by Dawn Doyle
“‘The feels’ are when you see somebody, they make you hot in their presence, and you instantly want to jump their bones. You know they’re gonna show you a good time. Not that I haven't been burnt before,” Kerry explained. “I’ve been sadly mistaken a couple of times.”
Leila covered her face and shook her head in embarrassment.
“You definitely give me the feels,” Beck wiggled his eyebrows at Raven.
Raven nodded. “You too.”
Beck licked his lip seductively into his mouth.
Raven took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a second. It was too early in the morning to get hot and bothered. They had class to go to and she wouldn’t be able to concentrate if it went any further.
Beck ran his hand over her shoulder again, gently pressing his fingers into the bare skin above her light pink tank top. He turned to her, and his eyes sparkled in the sunlight coming through the window. He knew, as always, exactly what he was doing to her.
Raven calmed down just enough to get out of her seat after breakfast. She needed to take a few deep breaths, but she got there.
Beck took her hand, and they walked to class together. Students watched them as they went, and Raven could hear whispers, although she couldn’t make out what people were saying.
“Ignore everybody else,” Beck said, his voice low. “All that matters is that you’re with me. Fuck them.”
“Yeah,” she nodded. “Fuck them. If they want to act like high school kids, then let them.”
“Exactly,” he said, smiling down at her.
They got to their lecture room, the first ones there, and made their way to their seats.
Placing their books on their desks, they sat. Beck inched his chair closer to hers, and Raven liked it. She could smell his intoxicating freshness, but knowing that she was able to get up close to him, and breathe him in for herself, thrilled her.
Students began to pile into the room, and looked their way, noticing their closeness. The professor entered the room and seemed oblivious to them.
“Let’s get started,” she said.
Raven saw Beck pick up his pen and leant his arm out on the surface of his desk ready to take notes. She did the same.
She jumped when she felt something warm on her leg. It was his hand. He rested his palm on her thigh, his fingers dipping between them, and circled his thumb on top. Raven snapped her eyes to his and he winked, and went back to his work.
Under the usual circumstances, Raven would’ve screamed at him and asked what the hell he was doing, but everything had changed. His touch wasn’t intending to tease, -not that it didn’t affect her in exactly the same way as before- it was affectionate.
The lecture continued, and Raven could feel many pairs of eyes on them. Beck’s hand couldn’t be seen under the table, so nobody had any idea what he was doing, but she wondered if they’d seen his public display of affection in the main hall earlier. By the looks on their faces, she guessed they had.
Beck shifted in his seat, and removed his hand from her leg. He lifted it and brought it round the back of Raven’s chair. He began to twirl her hair around his fingers as it hung from her ponytail. They were sitting so close, and with what Beck was doing, Raven rested her head on his shoulder. Beck’s hand came up to rest atop her head, and he turned. Raven looked up, and Beck pressed his lips to her forehead.
“Hmmm,” Raven sighed with happiness and Beck stroked down the back of her head.
His hand came around her, to her jaw, and he tilted her head back, kissing her lips gently. His lips parted, and he stroked his tongue into her mouth once, then pecked her lips again.
Raven’s breath was taken away from just a short kiss. Her heart was thrumming, and the tingles spread out through her veins.
The room was silent, except for the professor who was so absorbed in her teaching and writing on the board, that she didn’t notice the stares.
Raven wanted to shout out ‘yes he kissed me!’ to the others, because their gawking was annoying her.
Especially Kato.
“He doesn’t look pleased about my touching you,” Beck whispered.
“I don’t care. It’s got nothing to do with him, or anybody else. You can touch me all you like.”
“I plan on doing just that,” he replied, his gaze heating, shooting straight between her legs.
Beck pressed his lips to hers once more, before turning his attention back to the professor.
For the remainder of the lesson, he continued to touch her hair, caress her shoulder, and even stroke his fingers up and down the outside of her left arm.
It was as though he needed to keep touching her.
“How long’s that gonna last?” Kato’s sneering tone said from behind them as they began to walk out of the class hand-in-hand.
“Excuse me?” Raven said, turning round to face Kato.
Raven could see the anger in his eyes from just looking at him.
“It’s sickening to watch,” Kato snarled. “The two of you together. I thought he was a one night kind of guy?”
Raven tightened her hand on Becks when she felt him make a move towards Kato, and gently pulled him back. She didn’t want him to get in trouble for fighting. It was different when she’d hit Kato, that was in the bar, but in the lecture halls was another matter. Kato knew that too. It was as though he was purposely antagonizing her and Beck because of it.
Raven could see from Beck’s expression, though, that it wouldn’t take much more for him to not give a shit anymore.
Kato opened his mouth to speak. “Oh, sorry. Not one night; a one-fuck kind of guy,” Kato laughed. “You not give it up yet? You making him work for the pussy?”
That’ll do it.
Beck growled, released Raven’s hand, and charged Kato.
