by Alice Ward
I reached for the fuzzy shawl draped over the arm of the couch and buried my fingers in it.
“So, fueled by rage and ridiculousness, I waited for them to come back out. When they didn’t, my imagination went wild with the things they could be doing. In a red-hot fit of jealousy, I went outside and keyed his new truck. He’d only had it a week, and it was shiny and black. I scratched my key from the front bumper to the back on the passenger’s side. I thought of it as akin to pissing on my side of his vehicle.”
Lucas was watching me with assessing eyes, and I realized that I wasn’t as squeaky clean as I thought I was.
“As soon as I did it, I felt great, but the next morning, I felt like a serial killer, especially when I ran into him in the hall later, and he introduced me to his beautiful cousin. Oh my god, I felt like such a shit, but I couldn’t bring myself to tell him. We continued dating, and I kept the knowledge of what I’d done to myself, though it was a stone around my neck. I knew he was angry about the keying because he talked about it every time we took his truck out. At first, it pierced my heart, and I almost told him, but ended up keeping my mouth shut.”
I guessed it was the reason I wrote guys off for a while. Cause he really had been cheating in my face. I’d seen it and still gone on obliviously.
“About a month later, I saw him with another girl. This one was also knockout gorgeous, and also a cousin. It didn’t take me long to realize he was cheating on me, had been for a long time. And not with cousins. I broke up with him and moved out of my apartment. He never knew who keyed his car, but when I found out he was really cheating on me, it actually felt good that I’d done it. I’m horrible, I know.”
And there it was, the worst thing I’d done to anyone. Telling the secret felt like a load of bricks had lifted off my chest. When I looked up, the bricks smashed over my head as I stared at the blank faces looking back at me.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Lucas
I loved her breezy attitude toward things. She was a complete optimist, nothing daunted her. While she wasn’t solid in her assessment of me or the situation, she trusted herself enough to know when to stay or quit. I didn’t think she had any idea how strong she was, which made her more alluring and less like any woman I’d ever dated.
Confessing a secret was not fun, and my palms were still a little sweaty after the fact. Ava’s secret of a mild vengeance against an asshole made mine nearly criminal. Well, I guess it was criminal, but it was ten years ago — there had to be a statute of limitations protecting me at this point.
Needless to say, I wasn’t looking forward to Ava’s reaction after I’d confessed to being such a jerk. However, that one incident didn’t define me.
Okay, so there were other jerky things that did define me. I could see my uncle’s plan unfolding now and wondered what the endpoint of the whole thing would be. I wasn’t sure I wanted to know. The one thing I did know, this wasn’t just going to be about the sex.
Riding up the elevator with Ava, I was silent, mentally torn between justifying my past behavior and pressing her against the wall and wrapping her legs around my waist. Did this damn elevator have a camera? I looked around, and by the time I was certain there wasn’t one, the damn thing stopped and Ava stepped off.
In our suite, sitting on the foyer table was a little box wrapped in shimmering red paper with a white bow. The card on the top read “CHALLENGE #4.” Sitting next to the box was a silver tray laden with a single red rose, a plate of chocolates, strawberries, and melted chocolate in a mini fondue.
Ava looked at me, her eyebrows raised. “A third challenge in one day? This is moving fast.”
We stared at it, neither of us too excited to rip into it and risk humiliation.
“Nothing, so far, has been as I’d expected.” Her blue eyes lingered on the box as if she could see through it for a peek if she looked long enough.
“Are you ready for this?” I tried to sound casual, but my voice came out tight, wound up. Like the rest of me. Please, let it say I can touch her.
“I think so.” Her note of hesitation told me the last challenge had erased the moment we’d had in the snow.
“About downstairs, the secret.”
Her eyes moved to mine, and it was as if I heard something deep inside me I didn’t even know was broken click back into place. I’d never been sorry for what I’d done, had moved through business ruthlessly, sometimes playing it just above illegal. With her looking at me, I suddenly wanted to be better than that. Wanted to be someone she would respect.
