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by William T. Vollmann


  On the details description form he added to PECULIARITIES: Lesbian or bisexual.

  | 89 |

  Now, the court thing, I have absolutely no control there, Dan Smooth was saying on the phone. And I don’t have the time to get involved.

  He hung up. —FBI turds, he muttered.

  Lacing his fingers together, he then surveyed Tyler and said: How did it go?

  I saw her, said Tyler. I don’t know what to make of it.

  I like you more and more, Henry. You don’t bullshit. Sit back, relax, pour yourself some Black Velvet. Working man’s drunk. I want to finish watching this. I was right in the middle of the good part when that administrative bitch called. Speaking of bitches, how’s Mugsy?

  How do you know the name of my mother’s dog?

  It’s in your file, fella. Right under the note about Black Velvet.

  You’ve been spying on me?

  For the Queen, agreed Smooth. He turned the knob of the dusty old television set, which was not quite at arm’s length from his eyes, and indented the blue button of the videocassette recorder. The movie resumed.

  The girl shook her hair out of her eyes as the man put his penis into her butt. There was not any sound.

  Imagine videoing this, said Smooth. Imagine the happiness.

  Tyler sighed and poured himself a drink. —Yeah, just imagine, he said.

  Let me find this, muttered Smooth. Just one second. Now, see, what I’d really like to find here . . .

  A young boy’s milk-white buttocks were wiggling

  There was one other kind of really really bizarre scenario, said Smooth. It involved lots and lots of toilet paper. No, you really have to see this.

  Here were glowing aliens, shimmering green watercolor-light; the aliens kept bowing toward each others’ middles.

  To me this is really erotic, said Smooth. Really really erotic. Almost always, part of it is the fantasy aspect. Now, in this one, I’m the father and he’s the bad boy. I’m saying right here: Are you ready for a B.M. fantasy? and he says yes. I say, lean back in the chair. He says: Danny, I’ve had this fantasy, too.

  You think he meant it or he was saying it to get more money out of you?

  I think he meant it, Henry. I wasn’t paying him anything.

  Tyler refilled his glass.

  He’s already fourteen, Smooth went on. I still love him. These things happen. Also, as I was telling you earlier, the whole thing happened in my mind.

  You mean he’s just virtual?

  Well, it’s a confessional time for me, said Smooth almost shyly. I also really don’t want to like fuck up and do something evil. This scenario is . . .

  His voice became silent for a moment. Then he said: I’ve never hurt anybody, Henry.

  I believe you, Tyler said. I guess I’m a Canaanite, just like you said.

  The Queen saw that right off, Henry. Don’t think she didn’t. You’re in now, boy.

  Smooth swallowed, drummed his fingers, and gazed into Tyler’s face very very earnestly. Finally he whispered: See, there is this other thing. The Queen is so gorgeous sometimes. And always so special to me.

  | 90 |

  Down the hall from the room upon whose door a sign read DO NOT DISTURB—I DON’T HAVE NOT A THING—PLEASE DON’T KNOCK there was a room on whose door somebody had written and taped a sign which read IF YOU WANT SOMETHING, DON’T ASK. IF YOU REALLY NEED IT, GO ELSEWHERE and across from that door was a door charred and kicked and smeared and scraped, whose upper half had been replaced by plywood already splintered by abuse, and whose doorknob had given way to a handle held in place by two Phillips head screws now worked half out; Tyler had had to turn them in again with the point of his pocketknife; and inside that room, rendered holy by an incandescent doughnut in place of any lightbulb, Dan Smooth was sitting at the foot of the bed like a wise grave doctor; and the junked-out whore named Sunflower, who’d a quarter-hour before stirred the white lump into the rust-colored liquid in the bottlecap, heaped it to bare lukewarmness, and fed it to her hungry arm on the second stab, now lay on her side mumbling so sadly in a soft hoarse voice; she was naked because Tyler had given her money for the dope, and so when she came with him she’d stripped by habit; it was likewise by habit as well as concern that Tyler sat stroking her pimpled buttock as he would have stroked the forehead of a good dog or a sick child, as he would have had somebody stroke him if he could have found anybody like Irene, whom he could have been a good dog to.

  . . . ’Cause I slept there all night, he bought me a burrito and then he told me: That’s four dollars right there. That’s how he treated me, the whore said. Are you listening to me?

