“So are you going to her dinner or not Nino,” I asked trying to speed up this conversation. I was now uncomfortable.
“Will you be there?” he asked.
“Yes, me and your cousin are stopping by and possibly staying the night. It’s up to him because I don’t mind.
“Well, I’m there,” he said as he licked his lips seductively.
“Good, I’ll see you tomorrow,” I said while getting into my car. I started the engine hoping that he would get back into his car but he didn’t. He just stayed there and looked at me as I drove passed him.
I could still see him in my rearview mirror staring at my car. Maybe I should tell Adonis about this because Nino was out of line but then again he probably had a little crush on me. He was only seventeen so it was harmless, right? I pushed the thoughts to the back of my head and continued on my journey home.
*****
When I arrived home, I saw Adonis in the kitchen putting in an order for our food.
“Hi baby,” I ran into his arms and kissed him all over his face.
He nestled his head in my neck and grabbed my ass. “You even got ass in scrubs ma, shit is insane,” he said while smacking and squeezing my ass hard.
“Ouch baby, that hurts, don’t do that,” I softly pushed him and walked away but he roughly grabbed me by my scrub top and pulled me into his chest.
“Did I tell you that you could walk away from me?”
“No.”
“Then don’t.”
“You are not the boss of me Adonis.”
He let me go and slapped my ass again, “You wasn’t saying that shit last night while I was in them guts, you need me to remind you?” he stood up and loosened his tie.
The tone in his voice told me that he was serious. I’m sure he could go for round two but my ass couldn’t because I was sore as hell from last night. The way he looked in his suit had me craving him though, his dark skin, that smile, his tattoos, and his body I couldn’t get enough but that would be brutal to my kitty. I tried to change the subject by bringing up Nino. “Baby I saw Nino today at the hospital,” I said while getting an apple out the fridge.
“Oh yeah? What the fuck was he doing there?”
“I don’t know. When I was on the way to my car, he was in the parking lot. It was kinda like he was waiting for me. He never really stated a reason on why he was there, it was awkward ya know?”
Adonis grew quiet, he seemed to be in deep thought. “If that nigga come by yo job again unannounced, call me immediately,” he said angrily.
Walking towards Adonis I rubbed the side of his face, the look in his eyes were cold. Did I have the power to change his mood that easily? Or was it other men coming on to me, his love, his everything? Men hitting on me or trying to, is that what upset him the most? I had no idea but it intrigued me. I could never cheat on him in a million years; this man was the love of my life. My everything, plus I knew that would be suicide because he told me.
“Promise me you will never cheat on me Adonis, I don’t ever want to go through what the women at work go through. It’s too much drama.”
“I promise baby, a nigga ain’t got eyes for nobody else, understand?” He towered over me and looked me dead in the eyes with his voice deep and promising.
“You better not ever cheat on me either, that’s suicide ma. I’ll kill you and him.”
I looked down and chuckled. I found his last remark amusing. Looking into his eyes and seeing his facial expression there was no smile, nothing there to lead me to believe he was playing.
Was he serious? I thought. “I thought you loved me,” I asked him, surprised that he was as serious as he was.
“Trust me baby, I do that’s why I don’t want you with another man, you were made for me and only me. You belong to me, you're mine and I am yours. We are one, you don’t belong to anybody else ma, God didn’t plan it that way.”
“How do you know what God planned Adonis,” I asked him.
“He gave you to me and me to you, you’re in my life for a reason. You ain’t going nowhere, try to leave and see what the fuck happens,” he kissed me on the cheek and walked out of our bedroom.
As I stared into his eyes as I was having a flash back of that conversation from a couple of months ago, I felt him kissing me. Always and forever, now and forever. I stared at the words engraved in his neck; those six words were symbolic to us. We had them tatted on us in multiple places. After that time I questioned him about leaving, we went and got each other’s names tattooed and those six words.
I didn’t care because I couldn’t see myself with anyone but him. A soft moan escaped my mouth as he sucked and kissed on my neck. His strong hands rubbing all over my body had me in a daze.
