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by Campbell McGrath


  Dawn

  A man and a woman are driving across the Great Plains of North America.

  Kansas. Saskatchewan. South Dakota.

  They are hundreds of miles into their journey, cocooned by speed and metal and dusk, a chrysalis of solitude and cobalt distance. They are bodiless and encapsulated as astronauts approaching the moons of Jupiter,

  their radio emits a voice-storm of signals and significant noise,

  by the dashboard light they can just make out the markings on the map, a grave rubbing or ghostly palimpsest,

  scrim as fine as angel’s hair or the latticed veins of tangerines,

  images and symbols which admit of no single probable answer but function as a kind of orchestral score for the landscape sweeping invisibly past,

  a notational logic of the possible.

  Hiss of tires, rush of wind, cardinal hush and ordinal thrum.

  Toward dawn the radio begins another cycle.

  Everything is exactly as it was. They have outdistanced the stars and the plains are just as silent, gravid, ineluctable. They have received the hieratic lunar mysteries, they possess the blueprints of a thousand civilizations.

  They stop the car and get out.

  In the first, ashen light shapes and templates begin to appear.

  A horse, a flock of doves, windrows of trees between the freshly plowed fields, distant cathedrals of grain elevators rising from the mist.

  They have everything they need to create the world.

  They have only to join hands. They have only to choose.

  Part Four

  An Odyssey of Appetite

  * * *

  America’s hunger takes nothing for granted.

  Ants hollowing fallen fruit,

  recasting the temple of the pomegranate,

  mice in their congress of grain, squirrels in the heart

  of a deciduous continental democracy,

  mountains scored by rivulets,

  granite beds, plains of salt or river clay,

  subduction and production and consumption

  driven by the master narrative of orogeny,

  magma become lava in the instant of eruption

  as a chocolate egg ruptures its shell of golden foil

  in a hand that might belong to young Tom Jefferson

  pursuing the butterfly of his happiness, or

  Benjamin Franklin flying a kite,

  or the daydreaming machinist Henry Ford

  inventing the mass-market,

  or you, or me, or everyone, or no one.

  America’s epic is the odyssey of appetite.

  * * *

  The Genius of Industry

  Lay me on an anvil, O God.

  Beat me and hammer me into a crowbar.

  —CARL SANDBURG

  Lost in the Wilderness,

  crouched in the underbrush as the flames approached,

  the rattle of muskets mingling with the cries of the wounded

  caught in the creeping wildfires and burned to death,

  the blindness of days

  pushing further into that miasma of killing,

  the men were left with little to ponder

  but the character of their new Commanding General,

  Ulysses S. Grant.

  Surely, so the talk went

  in the camp of the 5th Michigan

  and the 9th New Hampshire, the 21st Ohio

  and Indiana’s famous Iron Brigade,

  surely he would retreat.

  Faced with this indecisive firefight,

  thickets of scrub oak in hidden gulches,

  heavy losses on both sides,

  the danger of a sudden reversal

  as at Chancellorsville,

  surely Grant would retreat

  like all the others—

  McClellan and Burnside, Hooker and Pope—

  move back to Washington and resupply,

  prepare to fight it out again next month, or next season,

  or next spring. It was only common sense.

  And in the days and weeks that followed—

  cold marches through the woods of Virginia,

  the Bloody Angle of Spotsylvania,

  the two armies locked together day and night,

  grinding the life from each other

  like implacable lovers—

  as the men discovered that Grant would not retreat,

  that Grant meant relentless battle,

  it could be said that America

  discovered its particular genius:

  getting down to business.

  As personified in Sam Grant,

  a smallish, red-bearded man

  seated beneath an oak tree in a dirty uniform

  whittling a stick into smaller

  and smaller pieces, making nothing,

  it was a genius for death.

  In that final struggle of the war,

  a continual, yearlong skirmish from the Wilderness

  to its conclusion, a sort of square dance where

  the partners rushed out and fired

  round after round

  from twenty paces beneath a bright sun,

  new men stepping up

  to take the place of the fallen

  while the caller whistled out directions,

  do-si-do and promenade,

  it was Grant who called the tune, relentlessly

  and without mercy. It took the North

  four years for Lincoln to find Grant,

  hidden away in the heartland

  getting drunk and winning battles,

  and bring him east to end it.

  I need this man, old bloody-handed Abe said.

  He knows how to fight. He knew

  that victory meant getting down to

  the job at hand; meant relentless pressure;

  meant “the maximization of the numerical advantage

  and the superior productive capacity of the North.”

  Most of all, he knew that victory meant death,

  a new, fully modern kind of death,

  an industrialized democracy of killing

  in the muddy siegeworks and trenches around Petersburg,

  at the fords along the Pamunkey and Rappahannock,

  in the slaughter at Cold Harbor

  and the crossroads at Five Forks,

  the last footrace with Lee’s starving men

  ending finally beneath the dogwoods of Appomattox

  in the victory not so much of one general,

  or even one army, as of a particular vision of America,

  an ideology just coming into its own.

