Atlas Shrugged

by Ayn Rand

  "What is this valley?" she asked.

  He smiled. "The Taggart Terminal."

  "What do you mean?"

  "You'll find out."

  A dim impulse, like the recoil of an antagonist, made her want to check on what strength was left to her. She could move her arms and legs; she could lift her head; she felt a stabbing pain when she breathed deeply; she saw a thin thread of blood running down her stocking.

  "Can one get out of this place?" she asked.

  His voice seemed earnest, but the glint of the metal-green eyes was a smile: "Actually--no. Temporarily--yes."

  She made a movement to rise. He bent to lift her, but she gathered her strength in a swift, sudden jolt and slipped out of his grasp, struggling to stand up. "I think I can--" she started saying, and collapsed against him the instant her feet rested on the ground, a stab of pain shooting up from an ankle that would not hold her.

  He lifted her in his arms and smiled. "No, you can.'t, Miss Taggart," he said, and started off across the field.

  She lay still, her arms about him, her head on his shoulder, and she thought: For just a few moments--while this lasts--it is all right to surrender completely--to forget everything and just permit yourself to feel.... When had she experienced it before?--she wondered; there had been a moment when these had been the words in her mind, but she could not remember it now. She had known it, once--this feeling of certainty, of the final, the reached, the not-to-be-questioned. But it was new to feel protected, and to feel that it was right to accept the protection, to surrender--right, because this peculiar sense of safety was not protection against the future, but against the past, not the protection of being spared from battle, but of having won it, not a protection granted to her weakness, but to her strength.... Aware with abnormal intensity of the pressure of his hands against her body, of the gold and copper threads of his hair, the shadows of his lashes on the skin of his face a few inches away from hers, she wondered dimly: Protected, from what? ... it's he who was the enemy... was he? ... why? ... She did not know, she could not think of it now. It took an effort to remember that she had had a goal and a motive a few hours ago. She forced herself to recapture it.

  "Did you know that I was following you?" she asked.

  "No."

  "Where is your plane?"

  "At the landing field."

  "Where is the landing field?"

  "On the other side of the valley."

  "There was no landing field in this valley, when I looked down. There was no meadow, either. How did it get here?"

  He glanced at the sky. "Look carefully. Do you see anything up there?"

  She dropped her head back, looking straight into the sky, seeing nothing but the peaceful blue of morning. After a while she distinguished a few faint strips of shimmering air.

  "Heat waves," she said.

  "Refractor rays," he answered. "The valley bottom that you saw is a mountain top eight thousand feet high, five miles away from here."

  "A ... what?"

  "A mountain top that no flyer would ever choose for a landing. What you saw was its reflection projected over this valley."

  "How?"

  "By the same method as a mirage on a desert: an image refracted from a layer of heated air."

  "How?"

  "By a screen of rays calculated against everything--except a courage such as yours."

  "What do you mean?"

  "I never thought that any plane would attempt to drop within seven hundred feet of the ground. You hit the ray screen. Some of the rays are the kind that kill magnetic motors. Well, that's the second time you beat me: I've never been followed, either."

  "Why do you keep that screen?"

  "Because this place is private property intended to remain as such."

  "What is this place?"

  "I'll show it to you, now that you're here, Miss Taggart. I'll answer questions after you've seen it."

  She remained silent. She noticed that she had asked questions about every subject, but not about him. It was as if he were a single whole, grasped by her first glance at him, like some irreducible absolute, like an axiom not to be explained any further, as if she knew everything about him by direct perception, and what awaited her now was only the process of identifying her knowledge.

  He was carrying her down a narrow trail that went winding to the bottom of the valley. On the slopes around them, the tall, dark pyramids of firs stood immovably straight, in masculine simplicity, like sculpture reduced to an essential form, and they clashed with the complex, feminine, overdetailed lace-work of the birch leaves trembling in the sun. The leaves let the sunrays fall through to sweep across his hair, across both their faces. She could not see what lay below, beyond the turns of the trail.