“You love daddy?” he asked in a deep raspy tone.
“Yes, yes I love you baby.”
He kissed me hard, and unbuttoned my bra, in one swift motion. My kitty was sore but if he wanted it at that moment then I would give it to him. Plus his touch and the way he kissed me had me dripping. He stepped back and unbuttoned his collared shirt and I stared at my name in the middle of his chest. God I loved this man.
He looked at me hungrily. “Lean all the way the fuck back and spread that pussy for me, now,” he demanded.
I took off my scrub bottoms and sat on the kitchen counter, I had on this skimpy thong so when I leaned back he had a full view. That thick tongue went over his full lips. God, I loved when he did that.
“Hold ya legs back as far as you can, don’t you let them mothafuckas go,” he slapped my pussy with his hand a couple of times and rubbed his thumb over my pearl.” This pussy is soo pretty, and it smells so good,” taking one hard lick from my ass all the way to my pearl he looked at me, “tastes damned good too.”
I leaned my head back as he ate me out like his life depended on it.
“Damn baby, I’m gonna come already, yes Adonis,” I yelled.
“Yeah baby, moan my name, moan my fuckin name.”
“Adonisssss please baby, you're eating it too good, I can’t take it.”
The noises he made while eating me out and the vibrations from his humming sent a familiar sensation through my body. Closing my eyes and tightening my jaw, I let out the loudest moan. “I’m cumming baby, oh my God.”
“Give it to me baby, feed daddy.”
That sent me over the edge, I came so hard when I opened my eyes I saw stars. I was breathing heavy and sat up a little, I didn’t notice a few tears running down my cheek. He smiled and kissed me passionately.
His strong arms lifted me off the counter. I looked like a ragdoll in his arms, that orgasm was no joke. We walked up the stairwell, into our huge bedroom; he laid me gently on our bed and stripped me all the way down.
“Round two ma,” he said before he cut off the lights. .
NINO
Ever despised a person, envied them, or wanted what they had so much? It’s like my cousins never lost. They had women that flocked to them, niggas that wanted to be them, such as myself and I’m sure these niggas had touched a billion dollars by now. They ran the most well respected business in the game. Cops, feds, judges and even congress members were in these niggas pockets.
Nobody fucked with them because of fear. I sat in my car on this late Saturday night, it was going on 11:00 pm. I couldn’t sleep because I had shit that needed to get done in a short time frame. I was scared but I was smart and conniving. I had a plan, a plan that I hoped would work out. See I was only seventeen, them niggas was thirty-three and thirty-one, they had been around longer than me so they knew a snake and peeped game early. My plan was just to follow their lead but make moves my damn self.
Carefully, Wolf or Adonis, whatever you wanna call the nigga always peeped game first. He paid close attention to everybody that worked for him, and I mean very close attention. You can say I’m suicidal by doing some shit like this but shit, I feel like I’m worthless anyway. I’ve always been fat and ugly. Niggas don’t respect me and I o
nly fuck bitches because I roll with my cousins and them.
In fact, bitches only fuck me because they think it’s gone get them closer to my cousins. That’s how it went with Kenya; she was my first love, she kind of looked like Jhonni Blaze from Love and Hip Hop. She wasn’t bad but her personality was on 100. I took the bitch to a party Adonis threw for Turk. I go take a piss and come back and this bitch on all fours giving dome to Adonis.
To say a nigga was heartbroken was an understatement. He knew that was my girl, yet he blessed her with dick that I’m sure was way bigger than and more lethal mine. After that, I never heard from the bitch again, except for when he told me and the niggas stories about how much of a freak she was. I would just sit there and stare at this nigga like, yeah bitch, I know, I would think that shit but wouldn’t dare say it.
I wasn’t crazy enough to fuck with the cartel, hell naw that shit would get me killed quick as fuck. I was just gone fuck up Wolf’s relationship like he fucked up mine. Call me petty and lame but oh well. Briana, damn she was my dream girl. Thing is, I peeped Briana that night in the club first. I’m the one that pointed her out, so in my head, she belonged to me. That was another L that I took due to Adonis being the inconsiderate cocky nigga that he is. I was hella mad when he moved her into his crib.
