by Scott, Kylie
“I know. And they’re not all about us splitting up.”
“No?”
“No.”
“That’s good. I’m glad.”
“Mm.”
I licked my lips and his eyes tracked the movement. I waited for him to close the distance between us and kiss me. But he didn’t and I didn’t either. For some reason, it wasn’t right to rush this. It should be perfect. Everything between us settled. No people waiting in the next room. Us being this close together, however, hearing the low rumble of his voice, I could have stayed there all day. But Ruby would be wondering what the hell had happened to me. I also had a small errand to run before I returned.
“I’d better get back to work,” I said.
“Right.” He drew back, slowly. “What time would you like me to pick you up tonight?”
“Ah, seven?”
“Sounds good.” A shadow passed over his face. “Do you think your parents will like me?”
I took a deep breath and let it go. “I don’t know. It doesn’t matter. I like you.”
“You do?”
I nodded.
The light in his eyes was like the sun rising. My knees trembled and my heart quaked. It was powerful and beautiful and perfect.
“That’s all that matters, then,” he said.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
My parents hadn’t liked him. For the better part of the meal they’d ignored David’s presence. Every time they blatantly passed him over, I’d opened my mouth to object and David’s foot would nudge mine beneath the table. He’d given me a small shake of the head. I’d sat and steamed, my anger growing by the moment. Things had long since moved beyond awkward, though Lauren had done her best to cover the silences.
David for his part had gone all out, wearing a gray button-down shirt with the sleeves secured to his wrists. It covered the bulk of his tattoos. Black jeans and plain black boots completed his meet-the-parents wardrobe. Considering he’d refused to dress up for a ballroom full of Hollywood royalty, I was impressed. He’d even poofed up his hair into a vaguely James Dean do. On most men I would not have liked it. David was not most men. Frankly, he looked gosh-almighty awesome, even with the fading bruises beneath his eyes. And the gracious manner with which he dealt with my parents’ abysmal behavior only reinforced my belief in him. My pride that he’d chosen to be with me. But back to the dinner conversation.
Lauren was giving a detailed synopsis of her plans for classes for the upcoming semester. My dad nodded and listened intently, asking all the appropriate questions. Nate falling for her was beyond my parents’ wildest dreams. She’d been a de facto part of the family for a long time now. They couldn’t have been more delighted. But more than that, she seemed to make them take a look at their son anew, noticing the changes in him. When Lauren talked about Nate’s work and his responsibilities, they listened.
Meanwhile, David was only on the other side of the table but I missed him. There was so much to talk about that I didn’t know where to start. And hadn’t we already talked over the bulk of it? So what was the problem? I had the strangest sensation that something was wrong, something was slipping away from me. David had moved to Portland. All would be well. But it wasn’t. Classes started back soon. The threat of the plan still hung over my head because I allowed it to.
“Ev? Is something wrong?” Dad sat at one end of the table, his face drawn with concern.
“No, Dad,” I said, my smile full of gritted teeth. There’d been no mention of my hanging up on him. I suspected it had been chalked up to broken-hearted girl rage or something similar.
Dad frowned, first at me and then at David. “My daughter goes back to school next week.”
“Ah, yes,” said David. “She did mention that, Mr Thomas.”
My father studied David from over the top of his glasses. “Her studies are very important.”
A cold kind of panic gripped me as the horror unrolled right before my eyes. “Dad. Stop.”
“Yes, Mr Thomas,” said David. “I have no intention of interrupting them.”
“Good.” Dad steepled his hands in front of him, settling in to give a lecture. “But the fact is, young women imagining themselves in love have a terrible tendency to not think. ”
“Dad—”
My dad held up a hand to stop me. “Ever since she was a little girl, she’s planned to become an architect.”
“Okay. No.”
“What if you go on tour, David?” my father asked, continuing despite my commotion. “As you inevitably will. Do you expect her to drop everything and just follow you?”
“That would be up to your daughter, sir. But I don’t plan on doing anything to make her have to choose between me and school. Whatever she wants to do, she’s got my support.”
“She wants to be an architect,” Dad said, his tone absolute. “This relationship has already cost her dearly. She had an important internship cancelled when all of this nonsense happened. It’s set her back considerably.”
I pushed back, rising from my chair. “That’s enough.”
Dad gave me the same glare he’d first dealt David, hostile and unwelcome. He looked at me like he no longer recognized me.
“I won’t have you throwing away your future for him,” he thundered.
“Him?” I asked, horrified at his tone. Anger had been pooling inside of me all night, filling me up. No wonder I’d barely touched my dinner. “The person you’ve both been unconscionably rude to for the past hour? David is the last person who would expect me to throw away anything that mattered to me.”
“If he cared for you he would walk away. Look at the damage he’s done.” A vein bulged on the side of my father’s forehead as he stood too. Everyone else watched in stunned silence. It could be said I’d gone the bulk of my life backing down. But those had all been about things that didn’t matter, not really. This was different.
“You’re wrong.”
“You’re out of control,” my father snarled, pointing his finger at me.
