Nate
“So this is the famous Poo LaRue?” Nate asked when Mr. LaRue came back downstairs.
Camille’s dad looked stunned for a moment as his eyes settled on Nate, scratching the tummy of the belly-up dog on his lap. “Looks like he likes you.” Mr. LaRue said.
“The feeling’s mutual,” Nate replied in his dog whisperer voice, which pretty much sounded like baby talk.
Mr. LaRue chuckled. “Well you’re gonna have to tell me your secret, because that shaggy mongrel doesn’t like anyone but my daughter. I’ve got the scars to prove it.”
Nate smiled. “No secret. Animals just like me.”
“So, Nathan, is it?” Mr. LaRue asked.
“Yes,” Nate placed Poo on the floor and stood to shake Mr. LaRue’s hand. “You can call me Nate.”
“Well Nate, it’s nice to meet you. You can call me Ray. Cami’s getting dressed. She’ll be down in a minute. Can I get you a drink?”
“Sure.”
Nate followed Ray into the massive kitchen where he poured them each a glass of iced tea. The LaRue’s home was like something out of a magazine. Everything was larger than life and perfectly decorated. No wonder Camille had balked at Nate’s house. From the street the LaRue’s house looked like a historic New Orleans villa, but on the inside it was like a Home & Garden show room.
The kitchen ceiling vaulted up two stories, with gas lanterns hanging past the second story balcony. They hovered just above the white marble island, where fruit and flowers and cookbooks were perfectly arranged on the counter tops, like a cooking show was about to start filming at any moment. And the giant stainless steel refrigerator with the LCD touchscreen built in actually spoke, prompting Ray to enter the iced tea into his food diary.
“Nice house,” Nate remarked as he sipped the unsweetened tea.
“Oh, I can’t take credit. It’s my wife’s doing. She really has the touch for this sorta thing.”
“I’ll say.”
“I’ll pass on the compliment,” Ray said, his dark eyes sparkling.
Camille looked nothing like her father. Where Ray was tall, with bronze skin, dark eyes, black hair and features that leaned toward Creole decent. Camille was small, fair-skinned and pale eyed. She seemed more likely to be the daughter of a fairy prince than the strong southern man standing in front of Nate. He wondered if Camille took after her mother as he followed Ray from the kitchen through a hallway of photographs. There were hundreds of pictures of Camille. Baby Cami, childhood Cami, preteen Cami, and the current brooding model that Nate adored.
He paused to study the photos. Young Cami had wavy brown hair, but her heart-shaped face, porcelain complexion and clear gray-blue eyes were still the same. In the preteen photos, her hair was a short pixie cut, then long and blonde, then pale pink, then black, and in the most current picture it was a silvery-gray that faded to lavendar.
“She smiled more back then,” Ray said at Nate’s side. He seemed lost in thought, a wistful look in his eyes. “I wish she smiled like that now.”
“She smiles,” Nate replied. “She just makes ya work for it.”
Ray laughed. “Ain’t that the truth?” His eyes cleared and he clapped a hand on Nate’s shoulder. “Do you like music, son?”
“Love it.”
Nate followed Ray into a massive room with exposed brick walls and hardwood floors covered in layers of expensive looking rugs in rich gold and red hues. A drum kit sat gleaming in one corner, a baby grand in the other. An impressive display of guitars hung on one of the walls, while the other housed a massive vinyl collection and numerous platinum records.
Nate felt like he’d walked into a musician’s dream world. “It’s like the Hard Rock Hall of Fame in here.”
“Well that’s about the best compliment you could’ve given me,” Ray replied beaming as he sat down on the piano stool. “Do you play?”
“Yeah, a little.” Nate definitely played more than a little. His dad taught him how to play guitar, piano and the violin, but Nate felt intimidated surrounded by so much greatness.
“Well give one of them a test drive,” Ray said, noticing how Nate was staring at the wall of guitars.
“Really?”
“That’s what they’re there for.”
