by Wylde, Tara
“One shot left,” I say .
“Let’s make it count,” he says. “You’re doing great, but you should try to modify your feet a bit .”
He slides his leg between mine and pushes outwards, widening my stance .
And sparking a familiar sensation down there .
“Now,” he says, reaching around to close his own hands around my grip on the weapon. “Align the top of your gun hand with your nose .”
As he presses against me, I feel the hot hardness of his erection pressing against my ass. I lean back so that he knows I’m feeling him .
My God, we’re both getting turned on by firing a gun. Is that sick? If it is, don’t call the doctor .
“Now!” he shouts in my ear .
I squeeze one final time, feeling the pull of the trigger, the recoil in my hands, the rock-hard cock pressing between my cheeks. This time, the slug strikes home in the shooter’s left eye .
“Wow,” says Nick .
“Beginner’s luck,” I say, pulling off my headgear .
“All I know is I never want to be on the receiving end of whatever you’re shooting .”
He turns to face me and I grab his belt, pulling him to me. I grind my crotch against his bulge and he gasps as I stick my tongue down his throat .
“All I know is I do want to be on the receiving end of whatever you’re shooting,” I whisper in his ear. “And I want it right now .”
He responds by yanking my shirt over my head and unzipping my shorts. My hands fumble with his belt and zipper and in a few seconds, we’re both naked .
“Did you…?” I pant as his mouth roams over my breasts .
He pulls a foil square out of his front pocket. “Ever since that first night,” he says .
Not thirty seconds later, he’s inside me, scratching the itch that’s been driving me mad since I squeezed off that first round. It hard and it’s fast and it’s dirty, and I don’t care if anyone is watching, even though I know there’s no one for miles .
* * *
“Y ou really are a natural,” Nick says as he pulls on his T-shirt. “At a lot of things .”
“I have a good teacher.” I grin, shimmying my shorts up over my hips .
“Mmm,” Nick mutters. He’s looking at the low hills in the distance to the north of the estate .
“Everything okay ?”
He looks startled for a moment. “Hm? Oh. Yeah, perfect .”
I wish I could figure out where his mind keeps going. But who am I to say? For all I know, he’s still stunned from the spectacular sex. I know I’m not having the easiest time thinking right now .
We collect the paraphernalia and amble back to the house. As we do, I swear I see Nick glancing over at the hills again .
Maybe it’s just my imagination .
Chapter Fifty-Seven
2 9. NICK
Storm gives me a giddy wave as the Vette peels out of the driveway and through the front gate. It took me forever to convince her to just take my credit card and go shopping in the city; I finally had to give in and agree that she could buy me some clothes, too. Something tells me it won’t be the black T-shirts I asked for .
Doesn’t matter. What matters is she’ll be in Manhattan until seven o’clock, giving me the time I need to get into Brooklyn and do what I need to do. I wait a few minutes after she’s gone so that she won’t see the Mach 1’s grill in her rearview mirror. As far as she knows, I’ll be home all day waiting for her .
I’ll have to explain things to her when she gets home, of course. But for now, the less she knows, the better .
I spark the Mustang to life, listening to the purr of the 351 four-barrel engine for a while as my mind goes back to the days when it was barely running and scuffed to shit. The hundreds of hours Josef and I spent rooting around under the hood, sanding and painting, hunting all over the five boroughs for parts .
Those were simpler times .
Finally I back her out and head down the lonesome road that leads from the estate to the Long Island Expressway. The cloudy weather has turned even worse today, with the makings of another storm on the horizon. It matches my mood .
* * *
M ookie has to look closely before he finally recognizes me at the door .
“Nick?” he asks tentatively, peering at me in the dim light of the Moscow Palace’s lobby. “Holy shit, man, is that you ?”
I extend a hand and smile. “Still working the door, eh, Mook ?”
He blinks at me a couple of times before taking my offer and shaking. “Nick Fucking Chernenko,” he says with a grin. “Been a while .”