  Her eyes kept coming back to his face. He glanced down at her once in a while. At first, she looked away, as if she had been caught. Then, as if learning it from him, she held his glance whenever he chose to look down--knowing that he knew what she felt and that he did not hide from her the meaning of his glance.

  She knew that his silence was the same confession as her own. He did not hold her in the impersonal manner of a man carrying a wounded woman. It was an embrace, even though she felt no suggestion of it in his bearing; she felt it only by means of her certainty that his whole body was aware of holding hers.

  She heard the sound of the waterfall before she saw the fragile thread that fell in broken strips of glitter down the ledges. The sound came through some dim beat in her mind, some faint rhythm that seemed no louder than a struggling memory--but they went past and the beat remained; she listened to the sound of the water, but another sound seemed to grow clearer, rising, not in her mind, but from somewhere among the leaves. The trail turned, and in a sudden clearing she saw a small house on a ledge below, with a flash of sun on the pane of an open window. In the moment when she knew what experience had once made her want to surrender to the immediate present--it had been the night in a dusty coach of the Comet, when she had heard the theme of Halley's Fifth Concerto for the first time--she knew that she was hearing it now, hearing it rise from the keyboard of a piano, in the clear, sharp chords of someone's powerful, confident touch.

  She snapped the question at his face, as if hoping to catch him unprepared: "That's the Fifth Concerto by Richard Halley, isn't it?"

  "Yes."

  "When did he write it?"

  "Why don't you ask him that in person?"

  "Is he here?"

  "It's he who's playing it. That's his house."

  "Oh ... !"

  "You'll meet him, later. He'll be glad to speak to you. He knows that his works are the only records you like to play, in the evening, when you are alone."

  "How does he know that?"

  "I told him."

  The look on her face was like a question that would have begun with "How in hell . . . ?"--but she saw the look of his eyes, and she laughed, her laughter giving sound to the meaning of his glance.

  She could not question anything, she thought, she could not doubt, not now--not with the sound of that music rising triumphantly through the sun-drenched leaves, the music of release, of deliverance, played as it was intended to be played, as her mind had struggled to hear it in a rocking coach through the beat of wounded wheels--it was this that her mind had seen in the sounds, that night--this valley and the morning sun and--

  And then she gasped, because the trail had turned and from the height of an open ledge she saw the town on the floor of the valley.

  It was not a town, only a cluster of houses scattered at random from the bottom to the rising steps of the mountains that went on rising above their roofs, enclosing them within an abrupt, impassable circle. They were homes, small and new, with naked, angular shapes and the glitter of broad windows. Far in the distance, some structures seemed taller, and the faint coils of smoke above them suggested an industrial district. But close before her, rising on a slender granite column from a ledge below to the level of her e
yes, blinding her by its glare, dimming the rest, stood a dollar sign three feet tall, made of solid gold. It hung in space above the town, as its coat-of-arms, its trademark, its beacon--and it caught the sunrays, like some transmitter of energy that sent them in shining blessing to stretch horizontally through the air above the roofs.

  "What's that?" she gasped, pointing at the sign.

  "Oh, that's Francisco's private joke."

  "Francisco--who?" she whispered, knowing the answer.

  "Francisco d.'Anconia."

  "Is he here, too?"

  "He will be, any day now."

  "What do you mean, his joke?"

  "He gave that sign as an anniversary present to the owner of this place. And then we all adopted it as our particular emblem. We liked the idea."

  "Aren't you the owner of this place?"

  "I? No." He glanced down at the foot of the ledge and added, pointing, "There's the owner of this place, coming now."

  A car had stopped at the end of a dirt road below, and two men were hurrying up the trail. She could not distinguish their faces; one of them was slender and tall, the other shorter, more muscular. She lost sight of them behind the twists of the trail, as he went on carrying her down to meet them.

  She met them when they emerged suddenly from behind a rocky corner a few feet away. The sight of their faces hit her with the abruptness of a collision.

  "Well, I'll be goddamned!" said the muscular man, whom she did not know, staring at her.