He lifted him up off the floor, and slammed him into the wall.
Kato huffed as the air left his lungs. Beck’s face twisted violently before punching Kato in the stomach. He released his hold and Kato fell to the floor, gasping for breath.
You’re only bitter because I gave you a black eye for being a dick. Suck it up, Kato!” Raven yelled at him.
“Suck it up? I didn’t hit back because you’re a girl. Do you think you would’ve come away without a scratch if I had?” he sneered, picking himself up off the floor.
Raven took a step towards Kato, her anger raging inside of her. She was ready to tear his eyes out. Beck moved in front of her, blocking her path, and reaching back with his arm to keep her behind him.
“Do you think you’d even get the chance to find that out…Bruce?” he asked, his voice so low Raven barely heard the words. Kato’s lips pursed. He didn’t like his real name at all. Even the professors called him Kato. “You go anywhere near her, and I will fucking end you; got it?”
“I wasn’t talking to you, I was talking to her.” Kato gestured towards Raven.
“Indirectly, Bruce. You talk to Raven, then you’re talking to me too.”
Raven watched as Beck said something she couldn’t hear. Whatever it was had Kato’s face paling in fear.
“Come on babe, let’s go,” Beck said, taking Raven’s hand again. “This dip shit isn’t worth our time.”
“Are you ok?” Beck asked when they got out of sight of the crowding students.
“Yes, I’m fine. Are you?” Raven reached up and stroked his jaw.
“I am now,” he smiled. “I don’t want that prick anywhere near you.” Beck cupped her face and gazed into her eyes.
“What did you say to him? He looked scared.”
Beck frowned. “It’s not important.”
“It is, Beck. He was scared of your words, not your actions.”
Beck sighed, and looked to the floor. “I told him I’d make his last year a living hell if he so much as breathed in your direction.”
Raven smiled widely.
“What?” Beck asked, sheepishly. Raven could see his cheeks turning pink.
“Nothing,” she smi
led again, and led him out of the building.
*****
Raven had been sitting in her E-studies class for over twenty minutes, and she was bored. In truth, she was missing Beck. She knew there would be many times where they wouldn’t see each other, but after seeing him so protective of her after Economics, she was uneasy.
Sitting in class, highly aroused, with all of the other students there wasn’t comforting. They’d not had a chance to go back to their dorms because Beck had to go to his stats class first. He was still in his class when Raven’s started.
Her phone vibrated, and she held it under the table to check.
It was Beck.
B: Out of class. How’s yours going?
R: Boring as hell.
B: Do you need cheering up? x
Raven licked her lips. She had an idea what kind of cheering up he could do, and it involved getting naked.
R: Yes I do. X
Raven didn’t get another message and a few minutes passed by until she saw a movement at the long, narrow rectangular window in the door.
Raven was the only one directly facing the door and saw instantly who it was. The rapid beat of her heart told her too.
Beck.
Her phone beeped, and she looked down.
B: I’m here for you!
Raven didn’t know what he was talking about.
Her eyes widened as he looked around behind him. He was checking nobody was watching.
He moved quickly and pulled up one side of his tee, and pressed his nipple to the glass.
Raven clamped her hand around her nose and mouth to stop herself from bursting out laughing.
She glanced to the professor, hoping that he didn’t notice. He seemed to be oblivious to what was going on, and so did the other students.
Raven realized why Beck had sent that message. He’d recreated a piece of the prison scene from Cable Guy.
Beck covered himself again, grinned and pumped his eyebrows up and down. Raven kept her hand over her mouth.
B: What’s the matter, babe? Something wrong?
R: I can’t believe you did that!
B: I told you; I’m here for you.
“Raven, are you ok?” the professor asked, finally noticing her.
Raven coughed to clear her throat, and to calm herself. “Yes, thanks. Sorry, I was a little distracted.”
She looked towards the window, and Beck was just about visible at the edge as he peered in.
Raven glared at Beck, and trying not to smile, when the professor turned back to address the class. Beck moved in front of the window again. He beamed like a little kid, which made Raven ‘aww’ inside, he winked and then left.
B: I’ll meet you after class. Going to work out. X
The image of Beck sweaty again from the gym had Raven squeezing her thighs together under the table.
The way Beck had Raven constantly feeling, she was sure she was going to combust at any given second.
“Hi babe. How did your lecture go?” Beck asked when Raven rounded the corner.
Raven’s mind went blank at the vision in front of her. Beck was freshly showered from his workout, and he smelled fantastic. His hair was still wet and wisps hung down his forehead.
“It…um…” she said, trying to get her thoughts together. “…was boring until you showed up.”
“I do what I can,” he shrugged, lifting his arm and draping it across her shoulder. He curled her inwards, pressing a kiss to her lips.
“Mmmm,” Raven sighed. Kissing Beck would never get boring. His lips felt as though they were designed purely for that task.
“Donnie and Ava have gone to your dorm. I’m guessing you don’t want to head there,” Beck said after he pulled back.