“Almost twenty years.” I nod .
He lets out a low whistle. “Well, shit, that must mean I’m an old man now .”
I laugh out loud. Mook was always a good egg. There’s a line from an old Billy Joel song about a guy who’s quick with a joke or a light of your smoke. That’s Mookie .
And like the guy in the song, I’ve always thought there was someplace that he’d rather be .
“Is he here?” I ask .
“Josef and the missus are just sitting down to lunch,” he says. “You want to go in, or maybe I should …?”
Like a lot of people, Mookie doesn’t know how things ended between Josef and me, just that they ended. He’s being polite by asking whether I’d like an introduction, which will give Josef the opportunity to send me packing if he doesn’t want to see me .
“I’d like to surprise him,” I say quietly, leaning closer. “For the Feast of Saint Igor .”
It’s a holiday I just made up, but Mookie, who’s not even close to being Russian, doesn’t know that .
“Oh,” he says, trying not to look confused. “Okay, then, I guess go on in. Good to see you, man .”
I clap him on the shoulder as I head through the thick brocade curtains toward the dining room. “Same here .”
The Moscow Palace is one of Josef’s longest-running money-laundering operations. Like his after-hours club, it works well because it’s an all-cash business, as evidenced by the sign on Mookie’s reception desk that tells you credit cards aren’t accepted. It also acts as a meeting space for business, plus he and his family members all draw tidy salaries for jobs they don’t do, which gives them some legal extra pocket money .
Its Old World charm has made the Palace a popular spot for years. The place is buzzing with Russian expatriates that I recognize, as well as some Millennials I assume are looking for some cool new cuisine. The private room is in the back, which is where I’m headed .
More than a few heads turn as I pass, and I hear whispers: “Holy shit, is that…” and “I haven’t seen him for...” There’s even a “boshe moi,” which is Russian for “Oh my God.” It helps prepare me for what I know is coming next .
Josef’s wife, Pamela, sees me first as I approach the table. She’s a little rounder in spots than I remember, but the black hair is still piled high in a ‘90s style, and she still wears that fire engine red lipstick that Long Island girls seem so fond of .
“Oh. My. GOD! ” she crows, dropping her fork. “Josef, lookit who it is !”
Josef, who’s talking on his cell phone, gives her an annoyed look before glancing up at me. The color abruptly drains from his face and his thumb automatically hits the “end call” button without another word .
“Nicky!” Pam squeals as she extricates herself from the bench side of the round booth. Once she’s out, she grabs my cheeks in her palms and gives me a red-stained kiss on the cheek .
“You haven’t changed a bit, Pam.” I grin. “Still the most beautiful woman in the room .”
She preens. “Your eyesight obviously isn’t what it used to be. But look at you! And the beard! I like it! Look at him, Josef !”
“I see him, my love,” says Josef, finally rising from the table. He extends his hand to me, a passable smile on his face. He’s recovered from the initial shock .
“Nikolai,” he says as we shake. “It’s been too long, to
varisch .”
I nod. “Yes it has .”
Pamela grabs me and pulls me to the seat next to her, almost scratching my arm with her inch-long nails the same shade as her lips. She’s still a stunning woman, if you can look past the gaudy make-up and hair. And the fact she’s Greek, not Russian, which irked the hell out of Josef’s family .
“You’ve gotta eat with us, Nicky, I insist .”
I glance at Josef. He blinks a couple of times, then says “Of course. This is a rare occasion .”
“It is!” Pam squeaks. She flags down a passing waiter in a white shirt and bow tie .
“Petey, bring my friend a Miller Lite and a menu, will you? And a bottle of Green Mark from the VIP bar.” She turns to me. “We’re gonna do shots !”
“All right,” I say. “But just one. I’m driving later.” I turn to face Josef. “The Mach 1. Remember ?”
He looks uncomfortable. Good .
