by Cilla Lee
“Mornin’ I say as I see Jordan standin’ there cookin’ breakfast”
“Mornin’, coffees ready” I grab a cup and sit at the table
“So, you ganna tell me why you stayed to make sure Tink was ok” he shrugs his shoulders
“Just makin’ sure she was ok that's all”
“Um-hum” he turns to look at me
“She drank a lot, I was just makin’ sure she was ok”
“So, you’re just lookin’ out for her” he nods his head
“Yeah”
“Has nothin’ to do with you, likin’ her” he turns to look at me
“What? no man” he denies it but I smile (dumbfuck thinks I'm stupid)
“Don't play dumb asshole, I've seen the way you look at her”
“Man, you got it wrong”
“Do I” he looks back at the bacon not sayin’ anythin’ else
“What the fuck, are you doin’ here” Dad says walkin’ into the kitchen
“Cookin’ breakfast”
“You came over this mornin’ to cook us breakfast”
“No” the Prospect says
“No, you didn't, then why the fuck, are you cookin’”
“No, I didn't come over this mornin’ I slept here” Dad looks at me and I smile
“Where?” he says and I know that tone and sit back smilin’
“In Tink’s room” Dad stands up and leans his knuckles on the table “On the chair in the corner man not in her bed. I wanted to make sure she was ok she drank a lot last night that's all” he has his hands up in the I give up position and I smile and Dad sits back down
“You fuckin’ better have” he looks at me again, as he sits back down just than Bliss walks in
“Morning” she says and stops when she sees the look that Dads givin’ the Prospect “Did I miss something” she says headin’ to the coffee pot
“No” we all say in unison
“Ok Tiny can you give me a lift back to the clubhouse”
“No, the Prospects takin’ you” I smile again and drink my coffee
*
It's almost lunch when the girls come down “Afternoon” Dad and I say as they both walk in the kitchen
“Oh god please don't yell” Tink says and I smile, she has on the biggest pair of black sunglasses and so does Lilly and I laugh
“Enjoy yourselves last night” I ask Lilly as she sits on my lap
“To much” Tink says leanin’ her head on the table, Dad gets up and gets them both an orange juice and some Tylenol
“Here take these”
“You, hungry baby” I ask Lilly as she sculls the juice
“Oh, please Stryker don't mention food right now” I laugh again
“Ok why don't you two go back up to bed and I'll bring you both some toast”
“Sounds good to me” Tink says gettin’ up
“Thanks baby” Lilly says and I kiss her nose
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Lilly
“I'm literally dyeing Tink, how much did we drink last night”
“God, I have no idea, but I do know I drank twice as much as you guys what was up with everyone giving me shots” she says looking at me
“Did they I hadn't noticed” I lie
“You didn't notice”
“Yeah I didn't notice”
“You’re a lair what's up” I bite my lip
“Nothing was up”
“Okay if you say so is that why Brandy asked me about Jaxson than Maggie, Lena, Chelsea, Niya, Sheryl, Jewel, Cassey and even Abbey asked me about him is that why we all went out so you could find out what happened between Jaxson and me” I look up and don't say anything
“It was you, you bitch, I can't believe that you roped everyone in so you can find out about Jaxson and me which in case you've forgotten there is no us”
“Tink it wasn't like that, I'm worried we always tell each other everything”
“Lilly for fucks sake there is no Jaxson and I, so you can quiet worrying”
“Tink”
“Please Lilly” I sit back giving in, mostly because my head is thumping
“Fine.......it's just”
“Fuck Lilly nothing happened ok” she says
“Nothing”
“No, I was drunk I threw up he helped me and I passed out”
“That's all”
“Yes”
“Then why the big secret” I ask her
“There's no secret, I just didn't want to tell you”
“Jesus Tink I thought you liked him”
“I do, I mean he's ok” I look at her
“Just ok”
“Lilly just drop it”
“Why if you like him”
“Because he doesn't ok, he blew me off” I frown at her
“What do you mean he blew you off” she lays down and covers he eyes
“That night I kissed him and he pushed me away”
“He pushed you away after you kissed him” I ask her confused
“Yes”
“Why” I ask and she sits up and looks at me
“I don't know”
“Did he say anything to you”
“Yeah he said he can't”
“He can't, that's it nothing else” she shakes her head
“And the next I see him taking Bliss into her room”
“What him and Bliss are you sure” she lays back down
“Yeah I went to the door and heard them in their having sex”
“Oh Tink” I pull her to me
“Can you drop it now”
“But”
“Lilly please I'm humiliated enough” she says almost sounding like she’s going to cry
“Why are you embarrassed” I ask her
“Because he rejected me for a whore Lilly, a fucking club-whore”
“Tink”
“No, I don't want to talk about it again.... ever” she says and pulls away from me
“Ok Tink” (fucking prick I'm going to kick him in the balls)
“And don't you dare say or do anything I know you” (fuck shit fuck) We lay in bed most of the day Stryker waiting on us as we lay there and watch movie after movie.
