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by Stephanie Hemphill


  “Let Mercy travel on first.

  I have a lesson to finish

  and so does Margaret.

  Ye shall check our pages

  and when they are correct

  send us forth to join Mercy.”

  I contain my grumble,

  the stove of my anger

  so hot I got fever.

  Mercy grins at me out of

  the side of her lips.

  “I’ll set a carriage for Mercy

  and ye girls shall follow,” Uncle says.

  Aunt Ann swells with a new baby,

  but none in the house dare speak

  about it, for Aunt fears it will curse the birthing.

  Aunt says, “I do not think ’tis wise—”

  Ann stares at her and she stops

  talking like she lost her throat.

  Ann tugs my arm.

  “Come quickly. I must finish my copy

  so I can join her,” she says.

  “I don’t want to do that healing

  to none anyway. ’Tis work of heathens

  and slaves.” I yank away my arm.

  After Ann leaves

  I rip my paper into dust.

  I pound my fist so all them pieces

  shower round me, hiding the rain

  of my tears. How can I lose

  both Ann and Isaac to Mercy?

  HEALERS

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  Benjamin Wilkins’s eyes cling

  to me. I toss my cloak

  so that it covers his head,

  and the room laughs.

  Poor old Bray Wilkins

  sits in his armchair,

  his legs elevated,

  his face a place of pain.

  His water stopped for over

  a week now, and like a stream

  clogged by a fallen tree,

  his river swells.

  His face’s red

  and bloated enough to burst.

  Goody Wilkins asks,

  “Mercy, can ye tell us

  what happens here?”

  I hush the room

  with a lift of my hands

  and close my eyes.

  When I open my lids

  I say, “I see the Invisible World.

  John Willard jumps upon

  the belly of his grandfather, Bray Wilkins.

  The same man I am told tended

  Missus Putnam as a child.

  He presses down on old Bray Wilkins

  hard enough to crack ribs.”

  I begin to faint,

  draw my backhand

  across my forehead,

  and my legs go limp.

  Benjamin catches me.

  His eyes no longer paw.

  He looks at me now

  as though I am a spirit.

  Ann blusters through the door.

  “Yes, John Willard,

  whose specter I saw whip

  my baby sister Sarah to death.

  I see him too.”

  Ann’s uncle, the Constable,

  punches the air where we point

  the invisible witches to be.

  My legs jerk and my arms spasm

  each time he strikes a witch.

  They lift Ann and me out

  of the Wilkins home,

  nestle us in the horse cart

  as my feet are too weak

  to hold up my body.

  Benjamin bounds toward me.

  “Grandfather, he looked not pained.

  He smiled, teeth and all,

  and said his aches were released

  for a spell when Constable Putnam

  hit those witches. Thank you.”

  I nod at him, wave him well.

  Parched now

  and tired beyond sleep,

  I look out at Salem Village

  and feel like this place

  calls me its own.

  TOWN UNREST

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  Outside the Proctors’ gutted tavern

  a silver-whiskered man balances himself

  on his tangled branch cane and hollers,

  “Good folk cannot all be witches.

  Think ye.”

  A crowd gathers round the yelling

  like wasps fly to spilled ale.

  “Yea,” most of them agree.

  Me and Ann and Mercy would

  but duck away, except we stroll

  with Uncle and Aunt.

  They hold us to eye level.

  Uncle says, “How know ye, sir?

  Speak ye with the Devil?”

  The wasps quiet their clamor.

  “These girls be a menace!”

  “’Tis true.” One calls from the crowd.

  I crumble to see it be Isaac.

  He motions for me to follow him

  after he speaks.

  “These girls be innocent,” Uncle says.

  Aunt Ann clasps my hand

  meaning to reassure me,

  telling me to stay with my family.

  I know not whether to move my feet

  to Isaac or stay.

  A GIRL OR A WIFE?

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  “Margaret, be you part of the group?”

  Ann looks on me like I be a traitor.

  “Yea,” I say. “I have nothing

  against your group.”

  Ann shakes her head.

  “We are not fools, you and I,” she says.

  “I beg thee, cousin. Thou art given warning.”

  I pick up my skirts and march

  from the room. I could smash

  all around me to shipwreck.

  “Think on this well,”

  my cousin’s voice rattles

  down the hallway.

  I will pack and leave this house.

  I will go back home and stay

  quiet in my house till spring

  and I wed Isaac. I’ll not be ruled

  by some little brat and her servant.