“You still have that?” Pam says, incredulous. “That baby made me weak back in the day, I’ll tell you. I always wanted Josef to buy it off you, but he said you wouldn’t sell .”
“He was right,” I say. “I still won’t. Josef and I worked together to restore her. She’s a symbol of our friendship .”
Josef’s gaze drops to the table and fresh blood creeps into his cheeks. I’ve shamed him .
Good.
The drinks come and I order holubtsi, meat and rice wrapped in cabbage. The head chef at Moscow Palace uses his own baba’s recipes, and they’re incredible .
Pamela pours us each an ounce of vodka and we touch glasses .
“To old friends!” she says .
Josef and I nod to each other and repeat the toast. The discomfort in his eyes is supremely satisfying as we toss back the liquor .
Pamela is a bit of a ditz, but she’s not stupid. With some vodka in her, she works up the nerve to ask the question I’m sure is burning in her right now. Her husband, of course, already knows the answer .
“So what brings you here, Nicky?” she asks. “It’s been a long time .”
Part of me wants to simply tell her to ask her husband, but I honestly like Pam. I don’t want her getting caught between me and Josef. She doesn’t deserve it. Then again, she’s the one who raised Arkady. But I suppose she was hamstrung by the lifestyle the family leads, and all the other influences on her son .
She’s always actively turned a blind eye to the family business. That doesn’t excuse what she’s let her son become, but maybe it helps explain it. Not that it matters. I deal with things as they are, not as they should be .
“Just wanted to let you know I still exist,” I say with a shrug. “Been thinking about you guys a lot this last little while. And the kids. They’re all grown up now .”
Pam beams as she taps her smartphone to show me a series of photos showcasing an adorable but serious-looking girl, about a year old, with dark brown eyes and chestnut hair .
“Our first grandbaby,” she says proudly. “Marta’s. She married the oldest Vaselly boy, Christopher. I ask you, do I look old enough to be a baba ?”
I grin and kiss her cheek. “You don’t look anything like my baba, that’s for sure .”
“Flatterer,” she says with a grin. Then a shadow crosses her face. “And Arkady is… doing well. Learning the business. Playing the field. You know how young men are, always chasing after anything in a skirt .”
Josef looks like he swallowed a bug, and it’s all I can do to keep from laughing. His own wife is doing a better job of making him squirm than I could .
“I wish he’d shave that stupid beard, though,” says Pam. “I mean, don’t get me wrong, Nick, on you it’s distinguished. But his is just ridiculous. I’m sure it turns off far more women that it attracts .”
I imagine his habit of shooting at them when they refuse to be raped by his friends turns a few off as well , I don’t say. Instead I shrug .
“His father was a ladies man, too, before he met you .”
Pam smiles and turns to Josef. “Speaking of my hubby, he’s being awful quiet .”
She knows enough not to bring up anything about our split all those years ago. I don’t know how much detail Josef went into when I left the business, but she’s clearly not going to scratch old wounds. It’s just a gentle prod for her husband to be a little more hospitable to an old friend .
Josef manages to smile. “You seemed to have it well in hand, my love .”
The waiter arrives with the food, and for a few minutes we talk about the incredible aromas and how they bring back memories of the old days. To a casual observer, it would seem completely normal. Just old friends catching up .
To some of the people in the Palace, though, it must seem like some kind of a summit meeting. Nick and Josef, together again for the first time in years, what’s going on ?
My eyes close as the first forkful of holubtsi hits my tongue. Fatty and meaty and just a hint of sweetness… heaven .
“Am I right?” Pam says with a grin. “Isn’t it the best ?”
I nod, and suddenly I want to make sure I finish my meal before I do what I came here to do. Great food should never go to waste, even when you’re staring across a table at an old friend you might end up killing later on .
Chapter Fifty-Eight
3 0. NICK
I glance at my watch. I told Storm to take her time in the city, but I want to wrap this up soon just in case. I don’t want her to be on her own at the house right now .
“Oy,” Pam sighs, pushing away her empty plate. “I’m not going to need supper after that .”