“No,” I said to my father. Then I turned and said what I should have said a long time ago to my husband. “No, I’m not. What I am is the luckiest fucking girl in the entire world.”
A smile lit David’s eyes. He sucked in his bottom lip, trying to keep the happy contained in the face of my parents’ fury.
“I am,” I said, tearing up and not even minding for once.
He pushed back his chair and rose to his feet, facing me across the table. The promise of unconditional love and support in his eyes was all the answer I needed. And in that one perfect moment, I knew everything was fine. We were fine. We always would be if we stuck together. There wasn’t a single doubt inside of me. In silence, he walked around the table and stood at my side.
The look on my parents’ faces … whoa. They always said it was best to rip the Band-aid off all at once, though, get it over and done with. So I did.
“I don’t want to be an architect.” The relief in finally saying it was staggering. I’m almost certain my knees knocked. There’d be no backing down, however. David took my hand in his, gave it a squeeze.
My father just blinked at me. “You don’t mean that.”
“I’m afraid I do. It was your dream, Dad. Not mine. I should never have gone along with this. That was my mistake and I’m sorry.”
“What will you do?” asked my mother, her voice rising. “Make coffee?”
“Yes.”
“That’s ridiculous. All that money we spent—” Mom’s eyes flashed in anger.
“I’ll pay it back.”
“This is insane,” Dad said, his face going pale. “This is about him.”
“No. This is about me, actually. David just made me start questioning what I really wanted. He made me want to be a better person. Lying about this, trying to fit in with your plan for so long … I was wrong to do that.”
My father glared at me. “I think you should leave now, Evelyn. Think this over carefully. We’ll talk about it
later.”
I guessed we would, but it wouldn’t change anything. My good-girl status had well and truly taken a dive.
“You forgot to tell her that whatever she decides you still love her.” Nathan got to his feet, pulling out Lauren’s chair for her. He faced my father with his jaw set. “We’d better go too.”
“She knows that.” Face screwed up in confusion, Dad stood at the head of the table.
Nate grunted. “No, she doesn’t. Why do you think she fell into line for so many years?”
Mum knotted her hands.
“That’s ridiculous,” sputtered Dad.
“No, he’s right,” I said. “But I guess everyone has to grow up sometime.”
Dad’s eyes turned even colder. “Being an adult is not about turning your back on your responsibilities.”
“Following in your footsteps is not my responsibility,” I said, refusing to back down. The days of my doing that were gone. “I can’t be you. I’m sorry I wasted so many years and so much of your money figuring that out.”
“We only want what’s best for you,” said Mom, voice thick with emotion.
“I know you do. But that’s for me to decide now.” I turned back to my husband, keeping a firm hold on his hand. “And my husband isn’t going anywhere. You need to accept that.”
Nate walked around the table, gave Mom a kiss. “Thanks for dinner.”
“One day,” she said, looking between the both of us, “when you have your own children, then you’ll understand how hard it is.”
Her words pretty much wrapped things up. My dad just kept shaking his head and huffing out breaths. I felt guilty for disappointing them. But not bad enough to return to my former ways. I’d finally reached an age where I understood that my parents were people too. They weren’t perfect or omnipotent. They were every bit as fallible as me. It was my job to judge what was right.
I picked up my handbag. It was time to go.
David nodded to both my parents and escorted me out. A sleek new silver Lexus Hybrid sat waiting by the curb. It wasn’t a big SUV like the ones Sam and the other bodyguards used. This one came in a more user-friendly size. Behind us, Nate and Lauren climbed into his car. Nothing much was said. Mom and Dad stood in the house’s open doorway, dark silhouettes care of the light behind them. David opened the door for me and I climbed into the passenger seat.
“I’m sorry about my father. Are you upset?” I asked.
“No.” He shut my door and walked around to the driver’s side.
“No? That’s it?”
He shrugged. “He’s your dad. Of course he’s going to be concerned.”
“I thought you might have been running for the hills by now with all the drama.”
He flicked on the indicator and pulled out onto the road. “Did you really?”
“No. Sorry, that was a stupid thing to say.” I watched my old neighborhood passing by, the park I’d played in and the path I’d taken to school. “So I’m a college dropout.”
He gave me curious glance. “How does that feel?”
“God, I don’t know.” I shook my hands, rubbed them together. “Tingly. My toes and hands feel tingly. I don’t know what I’m doing.”
“Do you know what you want to do?”
“No. Not really.”
“But you know what you don’t want to do?”
“Yes,” I answered definitely.
“Then there’s your starting point.”
A full moon hung heavy in the sky. The stars twinkled on. And I’d just upended my entire existence. Again. “You’re now officially married to a college dropout who makes coffee for a living. Does that bother you?”
With a sigh, David flicked on the indicator and pulled over in front of a neat row of suburban houses. He picked up one of my hands, pressing it gently between both of his. “If I wanted to quit the band would that bother you?”
“Of course not. That’s your decision.”
“If I wanted to give all the money away, what would you say?”
I shrugged. “You made the money, it’s your choice. I guess you’d have to come live with me then. And I’m telling you now, the apartment we’d have on my salary alone would be small. Miniscule. Just so you know.”