  Across the distance of a century

  we can see that this is what matters,

  not so much the man himself

  as what he signifies—though Grant

  is so perfectly American,

  his pragmatic strength and paradoxical weaknesses,

  the love of booze and horses and cheap cigars.

  Ulysses Grant was to warfare

  what Henry Ford was to the automobile.

  And as the military purists

  even today resent Grant’s lack of subtlety,

  the absence of Napoleonic finesse,

  we imagine the dismay

  of the fine craftsmen of the Old World

  laboring over their hand-tooled

  products, self-righteous and scornful

  of the Model T’s rolling off the assembly line

  and Ford thinking fuck them

  I want to rule the world.

  As after the war Grant’s lieutenants,

  Sherman and Sheridan, scoured the West

  turning bad Indians into good ones, taming

  the wilderness, making the world safe for democracy;

  thus was Montana made safe for the Great Northern Railroad,

  immigrants conned into settling by such extravagant claims

  that the Dakotas came to be known as “Jay Cooke’s Banana Belt”;

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bsp; thus the plains were settled and cities arose in the desert;

  thus were cartels born; thus were bubbles burst;

  thus General Motors and the rubber industry

  got together with John D. Rockefeller

  to purchase the Los Angeles interurban transit system,

  one of the most modern and extensive in the country,

  and dismantled it, as a public service, so that

  the automobile—“the future of America”—

  should have less disruptive competition,

  in the process making millions for themselves at the expense

  of the general public, which after all is the definition

  of a great Capitalist. And O, the beautiful freeways,

  the Santa Monica and the Long Beach and the San Diego!

  Phoenix and Los Angeles as much a part of it

  as Detroit or Pittsburgh with their

  smelters and rolling mills and slag heaps,

  strip mining in West Virginia

  and strings of motels like diamonds in the desert

  outside Gallup, New Mexico,

  everything a product of the cultural assembly line.

  Because it wasn’t so much the machines themselves—

  though the power of those cogs and wheels

  to dehumanize the average Joe

  should not be underestimated—

  as it was a new idiom,

  a new pace to American life, an endless refinement

  down to some replicable pattern,

  an industrialized essence,

  as William Carlos Williams

  hammered out language, manufacturing a poetry

  pure as circuit boards. A rhythm,

  waves lapping the shore of Lake Michigan

  as you head south along the Drive, south

  into the industrial belt,

  Hammond, Gary, East Chicago,

  the gas jets of the refineries, smokestacks gushing steam,

  a million naked bulbs in the white glow

  of phosphorus, the rumble of machinery,

  sky bruised orange by the roar of production.

  Or sailing up the Mississippi after dusk

  between banks alive with petroleum plants,

  the cabled towers of relay stations

  and chemical storage facilities,

  bright as day all night and

  all the way up to Baton Rouge

  where the giant snake-headed hoses

  load corn into the deep holds of the freighter,

  a mountain of chipped yellow grain,

  and the fine, powdery residue

  turning the cranes

  and all the sailors white, dust—

  corn dust—that gums your eyes shut,

  an overpowering taste

  that will linger all the way to Veracruz.

  That afternoon, after loading, the ship

  puts about and runs south, pale as talcum,

  nestling deep into the water with its new weight.

  By day the riverbanks are Amazonian.

  The warehouses and lading bays

  without their blinding electrical eyes

  seem inconsequential, lost against the swampy horizon,

  Louisiana sweeping past hour by hour

  as you crouch hammering rust from the hull,

  hearing the waters part before you,

  the intonations of the mallets

  on the thick steel plates, a dull ringing

  of calloused hands hammering steadily

  beneath the white sun while each stroke

  raises a cloud of rust chips into your face

  and the dragonflies settle by the hundreds

  to bask on the hot metal of the deck

  and then rise again at each reverberation,

  rising and falling to the beat of the hammers,

  the whole insect mass like an emerald

  and turquoise lung, rising and falling,

  the pulse of a primordial engine.

  Almond Blossoms, Rock and Roll, the Past Seen as Burning Fields

  Across the highlands farmers are burning their fields

  in the darkness. The fleet, infernal silhouettes of these men

  and the owl-swift birds scared up from the chaff

  flicker briefly against the silken curtain of flame as we pass,

  an image from Goya cast once before our eyes

  to be lost as the road swerves up to alabaster

  groves of olives and white-knuckled almendros.

