"No more than a slave girl?" he said.
"Oh, yes, yes, Master!" she cried.
He was speechless.
"My slavery is precious to me," she said. "Please, Master, do not take it from me!"
"What should I do?" he asked me, wildly.
Lavinia, too, kneeling before him, her arms now about his legs, looked at me, wildly, pleadingly, tears in her eyes.
"What do you want to do?" I asked him.
"Truly?" he asked.
"Yes," I said.
"She is beautiful!" he said.
"Of course," I said.
"I want her," he said.
"Subject to what limits?" I asked.
"To no limits," he said.
"Then it seems you want her wholly," I said.
"Yes," he said, "wholly."
"There is only one way to have a woman wholly," I said, "and that is for her to be your slave, for you to own her."
"Please, please Master!" wept Lavinia, looking up at Milo. "Please, Master!"
"Do with her what you wish," I said. "But she is a slave. It is the only thing which will truly fulfill her. It is the only thing which will make her truly happy."
"I do not know what to do!" he said.
"What do you want to do?" I asked.
"I want to own her!" he cried, angrily. "I want to own every inch of her, every particle of her, every bit of her, totally, every hair on her head, every mark on her body, all of her, all of her! I want to own her, completely!"
"Yes, Master! Yes, Master!" said Lavinia.
"It is what you want, and it is what she wants, too," I said.
"You understand," said he to Lavinia, "that if I make this decision, it is made."
"Yes, Master!" she said.
"Once it is made, it is made," he said.
"Yes, Master!" she said.
"And that is acceptable to you?" he asked.
"She is a slave," I said. "It makes no difference whether it is acceptable to her or not. You are the master."
He looked down at Lavinia.
"He is right, of course, Master," she said. "My wishes are nothing, as they are only the wishes of a slave. My will is nothing, as it is only the will of a slave. I am at your mercy, totally. I am in your power, completely."
"Aii!" he said, understanding this.
"Master?" she asked.
"You are my slave," he announced, accepting her.
"I love you, Master!" she wept, putting her head against his thigh.
"I own you," he said, softly, wonderingly.
"Yes, Master," she said.
"Truly," he said.
"Yes, my master!" she said.
"It is one thing to own a woman," I said, "and it is another to have her within the bonds of an excellent mastery."
"Undoubtedly," he said.
"I do not think you have had much experience at this sort of thing," I said.
"No," he admitted. "I have not."
"Perhaps you, slave girl," I said to Lavinia, "can teach him something about the handling of slaves."
"Of course, Master," she smiled.
"You must make certain that you get everything you want from her," I said, "and then, if you wish, more, even a thousand times more."
"Aii!" he said.
"All is your due," I said. "She is nothing. She is only a slave."
"How can I believe such happiness?" he asked.
"Do not yield to the temptation of being weak with her," I cautioned him. "She loves you, but she must also fear you. She must know that you are not to be trifled with. She must know herself to be always within your discipline."
"I understand," he said.
"And as she is female," I said, "she may occasionally, curious, foolishly, particularly at first, wish to test the strength of your will, to discover, if you like, the boundaries of her condition."
"Master!" protested Lavinia.
"It is then up to you to teach her what they are, promptly, decisively, unmistakably."
"I understand," he said.
"She wants to know, so to speak, the length of her chain, the location of the walls of her cell. Too, she wants to be reassured of your strength. She wants to know that you are her master, truly, in the fullness of reality. Having learned this, she need not be so foolish in the future. She will have discovered that stone is hard and that fire burns. Thenceforth she will be in her place, pleased and content."
"The whip, tell him of the whip, Master!" said Lavinia.
"It is a symbol of authority, and an instrument of discipline," I said. "The slave is subject to it. Some masters think it is useful to occasionally use it on a slave, if only to remind her that she is a slave."
"How could anything so beautiful be touched with the leather?" he asked.