“They look expensive,” Nate said.
Ray waved him off. “Nah, I’ve been collecting them for years. I give music lessons, so most of them have too many hours on them to be worth anything. But that’s what they’re meant for, am I right?”
Nate grinned, plucking a powder blue Gibson Les Paul off the wall. “So do you play in town?”
“Nah. Gave that up when Cami was born. I teach at a local high school, do private lessons sometimes, but I mostly just fool around in here in my free time.”
“Not a bad place to pass the time.”
“My sentiments exactly.” Ray swiveled toward the piano and started playing.
Nate instantly recognized the song and joined in on the guitar.
“You gotta plug it in if you’re gonna play the Les Paul,” Ray said nodding to the stack of amps. “That baby likes to wail.”
Nate didn’t need to be told twice. He plugged in and let the electric thrum from the Gibson reverberate through the room.
“That’s it!” Ray yelled. “Crank it up.”
Grinning, Nate turned up the amp and picked up the song. They got to the chorus and Ray shook his head. “Now if only we could convince Camille to join us.”
“Does she play?” Nate asked.
“Better. She sings like an angel.”
11
Cami
When Cami came downstairs to find her father and Nate rocking out in his office, she wanted to crawl in a hole. I said distract him, Dad. Not make a best friend and form a rock band.
She cleared her throat, but even that wasn’t enough to break through their jam session. She decided to let Poo do what he did best, make a racket.
“Get ‘em boy,” she whispered and the little dog sprang into action, howling and barking like a crazed Gremlin. It worked like a charm. Both her father and Nate stopped playing and noticed Camille leaning against the French doors.
“Cami!” Nate called. “Sing with us?”
“Um, no way.”
“Oh, come on. Your dad says you sing.”
“Sang,” she corrected. “And it looks like you two are doing just fine without me.”
“You didn’t tell me Nate here was a bona fide rock star,” her father said.
“Yeah, well he should be. Charles Hawthorne is his father.”
“No shit? You’re Charlie Hawthorne’s boy? He’s a great musician. What’s he up to these days?” Ray asked.
“Bartending at Vaughan’s.”
“I didn’t even know he was back in town.”
Nate shrugged. “Has been for almost three years.”
“Where’s he playing?”
“He doesn’t really play anymore.”
Ray’s animated face went slack. “That’s a damn crime! You should bring him over. Seriously, anytime. You both have a standing invitation to jam.”
“Okay, Dad. Nate and I need to be going.”
“We do?” Nate asked, looking surprised.
“Do you want me to take you to Café Du Monde, or not?”
Nate bowed low. “After you, Madame.”
“Let me just go grab my purse,” Camille said “Dad, can I talk to you for a moment?”
“Sure, honey.”
Camille waited until she’d dragged her father out of hearing distance from Nate. “Dad, I said distract him! Not embarrass me.”
“Since when does my music embarrass you?”
“It doesn’t! That’s not the point.”
“What did you want me to do, Cami?”
“I don’t know. Be a southern father and talk about virtue and Romeo spikes or something.”
“Honey, I don’t have any experience in this kind of thing. You’ve never brought a boy over before. You
gotta tell me what you want me to do.”
“Just be a dad!”
Her father smiled. “Do you like this boy?”
“Does it matter?”
“Yes.”
“Well you obviously do,” she shot back.
“Yeah, but I’m asking if you like him, Camille.”
“I don’t know. I need to go get my purse. Just don’t adopt him while I’m gone.”
Nate
When Ray returned to the music room, he seemed like he’d morphed into dad mode, asking where they were going and who else would be there.
“Cami’s taking me to Café du Monde. I sort of have this obsession with donuts, so she’s been taking me to all the best places in town. It’s just us going. Although, Ronnie made me promise to bring him a bag of beignets afterwards.”
“Ah, you’ve met Ronnie?” Ray asked.
