by Susan Fleet
“What did you say?” He rose from the couch and stood over her, fists clenched.
She should never have said that. Sterile was a touchy subject with Ryan. Lately he kept saying, “All these years we’ve been married, how come you’re not pregnant? Must be your fault, Gina. I’ve got plenty of lead in my pencil.”
He flicked his fist at her face, like a boxer jabbing at an opponent.
She flinched and pulled away from him.
“Why can’t you ditch that stupid job, have a baby and stay home like a normal woman?”
A haze of anger clouded her vision. “Fuck you, Ryan. Go sleep with your goddam checkbook!”
His face turned crimson. She knew what that meant.
Her heart slammed her chest. She ran in the kitchen, grabbed her car keys and took out her cell phone, her hands shaking.
He came after her, fists clenched, snarling, “Ditch the keys, Gina. We’re going to bed.”
Heart pounding, she waved her cell phone at him. “Ryan, last year when you hit me, I told you never again or I’d call 9-1-1 and get the cops over here. I don’t think your boss will like that.” Her boss wouldn’t either, but she was too terrified to worry about it.
Ryan stood there, glaring at her. “You’re a pig, Gina. A fat pig. Who’d want to sleep with you?”
She opened the back door and left, her eyes brimming with tears.
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Nigel asked the Back Bay Inn desk clerk to order a taxi and rushed up to his room. With frantic haste, he took off his tux, put on slacks and a polo shirt, and grabbed the bottle of champagne. When he reached the lobby, a cab was waiting. Ten minutes later he arrived at Vicky’s apartment. He tipped the driver extravagantly and went to the door. When he rang the bell, the curtain on a first-floor window parted slightly.
Vicky’s voice came over the intercom: “Nigel?”
“Right-o, luv.” The buzzer sounded. He opened the door and dashed upstairs. Vicky stood in the doorway in a mauve top and black stretch pants. Ringlets of dark curly hair framed her smiling face. She looked gorgeous. He stepped inside, shut the door and hugged her.
“What a great concert,” she said. “Two solo bows for the Rhapsody!”
“And one for you, for your marvelous clarinet solo.” He held out the champagne. “Time to celebrate.”
Vicky took fluted glasses from a cupboard and set them on the counter. He popped the cork, poured the foaming champagne, and they went in the living room. Vicky’s music stand stood in the corner, and stacks of music filled the bookcase beside it. A table lamp cast a soft glow over the room.
Perfect. But his heart was pounding, ten times worse than when he went onstage to play a solo. They sat on the loveseat. He put his arm around her and raised his glass. “Here’s to us, Vicky.”
Her eyes sparkled. They clinked glasses and sipped champagne. He set his glass on the coffee table and fumbled in his pocket. His palms dampened with sweat. What if she said no?
He took out a small white box, tied with a delicate pink ribbon. “Time for my other surprise.”
Her velvety-brown eyes widened behind her glasses.
“I bought it in Iowa. Not as nice as I’d hoped, but if you don’t like it, we’ll get you another. Open it.”
She untied the ribbon and opened the box. Her mouth formed a large round O.
“You’re the greatest girl in the world, Vicky. Let’s get married. No more sneaking around.” He took her hand and kissed it. “I love you, Vicky. More than you know.”
Her eyes misted. “Oh, Nigel.”
He let out the breath he’d been holding. “It’s a yes then? Please say yes.”
“Yes!” She threw her arms around him. “Yes, yes, yes!”
His heart soared. “Try it on! See if it fits.” He poured more champagne as she slid the ring onto her finger. The diamond sparkled. She held out her hand, admiring it, face aglow. “Oh, Nigel. It’s beautiful.”
“I’m so pleased you like it.” That was true. He loved her madly and he wanted to marry her, but now came the tricky part. “We need to figure out what to do about the Megabucks ticket.”
Her smile faded.
He took her face in his hands. “Vicky, there’s something I need to tell you. Remember those, ah, those debts I told you about, back when I was gambling? I wanted to be honest, not start off on the wrong foot so to speak.” She nodded, gazing at him. “I didn’t ask you to marry me before, because, well, the debts are a bit steep. I wanted to clear them up so we could have a proper start. But winning the Megabucks solves that.”
