More Than a Cowboy (Reckless, Arizona)

by Cathy McDavid

  “Liberty.” Mercer was beaming by the time he reached them. “Is this my grandson?”

  Benjamin looked up at her, his small brow knit with confusion. “Who’s he?”

  The next instant, Cassidy rounded the corner of the barn and broke into a run. She wasn’t fast enough.

  “Mercer, don’t,” Liberty said, her voice a hoarse whisper.

  “This might not be the best time,” Deacon added.

  Mercer had eyes and ears only for Benjamin. He went down on one knee in front of the boy. As Cassidy skidded to a stop in front of them, he said, “How do you do, young man? I’m your grandfather.”

  * * *

  IN THE SPAN OF a single heartbeat, everything went from slow motion to lightning speed. Cassidy swooped up her son and hurried him to the office where, Liberty suspected, he’d be deposited in Tatum’s care. Mercer rose, disappointment written all over his face. Sunny called over one of the ranch hands and instructed, “Take care of Skittles for me, please.”

  At that moment, droplets of rain started to fall.

  “Shall we head into the house?” Deacon posed the question more as a statement. When Mercer hesitated, his gaze lingering on the closed office door, Deacon helped him along with a tilt of his head in the direction of the house. “I have an appointment after this.”

  Mercer’s shoulders slumped. “Just wanted to meet my grandson.”

  “You will. Later. Don’t push it.” Deacon’s voice was mild but firm.

  The older man ambled toward the John Deere all-terrain Gator they used to drive between the house and arena. Sunny went, too.

  Liberty watched the entire exchange with interest. Mercer’s acute disappointment appeared genuine. And Deacon...this was hardly the shy, keep-to-himself teenager she remembered. He’d taken control of what could have been an explosive situation with tact and authority.

  Apparently, he wasn’t done. Before Liberty could object, he grasped her by the elbow and briskly steered her across the open area. “Come on.”

  Since they wouldn’t be riding with her parents on the Gator—it held only two people—the only other choice was to walk. She’d assumed Cassidy would be the one making the two hundred yard trek with her. Not Deacon.

  “What about my sister?”

  He didn’t miss a beat. “She’ll be along shortly.”

  No argument there. Cassidy wouldn’t forgo this meeting for anything, even a near disastrous run-in between Mercer and her son. Both sisters were eager to know what the future held for them.

  Staring at Deacon’s fingers resting possessively on her elbow, she said, “I won’t run away. I promise.”

  “I believe you.”

  “You can let go of me.”

  “Could.”

  But, obviously, wouldn’t. She had to admit the sensation of him touching her bare skin wasn’t unpleasant. Far from it, actually. When she was thirteen, she’d dreamed of this very scenario. Only then, they were walking in the moonlight instead of a light sprinkle of rain and not on their way to a meeting guaranteed to be stress filled. Oh, and he wasn’t representing her father, either.

  Inside the house, the group convened in the living room. The rain picked up, creating a loud ruckus as it pummeled the roof. Thunder boomed.

  “Help yourself,” Sunny said. She’d arranged for a selection of beverages. Ice water, iced tea and sodas. No afternoon snacks, however. She wasn’t feeling that amicable.

  “You still have this.” Mercer stood in front of an antique pine side table Liberty had seen so often she’d taken it for granted.

  “Of course.” Her mother settled on the far end of the couch, a glass of iced tea balanced in her hands.

  “It was my grandmother’s,” he told Liberty. “She gave it to us when your mother and I got married. Along with that silver tea set over there.” He hitched his chin at the side table in the corner.

  Liberty’s breath caught. Her mother had always said the pieces were passed down from one family member to the next. But not Mercer’s family.

  “I—I didn’t realize,” she stammered, wondering when the surprises were going to end.

  An awkward tension descended on the room as everyone jockeyed for seats. Liberty and Mercer both went for the couch and the empty place next to her mother. He won. Liberty refused to sit next to Deacon on the love seat—too reminiscent of the Flat Iron Restaurant.