Every night, that I could, I would watch her sleep through her window or sneak in her house to steal her panties. They smelled so good to me and often got me off. I collected them over the past months they had been dating. I had about thirty pairs. Since I couldn’t get any of her panties anymore I had to sniff her old ones constantly. I needed a new fix now, call me crazy but I had to get another one of her panties or a nigga was about to go insane. I don’t know how I was about to get another pair but I was gone make a way. Saying I was addicted was an understatement. I needed Briana. That’s why I was about to make it my business to break her and my cousin up.
“Yeah, Yeah,” I said rubbing my hands together. I’m gone fuck up this nigga relationship. My dick got hard just thinking about it. Adonis worshipped Bri like she was a God and he was mortal. Bri is the only bitch I’ve seen Adonis literally go crazy over. He stomped a dude’s face in one time because a nigga rubbed his hand on Bri's arm. Dudes face was clean off his body. Thinking about that shit had my fat ass shook. I was definitely playing with fire, would it cost me life? I don’t know. But right now, I didn’t give a fuck. Revenge was the only thing on my mind. I called Kenya to set up my plan; I immediately went to voicemail.
“Aye baby its Nino, shoot me a text or call me aight, I got a proposition for you that I know you'll like, it’s for a pretty penny too. Hit me within thirty or I’m gone get another bitch to do it, aight? One.”
I pressed end and was pissed the fuck off. I know she was right there because she had posted a pic of her and her thot ass friends at the strip club. Was I not important to pick up the phone anymore? While I was in deep thought, Ms. Thotty called back.
“What the fuck you want Nino? Damn nigga, I don’t fuck with yo fat ass no more, this pussy belongs to Adonis.”
Her and her hoe ass friends were laughing in the background like the shit was funny.
“Bitch Adonis ain’t fed you dick since he been with Bri, he don’t want yo thot ass no more, now you either want this money or I’ll give it to another money hungry hoe that’s willing to cooperate.”
She grew quiet, “I’m listening Nino.”
I smiled, “Aight, here’s the plan.”
SUNDAY MORNING
PERSIA
“Baby are you ready?’ Ramses screamed from the bottom of the steps. It was Sunday so that meant we were going to Ms. Barbara’s house for Sunday dinner, we were also going to stay the night.
She claimed she didn’t have that long to live so she wanted to spend as much time with us as possible. Briana constantly checked up on her and took her to her doctor’s appointments, the woman was damn near healthier than my ass.
She just didn’t want to be in that big ass house by herself. Plus Ms. Barbara was a woman of tradition, her mother and grandmother had Sunday dinners every Sunday so she did the same and Briana and I were going to keep it going after she passed.
“Here I come baby,” I said as I wrapped up a quick call that I didn’t want Ramses to hear. I was low key still talking to Ivan. Yes call me crazy but right now, he needed me. Ivan did me wrong plenty of times and called me out of my name but for the longest he made sure Briana and I were straight. Right now, he was in some shit so he needed my help. He was broke so he asked me to give him 2,000 dollars. I didn’t know what he needed for but after I gave him this money, I was going to stop talking to him for good.
That day he threatened me, he apologized and asked if we could meet up one last time. Of course I said no because at that time I’m sure Ramses had his soldiers following me. From that day forward, we kept in contact. I will always have love for Ivan because he was my first everything but my heart belonged to Ramses and I was going to spend the rest of my life with him. He was who I wanted to be with. Tomorrow I was going to meet Ivan in Englewood and give him the 2,000 and leave.
I made my way down stairs as I stuffed my phone in my purse.
“We're going to be late now all because of you,” he said with an apparent attitude as he stood at the bottom of the steps.
“Baby I was on the phone with Briana, I’m sorry” I lied.
“Y’all couldn’t talk at the damn dinner?” he boomed.
