They sat on under the blazing white fluorescent lights, thinking their own thoughts, sipping the terrible coffee, paging through the scuffed magazines, waiting for Peter and Gwen.
Sometimes Tony reached over and stroked her knee or her hair. Several times Ellie turned toward him and searched his face before raising her hand and touching his cheekbone or running a finger down the cleft of his chin. The air slowly thickened between them.
“Nearly ten,” he said, glancing at his watch. “They should be almost here.”
“You were wearing a grey shirt,” Ellie said, as though no time had passed since she’d last spoken. “And dark trousers that made your legs look so long. I could see a little slice of your chest and the beginning of this. You’ve got more now.” She tweaked his sprinkling of chest-hair between her thumb and forefinger. “You were twice as gorgeous with clothes on. I didn’t think that was possible because you were lovely just in shorts when you were crashing away at that concrete.”
He smiled, relaxing properly at last. “You were quite something in that white bikini. Watching me, and pretending not to.”
“My mother would have been so shocked to know I’d dated a total stranger.”
“You and Maggie were pretty stunned by the nightlife in Kings Cross as I recall?”
“Hah!” she responded. But he was right. They’d tried not to gawp like tourists, but the drag queens and prostitutes and strip show spruikers had been hard to ignore. Ellie still remembered seeing one girl wearing nothing but a man’s shirt, tightly belted at the waist. She’d tottered on impossibly tall shoes, the shirt-tails barely covering what was for sale. The girl was tousle haired and sleepy eyed.
“Druggie,” Darren had said.
“Poor thing,” Maggie agreed.
But of all the sights that first evening, it had been Tony who caused Ellie the most consternation. His reflection in the plate glass windows—so much taller than she was. The flash of his very good teeth as he laughed in the half lit smoky clubs. His long fingers running up and down her arm until she thought she’d dissolve in a puddle of shining pleasure.
They’d danced close, his lips on her brow, or hers against his neck. She knew he wanted her; on the crowded dark dance floors they were pushed together by the press of other dancers. She’d been so excited by the hard chafing bulge in his pants. He’d kissed her only once—suddenly and hungrily—and then tucked her head back under his chin with a sigh. “You know what’s on offer,” he’d murmured. “Your choice.”
Goose-bumps had sprung up on Ellie’s arms as her body responded to his explicit invitation. Deep inside she’d felt swollen and hot and excited—truly aroused for the first time in her life.
They’d continued to dance without speaking. She’d been thrilled but puzzled. Was it up to her to make the next move? Hardly daring to breathe, she’d pressed herself a little closer to him and he’d tightened his arms around her in reply.
“And Mags and Darren wanted ‘one more club’, and we left them to it,” she remembered. “I can’t believe I was such an innocent child.”
“This way,” Tony had said, closing the gate to a dark suburban house. He led her along the tree lined side path to a sleep-out at the back of the property. Night insects chirped and squeaked and rustled. The air was perfumed by a white-flowered vine that billowed through the trees above them. Light from the low moon fell across his strong shoulders as he tugged at her hand to guide her.
Ellie had been expecting the sitting room of Darren’s aunt’s home—not the dangerous privacy of a separate building. She watched as Tony inserted his key into the lock, and her nervous brain converted that innocent action into a searing picture of how he might slide into her body. She clenched her fists until her fingernails bit into her palms.
Tony pushed the door open, switched on a dim lamp, reached for both her hands, and drew her inside. “I won’t bite,” he said, coaxing her arms up around his neck. Then he lowered his mouth until it was only a fraction away from hers.
“Last chance to say no,” he murmured. His breath puffed warmly on her trembling lips.
Ellie had craved him from the instant she’d seen him. What had started as flirty holiday fun had swamped her. She’d been seduced by his glorious physique... was helpless to resist his potent charm.
She’d followed him willingly to this private place. Refusing him was no longer an option when her blood fizzed through her veins like champagne, and her whole body had come alight with shuddering anticipation.