  That left only two spots, the more coveted one across the room. Rather than make a big production, she chose the chair adjacent to Deacon. Surely the meeting wouldn’t last more than an hour. She could manage the proximity to him for that long.

  The existing tension promptly escalated when Cassidy arrived, sans Benjamin. Face flushed, clothes damp and invisible daggers shooting from her eyes, she took the last vacant seat, then lit into Mercer.

  “You are not to speak to my son without my permission and without me being present. Do you understand?”

  “My apologies,” he said, his expression sincere. “I thought you’d told him.”

  Liberty attempted to steel her defenses on the chance he was manipulating them. It was harder than it should have been.

  “Are we ready to begin?” Deacon removed a stack of legal-sized papers from his briefcase and distributed a set to everyone in the room. “I’ll give you a few minutes to look these over.”

  Liberty stared at the pages in her hand. The words “Partnership Agreement” were typed in big bold letters, along with a red stamp declaring the document to be a draft.

  Deacon started out by summarizing the agreement. In a nutshell, Liberty’s mother would continue to run the administrative and financial side of the arena business. Mercer would be in charge of the livestock and bucking contracts.

  “What about Walter?” Cassidy asked.

  Liberty was also curious. Their current livestock foreman had been with them for nearly thirty years, promoted from assistant foreman after Mercer left.

  “He’s retiring next spring,” Deacon said. “That’s been his plan all along.”

  Being a regular at the arena, Deacon would know. Walter often chatted about him and his wife moving to Wickenburg in order to be closer to their son.

  “So, you’re getting rid of him early.” Cassidy glared at Mercer.

  “Not at all.” He addressed her for the first time since she’d lit into him about her son. “Walter can stay on until he’s ready. I’m counting on him to show me the ropes.”

  “But you’re demoting him.”

  “His title and pay will remain the same,” Deacon responded. “But he’ll report to Mercer rather than your mother.”

  “What’s his title?” There was no doubt to whom Cassidy referred.

  “What it’s always been. Co-owner.”

  That didn’t go over well. Cassidy stiffened, and Sunny’s lips thinned. Liberty caught herself balling her hands into tight fists.

  “Your duties and those of Liberty will remain the same,” Deacon continued. “You’ll report to both your parents for their respective areas of operation. The rest of the staff will, as well. There’s a detailed listing of job duties in section three, article five.”

  The rustle of papers filled the room as everyone flipped pages. After a moment of silence, the room erupted as question after question was fired at Deacon. He responded with clear, precise explanations. Occasionally, Mercer interjected. Most of their answers weren’t well received. Cassidy and Sunny constantly talked over each other.

  Liberty alone was quiet, overwhelmed by the loud voices and the document’s wordy legalese. When had it stopped raining?

  At the mention of her name, her head shot up. “I beg your pardon.”

  “Tomorrow morning.” Her mother laid the agreement aside. “After your lessons.”

  “What about tomorro
w morning?”

  “Showing Deacon around. I can’t make it. The hay delivery is scheduled for nine. After that, Mercer and I will be meeting with Dr. Houser.”

  The Becketts’ veterinarian. He regularly visited to check on all new livestock, administer vaccinations, deworm the horses and calves, treat injuries and a dozen other reasons. Mercer, as the head of livestock, would want to oversee both the hay delivery and Dr. Houser’s visit.

  Was her mother possibly okay with all of this?

  “Deacon’s been coming here for months,” Liberty protested. “He doesn’t need to be shown around.”

  “A tour of the operations,” he said.

  Clearly, she’d missed a vital part of the discussion.

  “Before I can finalize the partnership agreement,” he explained, “I need to have a thorough understanding of how each individual aspect of the arena operations functions and what kind of revenue it generates.” He consulted his tablet. “Rodeos. Livestock leasing. Horse boarding. Classes. Teaching clinics. Team penning and bucking competitions. I’ll also require access to the office and all the files. Your mother said you’d be available.”