She nodded slowly and looked down at the ring on her finger.
“The problem is, if I claim the prize . . . ”
“You want me to do it,” she said quietly.
He took her hands and stroked her fingers, felt the thorny callous on her thumb from years of clarinet playing. “We’ll split it fifty-fifty. I mean it! Separate bank accounts, half for you, half for me.”
“But—”
“After the publicity dies down, we’ll announce the engagement and you can wear the ring and—”
“Not till then?”
“What’s a couple of weeks? After we cash the check, I’ll buy you a nicer one.”
She sighed. “I don’t know.”
“Think of the money. Twelve million dollars!”
Vicky rolled her lips together and shook her head. “It’s not the money, Nigel. I just—”
“You can buy any condo you want. You could do a solo recording.”
That brought a smile to her face. Encouraged he said, “We’ll do one together, clarinet and piano!”
Her eyes lit up. “Really? Promise?”
“Absolutely. It’ll be smashing. When the critics hear it, your career will take off like a bloody missile.” He took the winning ticket out of his wallet. “Look, I didn’t even sign it.” He turned it over and showed her.
“Twelve million dollars, Vicky.” He took out a pen. “Sign it and half of it’s yours.”
She took the pen. “Honest?”
“I want you to have it, luv.”
She gazed at him silently for several seconds. An agonizing eternity.
At last, she scribbled her name on the ticket. He stared at her signature.
Victoria Stavropoulos. He loved the name. Victoria was a winner!
Exultant, he raised his glass. “Here’s to us, Vicky. You and me, forever!”
CHAPTER 13
Wednesday, May 10
Vicky wandered aimlessly through her apartment. She couldn’t decide what to do. It was driving her crazy. Sunday night after Nigel proposed, they’d made love and stayed up till the wee hours of the morning, drinking champagne and fantasizing about how to spend the money. As a result, they overslept. Nigel had an early flight to Las Vegas so he didn’t even have time for coffee. “I won’t even look at a slot machine,” he’d promised as he dashed out the door.
Now it was Wednesday, almost time for the noon news. Not that she planned to watch it. The blank screen of her television set was a mocking reminder: Every newscast led with a story about the big Megabucks prize no one had claimed and speculation about the winner.
She went to her music stand. The clarinet part for the Brahms A-minor Trio was on it. Next week she was playing it on a chamber music program. But practicing wouldn’t solve her problem. Earlier, halfway through the piece, her mind had flitted to the Megabucks ticket, and her fingers refused to cooperate, stumbling over notes she’d played perfectly a million times.
The sweet aroma of chocolate drew her to the kitchen. Brownies were baking in the oven. Beside the stove her Pillsbury Doughboy cookie jar sat on the counter. She lifted the lid, took out the Megabucks ticket and studied her signature. The ticket was hers now. Nigel would fly back to Boston next Monday. She’d promised to claim the prize before he returned.
A chill made her shiver, the hot-cold sensation she sometimes got before a big performance. She put the ticket back in the cookie jar.
/> What would she tell her parents? Her father would be thrilled. He owned a successful accounting firm in Cleveland. He wasn’t a musician, but he sang in a community chorus. One of her earliest memories was listening to his melodious voice when he sat her on his lap and sang to her.
The oven buzzer went off. She took out the pan of brownies and set it on a rack to cool. Her mouth watered. Sweets were her biggest weakness, thwarting her constant attempts to diet. But today she needed comfort food. She pulled off a tiny corner and popped it in her mouth. The morsel melted on her tongue. Perfect, with a little help from Betty Crocker.
Her sister would have made them from scratch. Ophelia was tall and slender and blonde, like Mom. Ophelia had a husband, two kids and a house in the suburbs. She had no interest in a career, content to stay home and cook gourmet meals. Ophelia was a fantastic cook.
Like Mom. In January when Vicky had visited her parents, she’d gained five pounds, feasting on stuffed grape leaves, Chicken Souvlaki and Eggplant Moussaka. Mom wasn’t Greek, but she cooked to please her husband. She seldom asked about Vicky’s love life or her career.
