A 30-Day Online Romance
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CAMILA: Ok dear Christopher, when do we meet?
Nov 20 1:06 PM
CAMILA: My life is now in your hands. You make decisions for me.
Making Plans to go to Cambodia
Nov 20 1:07 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey I am traveling to Cambodia, I was called today that job I did wasn't done right. I have to go check and see what is going on there, I know I did a good job there, now they want half of the money back if I did not go and check it, I am going there Monday honey.
Nov 20 1:08 PM
CAMILA: Why don't we meet in Cambodia?
Nov 20 1:10 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey, I will be busy there and I don't know what they have in mind, I can come to US from Cambodia but with my kids.
Nov 20 1:11 PM
CAMILA: How long will you be in Cambodia? How long do you think it will take to correct the problem?
Nov 20 1:14 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey, I don't know yet. I know I did a good job, I don't know what is wrong with the people there.
Nov 20 1:20 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello.
Nov 20 1:29 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello.
Nov 20 1:29 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey.
Nov 20 1:34 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: What happened?
Nov 20 1:39 PM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are online and not chatting why?
(CAMILA’S COMMENT: I left the computer running and refused to speak with him. Christopher telephoned at least a dozen times within a 2-hour period. I refused to answer the phone. I felt hurt because I did not expect him to actually go through with scam. I thought he has some decency about him.)
NOVEMBER 21, 2014 – THE NEXT DAY
Love and Pain at the Same Time
Nov 21 3:05 AM
CAMILA: Christopher, I am sorry. I had to go.
Nov 21 6:25 AM
CAMILA: My apologies.
Nov 21 6:29 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello.
Nov 21 6:29 AM CAMILA: Good morning, I am happy to chat with you now.
Nov 21 6:30 AM ALEXISCHRIS60: So, tell me why did you do that?
Nov 21 6:31 AM
CAMILA: Christopher my dear man, PLEASE don't.
Nov 21 6:31 AM
CAMILA: I will explain to you at a time when you might be able to understand it.
Nov 21 6:32 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Just explain now please, I need to know why.
Nov 21 6:32 AM
CAMILA: Darling.
Nov 21 6:34 AM
CAMILA: You are asking me to explain something that is hard to explain.
Nov 21 6:36 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Just explain please.
Nov 21 6:39 AM
CAMILA: Ok, I left the apt - I left the computer running, left my cell phone in the house, and went walking in the park for over two hours to clear my head. Your trip to Cambodia took me off guard, it floored me. I was not expecting any news like that. I needed to get away and think about what is this all about. When I returned, I kept checking to see if you were still trying to get me. I saw you phoned over a dozen times.
Nov 21 6:41 AM
CAMILA: And I was up all night too.
Nov 21 6:42 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Why and how?
Nov 21 6:44 AM
CAMILA: Please don't press me for answers.
Nov 21 6:44 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I don't believe this anymore, it seems not so clear anymore.
Nov 21 6:44 AM
CAMILA: I don't want to ever experience what a broken heart feels like.
Nov 21 6:45 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I don't really know what you want from me now and what you want me to do, I am traveling for an urgent issue and you said that scared you away in some ways, how and why, there must be a reason for that.
(Camila’s comment: Baby, I won’t let you scam me.)
Nov 21 6:46 AM
CAMILA: I tell you only what happened and what I feel. Nothing more nothing less.
Nov 21 6:48 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I think we should hold off for some time until things get right, sorry.
Nov 21 6:48 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Because you truly hurt, me and I don't want to experience that pain either.
I Just Need to Know for Sure that You are the Man in the Photograph
Nov 21 6:50 AM
CAMILA: Yes, there is. That issue has not been settled. You know I fell in love with a photograph, that is what I am in love with. The only man that I will ever feel this kind of love for and give my heart to may very well be only a damn Facebook Image. I just need to know for sure and you refused to give me proof.
Nov 21 6:51 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I have already given you all I can give, I think we should let each other go since we do not believe in each other.
Nov 21 6:51 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: It will be better for us.
Nov 21 6:51 AM
CAMILA: No, you have not given me what I need.
Nov 21 6:52 AM
CAMILA: It is not that hard.
Nov 21 6:52 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: What do you need? I have already given you what I can give, if you do not believe in this then we can let each other go, it’s a free world.
Nov 21 6:52 AM
CAMILA: I do not want to let go yet. Please give me proof.
Nov 21 6:53 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You have to ok, some feelings have already left my heart and I don't believe in this anymore.
Nov 21 6:53 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are hiding things from me.
Nov 21 6:54 AM
CAMILA: Nothing my darling. I have nothing to hide.
Nov 21 6:55 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: There is.
Nov 21 6:55 AM
CAMILA: I see no one else, love no one else, and will never be with anyone else. I only fell in love with the profile picture and the rest of pictures on Facebook. Right now, that is the only man I want. Nobody else.
Nov 21 6:55 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: When you are ready to open up then let me know.
Nov 21 6:56 AM
CAMILA: Please, just post a photo of you with sons on your page NOW as we speak.
Nov 21 6:57 AM
CAMILA: Please tell me you will do it. It is not that hard to do. If you are that man, please let me know for sure, please give me more proof.
Nov 21 7:00 AM
CAMILA: My behavior may appear strange to you yesterday, no one else is in my life. If there were other men, why would I be with you alone online these past weeks?