  “Me,” she answered flatly.

  His brows rose. “Is there a problem?”

  “Problem?” This could not be happening to her. “Let’s see. Where do I begin?”

  Chapter Four

  “Awful late for a ride, isn’t it?”

  Ignoring Mercer, Liberty slipped the cinch strap through the buckle, pulled tight and fed the prongs into the holes. The mare shifted her weight, adjusting to the saddle and cinch.

  “Though I suppose it does stay light till past eight these days,” he said, his tone casual as his gaze searched the horizon. “But it might rain again. Those dogs of yours are going to get wet.”

  Three of the ranch dogs had followed Liberty and were lying against the barn wall in a small patch of shade, their tongues lolling and their sides heaving as they panted.

  “Won’t be the first time.”

  She didn’t care if the skies opened and released a torrent. She was not staying here a minute longer. Besides, she always carried a slicker in her saddlebag, along with matches, a flashlight, tarp and twine.

  “What do you want, Mercer?”

  He stepped closer, well into her personal space. Liberty tried not to react. Her fingers moved quickly, checking snaps and ties and stirrup lengths.

  “To apologize.” Removing his cowboy hat, he swept a hank of gray hair from his forehead.

  “For what?” There were so many infractions to choose from.

  He placed a hand on the mare’s nose, murmuring reassurances when she snorted. “She’s a dandy. Yours?”

  “Mine.”

  Liberty had tethered her mare to a hitching rail outside the tack room. From her vantage point, she could see the entire arena.

  The place was alive with activity. The fierce but short rainstorm had cooled the temperature enough that people were arriving in droves. Cowboys practicing their calf-roping or steer-wrestling skills, pleasure riders exercising their horses and barrel racers attempting to improve on their times.

  “You have a good eye.” Mercer studied the mare from nose to tail. “Is she well broke?”

  “Broke enough.”

  He chuckled.

  “If you’re through, then—”

  “Give me a minute, okay? You’re not the easiest person in the world to have a conversation with.”

  A sob rose inside her. She swallowed before it escaped. “Maybe because the first time we met you told me you were threatening my mother with a lawsuit.”

  “Deacon has already read me the riot act over that.”

  He did? Liberty just assumed Mercer had spoken on his attorney’s advice. “Well deserved.”

  “That man likes you.”

  “Which, unless I’m wrong, has nothing to do with your apology.”

  “No, but as his client, I don’t want—”

  It was Liberty’s turn to cut him off. “You have nothing to worry about.” And he didn’t.

  Grabbing a hoof pick off the railing, she bent and lifted the mare’s front foot, bracing it above her knee. The mare’s muscles tensed, then she tossed her head in an angry jerk. Though improving daily, she still didn’t like having her hooves cleaned.

  “You’re a lot like your mother.” Mercer replaced his hat on his head. “And like me, too. I’m thinking you inherited the best from both of us.”

  “I’m not anything like you.”

  “You know good horseflesh when you see it.” He patted the mare’s rump. “And, from what I’m told, you have a natural way with anything on four legs.”

  As if to prove his point, one of the dogs stood, bowed in a deep stretch, then came over to sit beside her and gaze up with adoring eyes. Liberty barely refrained from groaning with exasperation.

  “Always had a fondness for dogs myself.” Mercer slapped his thigh. All three dogs responded by mobbing him for attention.

  Traitors, Liberty thought grumpily, and moved to the mare’s back hooves.

  “I should have been more tactful when I told you about your mother and I and the arena.”

  Liberty stopped to glare at him. “That’s what you’re apologizing for? A lack of tactfulness.”

  “I’m not sorry I came back.”

  “What about using me to get at Mom?”

  “I prefer to think of it as killing two birds with one stone.”