  She was staring at the tall, distinguished figure of his companion: it was Hugh Akston.

  It was Hugh Akston who spoke first, bowing to her with a courteous smile of welcome. "Miss Taggart, this is the first time anyone has ever proved me wrong. I didn't know--when I told you you'd never find him -that the next time I saw you, you would be in his arms."

  "In whose arms?"

  "Why, the inventor of the motor."

  She gasped, closing her eyes; this was one connection she knew she should have made. When she opened her eyes, she was looking at Galt. He was smiling, faintly, derisively, as if he knew fully what this meant to her.

  "It would have served you right if you'd broken your neck!" the muscular man snapped at her, with the anger of concern, almost of affection. "What a stunt to pull--for a person who'd have been admitted here so eagerly, if she'd chosen to come through the front door!"

  "Miss Taggart, may I present Midas Mulligan?" said Galt.

  "Oh," she said weakly, and laughed; she had no capacity for astonishment any longer. "Do you suppose I was killed in that crash--and this is some other kind of existence?"

  "It is another kind of existence," said Galt. "But as for being killed, doesn't it seem more like the other way around?"

  "Oh yes," she whispered, "yes . . ." .She smiled at Mulligan. "Where is the front door?"

  "Here," he said, pointing to his forehead.

  "I've lost the key," she said simply, without resentment. "I've lost all keys, right now."

  "You'll find them. But what in blazes were you doing in that plane?"

  "Following."

  "Him?" He pointed at Galt.

  "Yes."

  "You're lucky to be alive! Are you badly hurt?"

  "I don't think so."

  "You'll have a few questions to answer, after they patch you up." He turned brusquely, leading the way down to the car, then glanced at Galt. "Well, what do we do now? There's something we hadn't provided for: the first scab."

  "The first... what?" she asked.

  "Skip it," said Mulligan, and looked at Galt. "What do we do?"

  "It will be my charge," said Galt. "I will be responsible. You take Quentin Daniels."

  "Oh, he's no problem at all. He needs nothing but to get acquainted with the place. He seems to know all the rest."

  "Yes. He had practically gone the whole way by himself." He saw her watching him in bewilderment, and said, "There's one thing I must thank you for, Miss Taggart: you did pay me a compliment when you chose Quentin Daniels as my understudy. He was a plausible one."

  "Where is he?" she asked. "Will you tell me what happened?"

  "Why, Midas met us at the landing field, drove me to my house and took Daniels with him. I was going to join them for breakfast, but I saw your plane spinning and plunging for that pasture. I was the closest one to the scene."

  "We got here as fast as we could," said Mulligan. "I thought he deserved to get himself killed--whoever was in that plane. I never dreamed that it was one of the only two persons in the whole world whom I'd exempt."

  "Who is the other one?" she asked.

  "Hank Rearden."

  She winced; it was like a sudden blow from another great distance. She wondered why it seemed to her that Galt was watching her face intently and that she saw an instant's change in his, too brief to define.

  They had come to the car. It was a Hammond convertible, its top down, one of the costliest models, some years old, but kept in the shining trim of efficient handling. Gait placed her cautiously in the back seat and held her in the circle of his arm. She felt a stabbing pain once in a while, but she had no attention to spare for it. She watched the distant houses of the town, as Mulligan pressed the starter and the car moved forward, as they went past the sign of the dollar and a golden ray hit her eyes, sweeping over her forehead.

  "Who is the owner of this place?" she asked.

  "I am," said Mulligan.

  "What is he?" She pointed to Galt.

  Mulligan chuckled. "He just works here."

  "And you, Dr. Akston?" she asked.

  He glanced at Galt. "I'm one of his two fathers, Miss Taggart. The one who didn't betray him."

  "Oh!" she said, as another connection fell into place. "Your third pupil?"

  "That's right."

  "The second assistant bookkeeper!" she moaned suddenly, at one more memory.

  "What's that?"

  "That's what Dr. Stadler called him. That's what Dr. Stadler told me he thought his third pupil had become."