**
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY” I yell at Tink as I jump on her bed to wake her up Tiny and Stryker standing at the door lighting candles on a cake and we all start to sing her Happy Birthday, she sits up smiling
“Oh, you guys you shouldn't have” she says as Tiny and Stryker walk over with the cake for her to blow the candles out
“Make a wish darlin’” Tiny says
“I don't have to Tiny I have everything right here” I pull her in for a hug
“I love you so much Tink” we both have a little girly cry as Stryker sits down on the bed and pulls me to him to sit on his lap
“Tonight, drinks at the clubhouse” he says
“I don't know” she says
“Come on Tink just a couple of drinks, nothin’ too much promise” Tiny says and she smiles
“Not too many”
“Not too many” he says
“Deal than”
“Good now get up breakfast is ready” when we walk into the kitchen we'd put balloons up with a big banner saying Happy Birthday, she smiles as she walks in tears fall down her cheek and I know how she feels. We've never had this before (family)
**
I'm standing in line at grocery store when someone runs into my legs with a trolley
“What the” I say and look up to see Rochelle staring at me
“Rochelle how have you been” I ask her smiling pissing her off even more
“Like you care bitch”
“You know what, I don’t give a fuck Stryker’s mine”
“You stole Stryker from me and I'm going to get him back” I look at her as she walks past me bumping me with her shoulder “Bitch” she says as she walks off
“Rochelle” I call out to her and she turns, I lift my hand up and give her the fin
ger smiling. As I walk back in the shop Chelsea's sitting at the front counter
“Hay you get the sugar I'm dying for a coffee”
“Yeah” I say holding it up
“You'll never guess who I just ran into or more like she ran into me”
“Who?”
“Rochelle hit me with her trolley at the store”
“Fuck off no way”
“No way what?” Tink says walking in
“Rochelle just hit and run your sister at the store”
“She what?” Tink says
“She hit me with her trolley and told me she was going to get Stryker back”
“Oh my god she's fucking crazy” Tink says
“Tell me about it” I say but something tells me to be on my guard, I didn't survive years of being in the foster care system to be done in by a jealous ex of my boyfriend” I smile (my boyfriend)
“What are you smiling at” Chelsea says
“I know” Tink says “I share a wall with them and the sounds that come out of there room will make you blush”
“TINK” I say
“What it's true I've never heard you pray to god so much” we all start to laugh and laugh hard.
As we walk into the clubhouse There's a big banner saying Happy Birthday Tink, she smiles as we head to the bar and one of the twins hands her a shot “Thanks” she says blushing and he winks at her
“So, what'd ya wish for” Blaze asks her
“Nothing” she says and he looks at her
“Nothin’”
“Nope I have everything that I want and I'm not a greedy person” she says smiling
“Well here anyway” he hands her a gift; her head turns to me and I nod smiling at her
“Oh, Blaze, you didn't have to get me anything” she tells him
“It's nothin’ big maybe I might get a free tattoo out of it” he tells her and she rips open the paper and it's a box of charcoals
“Oh, wow charcoals thank you but...how did you know I like to use charcoals”
“Was at the shop the other day and Cuff had your sketch book out and some of the drawings Tink where amazing”
“Thank you” she says hugging him anytime you want a tat done come see me she says smiling. Everyone gets her things mostly drawing materials but a couple of bottles of alcohol from the guys and the women gave her more feminine things like perfume and clothes. I watch as she makes her way around to everyone saying thank you for the gifts and as she does they hand her a shot by half way around she's got a big smile and a sway in her step
“So much for not drinking too much” I say to Stryker and he laughs
“Yeah but she's having fun” The night heats up and Tink dances most of the night, when I look at her again I see her dancing and laughing and it makes me smile (god I’m so happy we stopped here)
“You wanna go to my room baby” Stryker asks me but I hesitate to answer
“We should stay for Tink”
“Baby she's a big girl and I need you”
“You had me this morning”
“Yeah well you in this dress and your smell makes me want you again” I laugh at him
“You’re too much”
“Yeah but I still need you” he stands up fast and I squeal, he throws me over his shoulder and carry's me to his room. When he closes the door with his boot and throws me onto the bed I land in the middle of it
“Stryker”
“Baby I need you” he takes his Cut off and hangs it on the back of the door
“Give me your foot baby” I lift my leg up and he takes each shoe off “Fuck your beautiful baby” my nipples are hard and I can feel myself getting wet, his eyes full of lust “Dress off baby” I sit up and pull the dress down my arms and shimmy out of it
“Stryker, I need you naked too” he pulls his shirt off (fuck he's gorgeous) than his jeans hit the floor and he crawls up my body kissing me gently as he does
“God your gorgeous baby” when he reaches my nipple he sucks it into his mouth and I moan
“Yes” he reaches down and slips a finger into my wet waiting pussy and I rotate my hips so he can go in further “Yes, god yes” the harder he sucks the needier I feel “I need you” I whisper as his finger moves faster and I start to fuck his fingers “Yes, there just there” he rubs my pussy in just the right spot and I feel my legs shake and my insides quiver “I'm so close don't stop” he moves to my other boob and sucks it into his mouth and I scream my orgasm hitting me hard
