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by Stephanie Hemphill


  the floor, but our sounds do not echo

  through the room. I must thrust

  five pins through my hand

  beneath my skirt before

  the courtroom screams, “Witch!”

  Deliverance Hobbs confesses

  with her hands tied upon the stand.

  She unpeels her skin

  during Judge Hathorne’s examination

  and admits that witch blood

  courses her veins.

  “What do we do now?” I ask Mercy.

  “When a witch confesses,

  we stop our fuss,” she says

  as Mercy’s wails bury their sound

  and her body falls motionless

  as a dead cat.

  The courtroom hisses

  as they drag away Deliverance Hobbs.

  Mercy tugs my arm and says,

  “Good that she confessed.

  One less voice weakened

  our screaming.

  There was power in five.”

  SILENT TREATMENT AT OUR TAVERN TABLE

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  “Ann,” Abigail hollers,

  but Ann has iron in her ears.

  She will not even turn toward Abigail.

  Abigail stands before Elizabeth,

  looks up to her with prayerful eyes.

  “What be happening?” Abigail asks.

  Elizabeth coils her hands into her sleeves.

  She stares through Abigail

  as though she were air.

  “Margaret, please,” she begs.

  Margaret stands

  and Abigail blocks her way.

  A hard shoulder

  into Abigail’s nose and cheek,

  and Abigail skids to the floor.

  Margaret tramples over

  Abigail’s crumpled body

  without even a glance down.

  The tears fire across Abigail’s cheeks.

  She swipes them away.

  “Is this punishment for what I see?

  For what I tell? For my talk

  of Minister Burroughs

  and his commune of witches

  grazing in our pasture

  with their black hoods and red books

  and drinking of Satan’s blood?”

  Abigail now looks on me.

  I wish to set her free, but

  she kneels down before Ann.

  “I am sorry. Pray do tell me

  what to say, what to do,

  and I promise to do

  as you command,” Abigail says.

  Ann pats Abigail’s head

  like she rubs the pup

  at her feet, tousles Abigail’s hair

  and pinches her cheek.

  She looks at the rest of us

  and then points at Abigail

  crouched upon the ground.

  “Stay, girl,” she says.

  “Do exactly as I say

  and I might let you

  remain with us.”

  And Abigail does.

  THE GRAND CONJURER

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  My vision of the Devil

  be that crooked-teeth grin

  of the man who took me in,

  the one who they say can lift

  six-foot muskets with his little finger.

  He who holds up his book

  to timber little girls with one blow.

  His red, hot hands

  roamed my arms

  and inside my discomforts

  like a pinching burn.

  I found nowhere to run

  and nobody to call for help

  when he called himself

  Reverend and master

  and father of the house

  and I be but an orphan

  of eight.

  “What witches, wizards and specters

  have you seen in the Invisible World, Mercy?”

  They ask me again today.

  And I think perhaps

  I can recall one bad dream

  I had of a Grand Conjurer

  last night.

  WHAT I DO FOR MERCY

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  Night crawls across the sky,

  and a trumpet screams

  from the pasture beside the parsonage.

  I twirl around, but no one’s there.

  I say to Father,

  “I rub my eyes and appears,

  same as Mercy saw last night,

  a meeting of witches in the clearing

  gathered on their poles,

  drinking Devil’s blood,

  and Reverend Burroughs

  stands at the head.

  He lectures the witches,

  ‘We will claim New England.

  Begin in Essex County

  and overtake Salem Village.

  One battle, one witch at a time,

  until all the land be ours.’”

  My father nods agreement.

  “Reverend Burroughs be

  the Village pastor before ye were born.

  He is a thief and a liar.

  Of course, he be a witch.”

  Father straightens his hat

  and sets off to visit

  the magistrates again.

  FEELING QUITE RED

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  He come in the tavern sweaty

  from a day in field and barn.

  I wish hard that Isaac will

  trot over to me and demand

  I fetch him a cider,

  but he pretends as though

  he sees me not, and grabs a bench

  aside his mates William and Ben.

  I wave my pinkie at him,

  but Isaac must weary of me,

  as if I be but a fence he must mend

  or a heavy log to haul across the bay.

  So I anchor beside Ann.

  I whisper, “What of Isaac?”

  “We’ve matters to discuss.”