“Yeah. He’s great. Cami brought me to Sweet Thang’s. I don’t know how she does it. I’d eat myself stupid if I worked around all that sugar.”
Ray laughed. “Yeah me too. But Josie would kill me.”
“Is that Mrs. LaRue?”
“Yes.” Ray smiled, his eyes crinkling in the corners.
“Cami said she’s a stickler for health food.”
“That’s putting it mildly,” Ray replied.
“Ya know, we could smuggle you a bag of beignets if ya want?”
“Nah, you kids go have fun. Just don’t stay out too late.” Ray’s cell phone started buzzing. He glanced down. “Shoot, I gotta take this. Do me a favor, run up and tell Cami to bring a jacket. It’s supposed to rain again today.”
“Sure thing,” Nate replied, but Ray was already briskly walking away.
Nate wasn’t sure where Cami’s room was or if Ray really intended for him to wander around until he found it. But, after sitting alone in the foyer with Poo staring at him unblinkingly, Nate decided to give himself a tour.
“Okay, Poo, wanna show me where Cami’s room is?”
The little dog yipped and hopped around in circles at Nate’s feet.
“Come on, let’s go little guy. Where’s Cami? Where’s Cami?”
Nate followed the dog upstairs and around the iron-railed hallway to Camille’s room. He knew it was hers because the door was cracked open and she was inside changing her top with her back to him. Nate’s eyes zeroed in on her black lacey bra. It was such a stark contrast from her pale skin that he couldn’t look away. He was mesmerized by her beauty. He knew he shouldn’t be staring, but he’d never seen something so beautiful. She was like an elegant black and white photograph—timeless and breathtaking.
Nate was about to clear his throat to announce his presence, but Poo drew Camille’s attention first. She whipped around, clutching her shirt tight to cover her chest.
“Nate! What the hell?”
“Sorry!” He immediately turned around and faced the door. “Your dad sent me up to tell you to bring a jacket ‘cause it’s supposed to rain.”
Nate heard shuffling behind him as Camille grumbled under her breath.
“You can stop staring at the door,” she muttered. “I’m dressed.”
Nate turned, stuffing his hands in his pockets with mild embarrassment. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to—”
Camille cut him off. “Let’s just pretend it never happened, okay?”
“Okay. But I really didn’t see anything, just your bra. I mean the back of your bra, really, and—Hey, sweet wall,” Nate said, suddenly distracted by the colorful mural behind Cami. He moved further into the room, drawn toward the wall that was painted entirely black. It was covered in rows of neat white handwriting. Polaroids were taped next to some of the words with checkmarks next to them.
“Whoa! This is one of those Before I Die walls, right?” Nate asked. “I’ve always wanted to write on one and you have one in your room? How cool is that?”
“Uh, yeah. I guess . . .” Camille replied, still looking uncomfortable.
Nate decided to keep focusing on the wall until the awkward bra-moment passed. “Have you really done all these?”
“Only the ones with checkmarks by them.”
“That’s nearly all of them. Look, you only have Graduation, Beach and Mississippi River left. Wait, have you really never seen the Mississippi? It’s practically in your backyard.”
“I’ve seen the Mississippi. But I put it up there because I want to go swimming in it.”
Nate scrunched up his face. “Isn’t it kinda polluted?”
“Yeah, but it’s a NOLA thing. If you’re born and raised here, ya kinda have to do it.”
“Right . . .” Nate let his eyes study the list, skimming over the items she’d checked off and the photographs accompanying them.
There was a family photo next to the word, Picnic. It was taken on grassy knoll and Camille looked like she was about ten or eleven. She smiled at the camera wide and vibrant. The word, Origami, was next, and a tiny butterfly made out of the page of a book was taped next to the word. Drive in Movie had a picture of Camille’s booted feet propped on a dashboard, with a black and white flick playing on the big screen in the background.
“What movie is that?” Nate asked.
“Casablanca.”
“Hmm, never seen it.”
“Seriously? That’s a crime.”
“That good, huh?”