  "He overestimated," said Galt. "I'm much lower than that by the scale of his standards and of his world."

  The car had swerved into a lane rising toward a lonely house that stood on a ridge above the valley. She saw a man walking down a path, ahead of them, hastening in the direction of the town. He wore blue denim overalls and carried a lunchbox. There was something faintly familiar in the swift abruptness of his gait. As the car went past him, she caught a glimpse of his face--and she jerked backward, her voice rising to a scream from the pain of the movement and from the shock of the sight: "Oh, stop! Stop! Don't let him go!" It was Ellis Wyatt.

  The three men laughed, but Mulligan stopped the car. "Oh ..." she said weakly, in apology, realizing she had forgotten that this was the place from which Wyatt would not vanish.

  Wyatt was running toward them: he had recognized her, too. When he seized the edge of the car, to brake his speed, she saw the face and the young, triumphant smile that she had seen but once before: on the platform of Wyatt Junction.

  "Dagny! You, too, at last? One of us?"

  "No," said Gait. "Miss Taggart is a castaway."

  "What?"

  "Miss Taggart's plane crashed. Didn't you see it?"

  "Crashed--here?"

  "Yes."

  "I heard a plane, but I ..." His look of bewilderment changed to a smile, regretful, amused and friendly. "I see. Oh, hell, Dagny, it's preposterous!"

  She was staring at him helplessly, unable to reconnect the past to the present. And helplessly--as one would say to a dead friend, in a dream, the words one regrets having missed the chance to say in life--she said, with the memory of a telephone ringing, unanswered, almost two years ago, the words she had hoped to say if she ever caught sight of him again, "I ... I tried to reach you."

  He smiled gently. "We've been trying to reach you ever since, Dagny. ... I'll see you tonight. Don't worry, I won't vanish--and I don't think you will, either."

  He waved to the others and w
ent off, swinging his lunchbox. She glanced up, as Mulligan started the car, and saw Galt's eyes watching her attentively. Her face hardened, as if in open admission of pain and in defiance of the satisfaction it might give him. "All right," she said. "I see what sort of show you want to put me through the shock of witnessing."

  But there was neither cruelty nor pity in his face, only the level look of justice. "Our first rule here, Miss Taggart," he answered, "is that one must always see for oneself."

  The car stopped in front of the lonely house. It was built of rough granite blocks, with a sheet of glass for most of its front wall. "I'll send the doctor over," said Mulligan, driving off, while Galt carried her up the path.

  "Your house?" she asked.

  "Mine," he answered, kicking the door open.

  He carried her across the threshold into the glistening space of his living room, where shafts of sunlight hit walls of polished pine. She saw a few pieces of furniture made by hand, a ceiling of bare rafters, an archway open upon a small kitchen with rough shelves, a bare wooden table and the astonishing sight of chromium glittering on an electric stove; the place had the primitive simplicity of a frontiersman's cabin, reduced to essential necessities, but reduced with a super-modern skill.

  He carried her across the sunrays into a small guest room and placed her down on a bed. She noticed a window open upon a long slant of rocky steps and pines going off into the sky. She noticed small streaks that looked like inscriptions cut into the wood of the walls, a few scattered lines that seemed made by different handwritings; she could not distinguish the words. She noticed another door, left half-open; it led to his bedroom.

  "A.m I a guest here or a prisoner?" she asked.

  "The choice will be yours, Miss Taggart."

  "I can make no choice when I'm dealing with a stranger."

  "But you're not. Didn't you name a railroad line after me?"

  "Oh! ... Yes . . ." It was the small jolt of another connection falling into place. "Yes, I--" She was looking at the tall figure with the sun-streaked hair, with the suppressed smile in the mercilessly perceptive eyes--she was seeing the struggle to build her Line and the summer day of the first train's run--she was thinking that if a human figure could be fashioned as an emblem of that Line, this was the figure. "Yes . . . I did . . ." Then, remembering the rest, she added, "But I named it after an enemy."

  He smiled. "That's the contradiction you had to resolve sooner or later, Miss Taggart."