by Alyse King
Nov 13 4:39 AM CAMILA: Just one second, please.
Nov 13 4:40 AM ALEXISCHRIS60: Ok.
Nov 13 4:41 AM CAMILA: I’m back.
Nov 13 4:42 AM CAMILA: We will chat at 5 pm.
Nov 13 4:43 AM CAMILA: If you get time before 5 p.m., please drop me a note. My Messenger will be on.
Nov 13 4:49 AM ALEXISCHRIS60: Ok honey.
Nov 13 10:14 AM CAMILA: I am available to chat w/ you now.
Nov 13 1:04 PM CAMILA: I am here now.
Nov 13 1:44 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello honey.
Nov 13 2:03 PM CAMILA: Are you still there?
Nov 13 2:13 PM CAMILA: I will catch up with you some other time.
Nov 13 2:31 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello honey.
Nov 13 3:45 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello.
Nov 13 4:02 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello.
Nov 13 4:03 PM CAMILA: Hello my darling.
Nov 13 4:04 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: How are you doing?
Nov 13 4:04 PM CAMILA: Absolutely great.
Nov 13 4:05 PM CAMILA: How was your day?
Nov 13 4:05 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: Good, but stressful.
Nov 13 4:05 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey, I want to sleep now. It is 11 pm here.
Nov 13 4:06 PM ALEXISCHRIS60: We’ll chat when I wake honey.
Letter to Christopher
Sent on Thursday, Nov 13, 2014
Dearest Christopher, I am so sorry that your day was stressful. I am wondering how well you handle stress. Some stressors are good, while others are damaging to one's health. I know you are sleep-deprived since last Saturday when you returned from your trip. We have had many wee hours of the morning chatting instead of sleeping, but I know we both loved every single moment of time we spent together.
My feelings are getting stronger for you now as an individual and not with just as a face on those photographs, and that has brought me a measure of happiness I did not feel last week. I want to keep on feeling your love, and keep loving you. I want our love to intensify as the days go by. My lack of trust in you has waned, so now we can continue to move forward and plan for the future. I do not know what tomorrow will bring us, but for today, I know in my heart that my feelings of love for you are enduring.
If you do not mind, I will keep writing. I know you will read them at some point. Every man wants a beautiful woman by his side. That is what the world promotes, especially here in the Hollywood scene. I do appreciate the fact that -- that although you are attracted to the physical beauty of a woman, you DO recognize that the inner beauty is far more important. Eventually, that inner beauty shines throughout the person.
As you know, in every new or existing relationship or friendship, there are obstacles and challenges to overcome. How we handle each of them determines how successful the outcome. In our case, there may be many obstacles and challenges i.e. language barriers, cultural differences, preferences, any number of conflicts could come up, but it is the willingness to negotiate that is important. Taking one-step at a time and working through them is crucial to making anything a success.
I look forward to chatting with you later today. Every time I look at your photograph, my heart either skips a beat, or sometimes it beats a little faster and I wonder what it will do when I see you in person! (Laughing.) I hope you are sleeping well.
It Will Be Perfect Being With You For The Rest of My life
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are such a beautiful woman inside, my heart is warm right now, and you know the right words to use. I feel exactly what you feel, I believe in you now, and it will be so perfect being with you for the rest of my life, you are such a darling.
CAMILA: Thank you darling.
NOVEMBER 14, 2014
It Would Be A Dream Come True
Nov 14 4:24 AM
CAMILA: Thank you for expressing those beautiful words. I meant everything I said in my letters last night.
Nov 14 4:30 AM
CAMILA: Did you get enough sleep? Do you have time to chat with me? I seem to be missing you more and more each day.
Nov 14 7:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Mmmm, it will be a dream come true for me too.
Nov 14 7:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are more than a wife
Nov 14 7:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are romantic and passionate.
Nov 14 7:55 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I respect that in you.
Nov 14 8:20 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: How are you?
Nov 14 8:20 AM
CAMILA: Doing well, thx.
Nov 14 8:21 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Good.
Nov 14 8:21 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: In my office.
Nov 14 8:21 AM
CAMILA: Do you have time to chat or are you doing paper work?
Nov 14 8:22 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Ok, we can chat for some time.
Nov 14 8:22 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: So what have you been up to?
Nov 14 8:22 AM
CAMILA: Wonderful. Thanks for those kind words. I would like to believe that I am romantic, but never really consider myself a romantic.
Nov 14 8:23 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, you are and seem perfect.
Nov 14 8:23 AM
CAMILA: Busy with the same work. Finishing up soon and will take a long break away from it.
Nov 14 8:24 AM ALEXISCHRIS60: Oh, that is cool.
Christopher’s Many Questions for Camila
Nov 14 8:24 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Do you work in an office or from home.
Nov 14 8:24 AM
CAMILA: I write at home and train outside - when I have contracts.
Nov 14 8:25 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Ok, that is good.
Nov 14 8:26 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Do you live alone, rented apartment or with a roommate? Do you have any family close to you?
Nov 14 8:26 AM
CAMILA: I hope to stop training by the end of next summer 2015, and spend some time perhaps travelling and doing things I may enjoy.
Nov 14 8:27 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Good we can be together and do the traveling together as well.
