gorge.
But she’d arrived, safe and sound. She’d made it to California, to the land of gold, despite all odds. She’d escaped the cholera, which had claimed a number of sea-faring Argonauts like herself. She’d managed to subsist well enough on the spare rations on the voyage, though by the looseness of her dress, she was probably closer to the size of her lissome cousins than she’d ever been. She’d survived the conniving of a murderous mule. And though the voyage had cost far more than she’d expected, she’d had enough coin left over to launder her dirty clothing in Sacramento before her arrival, so she could greet her husband-to-be looking like a proper lady.
But where was he? True, she was surrounded by about all her senses could take in at the moment, what with the lovely clearing, redolent of pine, and its darling creek running past all those quaint little storehouses. But she was eager to see Paradise Bar proper, and she was anxious to meet her husband-to-be, to see his farm or wherever it was he’d had the altercation with the bucket.
"Maybe we should just show her, Swede," Zeke said.
"Shit...shoot, you old fool." Swede tugged his hat back down over his ears and kicked awkwardly at the dirt. "You can’t just..."
They cut their quibbling short when they heard someone coming through the trees. Mattie squinted in the direction of the noise, against the orange light of the setting sun. She could make out the silhouettes of a pack of men, pickaxes slung across their shoulders, hats slanted atop their heads. They kicked up little clouds of rust-colored dust as they came, their noisy arrival punctuated by barks of laughter and the clank of gold pans.
Mattie straightened and nervously chewed at her bottom lip. He must be with them, she thought—her new husband. Her eyes flickered over the band of prospectors, searching for the face she’d drawn in her mind a hundred times.
The lead man stopped abruptly when he saw her, and all the others bungled into him, tainting the air with clattering tools and cussing. Then they grew quiet, keeping their distance, but spreading across the path so everyone could get a good look at her. A few of them had the presence of mind to doff their hats.
They were the sorriest bunch of souls Mattie had ever laid eyes on. Their clothes were filthy. Most of them were soaking wet from the thighs down, and their march through the dust had made a muddy, brick-colored mess of their pants and knee-high boots. Their wrinkled shirts bore dark sweat stains along the collars and deep under the arms, and their hats were as lumpy as the crust of an overstuffed pie. Those who could grow beards had done so, it seemed, with nary a scissor or comb to keep them the least bit presentable.
"Well, don’t just stand there like a bunch of no-counts," Swede scolded. "Where’s your manners?"
Mattie froze to the spot, though she wanted to turn and run. She’d just as soon not move an inch closer to the growing mob. If they looked that foul, God only knew what they smelled like.
But her father had raised no shrinking violet, to faint away at the slightest insult to her sensibilities. After all, Lawrence Hardwicke had rubbed elbows with pirates and ruffians and all manner of savages. If he could do it, so could she.
Summoning up a brave smile and holding her breath, she stepped forward to greet her new neighbors, feeling as out of place as a mouse in the parlor. "How do you do?"
They only stared at her, silent, awestruck, as if she’d just stepped off of a cloud into their midst. There were about two dozen in all, mostly young men, a few old enough to be grandfathers, a couple of olive-skinned lads, a man as black as a crow, and one who looked suspiciously female.
"Well, dang it," Swede said, crossing powerful forearms across his belly. "Ain’t anyone gonna say hello? Where’s Frenchy?"
"At your service." A handsome, stubble-chinned man with a feather in his hat stepped forward like an elegant fop asking her to dance. He took her gloved hand in his callused one, roguishly winked one of his brandy-brown eyes, and bent over it with the suggestion of a kiss. "Allow me to apologize for these mannerless pigs," he said, his voice thick with a French accent. "I am Lucien Lafayette, ma cherie, known as Frenchy to mes amis. Welcome...to our little slice...of Paradise." He seemed surprised and pleased with his awful rhyme, and Mattie had to smile.
"Thank you," she murmured.
Frenchy lifted one brow in challenge to the rest, and they edged forward to make her acquaintance.
She met young Billy and Bobby Cooper, whose hands shook as they tipped their hats, Jasper Colton, who looked as dangerous as a gunslinger, and Red Boone, who sported a fiery beard. She met two Welshmen who gave her a Gaelic greeting she couldn’t decipher. Four strapping lads introduced themselves as the Campbells. Amos, the black man, contented himself with a polite, but cautious nod. And Granny, the only other woman in the camp, showed her with a stern glare that there’d be no feminine camaraderie between the two of them.
She met them all and remembered about a quarter of their names. None of them were Dr. James Harrison. She was about to inquire yet again as to her husband’s whereabouts when out of one of the less dilapidated shacks stepped a natt
ily-dressed man.