Ophelia was her pride and joy. Her domesticated daughter.
Vicky took out a knife, cut the brownies into squares and dug out a corner piece with a spatula. If only she could confide in someone and tell them her misgivings about claiming the prize. But who? Not her parents and certainly not Ophelia. No. Her only confidante was Nigel.
Should she claim the prize today? She bit into the brownie. Savoring the warm chocolate, she went in the living room and looked out the window. Dark clouds filled the sky. Two stories below her, raindrops splattered the windshields of passing cars. Maybe she should call the lottery office and find out how to claim the prize. She sat on the loveseat and stared at the phone on the end table. As if by magic, the phone rang.
Her heart surged. Was it Nigel? She let it ring. Unwilling to pay extra for Caller-ID, she screened her calls with her answering machine. She waited tensely through her outgoing message. Please let it be Nigel.
A man’s voice came through the speaker: “Hello, I’m calling on behalf of the Boston Ballet to ask if you’d care to make a donation.”
“Just what I need,” Vicky muttered, “people asking for money.”
When the machine clicked off, she called the Massachusetts State Lottery office and got a recorded message. To claim a prize worth more than fifty thousand dollars, winners had to go to the Lottery office in Braintree, twelve miles south of Boston.
She went in the kitchen and cut another brownie. Her gig book lay on the breakfast bar. She opened it and checked her schedule: Pops concerts Thursday, Friday and Saturday night. But not tonight. Maybe she should get it over with and go now. Recalling Nigel’s excitement, she smiled. He was so sweet. He didn’t care if she was five-foot-three and weighed 140 pounds. She held her hand under the light above the breakfast bar. The diamond glittered, sending sparkles across the counter. At least she could wear it at home.
Soon their engagement would be official. Then she’d never take it off.
They hadn’t decided where to get married, or when. The sooner the better, Nigel said. His parents were dead and he had no close relatives, so whatever she wanted was fine with him. Bermuda might be nice. She pictured them beside a swimming pool, sipping exotic drinks festooned with little umbrellas and toothpicks with candied fruit. It would be romantic, and they’d have plenty of money, enough to fly her whole family there for the wedding.
She returned to the window. What a gloomy day. She didn’t feel like driving to Braintree. Maybe she’d wait until Nigel got back.
But what good would that do? He wouldn’t come with her. He was afraid some reporter might recognize him. She had to go alone.
She returned to the kitchen and gazed at the pan of brownies.
She couldn’t decide.
Should she go today?
She cut another brownie.
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At nine on a Wednesday night Lonny’s Tavern in Dorchester was noisy, working-class guys relaxing with a cool one after work. Or avoiding their spouses, Frank thought. Rafe’s three-decker was two blocks away, and they were sitting at the bar, rehashing the game, Rafe saying now, “You seemed distracted, let that pathetic excuse for a point guard blow by you for a layup.”
“Got a few things on my mind,” he said, and stifled a yawn.
“You tired?”
“That, too.”
Rafe drank some beer, his narrow face darkly handsome, the lights over the bar glancing off his angular cheekbones. “Told you we’d whup those District 16 losers, ran their sorry-ass center ragged with my tomahawk slams, blocked his shots at the other end.”
Amused, Frank stifled a smile. They’d only won by four points, but Rafe was always pumped after a win and tended to exaggerate.
“You know any ’bangers named Tyreke?”
“Not ringing any bells.” Rafe set his beer mug on the bar. “Why?”
“A few days ago I caught up with the kid we chased after the Mass Ave hit, took him for a ride.”
Rafe looked at him, deadpan. “What kind of ride?”
Frank grinned. “Not that kind. Took him to shoot some hoop. Jamal Wilkes, age ten, lives with his grandmother, Josephine Wilkes, age forty-one. The city directory lists them as residents of an apartment near Mass Ave, also lists Jamilla Wilkes, age twenty-five, Jamal’s mother, I presume, currently bunking at the women’s prison in Framingham. Nothing about his father.”
“Too many kids in bad situations like that,” Rafe said. “How’d you get Tyreke’s name?”