She hadn’t dared to say yes, but nothing could have stopped her from rising up on her toes and closing the tiny gap between them.
His mouth was seductive, addictive. He played with her; nipping her bottom lip with his teeth, taking it between his lips and sliding away in erotic damp tingling caresses.
She felt a sinful surge of... what? It made her want to rub over him like a starving cat craving food. She’d murmured his name, squirming against him, trying to climb right inside his skin.
His fingertips traced over her bare shoulders, around the spaghetti-thin straps of her dress, down to the start of the zipper over her spine.
“You taste like jelly beans,” he whispered as he pulled back a little before licking the tender corners of her mouth, flicking his tongue just inside as she stood there astonished. “Jelly beans and temptation.”
He held her face and pressed a small soft kiss to each of the exquisitely aroused places his tongue had explored.
“And you taste even better than chocolate,” she’d murmured against his wandering warm lips.
He sighed. Then his arms slid around her, and his hips settled hard against hers.
~♥~
Ellie dragged her thoughts back to the present moment. Nothing could prevent their reunion. Not the horrible events earlier. Not the unromantic hospital atmosphere permeated with antiseptic and dread.
Certainly not her own commonsense and resistance, which had somehow disappeared in the fierce drama of the evening.
Grab him while you can, her brain insisted. You never know what life has in store for you. Live for the moment. No regrets.
Moments later a white-faced Gwen and Peter arrived, just as the paediatric surgeon came striding down the corridor with a reassuring smile.
Chapter Nine—Honeymeade Lodge
They strolled from the Lodge’s illuminated heli-pad across a lush lawn bordered by low flower beds. All of Ellie’s senses were tuned razor sharp.
The spicy scents of carnations and aromatic catmint infused the soft summer air with sweet fragrance. She breathed it in. “Do you remember that jasmine vine in Sydney?” she asked as they walked. “Whenever I’ve smelled jasmine since then, I’ve thought of that garden.”
“Jasmine?”
“White jasmine winding through the trees at Darren’s auntie’s place.”
She heard his soft laugh. “I was too busy smelling you. Your hair. Your skin.”
A million stars now paid court to the crescent moon which had helped bring them safely here. It was a magic night, made just for lovers.
Temporary lovers, her prickling conscience reminded her. Only temporary.
“I always thought you smelled like the sea,” she said. “Sunshine and the sea.”
~♥~
Tony snapped on the light in their suite. One tall lamp and a small decorated Christmas tree sparkled to life. The fairy lights twinkled in the semi-darkness.
“What do you want for Christmas, Ellie?” he growled.
“You—early.” As many times as I can have you.
He closed the door with a soft thud, then spun her around into his arms and kissed her with ever growing hunger.
Ellie could have sworn flames rippled between them. Hot enough to melt her so she flowed into every crevice of his flesh.
This is what she’d craved with such desperation, all those cold years alone.
They staggered across the huge room, mouth on mouth, giving and taking deep drugging kisses, moaning
incoherently.
“What a bloody awful night,” Tony rasped when they broke apart. “For once in my life I didn’t want to be flying. I simply wanted to be alone with you.” His mouth sought hers again and they crashed together into another explosive kiss.
Ellie thrilled as his hands yanked her aqua top and camisole up, sliding them between their faces so they had to pull apart for a few seconds. “Wait, Tony!”
“Can’t. Want you.” He peeled his shirt away so they embraced skin-against-skin.
“Now?”
“Hell, yes. Right now. Feel how much?”
She did, and he was magnificent.
“Pretend we’re in Sydney again,” he said. “Keep your pretty mouth closed.” He moved to nuzzle at the junction of her nose and top lip. Ellie drew a sharp breath of surprise and remembrance. Her skin was hyper-sensitive there, nerve endings so awakened and astonished that it was the sweetest of tortures. He hadn’t forgotten!
