Secunda shook her head. ‘That was not originally part of the plan at all. The idea was for the nurse to go out into the town – allegedly searching for the missing girl – and, following our directions, find her way out here. But she did not come. By this morning we were anxious, as you may suppose. When you arrived we thought it might be to bring us news of her. Which in a way you did.’ She sighed. ‘Something must have gone dreadfully amiss.’
‘It did,’ I told her. ‘The landlady at the lodging house was naturally afraid that she and her household would be held responsible for Lavinia’s escape. She decided (quite correctly as it now appears) that the nursemaid must have had a hand in it, so she had her locked up in the kiln-house in the yard – I think you know the place – and sent word to Lavinius to come and take her home and beat the truth from her.’
‘As no doubt he would have done,’ Secunda murmured. ‘I wish we’d thought of the possibility of suspicion falling on the nurse – I think we all believed that she loved the girl so much that nobody could possibly have thought she was involved. But from what you say it’s clear now why she chose to kill herself. She obviously feared that she would not be strong enough to withstand questioning without betraying us. Lavinius can be ruthless. He’d have tortured the poor creature horribly if he thought that she knew anything at all.’
‘Even though by that time he’d disowned the girl?’
‘It is evident that you don’t know Lavinius, citizen. Anyone who caused dishonour to his precious family name would be punished without mercy – you can take that from me. No wonder the poor woman chose to drink the hemlock-juice and die an easy death. There may have been some of the sleeping-potion in the phial as well, which would have eased it further. I only hope there was. I’m glad that she had the foresight to take it to the kiln.’
I shook my head, remembering the look of hope that crossed the nurse’s face when she thought that I had come from Cyra, not from Publius. I knew now that she was hoping that this might be a subterfuge and that I had come to help her to escape. Poor creature, she was disappointed there. ‘That was my doing, inadvertently. She persuaded us that there was something in the room that might help her to discover where Lavinia was. Only of course there was no clue at all. It was the poison that she wanted. She almost told me so.’ (I remembered suddenly the last thing that the nurse had said to me, ‘If I can tell you nothing in the morning, citizen, do as you like with me.’ Those words had taken on another meaning now.) ‘After she’d drunk the hemlock she threw the flask away – I think in one last attempt to create a mystery and persuade us that Druids were involved in that event as well.’
I had hardly finished speaking when the bedroom door burst open and Paulinus rushed in – now dressed in his faded tunic and his working-boots again. His face was ashen and his air of gentle bafflement had given way to something more like terror and despair.
‘Wife!’ he murmured, swaying on the spot. ‘So everything is lost! I’ve spoken to Lavinia and she says the secret’s out and Lavinius’s servants are waiting in the barn. What are we to do?’
She was on her feet in an instant and rushing to his side. If she had not supported him by giving him her arm, I believe that he would have crumpled to the floor. I too had scrambled to my feet by now and I went over to assist her. Between us we held him upright by the door while Paulina gazed up at us in astonishment, chewing at her chalk.
How long we might have stood there I cannot say, but then Muta came hobbling into the ante-room from the yard outside – obviously her master had rushed ahead of her, and with her limping gait she had not kept up with him. She came to take my place supporting Paulinus but Secunda signalled her to stay there with the child. Muta looked doubtful, but nodded dutifully.
We left the maid admiring the portrait of the tree, while – between us – we led Paulinus next door to a stool and helped him to lower his body onto it.
He sat there for a moment, his head between his hands. After a little he looked up at me and I saw to my embarrassment that his lids were fringed with tears. It is a rare thing to see a Roman adult cry, even women tend to save their tears for funerals and for a male to weep in public is regarded as disgrace.
It was evident that Paulinus did not care a sugared fig for any such convention. He said to me in a voice which had lost all trace of joy, ‘So it is all over. You have found us out. Why did you come here? Life could have been so good! Does it give you satisfaction to have ruined it? And why? Just to satisfy your curiosity?’