  “Margaret, that dress looks smart on thee.”

  Aunt Ann waves me into her room.

  “Didst thou sleep with peace

  or were the witches at thee?”

  I nod. “The witches were ’bout.”

  “Poor dear,” she says.

  “Come and stay with me as I spin.”

  She drafts the wool between her hands.

  “I am so glad that you are here.

  Ann needs a proper influence.

  She looks to that Mercy.”

  Aunt spits as she says the servant’s name.

  Aunt quits her drafting.

  She sits me at her dressing table

  and pulls from a box

  a necklace of red jewels

  liken I never laid eyes ’pon.

  “Let me see how this does look on thee.”

  Aunt gasps and my jaw does fall wide.

  “You shall wear it on thy wedding day.”

  “But ’tis very—”

  Aunt shakes her finger at me, “I insist.”

  “Now come, I shall teach you

  how best to treadle the wheel.

  When you make a wife

  you must know these things.”

  She lumbers a bit into the chair

  but then her foot

  be like one possessed and pumps

  fast as a horse at gallop.

  “You must keep a constant pressure.”

  She releases her foot and the threads

  do twist apart.

  “Now tell me. What witches?

  Who didst thou see last night?

  John Willard, did he visit thee?

  Our old preacher, Reverend Burroughs?

  Or perhaps Charlotte Easty, the other

  sister of Rebecca Nurse?”

  Aunt looks on me

  like I be not only

  the light in the room,

  but the greatest light

  in the house.

  JOHN WILLARD<
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  Margaret Walcott, 17

  “Oh, he bites me!”

  Ann cries and rubs her arm.

  The court orders John Willard

  to stop biting his lips

  and keep his mouth wide.

  Abigail screams

  and all eyes draw to her.

  Elizabeth’s seizures mount

  and her joints double and turn

  nearly inside out.

  Fingers point at the wizard Willard,

  but still he claims, “I am innocent

  as the child unborn.”

  Susannah Sheldon shrieks,

  “The Devil whispers in his ear!”

  She takes watchful steps

  across the courtroom

  and collapses ten feet

  in front of John Willard.

  Constable John Putnam,

  another uncle of mine,

  carries her forward,

  tips a bit under her weight.

  They place John Willard’s hand

  ’pon her forehead. Susannah screams

  when he touches her

  like she’s been branded

  by a hot iron,

  when instead she should silence.

  The good folk rumble,

  “Why does not the touch test work?

  Is Willard not a wizard?”

  I be not sure what to do.

  Isaac’s eyes spear the other girls.

  Ann mouths, “Margaret, please.”

  I scream loud enough to curdle milk

  and tumble into fit, jerk and twitch

  better than them all.

  I be lifted by Marshal Herrick

  and before I feel my feet

  leave the ground, my shaking bones

  are brushed by the scaly hand

  of Goodman Willard.

  He touches me, and as the touch test says,

  the wickedness flows back into him.

  I stop all my rattling.

  Pointed fingers and righteous eyes

  hang Willard. Order restores.

  Ann and even Mercy flash smiles at me

  quickly between their spasms.

  ’Tis Susannah who Mercy severs

  with her eyes.

  When asked, Goodman Willard

  cannot recite the Lord’s Prayer,

  but stumbles over it

  and adds his own words of the Devil.

  He must truly be a wizard.

  I did then right,

  so why does Isaac turn his back?

  WHY SUSANNAH?

  Mercy Lewis, 17

  We huddle quietly down by the stream,

  summer’s full heat upon our backs,

  only Wilson wise enough to seek shade

  under the maple tree.

  Ann speaks to Susannah in a voice

  gentler than was my mother’s:

  “In court you have fit and scream,

  and then when you are touched

  by a witch, you are cured.”

  Susannah nods, but she looks

  as the dandelion seedling

  blown by the wind,

  as though the meaning of Ann’s words

  scatters far from her.

  I wait for Ann to repeat herself,

  or at the least, to see Susannah

  acknowledge that she understands.

  But Ann and Susannah just smile

  at one another.

  Abigail pulls a letter from her pocket,

  one she swindled from the Reverend’s desk.

  I read aloud a passage:

  “Dear Sir,

  Girls in my parish and I hear tell,

  throughout Essex County,

  are falling to Affliction.

  It spreads like the fever.

  We cannot find room in our jail

  for all the witches. Please advise,

  brave Reverend Parris,

  what sound words hast thou for me?