“It’s okay. We all do things we aren’t proud of.”
I stepped closer to her but kept my hands at my sides. “It’s not okay. Doing business in an unethical manner isn’t something I’ve reflected on much. I am now.”
Her eyes searched mine, and I could see tiny fragments of gray and gold in hers, like sparkles embedded in the irises. Beautiful.
She nodded. “I hope you know I’d never key your car.”
I laughed, delighted at the way she’d changed our serious mood to lighthearted. I’d have to watch it, or I could get used to being with her and not want to give her up when this was over.
“I trust you.” Did I? I wanted to. I nodded at the box. “Let’s do it.” She smiled, nodding her head at my double meaning, while I prayed doing it was exactly what we’d be tasked to do.
She handed me the box, which I ripped open. Inside, there was a card with the usual foo-foo hearts around the edges and a little red kitchen timer. I read the embossed words out loud:
CHALLENGE #4
Wine and Dine
I sighed, my body both relaxing and becoming ultra-aware of the woman standing next to me. I could smell her sweet scent, hear her rapid breaths.
“Is that it?” Ava squeaked.
I tilted the card so we could both read it.
The ladies will lead the seduction tonight. Dinner will begin at seven, after you’ve prepared it together. You’re forbidden to touch each other until after dinner.
Start the timer at seven to begin the two-hour hands off/seduction/dinner time. The women may seduce the men without touching them, and after the bell rings you may begin your evening together.
Have fun and good luck with this challenge.
Please place your vote for the worst secret in the envelope provided and slide it under the door.
When I was finished reading the note, I looked at Ava, but her eyes were lowered to the floor. As soon as she felt my gaze upon her, she lifted them and took a deep breath. I couldn’t think of anything I’d like better than watching Ava seduce me.
“Even though I think you had the worst secret, I don’t think you’re the worst person.” Her playful countenance was back, and I could tell that if she was nervous, she was also excited.
The tension that had begun winding up in my balls since the moment she entered the chalet gripped me in a tight fist. “Yeah, I’d be voting me too.” I dropped my head a little for effect.
“You should.” Her voice was scolding but playful. “I wonder if the worst one gets a prize or a punishment.”
I almost dropped the pen as I wrote my own name on the voting card. Knowing my uncle, it would be a punishment. Punish me, please. A fine sweat popped out on my forehead. “I’ll take the heat for you.” I sealed it in the red envelope along with hers and did as instructed.
“Hmm.” She looked like she was trying to imagine what kind of punishment it would be, and I knew without a doubt from the innocent expression on her face that she had never been pussy whipped with a tassel or restrained with her ass in the air. She most likely believed that good concurred evil and nefarious acts only happened in the movies and really bad neighborhoods.
“I’m not proud of what I did. I was ravenous for a great job, and I was stupid.”
“The best of us make mistakes. It’s what we learn from them that counts.” Her sultry lips tipped up into a smile as she took my hand in hers and gave it a squeeze. “What do you want t
o do now?”
Her question was innocent, but I had so many devious answers.
“Can’t do what I want to do, but how about we get out of these wet clothes and freshen up?”
“Sounds good.”
I took the bathroom in the utility hall and gave her the master. I wanted her in my shower, but it would be too tempting, and I wasn’t sure we could keep it down enough for the audio in the outer part of the penthouse not to pick it up.
“Just a few more hours,” I told my cock as I prepared him for tonight.
Dressed, I stepped into the hall to the sound of her laughter. Following it, I discovered her inside her enormous closet, wrapped in a fluffy white robe and rifling through a rack of garment bags. When she saw me, she held up a uniquely cut red down coat and a skimpy see-through nightgown and robe.
I felt myself swell as I imagined her wearing the nightie.