“Not really. I doubt they’d want us walking in on them.” Raven double checked her phone and saw that she’d missed a text from Ava telling her so.
“You could come back to mine,” Beck whispered into her ear, then Raven felt his tongue flick over her ear lobe.
She shuddered, going weak at the knees, then nodded. Beck grinned, then the pair walked across the way to his dorm building.
Like a gentleman, Beck unlocked his door, and gestured for Raven to go in first.
“Hey!” she laughed when she felt him lightly swat her on her ass as she passed him.
“Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. You have a great ass,” he apologized, but Raven knew he wasn’t sorry in the slightest.
Raven sat on his bed, kicked off her shoes and sat back against his pillow. As she did, a gush of Beck’s scent filled her nostrils. It was a mixture of some kind of soap and his own special fragrance that was distinctly his. The smell that had plagued her ever since they first arrived at Gable College over three years previously.
Her mouth watered and she had to swallow.
“I’ve got water or soda,” he said, opening a small fridge next to his desk. “Would you like some?”
“Water, please.”
Beck handed her the bottle and Raven took a sip to ease her dry throat.
“Did you hand your assignment in?”
Raven nodded. “I did. Thanks again for your help.”
“You are very…” Beck leaned over to kiss her cheek, “very…” he kissed her other cheek, “welcome,” he finished by kissing her lips.
Instead of letting him straighten up, Raven reached out and gripped his tee. She lifted up to keep their mouths together, raising her hand to hold around the back of his neck, keeping him in place.
Beck followed as Raven gently pulled him down, by kneeling on the bed. Raven shifted over slightly, so he could lie next to her.
She parted her lips and ran her tongue over Beck’s full bottom lip, and he moaned; the sound reverberating in his chest. His mouth opened and before Raven could kiss him, he sucked her tongue into his mouth, circling around the tip of hers.
Raven lifted her leg and rested it over Beck’s thigh. He moved his between her legs, gently rubbing against her center as he did. The sparks flew up through her body at the sensation, causing her to dampen instantly.
She gripped Beck tighter, and he crashed their mouths together, kissing her deeply. Their tongues danced wildly together, and their lips glided over each other effortlessly.
Raven smoothed her hand down from his neck to his chest, felling the curve of his rounded muscles under her palm. Her hand continued down over the ripples of his abs until she met the seam of his top. She ran her hand underneath and back up over his bare skin. Beck’s skin trembled under her light touch. She took the advantage of her position by making his tee rise with her hands, knowing the fabric would stay where she pushed it. Breaking their kiss, Raven glanced down at Beck’s bare torso and her breath caught at his magnificence.
Beck remained silent, except for his heavy breathing, as Raven traced the lines of his hard body.
She pressed her nose to the scrunched fabric and took a deep breath, smelling his fragrance that made her eyes close with bliss.
“Do you like how I smell?” Beck asked.
“Mhmm,” Raven replied, burying her face in his neck and inhaling him there, too.
Beck’s fingers pressed into her thighs when she parted her lips and kissed his neck. He took a sharp breath when she kissed him again. Lifting her hand, she pressed her palm to his hard chest, smoothing down over his stomach.
Raven let her tongue dart out and she licked his skin. He tasted clean and delicious. Fresh, with a lemony zing.
“Raven…” he said, his voice tight.
She guessed that he liked what she was doing.
She kissed the skin where his neck met his shoulder, and he swallowed hard. Her hand continued south until she was cupping his already hard cock though his shorts.
“Oh God,” Beck breathed when Raven moved down to kiss the upper part of his chest.
The feeling of him turned on by her, had Raven heating up further. She could feel the throbbing at her core, and she craved to have Beck inside of her, to h
it the spot only he’d been able to reach.
But, it wasn’t about her that time. She wanted all the focus to be on Beck.
Seeing her opportunity to pay him back for the mind-blowing orgasms he gave her, Raven shifted her weight over him turning him onto his back, straddling him.
His large hard on was underneath her core, arousing her even more and making her eyes flutter, but she wanted to do something for Beck. To show him that she was serious about them.
Raven had heard rumors about Beck only agreeing to let a girl go down on him if he wore a condom; flavored if they wanted, but he wouldn’t have anybody’s bare mouth on him. She wondered if he would let her. She’d only ever done it once before, to her ex, and she’d hated every second but feeling Beck hard for her, she wanted to do it for him.
Beck hands gripped her thighs as she looked down to him. Getting his tee out of the way, Raven took the hem, and Beck lifted, allowing her to remove it. She placed her hands down on his bare torso, and ran them up his arms, over his shoulders, and across his pecs. Each area as hard as the next.
Raven’s fingertips traced the lines between his phenomenal muscle lumps, and when she reached his V-line she bent down take his mouth with hers.
Beck returned her kiss instantly, running his fingers into her hair and cupping her head with his hand as his other reached to grip her ass.