“But you’d still take me in?”
“Without question.” I covered one his hands with my own, needing to borrow a bit of his strength just then. “Thank you for being there tonight.”
Little creases lined his perfect dark blue eyes. “I didn’t even say anything.”
“You didn’t have to.”
“You called me your husband.”
I nodded, my heart stuck in my throat.
“I didn’t kiss you at the studio today because it felt like there was still too much up in the air between us. It didn’t feel right. But I want to kiss you now.”
“Please,” I said.
He leaned into me and I met him halfway. His mouth covered mine, lips warm and firm and familiar. The only ones I wanted or needed. His hands cupped my face, holding me to him. The kiss was so sweet and perfect. It was a promise, one that wouldn’t be broken this time. We’d both learned from our mistakes and we’d keep learning all our lives. That was marriage.
His fingers eased into hair and I stroked my tongue against his. The taste of him was as necessary to me as air. The feel of his hands on me was the promise of everything to come. What started out as an affirmation turned into more at light speed. The groan that came out of him. Holy hell. I wanted to hear that noise for the rest of my life. My hands dragged at his shirt, trying to pull him closer. We had some serious time to make up for.
“We have to stop,” he whispered.
“We do?” I asked, in between panting breaths.
“Sadly.” He chuckled, nudged the tip of my nose with his. “Soon, my luckiest fucking girl in the world. Soon. Did you really have to throw the fucking in there?”
“I really did.”
“Your parents looked about ready to have kittens.”
“I’m so sorry about the way they treated you.” I ran my fingers over the spiky short dark hair on the side of his head, feeling the bristles.
“I can deal.”
“You shouldn’t have to. You won’t have to. I’m not sitting by and—”
He shut down my rant by kissing me. Of course it worked. His tongue played over my teeth, teasing me. I undid my seatbelt and crawled into his lap, needing to get closer. Nobody kissed like David. His hands slipped beneath my top, molding to the curves of my breasts. Thumbs stroked my nipples. The poor things were so damn hard it hurt. Talking of which, I could feel David’s erection, pressing into my hip. We kept our lips locked until a car full of kids went by, horn blaring. Apparently our makeout session was somewhat visible from the street despite the fogged-up windows. Classy.
“Soon,” he promised, his breathing harsh against my neck. “Fuck, it’s good to get you alone. That was intense. But I’m proud of you for standing up for yourself. You did good.”
“Thank you. You think we’ll understand when we have kids, like my mom said?”
He looked up at me, his beautiful face and serious eyes so wonderfully familiar I could cry.
“We’ve never talked about kids,” he said. “Do you want them?”
“One day. Do you?”
“One day, yeah. After we’ve had a few years’ worth of alone time.”
“Sounds good,” I said. “You going to show me this condo of yours?”
“Of ours. Absolutely.”
“I think you’re going to need to take your hands out of my top if you’re planning on driving us there.”
“Mm. Pity.” He gave my breasts a final squeeze before slipping his hands free of my clothing. “And you’re going to have to hop back into your seat.”
“Okey dokey.”
His hands wrapped around my hips, helping me climb back over to my side of the vehicle. I refastened my seat belt while he took a deep breath. With a wince he adjusted hi
mself, obviously trying to get more comfortable. “You’re a terror.”
“Me? What did I do?”
“You know what you did,” he grouched, pulling back out onto the road.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Don’t you give me that,” he said, giving me a narrow-eyed look. “You did it in Vegas and then you did it in Monterey and LA too. Now you’re doing it in Portland. I can’t take you anywhere.”
“Are you talking about the state of your fly? Because I’m not the one in control of your reactions to me, buddy. You are.”
He barked out a laugh. “I’ve never been in control of my reactions to you. Not once.”
“Is that why you married me? Because you were helpless against me?”
“You make me tremble in fear, rest assured.” The smile he gave me made me tremble and fear had nothing to do with it. “But I married you, Evelyn, because you made sense to me. We make sense. We’re a whole lot better together than apart. You notice that?”
“Yeah, I really did.”
“Good.” His fingers stroked over my cheekbone. “We need to get home. Now.”
I’m pretty sure he broke several speed limits on the drive. The condo was only a couple of blocks back from Ruby’s café. It was located in a big old brown-brick building with Art Deco stonework surrounding the double glass front doors. David punched in a code and led me into a white marble lobby. A statue of what looked like driftwood stood tall in the corner. Security cameras hid in the ceiling corners. He didn’t give me time to look, rushing me through. I practically had to run to keep up with him.
“Come on,” he said, tugging on my hand, drawing me into the lift.
“This is all very impressive.”
He pushed the button for the top floor. “Wait ’til you see our place. You’re moving in with me now, right?”
“Right.”
“Ah, we’ve got some visitors at the moment, by the way. Just while we record the album and that. A few more weeks, probably.” The lift doors slid open and we stepped into the hall. At which point David took my handbag from me. Then he bent and set his shoulder to my stomach, lifting me high. “Here we are.”