Nov 21 7:03 AM
CAMILA: It was never meant to hurt you in anyway. No, I have no reason to hurt you like that.
Nov 21 7:08 AM
CAMILA: You refused to do the one thing that would give me much happiness. Why? If I am not happy what good would that bring you. Don't you want to have and hold a woman who is beaming with happiness over you?
Nov 21 7:10 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Have added the photos go check.
Nov 21 7:11 AM
CAMILA: Thank you darling. Will check now, please wait for me.
For a Moment Camila Wished For This To Be Real
Nov 21 7:13 AM
CAMILA: OMG! Christopher, they are beautiful, please forgive me. Now you make me cry.
Nov 21 7:15 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey, I love you so much and I can't do anything to hurt you, you just have to believe in us.
Nov 21 7:16 AM
CAMILA: Please forgive me. This is all I wanted. I can truly love you now. Thank you for doing this for me.
What Are You Hiding From Me?
Nov 21 7:16 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: It’s ok, but tell me what are you hiding from me? Please be open.
Nov 21 7:17 AM
CAMILA: Darling I have nothing to hide from you, nothing at all.
Nov 21 7:18 AM
CAMILA: Except that I doubted and could not trust just your words alone only
because of the Facebook situation. Often times people are deceptive with this online romance stuff.
Nov 21 7:18 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: I sent you another picture of me - waiting for you to write me back.
Nov 21 7:18 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Check on Facebook.
Nov 21 7:19 AM
CAMILA: Ok, there was not a reply space, will check again. Please hold.
Nov 21 7:50 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey, please just know I will always be yours.
Nov 21 7:50 AM
CAMILA: I felt love from the first sight of your profile picture that morning I received it.
Nov 21 7:51 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey, I love all of you too.
Nov 21 7:51 AM
CAMILA: Thank you so much for saying that. I want you to be mine always and I will ALWAYS be yours.
Nov 21 7:53 AM
CAMILA: I first felt love at approximately 10:30 am on October 28, 2014 when I saw your photograph.
Nov 21 7:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: You are so right.
Nov 21 7:54 AM
CAMILA: Since then I wished - and hoped that this is real.
Nov 21 7:54 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Please, we just have to give trust.
Nov 21 7:55 AM
CAMILA: And that's why yesterday I felt so devastated, so much pain and tears because ..... Now you just made it right.
Nov 21 7:56 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Love, you could have reasoned with me always.
Nov 21 7:56 AM
CAMILA: I will trust you now. Will never doubt you again.
Nov 21 7:58 AM
CAMILA: I have time to keep chatting, but please let me know if you need to do your work now, lol. Oh, Christopher, it feels so good to smile again. I was truly sad yesterday.
Nov 21 8:01 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes honey, let’s chat.
Nov 21 8:02 AM
CAMILA: Great, see you want to multi- task this morning.
Nov 21 8:04 AM
CAMILA: Will we be able to keep chatting while you are away? Time difference for me is 12 hours - Cambodia ahead.
Nov 21 8:07 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes honey, I think so but not so sure.
Nov 21 8:08 AM
CAMILA: Oh, God, how will we get through that? Will be hard on both of us.
Nov 21 8:10 AM
CAMILA: Please be assured that regardless, I will be waiting for you.
Nov 21 8:10 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes honey, but I will try to stay in a hotel with internet access.
Nov 21 8:11 AM
CAMILA: That will work. The boys are going to be cooped up in a hotel room. Hard on them to travel like that.
Nov 21 8:12 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, honey.
Nov 21 8:13 AM
CAMILA: Trust me, I don't want anyone else, I don't even take a second glance at anyone else, especially where I live.
Nov 21 8:16 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Same here honey, you are the only woman in my life, so please let’s be honest.
(CAMILA’S COMMENTS: YES, RIGHT, LIKE I TRUST YOU. I HEARD FEMALE VOICES IN THE BACKGROUND BEFORE.)
Nov 21 8:21 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Hello honey.
ALEXISCHRIS60: What are your plans honey?
Nov 21 8:30 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Honey what are your plans for today?
Nov 21 8:31 AM
CAMILA: Yahoo has too many graphs popping up, slowing down the computer right now.
Nov 21 8:32 AM
CAMILA: I have a training session this afternoon.
Nov 21 8:32 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Ok, what is the training all about honey?
Nov 21 8:35 AM
CAMILA: My training programs on self-development skills.
Nov 21 8:37 AM
CAMILA: From now until January everything in this field is slow because of all the holidays season. I will be doing volunteer work only. Then I will get back to working on my books.
Nov 21 8:38 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Oh, what books?
Nov 21 8:41 AM
CAMILA: I have not had time to go promoting any of the books yet. On the other hand, I do not know if I want to get involved with doing that. Takes a lot of time and travelling.
Nov 21 8:42 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, but it’s a good job and I like that.
Nov 21 8:42 AM
CAMILA: What books? You once said you would love to be married to an Author.
Nov 21 8:43 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Yes, so tell me, do you truly love me for me?
Nov 21 8:44 AM
CAMILA: Darling, I am madly in love with what I know of you so far.
Nov 21 8:45 AM
ALEXISCHRIS60: Same here honey, just know I will always love you - always.