“It was an amazing meal,” I say. “And wonderful company .”
She raises her glass and elbows Josef, who does the same. I raise mine in return .
“To the old days,” she says. We drink .
“Funny you should say that, Pam,” I say. “Like I said, I’ve had reason to think about those days lately, and about you two. Some of the others. How we used to be .”
“You sound wistful,” Josef says. He’s gotten a little braver over a few drinks. “You don’t regret anything, do you ?”
“No,” I say. “Except losing touch. That’s why I came here today – to reconnect. And to give you something. A token of my affection .”
Pan grins and wiggles in her seat. “Ooh, I love presents !”
“This one is from the heart,” I say as I reach into my pocket and hand something to Josef .
He looks at the key ring in his hand, the black leather tag with a silver horse and a red, white and blue stripe running behind it .
Pam’s eyes go wide. “Whoa. You’re not actually …”
Beside her, Josef probably wouldn’t have looked this shocked if I had pulled a gun on him .
“Nikolai…” he breathes. “This is… you can’t …”
I nod. “She’s yours now. I insist. A symbol of our friendship, still beautiful and undamaged after all these years .”
Josef looks me in the eye, and I catch the shimmer of wetness in his. It’s what I was hoping for – a sign that our relationship isn’t broken. That we can move beyond this nonsense with Arkady. He clutches the keyring so hard his knuckles turn white .
“I’ve never been more grateful for a gift,” he says, his voice thick. “And not just the gift, but what it represents .”
He extricates himself from the table and so do I. We meet in the middle, and Josef pulls me into a crushing hug. Around us, people in the know clap and cheer. When we part, I look over to see tears trickling from the corners of Pam’s eyes .
I make a point of glancing at my watch again, then make a face .
“I’m so sorry, but I really have to run .”
“Aww,” moans Pam. “I wish you could stay .”
“Another time, for sure,” I say as I take her hand and kiss it. “It was wonderful to see you, Pam .”
She squeezes my hand. “You too, Nicky. Come back soon, okay? I mean it .”
“I will .”
; I just hope it’s under the right circumstances .
“I’ll walk you out,” Josef says as he drops a hand on my shoulder .
“You better,” I chuckle. “I have to show you where the Mach 1 is parked .”
We laugh together as we leave the dining room and reach the lobby. Mookie smiles as we arrive, but Josef shoos him away and he reluctantly leaves us alone .
“This means so much to me,” Josef says earnestly. “I want you to know I’ve taken care of things with Arkady. And for you to return the gesture with this – I just can’t put it into words .”
I lean in close and drape an arm around his shoulders .
“That’s good,” I whisper. “Because I need you to listen to me and not talk. The only reason your son isn’t cooling on a slab in the morgue right now is because of our shared past .”
I hear his breath hitch in his throat. Good .
“And because she wouldn’t want me to,” I add. “You know who I’m talking about .”
Josef nods silently .
“Arkady came looking for her,” I say. “I get that. I don’t agree, but I get it. He disrespected me in my home, but he didn’t know who I am. I get that, too. I responded to that attack exactly the way I would be expected to by anyone in this restaurant. In fact, I think I was quite lenient .”
Another nod .
“I told him to ask you about me,” I hiss. “That should have been the end of it. But it wasn’t .”
My fingers dig into the meat of his shoulder and I see him wince as I lean even closer to his ear .
“Either Arkady or his people have been spying on my house. They trespassed on my property after they were specifically told to stay away. I know this to be true .”
“Nick – ” he begins, but I silence him by digging my fingertips even deeper into his deltoid muscle .
“I’m not finished. Yesterday I saw a flash in the hills above the estate. I’ve seen that before, Josef. It’s light reflecting off the lens of a scope. Someone was pointing a weapon at me. At her .”
“Oh, Jesus,” he moans .
I keep the worst of it to myself – that whoever was eyeing us through that scope watched us make love in the gardens .