  Hungry, exhausted, driving all night, there are four of us

  hunched in the shell of the beaten, graffiti-winged Bug

  that we scalped for sixty dollars in Berlin,

  no shocks, bald tires, a broken starter so that

  we have to pop the clutch every time, dashing like fools

  through the streets of Amsterdam and Barcelona—

  Hank with no accent, Dave with no license

  except for his beard, Ed with the box turned all the way up,

  playing over and over the only two tapes we have left

  since the night of the lurid Basque luau

  and street riot in San Sebastián. For whatever reason

  we are insanely happy. Wild and lost, speed-mad,

  high on the stale bread and cold ravioli we’ve eaten for days,

  giddy with smoke and the echoes of flame leading south,

  El Greco fingers of chalk blue and turtledove moonlight

  at rest on the soft wool mantillas of distant sierras,

  rock and roll working its harmonic convergence,

  odor of diesel and wild cherry, almond blossoms

  settling like ash to the asphalt—No. Wait.

  It wasn’t four. There were three of us left

  after Hank stayed behind with that girl in Madrid.

  And it was ash. Just there, where the highway

  carried the flame’s liquid insignia, an ash-blizzard

  swirled and impelled itself irretrievably

  into the melted tar. It was like a county road in Colorado

  I once drove, coming to a place where milkweed

  or dandelion spores confounded the air

  and fell into the fresh-laid blacktop, embedded there,

  fossilized, become the antediluvian kingdom

  another era must decode. For us, all of Spain was like

  anywhere else, driving the Great Plains or Inland Empire,

  Los Banos, Buttonwillow, Bakersfield,

  familiar rhythm and cadence of the road,

  another car, another continent, another rope of lights

  slung the length of the San Joaquin Valley.

  I don’t know if the rush we felt was culturally specific,

  though it was the literal noise of our culture we rode

  like Vandals or Moors toward a distant sea,

  but that feeling was all we ever desired, that freedom

  to hurtle madly against the sweet, forgiving flesh of the world,

  urged on by stars and wind and music,

  kindred spirits of the night. How the past

  overwhelms us, violent as floodwaters, vivid as war.

  Now Ed wears a suit and tie, Dave deals used cars

  in L.A., “pushing iron,” as the salesmen say.

  My wife and I walk home from the grocery store

  through streets of squirrels and school buses

  bathed in late October sunlight, musky odor of paper bags

  and fresh cheese bread from the Baltic bakery,

  when the smell of someone incinerating fallen leaves

  brings back a landscape of orchards and windmills,

  the inscrutable plains of Castile and Estremadura.

  I don’t even know what they were burning out there

  but it must have been the end

  of the season. The symphony of years glissades

  like tractors tracing figure eights across a muddy slope,

  sweep and
lull of machetes in the sugar fields,

  Fiji or Jamaica, places Elizabeth and I have traveled since,

  smelled the candied stink of smoldering cane.

  But what concerns me most is not so much the smoke,

  the resin and ash of human loss,

  but rather how glibly and with what myopia

  we bore the mantle of individual liberty across the continents,

  as if our empowerment entailed no sacrifice in kind,

  no weight of responsibility. I guess it was a sign

  of the times. That jingoistic, reelection year

  a spirit of such complacent self-congratulation reigned

  that even Paris seemed a refuge from the hubris.

  At the Olympic ceremonies in Los Angeles

  they chose to reenact the national epic, westward

  expansion, only due to certain staging restrictions

  the covered wagons full of unflappable coeds

  rolled from west to east, a trivial, barely noticed flaw.

  It is America’s peculiar gift and burden, this liberation

  from the shackles of history. And we were such avatars.

  We took what was given and thought, in all innocence,

  that the casual largesse we displayed in return

  was enough. When we parked for good in Algeciras

  we left the doors unlocked, key in the ignition.

  You see, the brakes were gone and it wasn’t our country.

  Immense in the heat-shadowed distance loomed

  the glittering, mysterious mountains of Africa,

  and though we stood in the very shadow of the Rock of Gibraltar

  we never even noticed it. That’s how I picture us still,

  me and Ed and Dave on the ferry to Tangier,

  laughing in our sunglasses, forgetting to look back.

  Commodity Fetishism in the White City

  Our architecture reflects us, as truly as a mirror.

  —LOUIS SULLIVAN

  Looking west from the kitchen the weather is transformed. Storm light unrolls like a magic carpet, softens the lowering clouds,

  the snow, less ominous, windless, dropping straight down on the alley, garages and rooftops geometrically outlined,

  smokestacks, water towers, cottonwoods and maples, uniform back porches hammered from two-by-fours and unfinished lumber,

  the backyard a pillowed expanse extruding elbows and rockers of the overturned aluminum patio chairs,

  a charnel yard emerging from monsoon mud or a battlefield reclaimed by creeping sand dunes.

  Thirteen days without sun, terminal overcast stalled above the city like a shield to protect us from what we most desire.

 

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