"That we learn to obey, and who is master!" laughed Lavinia.
"Buy a whip," I advised him.
"Yes, Master," said Lavinia.
"You wish me to have a whip?" asked Milo of the slave.
"Yes, Master!" she said.
"But, why?" he asked.
"So I well know that I must obey, and be pleasing!" she said.
"I see," he said.
"And that you will have a convenient implement at hand for enforcing my discipline," she said.
"A whip, of course, is not absolutely necessary," I said. "There are many other means of enforcing discipline."
"True," said Lavinia.
"But there is much to be said for the whip," I said. "It is perhaps the simplest, most practical device for such purposes. It is also traditional. Also, of course, it has symbolic value."
Lavinia, on her knees, looked up at Milo, her master. "Yes, Master!" she said.
"You truly think I should get a whip?" asked Milo. I was pleased that he had addressed this question to me, and not to Lavinia. He was beginning, I noted, to get a sense of the mastery. The decision in such matters lay among free men, not with slaves. Lavinia looked up at me, smiling. She, too, to her delight, recognized that she had been left out of the matter. Milo was learning, quickly, how to relate to her, namely, as her master. She was a slave. Such decisions would be made by others. She would not participate in them, but, as was appropriate for a slave, simply abide by their consequences.
"Certainly," I said.
He pondered the matter.
"And," I said, glancing down at Lavinia, "if she is not pleasing, use it on her, liberally, and well."
He swallowed, hard.
She put down her head, shyly.
"She is a slave," I said, "not a free companion, who may not be touched, to whom nothing may be done, even if she turns your life into a torture, even if she drives you mad, even if she intends to destroy you, hort by hort."
"She is so beautiful," he said. "It is hard to think of touching her with the whip."
"Sometimes," I said, "it is the most beautiful who are most in need of a whipping."
"May I speak?" asked Lavinia.
"Yes," said Milo.
"Too, Master," said Lavinia, "I love you, so I want you, sometime, or sometimes, to whip me."
He regarded her, puzzled.
"I want to know I am your slave," she said.
"I do not understand," he said.
"Teach me that you are my master."
"I do not understand," he said.
"It has to do with being subject to the master," I said, "with being truly his."
"Interesting," said Milo.
"For a female," I said, "I would recommend the wide-bladed, five-stranded whip."
Lavinia looked up, startled. She had not anticipated, it seemed, that whip. Doubtless she already regretted her recent tolerances and enthusiasms. If it were to be to that particular implement that she was to be subject, matters, it seemed, were to be viewed suddenly in a quite different perspective. On Gor, slave girls live in terror of that whip. It is designed for the female slave, to correct her behavior with great effectiveness while not leaving lasting traces, which might reduce h
er value.
"Is anything wrong?" I asked Lavinia.
"I will try to be pleasing to my master," she said.
"I am sure of it," I said.
"It seems she knows that whip," he said.
"She has at least heard of it," I said. "With it on your wall, I have little doubt she will prove to be a most excellent slave, particularly if she has once felt it. It is an excellent tool. You can buy one for as little as one or two copper tarsks."
"If I should come into some money," said Milo, "I shall certainly consider it."
"You are going to come into some money," I said.
"I do not understand," he said.
"You are well advised to leave Ar," I said.
"Undoubtedly," he said.
"For this," I said, "you should have money."
"But alas," smiled Milo, "I have no money."