Why Do You Sell All You Have
Nov 14 8:28 AM
CAMILA: I recently sold my properties, gave away all the furniture, and moved in a very small apt. Do not want any material things anymore.
Nov 14 8:29 AM
CAMILA: Up keeping the properties was difficult and costly for me.
Nov 14 8:30
AM ALEXISCHRIS60: Oh, ok.
Nov 14 8:31 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Why will you sell all you have? Do you wish to go back to your homeland?
Nov 14 8:31 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, the taxes.
Nov 14 8:31 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Do you have any pets?
Nov 14 8:31 AM
CAMILA: I am now free to travel without worrying about properties.
Nov 14 8:32 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I live in my house and have a house also in Germany but I do not know where to relocate to yet.
Nov 14 8:33 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: England or Germany could be nice or maybe Greece. I want you to be with me. We will vacation in Paris.
Where Would You Like to Live?
Nov 14 8:33 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Where will you like to live when you get married or with your man.
Nov 14 8:34 AM
CAMILA: I only go back to my homeland for vacations, not to live.
Nov 14 8:34 AM Nov 14 8:39 AM
CAMILA: Berlin sounds exciting - don't know. Greece - never been there, England - too dreary - not there either. Paris will be a lot of fun.
Nov 14 8:40 AM
CAMILA: No not necessarily. United States may not be the place he wants to live. There are many other places out there to choose from.
Nov 14 8:42 AM
CAMILA: Except for a few countries, I don't really care as long as I am enjoying my life with the love in my life.
Nov 14 8:43 A
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CAMILA: I would even be willing to relocate to the moon with him - smiling.
Nov 14 8:44 AM
CAMILA: Or, live in a tent or thatched hut with mud flooring in the forest. Hahha.
(CAMILA’S COMMENTS: NOT REALLY)
Nov 14 8:47 AM
CAMILA: Why would I sell all I have? Money and material things do not give me happiness. I prefer to have little materially with love, happiness and contentment. Freeing myself allows me to help others in many ways.
Nov 14 8:51 AM
CAMILA: Where are you?
Nov 14 8:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, you are so right. Money is not happiness.
Nov 14 8:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: We need true love and true friends to be happy.
Nov 14 8:55 AM
CAMILA: And those are things that are hard to come by these days! Right?
Nov 14 8:55 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60:
Nov 14 8:55 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: In what ways?
Nov 14 8:56 AM
CAMILA: Most people are not sincere. Some are selfish - always looking out for themselves.
Nov 14 8:57 AM
CAMILA: I am referring to people in general.
Nov 14 8:57 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, and I do not want selfish people around me.
Nov 14 8:57 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I want someone that have good heart and that can always understand me.
Nov 14 8:58 AM
CAMILA: That is the point. I don't either. I stay away from such ones.
Nov 14 8:58 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, I know what you are talking about.
Nov 14 8:58 AM
CAMILA: You have found somebody with a good heart and can be very understanding. That you have nothing to worry about.
Nov 14 8:59 AM
CAMILA: Going back to animals, do you have pets?
Nov 14 8:59 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are a good woman; I wonder why you were single before we started communicating.
Nov 14 8:59 AM
CAMILA: Or your children?
Nov 14 9:00 AM
CAMILA: By choice I remain single.
Nov 14 9:00 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: No pets yet.
Nov 14 9:00 AM
CAMILA: I cannot deal with cleaning up after animals. I have more important things to do.
Nov 14 9:01 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, you are right.
Nov 14 9:01 AM
CAMILA: I love my life, sometimes marriage works, sometimes it doesn’t.
Nov 14 9:01 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: What do you like in men?
Nov 14 9:02 AM
CAMILA: I chose unmarried life, but have had some proposals- turned them all down.
Nov 14 9:02 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, you are right it takes a good woman and a good man to build a good relationship that will lead to everlasting marriage.
Nov 14 9:03 AM
CAMILA: I could not see myself tied to anyone forever.
Nov 14 9:03 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes.
Nov 14 9:04 AM
CAMILA: What do I like in men? I believe we discussed most of those qualities before.
I’m Falling For You – Let’s Be Lovers
Nov 14 9:04 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Like right now, I want to feel good love with a good woman like you and I believe that could be you.
Nov 14 9:04 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: The next perfect couple could be us lol.
Nov 14 9:04 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, I really want to know more.
Nov 14 9:05 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I have good heart and always self-confident in all ways.
Nov 14 9:05 AM
CAMILA: Not sure about perfect - but yes, we could be happy together - based on the little I know of you.
Nov 14 9:06 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, but it involve perfectness.
Nov 14 9:06 AM
CAMILA: If it is not with me, you will find someone else to share your love.
Nov 14 9:06 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: When I'm in love, I fall completely.
Nov 14 9:06 AM
CAMILA: Great, I hope you do.
Nov 14 9:07 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, for sure but it depends on our believes.
Nov 14 9:07 AM
CAMILA: In what?
Nov 14 9:07 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: If you believe in me then I will believe in you.
Nov 14 9:07 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I have nothing to hide.
(Camila’s comment: Oh, Christopher, if only that was true. So much you are hiding.)
Nov 14 9:08 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I will tell you now my feelings.
Nov 14 9:08 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I'm falling for you.
Nov 14 9:08 AM
CAMILA: You had me nervous there for a second. Of course, I believe in you.