by Emma Lord
Thank you to Janna. It is the world’s biggest understatement to say none of this would have happened without you, but if I correctly state it, it will come out in multiple sentences of caps lock, and people will be alarmed.
Thank you to my niece, Marcella, for being born. I got to chill with your parents for a few of the coolest days of my life doing research for this book, and then you were cooking at the same time I was writing it. You came out much cuter! Flawless first draft! Your little baby smiles are my new favorite thing. You will be over a year old by the time this book comes out and it feels illegal that we’re letting you grow up so fast.
Thank you to the Barbee family for all of the Vashon adventures. Those memories are stamped into my heart forever, and so many of them made it into this book.
Thank you to 23andMe for telling me about my unibrow. Rest assured, I already knew.
Thank you to my vast writer-y squad. To Suzie and Kadeen, the kind of friends who don’t flinch when you yell in an otherwise dead silent cabin, “I’M GOING TO CONTROL-F + REPLACE-ALL TWO OF THESE CHARACTERS’ NAMES, IT TURNS OUT I HATE THEM!” when you’re 310 pages into a draft. To Gaby and Erin and Cristina, for endless conversations commiserating over books and writerly woes and always having the best advice—y’all are the most ~marquee~ friends a girl could ask for. To my soul twin, JQ, who now knows the publishing industry inside out because she has heard every trial and tribulation in exhaustive detail, and is the kind of brave I want both my human self and my characters to be. To my fellow Wednesday authors, who I’d die/kill for despite being a Hufflepuff down to the marrow of my bones.
Extremely bless everyone at AfterWork Theater. I’d be lost without you guys, and I mean that both emotionally and also literally because I’m a delinquent and watch y’all for all our dance cues. Cheesus only knows what I’d do without jazz hands and post-rehearsal Bud Lights and ridiculous ensemble backstories. It’s an honor being everyone’s Weird Dad TM.
And as always, thank you to my mom and dad. You didn’t just give me an awesome life, but the three best humans to guide me through it. I could write a bajillion stories and not come close to the magic of what you guys made for us.
ALSO BY EMMA LORD
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About the Author
EMMA LORD is the author of Tweet Cute and is a digital media editor living in New York City, where she spends whatever time she isn’t writing either running or belting show tunes in community theater. She graduated from the University of Virginia with a major in psychology and a minor in how to tilt your computer screen so nobody will notice you updating your fanfiction from the back row. She was raised on glitter, grilled cheese, and a whole lot of love. Her sun sign is Hufflepuff, but she is a Gryffindor rising. You can sign up for email updates here.
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Contents
Title Page
Copyright Notice
Dedication
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-One
Twenty-Two
Twenty-Three
Twenty-Four
Twenty-Five
Twenty-Six
Twenty-Seven
Twenty-Eight
Twenty-Nine
Thirty
Thirty-One
Thirty-Two
Thirty-Three
Thirty-Four
Thirty-Five
Thirty-Six
Thirty-Seven
One Year Later
Acknowledgments
Also by Emma Lord
About the Author
Copyright
This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
First published in the United States by Wednesday Books, an imprint of St. Martin’s Publishing Group
YOU HAVE A MATCH. Copyright © 2020 by Emma Lord. All rights reserved. For information, address St. Martin’s Publishing Group, 120 Broadway, New York, NY 10271.
www.wednesdaybooks.com
Cover illustration by Kristen Solecki
Cover design by Kerri Resnick
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ISBN 978-1-250-23730-9 (hardcover)
ISBN 978-1-250-81301-5 (international, sold outside the U.S., subject to rights availability)
ISBN 978-1-250-23731-6 (ebook)
eISBN 9781250237316
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First U.S. Edition: 2021
First International Edition: 2021