"Here," I said, "are ten pieces of gold." I counted them out, into Milo's hand. He looked at me, disbelievingly. I had already given fifteen pieces to Tolnar and Venlisius each. They had upheld the laws of Ar and preserved their honor. They would also file the papers, and several certified copies of them, in various places, and, by courier, with certain other parties, official and unofficial, in various cities. It would be next to impossible, for, say, Seremides, to recover them all. I retained my copies, of course. Both Tolnar and Venlisius, with my concurrence, thought it wise to remove both themselves and their families from Ar. Fifteen gold pieces each was a fortune. It would enable them to relocate with ease and reestablish themselves much as they might wish, wherever they might wish. At the time Boots Tarsk-Bit had obtained the Home Stone of Ar's Station I had had something like ninety gold pieces left from the one hundred gold pieces I had obtained in the north. I had given Boots half of these, forty-five gold pieces, and had retained the other forty-five. I had then given fifteen each to Tolnar and Venlisius. I had now given ten to Milo, and had retained five. Five pieces of gold, in its way, incidentally, is also a fortune on Gor. One could live, for example, in many cities, though not in contemporary Ar, with its press on housing and shortages of food, for years on such resources."*
* Although it is not my policy to include Cabot's marginal notes, jottings, etc., which are often informal, and apparently written at different times, in the text of his accounts, I think it would not be amiss to hypothesize certain approximate equivalencies here. To be sure, much seems to depend on the city and the particular weights involved. For example, a "double tarn" is twice the weight of a "tarn." It seems there are usually eight tarsk bits in a copper tarsk, and that these are the result of cutting a circular coin in half, and then the halves in half, and then each of these halves in half. An analogy would be the practice of cutting the round, flat Gorean loaves of sa-tarna bread into eight pieces. There are apparently something like one hundred copper tarsks in a silver tarsk in many cities. Similarly, something like ten silver tarsks would apparently be equivalent, depending on weights, etc., to one gold piece, say, a single "tarn." Accordingly, on this approach, the equivalencies, very approximately, and probably only for certain cities, would be eight tarsk bits to a copper tarsk; one hundred copper tarsks to a silver tarsk; and ten silver tarsks to a gold piece, a single tarn. On this approach there would be, literally, 8,000 tarsk bits in a single gold piece.
—J.N.
"Permit me," said Milo, "to return one of these gold pieces to you."
"Why?" I asked.
"You paid a tarsk bit for me," he smiled. "Thus I would not wish you to lose money on the arrangement."
"He learns honor, and generosity, quickly," I said to Lavinia.
"He is my master," she said.
I showed the coin to Marcus. "You see," I said to him, "I have made a considerable profit."
"You should be of the merchants," he assured me.
The new slave, she in the bracelets and shackles, lying on her side, chained by the neck, to the ring, near the couch, made a tiny sound.
I put the gold piece back in my wallet.
"You should leave," said Marcus to Milo.
"But a moment," I said.
I looked down at the new slave, whom I had decided to call 'Talena', which slave name was also entered on her papers, in the first endorsement, as her first slave name pertinent to these papers, and by means of which she could always be referred to in courts of law as, say, the slave who on such and such a date was known by the name 'Talena.' This did not preclude her name being changed, of course, now or later, by myself, or others. Slaves, as other animals, may be named, or renamed, as the masters please. Indeed, if the master wishes, they need not be named at all. She made another small sound, like a tiny moan of protest. She stirred, a little. I saw her hands twist a little, behind her, her wrists locked in the bracelets.
I went to the table at the side of the couch and lifted up the decanter of wine. I then stood near the slave and poured the wine out, upon her. She jerked under the thin, chill stream, awakening, discovering herself chained.
"Who dares!" she cried.
I handed the decanter to Marcus, who put it to the side.
"You!" she cried, lying on her side, turning her head, looking up at me. "Is it truly you?"
"On your knees, slave girl," I said, lifting her to her knees.
"It is you!" she cried, wildly, now kneeling.
"Your name is 'Talena'," I said. "That is the name I have put on you."
"Sleen!" she said. She could not rise to her feet, as she was back-braceleted, with her ankles shackled closely to her wrists.
"Lavinia," I said. "Come here, and kneel beside the new slave."
Lavinia obeyed, but with obvious uneasiness.
"She-sleen!" cried the new slave.
Lavinia kept her eyes straight ahead.
"Sleen!" cried the slave, Talena, to Milo.