“Fuck baby I love it when you come on my hand, now my mouth”
“No Stryker” I grab his hair
“I need you to fuck me” he smiles
“Needy little thing, aren't you” he smiles as he kisses down my body to my wet throbbing pussy, he licks my clit and I jump
“STRYKER”
“That's it baby feel my mouth” he sucks hard and I come so fast I didn't have time to take a breath, my lungs straining trying to catch air. Stryker sticks a finger back into my pussy and I rotate my hips again and pull on his hair for him to get closer, he sticks in another finger and I feel fuller “Fuck your tight baby” he licks my clit and finger fucks me harder “Pinch your nipples baby” I grab both tits and pull each nipple, my body heating up so much
“STRYKER PLEASE” he laughs crawling up my body
“So, impatient” he says as I open my legs as far as I can to the sides, he impales me hard without warning and I scream as he fucks me hard. The head board hitting the wall so hard a bit of the sheet rock falls
“Yes, god Stryker don't stop god fuck me harder” her pulls out and flips me over onto my knees and thrusts into me again hard
“Fuck I love seein’ my brand on you baby now open your legs wider baby I wanna go deep” I move my legs further apart and he pulls my hips back and pushes my head down into the mattress “Oh god yes that's it baby, I can feel your cervix on my dick” he thrust harder and harder and I scream when my orgasm hits me, my pussy milking his cock and he slows down “That's it baby squeeze my dick with that greedy cunt” he thrust slower until my orgasm subsides and then he reaches around and pinches my clit making me scream again and he pulls out and slams back in pushing forward. I can feel drips of sweat hit my back and I push back into his thrusts fucking myself on his cock “I love your pussy baby” he pulls me up by the hair so I'm on my knees, his cock still buried to the hilt. He licks my neck and then sucks on it claiming me as his thrusting slows, his cock rubbing my g-spot and I feel my pussy quiver
“I'm ganna come again Stryker” he thrusts in hitting the perfect spot over and over, his hands are everywhere at once and I contract on his cock again my pussy squeezing down on his hard length
“Fuck baby I love fuckin’ you but this time my cum goes in your mouth” he pulls out and I turn around fast and grab his cock, my tongue licking me off of him. I'm tangy and sour but I suck hard, I feel his cock grown hotter and I know he's going to come I grab his balls and massage them sucking him in more (god I can't get enough of him) “That's it baby, I'm ganna come” the first spurts hit my tongue and I swallow his salty goodness, I lick him clean moving my head lower to suck the juice of my pussy that ran onto his balls “That's it baby clean me with that beautiful mouth” his cock is still at half-mast and I lick up his cock to the head and swirl my tongue around him I moan at how hot and wet I feel (god I want more) “Fuck baby you’re a natural at that” he pulls me up and kisses me hard on the lips
“You like” I ask him
“I fuckin’ love baby” we land on the bed kissing touching and getting each other ready for another round.
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Stryker
I watch her sleep, her hair fanned out over the pillow and my heart skips a beat at how in love I am with this woman. I never in a million years would have thought that I would find someone that I want in my life Twenty-Four-Seven. I think about her all the time day and night and when I'm fuckin’ her all my dreams have come true at once. I lean on
my hand and just lay there for ages watchin’ her, her mouth opens just a tiny bit and she has the cutest little snore. I run my finger down her sternum around her tit than around her nipple, I can see her feedin’ my kid with these and I lean over and lick the tip of it. It puckers up and I see goose bumps form on her skin, I pull her to me and hug her tight not wanting to ever let her go.
*
When I wake the next mornin’, Lilly is still fast asleep. I pull her closer and kiss her neck, the hicky I gave her last night big purple marks that are goin’ to piss her off but I need fuckers to see she's takin’. I lift her leg and rub my dick on her pussy, she stirs turning to look at me
“Morning” she says and I thrust into her pussy
“Mornin’ baby” I don't move my dick just wanting to feel her body inside and out but she moves her hips “Fuck baby”
“No Stryker fuck me” I thrust up and she moans
“You like baby”
“Mmm-hum” is all she says, I fuck her slowly pinching her nipples and kissing her long and slow (fuck I’m so in love with this women)
**
The next week goes by fast when I get a call from Cuff askin’ if Lilly was with me
“What the fuck are talkin’ about Brother she's at work”
“Dude she went to get everyone lunch and she hasn't come back” I stand up fast
“How long ago” Colt turns to look at me mouthin’
“What?”
“She's been gone for over an hour” I look at my watch
“Where’d she go to get lunch?”
“Just to The Grill” he says
“Fuck did you look for her”
“Yeah man Socket went over to look for her they said she picked up the order and left”
“You call her phone”
“Of course, man but it goes straight to voice mail”
“Fuck you call Tiny”
“Nah man you think she went to the Den”
“I don't know man”
“Chelsea's workin’ on the women man so far no luck with Lena or Abbey”
“Ok I'll call around and I'll head over”
“Ok Brother see-ya soon” I hang up and start to feel sick and call her phone
“What's goin’ on?” Colt asks me
“Lilly's missin’”
“Shit I'll call Niya” Colt says, my hands are shakin’ when I lift the phone to my ear