For some reason he was really pissed off. I gave him some mind-blowing head this morning so I don’t know what his problem was. I ignored him and walked to the door. I noticed he wasn’t following me so I turned back around, he was still at the bottom of the steps in the same spot. He hadn’t moved at all. He just stood there staring at me smiling.
“What now Ramses?” I asked with every word dripping with attitude, I was convinced this nigga was bipolar. How you gone yell at me then start smiling out of nowhere.
“You’re getting thick baby; that shit looking mad fucking nice. Do a swirl for me.” he said.
“Can we just go? I’m hungry and tired and you’re pissing me off.”
He shrugged his shoulders and sat on the last step as he looked at me seriously. “You’re the one holding us up now, now twirl for daddy.”
I closed my eyes and twirled for him, I don’t know what was so special about me being in this sundress. To me I looked like I always did. Maybe I was eating a little bit more these past couple of days but I can’t gain weight that quick from it. Opening my eyes, I screamed because he was right in front of me. “Baby you scared me,” I pouted.
His hands roamed my body and he inhaled my scent while closing his eyes. “Yeah we need to fucking go or we gone end up being late as fuck, get that ass in the car ma.”
I opened the front door without hesitation and walked towards the car. I felt his eyes on me the whole time.
RAMSES
Making my way over the driver’s side, I got in and pulled off. I was happy about this Sunday dinner but a lot of shit was on my mind. This Sunday dinner was slowing shit up, we had a loose screw that got away. I hated that nigga. He betrayed us in the worst way by stealing from us then trying to rob one of our warehouses. That was suicide. He knew it, yet the bitch nigga did it anyway. I swear when I saw his ass again, I was gone kill him in the worst way. He didn’t know that I was closer to him than he thought.
Ivan didn’t know that he was right up under my nose. I had Persia’s phone tapped into the day after we first fucked. I trusted my girl but like you already know, I run a drug cartel. Can’t no fuck ups be made. Bitches seem like angels at first but are demons in disguise. I pay close attention to mothafuckas I deal with. Once one of my lil niggas informed me that Persia was Ivan’s ex, I kept an even closer eye on her. I soon found out that she wasn’t on no shit like that, but when her phone records came back and I saw Ivan’s name, I instantly felt a sensation of rage go through my body.
I wasn’t mad at her bec
ause she didn’t know I knew Ivan or that we were connected. If anything, I was pissed because she had the audacity to have conversation with one of her ex's when she was with me. When I told her ass that she was mine, I wasn’t playing, at all. She wasn’t flirting with him but it was principal. Ivan thought he had gotten away that day when we killed his squad in the vacant house but he was right up under my nose.
While Persia was upstairs talking to that bitch nigga, I ear hustled. I knew she was meeting him tomorrow to give him some chump change. What she didn’t know, was that I was gone be there too. It was definitely gone be a surprise party in that bitch. I was gone deal with Persia later about the whole situation but for right now, I needed everything to go my way. Persia interrupted my thoughts when I felt her nudge my arm.
“What are you thinking about,” she asked as her small soft hand landed in mine.
I looked over at her and smiled. She was everything that I asked God for, that’s why I was never letting her go. “Just a lot on my mind baby, that’s all.”
“Is there anything I can do to help you?”
“You’re already helping me by being my side, trust me when I say, you take a lot of stress off a nigga”
“Well that’s what I’m supposed to do right?” she said while smiling.
“Yeah baby, you do a damn good job, I love you more than anything, I’m never letting you go. It’s me and you, no other niggas or bitches; Persia and Ramses,” I lifted her hand and brought it to my lips while cutting my eyes at her.
“Me and you against the world; no other niggas or bitches, but do you love me more than your grandma's chocolate cake?” she asked
“Damn I don’t know ma, that shit hella good,” laughing, I tried to kiss her cheek but she mushed my face.
“I’m playing baby, damn.”
Turning around she looked at me with those big, beautiful grey eyes that I fell in love with. This woman was my queen. Stopping at a red light, I turned to her.
“Give me my kiss ma.”
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