  “Oh, my, God.” She emphasized each word. “You are the most self-centered, self-serving individual I’ve ever met.”

  “I love your mother.”

  “You what!” The hoof pick fell from Liberty’s grasp. She retrieved it with limp, clumsy fingers.

  “Should I say, I’ve never stopped loving her. It’s why I came back.”

  “Really. Then why haven’t you returned before now?”

  “We’ve known each other since we were kids. I grew up half a mile down the road from her.”

  “Wait, wait, wait.” Liberty nipped his trip down memory lane in the bud. “How exactly is threatening Mom with a lawsuit, then muscling your way into our lives, a display of your enduring love?”

  “Like I said, your mother is one stubborn lady.”

  Liberty couldn’t argue that. Her mother’s supply of forgiveness was nonexistent where Mercer’s drinking was concerned.

  “It was easy enough to keep tabs on her. We have a lot of mutual friends in the business. I knew she hadn’t remarried, or even dated much. Made me think she might still love me, too.” He released a long, drawn-out breath. “The timing was never right.”

  Funny, now that Liberty thought about it, her mother had cited the same excuse about timing when Liberty demanded to know why she’d been lied to.

  How convenient. Seems she’d been a victim of bad timing her entire life.

  “You saw a chance to come back when I contacted you.”

  He nodded. “That I did.”

  “You don’t really want to get to know me.” It surprised her how much the realization hurt. “You only want to reconcile with Mom.”

  “Liberty, honey, that couldn’t be further from the truth.”

  “You just said it.” Tears pricked her eyes. Damn. She did not want to break down in front of him.

  “I do want to reconcile with Sunny. And since she would barely speak to me, I had no choice but to muscle my way in.” He took a step toward her and raised his arm. When she retreated, he let his hand drop. “Make no mistake, nothing is more important to me than finding out I have another daughter and getting to know her.”

  She wanted to believe him. The little girl inside her was ready to rush into his arms like she had in the restaurant. She held back. The grown woman in her w
as still angry, and justifiably so.

  “Maybe we could talk.” He appealed to her with a charmingly boyish grin that must have won her mother over in many an argument. “When you’re not heading off on a ride.”

  Was he trying to wangle an invitation to join her? Not happening! Not today, anyway. But she would like to talk to him, she realized. Later, when she felt less vulnerable.

  “I’ll think about it.” She removed the bridle from where it hung by the saddle horn and slipped it onto the mare’s broad head.

  “I’ll be here. Whenever you’re ready.”

  With that, Mercer strode down the barn aisle and disappeared through the office door. She watched him, then continued staring at empty space for several seconds.

  “This is stupid.” Untying the mare with a tug on the lead rope, she settled the reins and swung up into the saddle.

  She rode by the office at a slow jog. Deacon’s truck was gone from the parking area. Apparently, he really had had an appointment after the family meeting.

  That man likes you.

  Mercer’s comment played over and over in her head like one of those songs you couldn’t shake. She ignored it—or tried to. If Deacon did like her, why take on Mercer as a client?

  Maybe because she hadn’t done more than flirt with him. That wasn’t enough of a romantic overture for him to turn down a potentially lucrative business arrangement. As he’d said, he had a brand-new office to pay for and clients weren’t beating down his door.

  She aimed the mare toward the pastures behind the barn and the gate leading to the vast expanse of federal land bordering the Becketts’ property. Beyond that, the mountain trails beckoned with their incredible view of Roosevelt Lake. She wouldn’t go far, not with dusk falling in a couple of hours.

  Just long enough to dispel the confusion currently clouding her thinking.

  Without dismounting, she guided the mare parallel to the gate, leaned down and, with one hand, unhooked the latch. On the other side, she repeated the process and closed the gate, pleased at the mare’s performance. Months of training were paying off.

  The latch had hardly slipped into place when her phone buzzed, alerting her to a text message. She removed the phone from her shirt pocket and read the display. The message was from Deacon.