“It’s pretty much my favorite movie.”
Nate smiled, making a mental note to watch Casablanca immediately. He turned back to the wall. The next word was, Hike, and a photo of Camille’s boots on a dusty trail accompanied it. Then there was, Sprinklers, with a photo of Cami’s bare toes hidden in blades of glistening grass.
Nate stepped back, scanning the list. He wondered at what point Camille had decided to take photos of her feet rather than her face? His eyes fell back to the family picnic photo and he saw what her dad had been talking about. Camille didn’t smile like that anymore. Or at least Nate hadn’t seen it yet. And suddenly, he decided it would be his goal in life to do so.
He sat back on the bed next to Camille, smirking at the list. Bicycle, Bird Watch, Bowling, Bubbles, Build Fort, Dancing in the Rain, Finger Paint, Fireworks, Fishing, Fly Kites, Handprint Art, Jump Rope, Magic Show, Mini Golf, Pillow Fight . . .
“Your Before I Die wall is in alphabetical order?”
“So?”
“Living on the edge, huh?”
Camille only picked at the navy blue paint on her fingernails.
“What happens when you want to add a new thing to the list?”
“I don’t.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, these are all the things I want to do. I don’t need to add anymore.”
“What? That’s crazy talk. I can think of like a million more things to add.”
“I don’t need to do a million things before I die, just the ones that are important to me.”
“Well, then I can think of one really important thing that’s missing.”
“What?”
Before Camille could stop him, Nate was at the wall scribbling his name between Mini Golf and Pillow Fight.”
“Stop it!” Camille leapt to her feet and grabbed the chalk from him.
“There,” Nate said. “That’s what you were missing.”
“Is everything a joke to you?”
“No.” He could tell from her pinched expression and watery eyes he’d hit a nerve. “Cami, what’s wrong?”
“It’s not funny, Nate. You can’t just show up and insert yourself into someone else’s life. It’s not okay.”
“I wasn’t trying to insert myself. I just like hanging out with you.”
“You don’t even know me!”
“But I want to.”
Cami
Camille sat down on her bed. She knew this was the moment she’d been waiting for. Nate said he wanted to know her. It was the perfect opportunity to tell him about the cancer, because it was pretty much her identity. Camille LaRue—cancer girl.
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Poo jumped up on the bed and crawled into her lap. Camille knited her fingers through his silky tan and black fur. Nate sat beside her and before she could get enough courage to get the words out, he took her hand. And surprisingly, Poo didn’t bite him.
“What do you think about starting today over?” he asked.
She laughed. “Too bad it’s not possible.”
“Sure it is. Give me your phone.”
Camille gave Nate a weary look.
“Come on, play along.”
“Fine,” she muttered standing up to fetch her phone from her desk.
When she came back, Poo was sprawled across Nate’s lap. The sight stopped Cami in her tracks. Poo hated everyone. Especially strangers. A chill ran through her as she remembered a conversation she’d had with Ronnie ages ago.
“I’m tellin ya, Sugar. That boy’s gonna roll in like a hurricane and turn your world upside down.”
“So does my mystery man have a name or am I just supposed to throw myself at all tall, dark and handsome strangers?”
“Don’t give me that sass, baby cakes. All I know is your boy is out there and he’s gonna win your heart. Hell, even that fussy little dog of yours is gonna like him.”
“Now I know you’re lying. Poo hates everyone.”
Camille had laughed it off. But now, as she watched Poo roll over in Nate’s lap, she couldn’t help but wonder if maybe—just maybe—it was another sign that Ronnie was right.
She handed Nate her phone, still in a bit of a trance from Poo’s behavior. Nate didn’t seem to notice as he tapped out both sides of a text conversation on their phones.
Nate: Good morning, Camille.
May I escort you to Café du Monde today?
Cami: Hello, Nathan. Why yes. That sounds lovely.
Nate: Splendid. I’ll ring your doorbell at 11:11.
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