She burned with a flickering fire which scorched its way down through her breasts, her belly, and thighs. A frustrated moan broke the throbbing silence. Undoubtedly hers.
“Yes?” he asked.
“Yes,” she groaned, waiting, waiting for him to resume his savage assault. But instead he reined back his passion, and his very restraint became a powerful aphrodisiac for her.
“You’re so lovely,” she whispered, running her hands over his face, under his jaw, down his neck... learning again the curves and textures of him. She watched his black pupils become huge as her fingers ran across his collarbones and downward to explore his broad chest.
“You’re the lovely one, Ellie. Twice as lovely now. Beautiful.”
She murmured her dissent and leaned close, breathing in the scent of his skin. The thrilling muskiness of aroused male filled her nostrils, drowning out the spicy sweetness of the carnations wafting through the open windows. She fastened her mouth onto his neck, sucking and licking and moaning, wanting to draw the essence of him deep into her soul.
“I remember the first time I kissed your breasts,” he murmured. “You were so surprised. You were shocked—but not for long.” His big hands cupped her up, and her breath rushed out in a long voluptuous sigh.
“There’s more to play with now,” he said, weighing her tenderly, making her wait.
“Please,” she whispered. “Please.”
She trembled as he bent his head and made his way down, kissing her shoulders, her neck, the upper slopes of her breasts. At last he knelt, and his lips closed around the tight peak of one nipple, sucking and teasing. Ellie gasped as the hot wet sweep of his tongue arrowed through her body.
“Yessssss...” she sighed, almost out of control with the intense and erotic sensations flashing and flickering along every nerve path to the aching centre of her pelvis.
“This is what sent me over the edge in Sydney,” he said hoarsely, drawing away for a moment. “You in my mouth, begging me to make love to you. I didn’t want to get serious about you, knowing I was travelling on. But then things got beyond fun. Beyond light-hearted.”
“Again... again...” she begged, half mad with remembered longing, barely registering his words. In turn he caught each nipple between his teeth, biting and sucking until both breasts were super-sensitive, and her whole body was alight.
“And then I took you over to my bed,” he said, standing and scooping her into his arms. “Not believing my luck. Not knowing what a gift you were giving me.”
Ellie buried her nose against him, dragging his scent deep into her lungs. His heart beat through the solid wall of his chest and into her ear as he carried her past the twinkling Christmas tree. Only a few slow steps in the luxurious darkened room, hot flesh to hot flesh, but it felt momentous.
The smooth bedcover cooled her naked back, so unlike his rumpled cotton sheets all those years ago in Sydney.
With immoderate speed, she wriggled out of her skirt and panties as he towered above her, pushing down his jeans, a tall silhouette against the lighter panel of a window.
All through her teenage years she’d thought about making love—talked and imagined with girlfriends. And evaded the clumsy boys who’d been so keen to make it happen. But with Tony she’d been achingly ready—racked by a strange deep pain that needed soothing—tormented by a hunger she could no longer endure.
Now, she’d prayed. Now. Oh please, now.
She could see it all so vividly again—Tony lowering himself onto the bed, parting her thighs with a warm knee, and staying poised above her until she’d slid her hands around his taut waist and pulled.
“No Ellie, wait,” he’d groaned, groping on the floor to find the pocket of his pants.
“It’s all right. I’m on the pill.”
“But—”
“Now, Tony. Please, now.”
Unable to resist he’d sunk down, rubbing his erect cock against her hot welcoming body, seeking entrance. Suddenly he tensed at her tightness.
“Yes! Oh please do it!” she’d begged, wrapping her legs around him and holding him prisoner when she felt him trying to draw back.
~♥~
Gritting his teeth, he’d pushed slowly home, hearing her sharp intake of breath, and feeling her flinch as her hymen ripped to allow him in. Somehow he’d managed to remain still until she relaxed again. She’d shocked him utterly. He’d presumed her a flirt at the hotel pool, thought she was experienced. Had expected no lightning bolt like this.