Dr. Harrison. It had to be. He was somewhat shorter than she expected, but he was well-groomed, as a physician should be, with a neat brown mustache and close-trimmed hair. His black coat was only slightly dusty, and the derby perched on his head gave him a jaunty air. She could see by the wrinkles about his eyes that he was a cheery man, a kindly man, and she breathed a silent sigh of relief.
He raised his brows in greeting and tugged down his vest before stepping off of the makeshift porch.
"Ah, ye must be Miss Mathilda Hardwicke then." The man’s brogue was as thick as Irish mist. "I’m Tom Cooligan, mum, pleased ta meet ye."
Mattie hoped her disappointment didn’t show. So far, Tom was the only man who even slightly resembled the husband she’d sketched for herself.
‘Tis sorry I am ye’ve come so late," he said, his eyes taking on a melancholy cast, "but I hope ye’ll be likin’ my work."
She frowned. What did he mean?
He caught her by the crook of the arm and led her back toward the shack, chattering away. The rest of the town, apparently unwilling to be left out of the excitement, trailed after them.
"Ye see, we’ve a shortage o’ real tradesmen here in the camp, so I’ve become the local barber."
Ah, he must have given the groom a fresh shave and haircut in her honor.
"Though, sad ta say," Tom continued, "my barberin’ talents are seldom called upon by this sorry lot."
"Uh, Tom..." Swede interjected.
"Well, all right," Tom allowed. "Swede here comes once a week, on Tuesday, ta have his shave, but the rest of ‘em—“
"Tom!" Swede blurted out.
The Irishman waved him away and opened the door of the little shed.
"Ye know, mum," he confided, "we don’t usually go ta so much trouble, but what with ye comin’ an’ all, an’ tomorra bein’ Sunday..."
He swung the door wide and ushered her in.
"Anyway, I hope ye like what I’ve done with him."
Mattie looked up and froze in her tracks.
She could honestly say she liked almost everything about her husband-to-be. He looked remarkably like the drawing she’d made. He was good-sized, not too plump, not too spare. He had a thin, but freshly cut crop of chestnut hair and a tastefully scissored mustache. His face, though weathered a bit from exposure to the elements, was not overly ruddy, and his hands were suitable to his profession, pale and slender. He was attired in a black, embroidered silk waistcoat with a fairly clean white shirt, along with creased pants, a well-tailored cloth coat, and boots so shiny she could almost see her reflection in them.
He was perfect. Tom had done an admirable job. In fact, the only thing she didn’t like about Dr. James Harrison was the fact that he was as dead as a doornail.
CHAPTER 4
Stupefied, Mattie blinked at the Irishman, who seemed poised for some compliment from her. But she couldn’t speak, couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. Dawning reality slowly squeezed the hope from her like a cider press crushing juice from apples.
Of all the things that could have gone wrong, this one she hadn’t considered. She’d tossed on Atlantic seas wild enough to tear a hole in a vessel as easy as a thumb in pie. She’d watched men die in a matter of hours from jungle cholera. She’d rowed beside ravenous crocodiles, slapped at disease-bearing mosquitoes, and suffered a belligerent mule that could have sent her sliding down a mountain to her death. Yet she’d bucked up, faced it all bravely, and survived. To what end?
Her reward was gone. Mattie the Argonaut had fought her way past peril and misfortune, only to have her Golden Fleece vanish into thin air.
"Is she gonna faint?" Zeke asked, narrowing his eyes for a closer look.
That snapped Mattie out of her paralysis. No, she wouldn’t faint. After all, she was her father’s daughter. But a sudden rush of panic so engulfed her that her legs turned to custard, and she felt an overwhelming need to sit down.
"Oh, lass, didn’t ye know?" the Irishman asked gently. Then he cuffed the tall Swede. "Didn’t ye tell her, ye big lummox?"
Swede glared at the smaller man, then guided Mattie by the elbow back outside through the crowded doorway, towards a three-legged stool tottering on the lean-to’s makeshift porch.
"Give her some air, boys," he said, motioning the others back. He sat her down and fanned her face with his big black hat. "You gonna be all right, ma’am?"
She nodded and closed her eyes, envisioning the newspaper advertisement she’d answered a lifetime ago, curling and burning, till there was nothing left but ash.
Dear God—what had she done? She had no money. She knew no trade. And now, she was no man’s wife. She was a stranger here—to the people, to the land, to prospecting. She’d gambled everything on her new life, never imagining that in one fell swoop, one fatal twist of fate, it could be lost.