I found myself pacing up and down the room, not knowing how on earth to answer this. I stopped before the household altar in the wall, seeing the simple sacrifices that had been offered there to the household spirits and the goddess of the hearth. I felt a sudden fury with these Roman deities. Why had they not ensured that I had left the house before Modesta and the other slaves arrived?
I turned to Paulinus. ‘I have decided that I need not tell anyone about Lavinia,’ I said.
To my surprise this did not seem to comfort him.
It was Secunda who broke the awkward silence first. ‘Husband, the citizen deserves more courtesy. I have told him the whole truth about Lavinia’s parentage – he had very largely worked it out in any case. Don’t you think that we should thank him for not betraying her?’ Her voice was entirely serene, but I thought I detected a warning tone in it.
Paulinus seemed to sense it too. He raised his head again. ‘Of course, but what about the rest of it? I couldn’t bear to be without you, after all we’ve been through and everything we’ve planned.’ He looked from her to me and his face took on that faintly puzzled air. ‘Or hasn’t he discovered the whole truth of it?’
She put an arm around his shoulder, gently, rather as a mother might console a child. ‘Not until this moment, husband, I don’t think. And none of it from me.’
I was frankly baffled for a moment, though I should not have been. Of course there was still a mystery to solve. Publius had employed me to try to find his bride, but then we had found her body in the box and I’d come on to Corinium to investigate. I still had no idea how that had come about. But I had been so occupied with the discovery of the truth about Lavinia that I had not turned my mind to the other matter recently.
Now though, as a result of what Paulinus said, I was forced to think again. It was becoming obvious that these two were involved in that grisly business with the corpse. My heart rebelled against the notion, but my brain refused to let the matter rest.
I turned to Paulinus, who was on his feet by now and staring at his wife with a look of dawning horror on his face. ‘You were involved in putting that body in the box?’
He looked at Secunda as if for some support, but she shook her head at him. ‘Tell him, Paulinus. There’s no help for it. If he asked the question, we shall have to tell the truth. But since he’s shown compassion for Lavinia, perhaps we can persuade him to do the same for us.’
I was about to insist upon his answering but he was too quick for me. He spoke before I had time to formulate my thoughts. ‘Will you promise, citizen? Can we rely on that? You will not betray us either?’ He reached out and slowly interlaced his fingers with his wife’s – or rather . . . ?
I must have been baffled by her loveliness, or the obvious solution would have dawned on me before.
‘Great Mars!’ I said, hardly able to believe the words myself. ‘You are not his wife at all!’
TWENTY-SIX
The ferocity of her reaction startled me. ‘What makes you say that, citizen? Of course I am his wife.’ She squeezed his hand and looked affectionately at him. ‘True we did not have an expensive wedding feast, or a conferratus ceremony with witnesses and cakes, but when we reached here yesterday we summoned all the slaves and in front of everyone we lit the household shrine and made the proper vows before the gods.’
‘Where you are Gaius I am Gaia,’ Paulinus put in. ‘And I swore the same.’
‘But she isn’t Gaia. She is Audelia.’ Why had I
not seen the possibility before?
‘All the same I am as much his wife as anyone could be. I even had a bridal costume, more or less – although I lacked the proper shoes and veil – and my hair was plaited in the proper way. In fact –’ she shook her faded golden ringlets with a laugh – ‘it has been plaited in that way so long that even when – at last – I let it out, the tight curls still remain. My hair was absolutely straight when I first went to the shrine!’ She laughed again, then said with dignity, ‘Many people, citizen, are much less wed than that. And then, last evening, my husband came to me. I have become, in every sense, his wife. Even Lavinius’s famous law courts would agree to that.’
‘So what happened to the real Secunda?’ I enquired, struck by a dreadful thought. ‘Was it her body that we discovered in the box?’
‘Of course not, citizen,’ she said. ‘I am the only Secunda that there ever was. And it really is my name. Audelia Secunda my father called me, at my naming day, because an earlier daughter called Audelia did not live for long. Another affliction for my family, though my sister died of fever, as many children do, not of that dreadful curse that carried off the boys.’