"I was a seduction slave," he said to her. "I obeyed my master."
"Sleen! Sleen!" she cried.
"Beware," I said to Talena, "you are addressing a free man."
"You are free?" she said to Milo.
"Yes," he said. "I am free."
"Impossible!" she cried.
"No," he said. "Now it is I who am free, and you who are the slave."
"'Slave'!" she cried. "How dare you, you sleen!"
"Now we have the two slaves kneeling side by side," I said, "both well exposed to view, both suitably slave naked."
Talena tore at the bracelets.
"You may chafe your wrists," I warned her.
"Sleen!" she wept.
"One is mine, and one is yours," I said.
"Yes," said Milo.
"I now offer you an even trade," I said. "If you wish, you may have this female, whom I have decided to call 'Talena,' and I shall have your Lavinia."
Talena looked suddenly, disbelievingly, at me, and then, as suddenly, wildly at Milo. "Accept me!" she cried. "Accept me! I will make it worth your while! I will give you thousands of gold pieces. I will reward you with villas! I will give you a hundred beautiful women as slaves. If you wish I will give you boys! I will give you high posts in Ar!"
"No," said Milo.
"Surely you do not prefer a naked slave to me!" she cried.
"But you, too, are a naked slave," he said.
"But you think me the most beautiful woman on all Gor!" she said.
"No," he said.
"But you said such things!" she said.
"Did you believe me?" he asked.
She regarded him, in helpless rage.
"I was a seduction slave," he said.
"Who is more beautiful than I?" she demanded.
"Lavinia," said he.
"Master!" breathed Lavinia, radiant.
"That slave!" cried Talena.
"That other slave," he said.
"Preposterous!" cried Talena.
"It is she who is the most beautiful woman on all Gor," he said.
"Master jests," laughed Lavinia.
"To be sure," he granted her, "I have not seen all
the women on Gor."
Lavinia laughed, delightedly.
"But of those I have seen," he said, "it is she who is the most beautiful!"
"Really, Master," said Lavinia, shyly, chidingly.
"It is true!" he said.
"But at least I will do?" she asked.
"Yes," said he, softly, "you will do, sweet, soft, marvelous, beautiful slave."
"I love you, Master!" she said.
"Am I not beautiful?" demanded Talena.
"You are not unattractive," said Milo.
"'Not unattractive'!" she said.
"No," he said.
"I am beautiful!" she said.
"You would probably bring your master a satisfactory selling price," he said.
"Thousands of gold pieces!" she said.
"For your femaleness alone, in chains?" I asked, skeptically.
"Of course!" she said.
"Are you trained?" I asked.
"Of course not!" she said.
"Probably you would go for something in the neighborhood of two or three silver tarsks," I said. That seemed about right, given the condition of the current markets.
"Absurd!" she said.
"Remember," I said, "they are only buying a female, and what you are good for—female things."
"Sleen!" she said.
"Milo had best be on his way," said Marcus.
"Yes," I agreed.
"You would truly prefer this chit of a slave to me?" asked Talena of Milo, unbelievingly.
"Yes," said Milo.
"To the other chit of a slave," I said.
"Yes," said Milo.
"Sleen!" said Talena.
"Another has been chosen over you," I said.
She looked at me, in rage.
"Do not be distressed," said Lavinia to her. "We are only slaves, and men may look upon us, and pick us, and sort amongst us, as they please. In another time, in another place, their choices might be different."
"She-sleen!" hissed Talena.
"We must go," said Milo.
"I am unclothed, Master," said Lavinia.
"Dress," I said. "Take the garments you wore here, and those, too, of the former Ubara of Ar."
Talena looked at me in anger.
"Consider them paid for with moneys from the gold piece returned to me," I said.
"Excellent," said Milo.
Lavinia scurried to gather up garments.
"Do not neglect the tunic with the disrobing loop!" Milo called to her.
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