“I can’t find anything casual, but this is amazing! My designs, custom-made.” She sighed and clasped the nightgown to her chest, giving me a better visual with her standing there in a robe.
I gripped the doorframe to make myself stay where I was.
“This must be part of the challenge,” I muttered to myself.
She shook the see-through number. “This, you weren’t supposed to see.”
“I, personally, really like that.” I deliberately licked my lips, which had her diving deeper into the rack of clothes until she found what she needed. It was going to be fun to introduce her to my way of pleasure, watch her blush, then get over her embarrassment and beg for more.
My insides were in a knot as she skipped into the bathroom to change. When she reemerged, she looked beautiful and confident dressed in thick leggings and a sweater that kissed her ass. What a magnificent woman.
I had to admit, I was jealous when she’d mentioned a prior boyfriend even though it sounded like she’d moved on. There must’ve been other boyfriends, possibly even a current one. When this much money was at stake, a lot of women would lie about their relationship status, but surprisingly, Ava didn’t seem like the type to lie for money.
Since we had so much time to kill before touching was on the board, I figured I’d ask about the men in her life. We both grabbed our jackets and some hot tea and sat outside on the terrace, even though it was chilly, to enjoy the view of the mountaintops. I thought we were still a little worn out from this morning’s shoveling, and the fresh air felt amazing, the incredible view rejuvenating.
We could see the mountains from every angle from our position at the top of the chalet.
“So, you keyed a poor guy’s car.” I was joking but really wanted to know more.
“He wasn’t a poor guy, he was a schmuck.” She smiled and lifted her mug to mine in a toast.
“To schmucks.”
She laughed at my humor. I thought I’d do just about anything to hear that sound again. “He was so pissed though. Because he had this huge drooling dog that he thought should have alerted him. That dog was in the doghouse after that.”
“What about other boyfriends? You do anything to their cars or stuff? Should I be worried?” I was teasing, but you knew what they said about jokes being half true.
“You mean, am I a serial keyer?” She laughed as she sipped her tea.
“Or worse?” I inferred with a raised brow.
“No, Donovan was the only one I liked enough to hate. When I found out he was cheating, I went nuts. The only other guy was just an asshole, and I walked away as soon as it became obvious.” She was looking out at the mountains, having retreated to some distant place in her mind.
“The other one… just one other?” I had to make sure I’d heard correctly.
“Yeah, just one other.”
“Why?” My voice betrayed my astonishment.
“Well, I’ve been so involved with school and fashion. Relationships haven’t been on my radar the past few years. Having the opportunity to go to the New York School of Design was a dream come true.” Her expression was more energized than I’d ever seen it. This was the real Ava, the passionate Ava.
This woman, who had a couple failed relationships with assholes, and apparently hadn’t been with any assholes in “the past few years” was going to be hard to overcome. She was so unlike anyone I’d fucked, which was too many women to count.
The women I usually went for loved being dominated in the bedroom as well as in life. I unfolded incredible fantasies for them, but it didn’t seem like they were the kind of dreams Ava would want, which made her my greatest challenge in all of this.
“Right, what man could compare to fashion? Our species is doomed.” I wondered what the way to her heart would be.
“Not at all. There are good men out there who are just as scintillating.” Her gaze rested hard on me for a long moment. “They just need to take some lessons on how to treat women with love, respect, and a dash of fabulous. What about you? Any women in your life?” She asked this so innocently, it was like she wanted me to pour out my heart. But if I did, she’d probably leave immediately.
So I gave her the sanitized version. “I’ve had a lot of women. Men like me seem to filter through them pretty effortlessly.” You sound like a complete douche. “Like some men’s inability to properly appreciate a woman, some women are only after money and fame. They’re willing to overlook almost anything to get what they want out of a man. Unfortunately, I’ve dated these kinds of women in the past. However, my tastes are a little extreme.” I suddenly wanted to confide in her, tell her the secret that had been foremost in my mind during the contest.