‘The father was called Audelius and both girls were named for him,’ her husband said. ‘I knew the family slightly when I was a boy – they were relatives, of course. I grew fond of Secunda, as we called her, even then.’
The woman nodded. ‘To my mother I was always Secunda till the day I went away, though of course they called me Audelia at the shrine. But now I have retired. Besides –’ she looked up at Paulinus lovingly – ‘I am a second wife. It seemed appropriate to use the name again.’
‘So who was the beheaded person in the box?’ I broke off as the realization dawned. ‘Oh, of course! It wasn’t murder as we all supposed. It was a suicide. That was the wet nurse who was rescued from the beasts?’
‘The body was released to Paulinus. It seemed the simple way. If my uncle found a body they would not look for me.’
‘So you cut the head and hands off?’ I saw Paulinus flinch.
‘It was the vilest thing that I have ever done. But it was not done with malice. Druids attach extreme importance to the head – they think that it is where the spirit dwells. I gave it to her family for proper burial, in the sacred grove or whatever place they chose.’
‘Besides,’ I said, heartlessly, ‘without a face, no one could be sure that the body was not Audelia?’
He nodded, with a kind of dignity. ‘That’s also true, of course. Don’t suppose I didn’t think of that. Otherwise I do not think I could have done the task.’ He swallowed hard, his voice-box bobbing visibly up and down. ‘But the woman’s family agreed to take the head and asked no questions about the rest of her. They were actually grateful, that was the dreadful thing.’
‘And what about the hands? I wondered at the time if they were calloused and would give the game away. I saw that the legs were strong and muscular.’
‘Much worse than work-worn, citizen.’ This time it was Secunda who replied. ‘The woman had a birthmark right across her hand and two of her fingers had been joined since birth. Defects like that would have prevented anyone from being accepted as a Vestal at the shrine. When Paulinus realized, he removed them too. It was not intended as an act of violence, citizen. The poor woman was already dead, and it was simply to allow me to escape.’
‘So you, Paulinus, cut off the missing portions before you left this house and put her in the box that you were travelling with – though, of course, the corpse was wearing her own garments at the time?’ I had understood this now. A coarse plaid cloak and tunic with a drawstring purse. ‘And when you reached Corinium you dressed her as a bride – or a Vestal Virgin, which is largely the same thing?’
Secunda – I could not think of her by any other name – laughed softly. ‘Exactly citizen, except I kept my cloak. Fortunately the girl was very much my size. Except for my white slippers which did not really fit. Then we put her in the box. Along with the wedding veil that I did not intend to wear.’
‘And the wedding slippers? You left them behind on purpose, I assume? To be rid of Ascus for an hour or two?’
A nod. ‘If I’d had an escort I could never have escaped.’
‘And then, I think, you blamed your little maid for it?’
She looked apologetic. ‘I raised my voice, it’s true. I told her that they had been left behind and that she had not packed them – which was strictly accurate. Poor Puella! She was so upset, but I dared not entrust her with our secret, naturally.’ She gave her shyest smile. ‘I did the best I could: warned her to leave the coach at Glevum, the instant it arrived – on pain of the severest penalty – and go back to her former owner near the shrine. I gave her a letter and her slave-price to ensure that she was freed, and could not be arrested on the way.’
‘You did not think she might be blamed for what was in the box?’
Secunda shook her head. ‘How could that be, citizen? She was sitting in the front with the raedarius – I made sure of that, so she had witnesses to her presence all the way. By the time the door was opened and it was found that I had gone, I knew that she was likely to have disappeared. If not, there was the letter to fall back upon. I hoped she would not witness the discovery of the corpse.’
‘Ah yes, the unfortunate Druid wet nurse!’ I exclaimed.