"She looks kinda peaked to me," Zeke said, spewing a stream of tobacco juice onto the planks at the edge of the porch.
"Aw, hell," Swede said, then amended, "heck."
Frenchy snapped his fingers smartly. "Someone fetch her something to drink, no?"
All the prospectors moved to lend assistance, but it was the sour-faced old woman who grubbed around in her pack and found a half-empty brown bottle first. She uncorked it and gave the lip a vigorous scrubbing with her dirty sleeve. "Take a slug o’ this, honey. It’ll make you right as rain."
Mattie eyed the dirty vessel with its mysterious contents. Then her gaze flickered over the faces of the residents of Paradise Bar. They stared at her with a mixture of emotions—some scornful, some challenging, a few awestruck, but most concerned. They were as ragtag a band as Robin Hood’s merry men and as filthy as barnyard pigs. But in this untamed country of rushing rivers and plunging gorges, where a person had to eke out a living from the raw elements of the earth, they were all she had. She couldn’t afford to offend them.
She steeled herself to take the bottle. It couldn’t be that bad. The spirits she could smell even at this distance would kill anything harmful. And she’d nursed brandy before, which was strong, but not unpleasant. With a brief smile of thanks, she grabbed the bottle. Upending it, she downed a fortifying gulp.
And almost spit it right back out in a most unladylike fashion. Instead, she choked it down, and the liquid seared a fiery path down her throat, stealing her breath. Her eyes teared up, and her face flushed hot.
Strong didn’t describe the brew. A far cry from the smooth cognac she’d sipped in ladies’ parlors, it seemed a closer cousin to the noxious potions concocted in chemist shops.
But she was unwilling to disappoint the scruffy miners that gathered about her with hopeful stares.
"Thank you," she gasped when she was finally able to draw breath, handing the bottle back with perhaps more enthusiasm than was polite.
One of the Campbell boys shuffled shyly forward, his hands stuffed into the waistband of his trousers. "Is there anything else we can get you, ma’am?"
She glanced up at the lad. Yes, she thought childishly. There was something he could get her. He could get her a ticket home. Or he could find her another husband, only one far more refined than any of the filthy wretches she’d met thus far. And while he was at it, he may as well bring her parents back to life. A lump closed her raw throat, and the earnest expression in the boy’s amber eyes almost made her dissolve into tears.
"No," she answered instead, "thank you."
"I brung your bag, ma’am," another Campbell boy said, lifting her satchel onto the planks.
She gave him a brief, grateful smile.
Tom came from inside the lean-to, stepping onto the porch and circling the rim of his doffed derby with nervous fingers. "I’m terrible sorry, lass, fer springin’ it on ye like that. I was led ta believe ye knew." He cast Swede a pointed glare. "If ye’d like, we can keep the doc in state fer...well, fer a day or two at most, considerin’ the warm weather..."
"No!" Mattie blurted out, then amended, "That is, I’d prefer
he found his peace as soon as possible." The last thing she wanted was to closet herself with a dead man she didn’t even know. "If you don’t mind," she added diplomatically.
"Not at all," Tom assured her. "We’ll see him buried first thing tomorra. ‘Tis often better ta do these things quickly," he said with a wink, perching his derby atop his black curls, "leave yer past behind ye."
Leave her past. That’s what she’d done. But now her future lay just as empty. She looked at the carpetbag at her feet. Everything she owned was inside it. That was her life now. Her pampered world of ladies’ teas and downy quilts and carriage rides was gone. And there was nothing in that bag to sustain her in this uncivilized and unforgiving land.
Aunt Emily had warned Mattie about her foolhardy dreams, told her she spent too much time with her head in the clouds. Here was proof. She’d journeyed west on the scrap of such a dream, on a promise scrawled on a piece of notepaper that was no more substantial now than the wind. Only this time, it wasn’t just a frown or a harsh word she’d earned for her impetuousness. This time she’d lost everything.
"You ain’t gonna cry, are you?" the old woman asked, her face puckered in disgust.
That was precisely what Mattie wanted to do. But now, of course, she wouldn’t, not for the world. There was one thing she hadn’t lost after all—her pride.
"Don’t you worry none," Swede said, giving her an awkward pat on the shoulder. "Me and the boys decided, what with you being just the one day shy of becomin’ the doc’s wife, why, there wasn’t no reason you couldn’t just go right ahead and take over his claim and all."
Mattie looked at them uncertainly. Some looked less content than others about that decision, and, honestly, Mattie didn’t have the vaguest idea what she would do with a gold claim. But it was something, some small piece of earth in this vast wilderness.
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