  My flock trembles afraid.

  What say I before them at Sunday lecture?”

  I hand her back the letter.

  “I know this came not easily to obtain.

  Thank ye, Abigail,” I say to her.

  Ann acts as if this be of trifle import,

  this gift from a child, as if she forgets

  Abigail and she are but one and the same age.

  Elizabeth bows her head.

  “We should pray for their souls.”

  Margaret looks at Susannah.

  “What be it like in your Salem Town?”

  “Oh, they be against the witches.”

  Susannah pulls up some blades of grass.

  “Yes, of course,” I say. “But more exactly,

  what of the seers, how behave they?”

  Susannah shrugs.

  Margaret and I lean in toward her

  and Margaret asks, “Well, how do thy

  Mister and Missus treat ye?”

  “The Shaws give me my chores,”

  she says with a giggle, and looks to Ann.

  “Well then, and sometimes they don’t.”

  “Do you not torment at home?” I ask.

  “No. Not so much as when I am about,”

  she says. “Is that not as it should be, Miss Ann?”

  “Susannah,” I turn her face to me.

  “Margaret and I speak to thee at this moment.

  Witches do not pinch only

  in the courtroom or public squares.”

  When Susannah answers me not,

  I stand to leave and then, strangely,

  so does Margaret. Elizabeth also

  stops her praying and rises to return home.

  “Come, Abigail.” I offer her my hand.

  I expect Ann to rise and join us.

  I wait a solid breath. Finally I take steps

  away from the riverbank into shorter grass.

  Abigail clings tightly to my hand.

  She swerves not. She clutches Reverend’s

  letter to her side and lets me direct the turns,

  speed and style of our walk.

  Ann runs up behind us.

  “Susannah left for her home.”

  I look not on her, nor do I stop my walking.

  Margaret snickers.

  “I am dreadfully sorry,” Ann says.

  “It will not happen again.

  Mercy, please. Please tell me

  now that thou dost forgive me.”

  I swirl to Ann

  and spin Abigail with me.

  I hug Ann and say in grand tone,

  “Of course I forgive thee.

  We are friends.”

  I hold out Abigail’s hand

  and place Ann’s upon it.

  “You also are friends.”

  Margaret’s mouth unhinges,

  and she cannot speak to say

  how ill this syrup turns her stomach.

  She grabs the arm of Elizabeth

  and causes them to take swift leave.

  A ROUGH OLD MAN

  Margaret Walcott, 17

  “That Mercy believe she be

  both morning and night.”

  I kick at the tree root in front

  of the Griggs’s gate.

  Elizabeth stares as Doctor Griggs marches

  toward us fast enough dust whirls

  in his path. He grabs Elizabeth

  by the arm, so she stumbles and nearly falls.

  “Where ye been?” He looks like a dog

  what some other dog stole his bit of meat.

  “We were, ah, um,” Elizabeth stutters.

  “Praying,” I say, and clasp her hand.

  “At the parsonage.”

  “Missus Griggs needs your aid!” Doctor Griggs

  hollers, but then smiles kindly at me

  and swipes his brow with a hankie.

  “Ye girls be missing awful lots lately.”

  Where Doctor grabbed Elizabeth

  a red welt appears on her skin.

>   She runs into the house.

  “Till morrow!” I call after her,

  but I can’t rightly be sure she hears my words.

  HYSTERIA

  Secret of the Girls

  Ipswich, Topsfield, Marblehead,

  Reading, Andover, Malden,

  Boston, Rumney Marsh, Billerica,

  Wenham. We see witches

  from everywhere, their names

  on the wind, whispered tree to tree.

  We see specters all, feel

  them choked about our necks,

  pricking us, raking us.

  We pass hand to hand the name

  of the witch. Who heard it first,

  none can rightly say,

  just as none can rightly know

  which way the wind blew in first.

  All you know is

  you must change sail

  to catch it.

  MERCY IS SENT TO MY UNCLE THE CONSTABLE’S

  Ann Putnam Jr., 12

  Mother stands like Father.

  She ought wear his hat

  and ride his mare.

  Father lifts Mercy into the carriage

  like a coachman.

  “For how long will she be gone?”

  I ask Margaret,

  and she just smiles.

  “For how long?”

  I demand of Mother,

  and she pats my head.

  “For how long?” I beg Father.

  “As long as she is needed, I suppose,”

  he says.

  MY NEW HOME

  Mercy Lewis, 17

 

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