‘We thought that Lavinius would build a pyre for her and give her Roman rites, so at least she would obtain a proper funeral. We were anxious to show as much respect to her as possible,’ Audelia-Secunda told me earnestly. ‘I even pinned a spray of mistletoe and oak onto the bridal veil I left with her, so that tokens of her own religion were attached to her. We should have guessed what someone might construe from that.’ The gentle lips were almost twitching in a smile as she added softly, ‘Though it was hard to answer, citizen, when you asked outright whether the Druids might have been involved. As a Vestal I am bound to always tell the truth – anything else would be a violation of my vows.’
‘Yet you signed a contract, didn’t you? Agreeing to marriage with a certain Publius? Surely breaking that was a violation, too?’ It sounded quite severe, but I had put it mildly. It was much worse than that. A Vestal Virgin may not break her legal bond on pain of the most dreadful punishment, since if she does so she is seen to be endangering the state.
For the first time I saw a flash of anger in her eyes. ‘Indeed I signed a contract. It is not a pleasant story. Sit down, citizen, and I will explain. We have no wine to offer, as we said before, but I think there is some apple-beer somewhere that Muta made last year from fermented windfalls. We had some yesterday when we got to the house.’
‘I will go and fetch it,’ Paulinus volunteered. ‘This story is better coming from my wife. I blurt things out too much – look at the trouble I’ve already caused!’ He got to his feet and went out in the direction of the ante-room.
But it was not his blurtings which detained me now. ‘Muta made the apple-beer?’ I said. ‘But I understood you only bought her yesterday?’
She came across and stood very close to me. ‘I thought better of your powers of deduction, citizen. Does Muta look like a brand-new servant in this house?’
Of course she didn’t, now I came to think of it. For one thing she had clearly won Paulina’s confidence, and learned to communicate in some way with the girl. I shook my head.
Secunda reached up to the shelf and fetched down three drinking bowls. ‘Besides,’ she went on, ‘who do you suppose accompanied Paulinus to the lodging-house before we others got there?’
‘That was Muta? But she doesn’t speak! And she walks so badly!’
‘That was an advantage, citizen. Paulinus had bought her a stola and a russet travelling-cloak, and of course she travelled in a hood and veil – as any matron with old-fashioned sensibilities might do. Anyone who saw her would remember just the cloak – it was an unusually fine colour dye of course – and the fact that the wearer was walking with a limp.’
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br /> ‘But Trullius and Priscilla must have seen her face,’ I protested, and broke off. ‘But of course, I remember. She retired to rest and did not come again until you had arrived. To greet you with affection, as I understand.’
‘With affection,’ she allowed, ‘but not with words, at all. Paulinus did the talking, and Lavinia later on. No one expects a woman who is frail and tired to say very much.’ She picked up the water-pitcher as she spoke.
‘And then when you were dining she went back upstairs?’
She was pouring water into the little bowls and swilling them around to clean the dust from them. ‘Of course the poor thing could not eat with us. She would not have known the proper rituals. So Paulinus took her to the room, and later on she managed to share something with the nurse when they sent up a plate of bread and meat.’ She set the drinking-vessels upside down to dry. ‘And then next day she came to see me off, and that is when it happened.’
I remembered that Priscilla had remarked that Secunda had seemed to move more easily in the morning after she had slept and that up to then she had hardly said a word. ‘But how did you effect the substitution then? There were a lot of people in the court. You must have been observed.’
She shook her head. ‘I got into the raeda as myself, of course, and Paulinus and the nurse came crowding round as well. Muta was in her travelling cape again, but this time she did not have the stola underneath. I was wearing that under my mantle, tucked up in my belt. I got into the seat in front of everyone, ostensibly settling while they brought down the box. I made quite a fuss – sending for extra cushions for my back, and ordering the maidservant to sit up at the front and while everyone was occupied I put the shutters up. Of course the box was already largely shielding me from sight. Muta leaned right in the other side, as if to give me an embrace, and while Paulinus crowded round the back, slipped her cloak and veil off and handed them to me.’
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