  Ann angers that I even mention Isaac’s name.

  She looks to raise her hand to me.

  And then do my skirts flame.

  I must stand to let the heat

  out from under me.

  “Can we talk of nothing but witches?

  Ye all be mad with this,” I say.

  Mercy says, “Go on, Margaret,

  ye need not remain with us.

  Sit with Isaac. Be with thy betrothed.”

  Her eyes shift like shadows of the night.

  I inch over to Isaac timid-footed

  and tap his shoulder. He swats my arm

  away like I be a pesky gnat.

  “Do not attend me

  when I be among my mates,”

  he says quickly.

  I look over at the other girls

  staring ’pon us.

  I smile all my teeth

  like Isaac did proclaim

  I be the prettiest fowl in the coop.

  I hurry toward the door.

  Red splotches before my eyes.

  REQUEST

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  “She be all the time foul,”

  Step-Mother says to Father.

  I creak open the door,

  and the room hums with silence.

  “Margaret.” Father guides me

  to a chair. “Your uncle Thomas

  has asked that you come to aid

  in his home. And I did say you would.”

  “But I be not a servant.”

  The tears I been holding

  shower ’pon my face.

  “Of course not,” he pats my head.

  “We think there may be more power

  in having three seers under one roof.

  Perhaps the witches will stop

  their torment. Now ready yourself.”

  I know he be wrong, we will torment

  all the more, but I rise to pack my bags.

  Father smiles. “Ann’s mother

  requested that you come.”

 
; The corners of my mouth round up.

  My aunt Ann—might she

  offer some aid with Isaac,

  and Ann’s mistreatment of me,

  and dread Mercy? My feet tingle.

  “Yes, sir,” I say.

  I do not bid Step-Mother farewell.

  I just kiss Father’s cheek

  and slide out the door.

  HE IS NOT THE MAN

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  The tailor of cloths and hides

  gazes at me.

  I do not know this man

  to point a finger at.

  Only Ann does that.

  “He is upon the beam,”

  Ann says, and all look

  up to the rafters,

  but I see neither person

  nor specter there.

  Judge Corwin points at the tailor.

  “Be this man a witch?”

  he asks us Afflicted.

  Elizabeth says, “Yes, sir.

  He is the one who hurts me.”

  But her voice quivers

  as she speaks, like a branch

  rattled in the wind.

  Allowed back in court for the first time,

  Abigail looks to Ann,

  but Ann stares toward the window.

  In a voice unsteady

  as a one-legged man Abigail says,

  “He is the man. He is very like the man.”

  Margaret says, “Yes, he is very like the man.”

  The tailor’s eyes plead with me.

  I shift on the court bench.

  “He is not the man,” I say.

  Gasps and chatter fly

  about the court like roused hornets.

  Judge Corwin calls, “Silence.”

  Ann’s eyes enlarge

  and she demands of Nehemiah Abbott,

  the tailor, “Be you the man?”

  Ann spits and sputters,

  writhes and kicks herself

  onto the floor.

  She cries, “Did you put a mist on my eyes?”

  We are dragged outside

  and asked again

  to look upon the countenance

  of Goodman Abbott.

  All the girls nod with me this time.

  Though Goodman Abbott

  be like the specter,

  he is not the same man.

  They release Nehemiah Abbott

  from his chains.

  Little Ann folds her arms,

  grinds her toe

  into the dusty path.

  I stroke her head

  and she straightens up.

  Her eyes hold back water.

  “Did I do wrong?” she asks me.

  “Of course not,” I say.

  “In fact, you did exactly right.”

  I lift my head

  to be for once

  not only a part

  of the beloved choir

  but its lead soloist,

  the whole town listening.

  LIVING AT THE PUTNAMS’

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  I fold my skirts into Ann’s bureau,

  my entire wardrobe crammed

  into one drawer.

  This room smells like a waste bowl.

  I light a taper.

  I open the bureau

  and Mercy’s green shawl lies

  inside right where my blue

  one ought to go. I toss hers to the floor.

  “How dare she go against you

  like that? Ye are our leader.”

  I feel the anger break

  through my veins like waves.

  “But Mercy was right,” Ann says.

  I roll my eyes. I turn round

  to shake out my blanket,

  and Mercy looms in the doorway.

  “How long you been loitering there?”

  I ask her.