“Jamal let it slip, seemed upset afterwards. Well, more like terrified.”
“You think Tyreke’s the shooter?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t want to lean on Jamal too much at first, took him out for a burger, coaxed him into another shoot-around on Sunday morning. That time I got his great-grandma’s name, last name Robinson, no first name. Can you check your gangbanger rolodex, see if you find a Tyreke Robinson or Tyreke Wilkes?”
“Sure,” Rafe said. “What’s your take on Jamal?”
“Good kid. Ten years old, not running with a gang, or so he said. Said Grandma’d kill him if he did. I don’t know anything about Tyreke. He’s not listed at that address, but maybe he bunks with Jamal’s grandma sometimes.”
“Exerting a negative influence on Jamal.”
“Exactly, and it’s a shame. The kid is smart. I caught him cutting school, told him he better not do that if he wanted to go to college.”
Rafe’s eyes widened. “College? You think?”
“If he gets a basketball scholarship. He’s small for his age, but he’s got talent, good shooter, knows how to handle the ball. But he’s got no one to make him tow the line. Grandma works at Boston Med Center, probably too tired when she gets home from work to ride herd on him.” He waited a beat and said, “How about you go talk to her? You being a brother, you might get some info out of her.”
Rafe eyed him over the rim of his beer mug. “I know where you’re headed, Renzi, get me involved with the cute little black kid that stole your heart.”
“He didn’t steal my heart.” Frank grinned. “Okay, he did. But I can’t take him under my wing, not on a regular basis anyway. I’ve got too much on my plate right now.”
“Whass’up, Renzi? Look like you haven’t slept in a week, bags under your sexy bedroom eyes.” Rafe cackled a laugh. “Your girlfriend running you ragged?”
Stunned, Frank looked at him. “What girlfriend?”
Rafe poked his chest with one of his foot-long fingers. “You got the look of a man with serious shit on his mind. Why don’t you spill it, man? You don’t trust me?”
It was tempting. He could talk to Gina, but right now he needed to talk to a guy, and he couldn’t talk to Hank Flynn. Hank was his boss. “Evelyn wants me out of the house by Sunday.”
Rafe looked at him, eyes serious. “There’s a shocker. How come?”
“How�
�d you know I’ve got a girlfriend? Did someone tell you?”
“No. I just figured, you know, all the problems with Evelyn, you got somebody on the side.”
He signaled the bartender for another round. “I do. But it’s not something I talk about.”
“That’s cool. You know I got something going. Only reason I told you, we been friends for what, nine, ten years? I figure you won’t blow the whistle on me.”
“I won’t, but someone blew the whistle on me.” The bartender set their beers on the bar. Frank grabbed one and took a big gulp. In the corner, raucous laughter sounded, a group of guys at a table watching the big-screen television on the wall, a sit-com wrapping up.
“One of Evelyn’s girlfriends saw me and Gina in a bar and told Evelyn.”
“Damn! That sucks.”
“Yeah. So Evelyn talked to a lawyer and now she’s filing for divorce.” He couldn’t bring himself to tell Rafe she’d told Maureen about Gina. “Laid it on me last Thursday, said she wanted me out by Sunday.”
“You can stay at my place, sleep on the couch.”
He waved his hand. “I’d be in the way. You got any vacant apartments?”
“No, but I’ll ask around, see if anybody I know has one.” Rafe put a huge hand on his shoulder and squeezed. “Any way I can help, just say the word, man.”
“Thanks. Believe it or not, just talking about it makes me feel better.”
“Yeah, I can see you’re dying to get up and dance.”
He glanced at the TV, saw a breaking news headline: Boston Pops musician claims Megabucks prize!
He nudged Rafe and jerked his head at the TV. “We got a Megabucks winner.”
“Twelve million bucks,” Rafe said. “Man, I could use some of that.”
Me, too, now that I’m homeless, Frank thought, watching the TV screen.
A young woman with curly dark hair, her dark eyes enormous behind round-rimmed glasses, held up a huge check—the one Lottery officials used for show, not the real one—and smiled tentatively at the cameras. Reporters surged forward, shouting questions. Frank studied her reaction.