“Extreme?” There were those big eyes and raised eyebrows again.
Get your head in this, Lucas. She’ll love being dominated. You’ll make her love it.
Ava was used to being in charge because she had to be, no one was there for her. She didn’t seem the type to sit back and let someone pleasure her. Instead, she seemed the kind who would pleasure herself and me at the same time, because she had to.
I could make her like this. No, I could make her want it.
“I like to offer pleasure in unexpected ways. Ways a woman may not know they like until they try it.” I flashed a smile. I didn’t want her running away before the fun had even started.
I was feeling that familiar tingle in my groin as my cock hardened at the thought of spanking Ava’s soft white ass. Or seeing the bite of leather cut into slim wrists as they dangled from the bedposts. My mind went to her slender legs, spread-eagle, her pussy just waiting for a gentle flogging as she moaned with desire for even more intense treatment.
I found myself staring as she wiggled uncomfortably, waiting for an answer to the question I hadn’t even heard because I’d been lost in my own fantasy. “I’m sorry, can you repeat that?”
She laughed uncomfortably. “I was just asking about what kinds of ways I might not expect to be pleasured, but on second thought, I don’t really want to know. I’ve only seen a few videos on the fetish and bondage site, or I guess it’s primarily that. My imagination’s pretty good, so I’m kind of freaked out right now. Can we talk about something else?” Her eyes started to water.
“Hey, hey,” I soothed, reaching over to pat her leg, “I won’t do anything that you don’t want, okay? I promise.” I hoped I wasn’t lying to her outright, as there were things I couldn’t wait to do to her, and I wasn’t sure she was going to like them… at first.
Heat rose into my chest like I had a mini furnace in my core. For the first time since the very first time I was with a woman, I was actually nervous.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Ava
Kind of freaked out was probably too mild a term for what I was feeling. Talking with Lucas on the balcony, an uneasy anxiety overtook all of my senses. I couldn’t think of anything other than being flogged and berated. I held myself together, but barely.
It was hard to get in the mood to seduce him when my mind ran wild with thoughts of beatings, hot wax, whips, and chains. Since I knew nothin
g of the lifestyle other than reading the first Fifty Shades book, I was getting way overworked about this. Although he’d promised to be kind, my trust issues were not to be subdued.
Sitting outside together was getting too intense, so I suggested we take a walk around the grounds. I’d seen a nice lake when the limo brought me in and thought a change of scenery would be really good for us.
He agreed, although I could tell that he’d gotten excited as we discussed the kinds of things that might happen this evening. I hoped walking would restore the equilibrium we’d enjoyed thus far.
On our walk, we spotted a deer with a fawn. It was just nature doing its thing, but I felt like I’d won the lottery seeing the deer in their natural habitat. I soon was so lost in nature, I’d nearly forgotten about the night ahead.
“Wow, this is so cool. I never see deer in New York City. I’ve heard of them in the parks, but it’s not like this.” I was so excited, I wanted to stay out in the cold, crisp air all day and watch them, but the mom and baby deer wandered off after a few minutes.
When we both got too cold to continue, we went to the main kitchen to see what we had to do to get ready for this evening. We were greeted by the head chef, who asked us to submit a grocery list for this evening’s meal.
One or preferably both of us were meant to cook. After seeing Lucas’s panicked face at the chef’s question about our cooking skills, I volunteered, “I’m not the greatest cook, but I can make a few dishes outside of pasta, toast, and oatmeal.”
I did have some more complicated dishes in my arsenal of culinary delights. “I spent a lot of time as a child at my grandmother’s house. My sister and I spent our summers with my grandparents in northern Arkansas. They lived in a tiny home in a beautiful rural area surrounded by mountains. My sister and I were always happy there.” Our family was so crazy and tumultuous at times, and the getaways were some of my fondest memories of childhood. “Grandmother Amelia was my mother’s mother, and she could be a firecracker, especially in the kitchen.”