“You should have told me, Ellie,” he said, close against her ear, his voice thick with regret.
“And then what would you have done? Not wanted me?”
“Impossible. You’re irresistible. But I’d have made the first time better for you.”
She kissed his shoulder. “Nothing could make it better.”
“Oh kiddo—this is just for starters,” he’d muttered. And proceeded to show her with ever increasing intensity exactly how much better was possible.
~♥~
This time she knew there’d be no pain for her. Her body was already slippery with welcome. She’d wanted Tony in Sydney with the passion of teenage infatuation, but now she had so many more reasons to desire him—including the child they shared.
He tossed his jeans onto a nearby chair and sank down beside her, sliding his hands into her hair, stroking gently. “Ellie,” he whispered. “All this time.”
“I know. I missed you, Tony. God, I missed you. I didn’t know quite how much until I met you again.”
For better, for worse she thought, pressing her face against his chest and breathing in his scent. Warm skin... the faint salty tang of the sea... the trace of chocolate she’d always associated with him.
“You smell the same,” she murmured, laying his chest hair flat with her tongue as she worked her way across to one of his hard little nipples and settled her lips around it.
He chuckled. “That’s my trick.”
“You can have another turn soon.”
“And have you at my mercy again?”
She laughed. He pulled her closer.
“I’m not on the pill this time,” she murmured. “Sorry.”
“Good thing the hospital had a vending machine then. Where have my pants got to?” He eased away from her and grabbed his jeans from the chair, rummaging through the pockets and bending to kiss her knee. “Feeling helpful Ellie? Do it for me like you used to?”
She twitched the condom from his hand and levered herself up to sit on the side of the bed to sheath him. But he was too beautiful to resist. She linked her arms around his waist and took him into her mouth, sucking softly, adding long slow wet strokes full of unspoken love.
A hoarse gasp of pleasure burst from Tony’s throat before he pulled her head away and gazed down into her eyes. “I’ll beat you home if you carry on like that.”
She looked up and smiled. “I’m out of practice with these,” she whispered, ripping the little package open. “Out of practice because there’s been no-one... for years, Tony.”
Ellie was even more terrified of having her son stolen away now she knew all the resources Tony had at his disposal. She couldn’t hope to compete on material possessions or legal fees, and Cal had wanted a father figure in his life for so long.
Her heart thundered and her fingers trembled as she smoothed the condom down over his erect cock.
“No-one for years Ellie? Truly?” His eyes questioned, assessed, saw the truth she couldn’t hide. “Then you’re my virgin again and I’ll need to be gentle with you, won’t I?”
He slid into her with exquisite restraint, watching her face as he sank deeper and deeper. Ellie drew a shuddering breath as he invaded, hard and inexorable, stretching her to her limits.
He closed his eyes and waited a moment. “Still so tight,” he murmured, drawing back so the heavenly friction she’d remembered from Sydney caressed every sensitised nerve ending. Her life had begun again. She sought his mouth, this time claiming his lips with desperation instead of waiting for him to lead. Her tongue searched for his, and she groaned with impatience, wanting more... wanting everything... impaled and frenzied and driven mad with desire.
But he was not to be hurried.
He held her down, withholding what she most craved, moving with infinite care and tenderness, a teasing smile curving his lips. After several more of his long slow sure thrusts, she tilted her hips up, wrapped her legs around his waist, and gave in to the rushing heat, the intense surging pleasure, the uncontrollable gripping spasms clenching around him and skyrocketing out of control.
Tony rode her harder then, kissing her deeply, all too soon gasping a string of impassioned curses as she sent him into a long shuddering climax too.
~♥~
“That shouldn’t be possible,” she said, a little later.
“Extreme lust,” he agreed. “And now we’ve got that out of the way I’ll seduce you properly. They have,” he added, grazing his teeth down her neck, “very big baths here.”
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