  “Long enough.” She strokes Ann’s arm.

  “Ann, would you bring us tea?

  I set the water to boiling.”

  Ann’s off like a ship in high gales.

  “Now heed me,” Mercy says.

  As she speaks I spot a flaw of hers—

  her teeth are too big for her mouth.

  I pull back my arm and crack

  my blanket at her face like a whip.

  The shock stuns her.

  I laugh at her popped eyes

  and her hair stuck up

  like some frightened cat’s.

  I strike her again.

  She catches the blanket

  and drags me toward her.

  I dig in and yank backward,

  then release my hold,

  and she crashes into the wall.

  But I let her go with such strength

  I tumble myself down too

  and bruise my tailbone

  direct on the floor.

  Mercy smiles and laughs

  like we be sharing a joke,

  but I do spit ’pon the ground

  rather than smile at her.

  “Listen, Margaret,” she says.

  “I’ll not listen to thee.

  Go and fetch, servant girl.”

  Mercy slows her voice.

  “You best apologize.

  You should not treat me as such,

  Margaret Walcott. I be offering

  you a hand in friendship.”

  Now I could nearly laugh.

  “You are not my friend.”

  “No,” Mercy says,

  and she dusts her skirts.

  “I suppose I am not.”

  MARGARET IN THE HOUSE

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  I pull open another drawer

  and not a bloomer to be found.

  “Wilson, do the witches

  now steal my wash and stockings?”

  My sweet dog taps his tail

  upon the boards; his tongue

  quivers in the affirmative.

  Margaret’s laughter stokes

  the hallways and shatters the ears,

  sounding like a spoon scraping an empty pot.

  Her cackles are followed by

  a deep moan, and Missus Putnam hollers,

  “Mercy, fetch a pail and cloth!

  Our guest has fallen to fit!”

  I wiggle back into my dirty dress

  and haul a bucket toward Ann’s room,

  but halfway there my knees bend under

  and I slip to the floor.

  I slither as a beast upon the ground

  until Mister Putnam carries me

  back to my bed.

  “The girl is not well.

  She cannot attend to others,”

  I hear Mister say

  after I have been

  tucked into my covers

  and relieved of my day.

  Wilson snuggles aside me.

  I stretch my arms above my head,

  rise and tiptoe to my window

  to watch the morning bowl of sun

  soak the fields with God’s first light.

  “Mercy?”

  Ann knocks upon, then opens,

  my door.

  She holds her brush in hand.

  “I cannot be in that room

  with Margaret one moment more.”

  Ann hoists up on my bed

  and motions for me to sit up

  so she can brush out my hair

  while standing on the bed above me.

  Ann grumps, “Margaret lights tapers

  so my room smells

  of wax and burn. I hate it!

  Why did she have to come?”

  I shrug. “I think she was made to.”

  Ann throws down her brush.

  “I might have to sleep in here with you.”

  “That would not please your mother.”

  “My mother will have to learn

  to do as I wish, or perhaps

  I shall call her a witch?”

  Ann’s voice is more question

  than statement. />
  “No, Ann, you must never do that,”

  I say, and fold her into a seated position.

  I give her back the brush

  and begin her hand stroking my hair.

  But perhaps, you call Margaret…

  I shake the idea away.

  ADVICE

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  Aunt Ann squeezes my hand.

  “A goodwife does always

  as her husband does bid her.

  To honor him be never a sin.”

  But what of the betrothed? I want to ask.

  Instead I stammer, “What of Mercy?”

  “Mercy shall never be a goodwife,

  because she is too low

  to marry into a proper name.

  Her slim beauty will be scoured away

  unlike your fair silken own.”

  Aunt lowers her voice to whispering

  and purses her lips like she suffers

  from a bitter yam.

  “If she be seen at all, ’twill be

  as one of tawdry repute.”

  The tears crash down my cheeks.

  How then could Isaac…?

  Aunt stares on me till I say,

  “I miss Isaac.”

  “I shall have Thomas ask

  Isaac and his father to supper.

  What else, child?”

  “Ann sees so many witches,”

  I blurt faster than I did wish.

  “I be meaning, I feel as I cannot say

  all the specters I see.

  I know not the names.”

  Aunt Ann smiles larger than her land.

  “I can help thee. Just speak with me,

 

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