  Yeah, I’m listening, sweetheart, said Tyler.

  Sighing, Dan Smooth got up and began to piss gently into the sink. When he had finished, he stood there for a moment buttoning his fly. Then he lightly tapped his fingernail against the faucet.

  The whore’s eyes jerked open in terror. —Is that a knife? she said.

  It’s okay, Tyler said.

  What is it? Is it a gun? Is he loading a gun?

  No, honey. He’s just making music in the sink.

  Oh, said the whore, subsiding. He heard her weary breathing. He liked her and was sorry for her. She was twenty years old and looked fifty. She was ruined.

  I have so much respect for you and the both of you that I trespass with, she said with an effort.

  I respect you, too, Sunflower, he said.

  Hey, can you pop this zit on my butt?

  This one? It’s pretty flat.

  I want the white stuff to come out, the whore fretted. Can you pop it for me, please?

  Okay, said Tyler, setting thumb and forefinger pliers-like about the red spot and digging into the flabby flesh. Nothing came out.

  Is that better? he said.

  Yeah, that’s a lot better, she sighed. Feels like lots of white stuff came out. You wanna know me? You wanna listen to me? Are you listening to me?

  Here I am, Sunflower. Here I am listening.

  My father fucked my sister first time when she was five. He fucked her doggy-style, and he put his hand over her mouth so she couldn’t scream. Her pussy was all bloody and her asshole was all bloody. There was blood coming down to her knees. Then he fucked me when I was five, and then he fucked my other sister when she was five. But my other sister went and told on him. So me and my sister told my father not to do that no more . . .

  And he listened to you?

  Yeah, the whore said. Tears boiled out of her eyes.

  He stopped fucking your sister? said Tyler gently.

  Yeah. He, uh, well, he . . . he . . .

  He fucked you and your older sister instead?

  Just me, she sobbed. My sister couldn’t take it. Said it hurt too much. But I—I heard the youngest crying, and when I saw the blood, I knew . . .

  It’s okay now, sweetheart. It’s okay.

  I wanna be a shield, she said. I was a shield for my sister, and now I protect all the men who come to me. They give me their pain. It comes out their cockheads. It just hits me. It just hurts me. It stays with me. That’s all I wanna do. I wanna be a shield for all the men in this world, and all the women, and all the kids. They can come and shit on my face if they want to; they can even shit on my goddamned face. You wanna shit on my face?

  No thanks, said Tyler, squeezing her hand. That wouldn’t make me feel happy.

  But did Maj spit in your mouth?

  Yes, she did.

  I knew it. I could see it.

  She lay still for a while. Dan Smooth opened the tap but no water came out.

  Hey, how much did you gimme? she said.

  Twenty.

  And what about your friend? Why’s he here listening? He was supposed to gimme thirty, and he didn’t give me squat.

  He’ll give you ten.

  I love you, the whore wept. I love you. I’m so alone and I have so many contacts.

  I love you, too, said Tyler, because he would have been her shield,
too, if he could.

  No! she screamed. Don’t say that! I’m here and you’re not here—

  She fell asleep, and began snoring loudly. Mouth open, face flushed, she opened and then re-closed her eyes, sinking into the earth of dreams, her knees studded with immense white circular scars, her black-grimed toes faintly twitching, and in her sleep she continued to scratch at those angry speckles on her buttocks.

  Four knocks, and they let the Queen in. The Queen was alone, but three tall black men stood waiting in the hall outside. She was wearing a man’s hooded sweatshirt which shadowed and overhung her dark old face into anonymity. Dan Smooth bolted the door. She put her left arm on her hip, threw her head back and extended her right wrist to be kissed. Tyler got down on his knees to do the honors. —You brown-noser! laughed the Queen, pleased. You heard what our friend says about noses? Hah! Now what about you, Danny boy?

  Dan Smooth bent over the Queen’s hand.

  The Queen shook her hood off and stood there for a moment, smiling almost grimly. On the bed continued the long, slow, gasping breaths of sleep.

  You gentlemen owe me twenty in visitor fees, she said.

  This dump charged you?

  They always charge me. They don’t know.

  One Queen, three bodyguards, cackled Smooth, pulling a twenty-dollar bill from his sleeve.

  Good arithmetic, said the Queen. But why can’t you multiply?

  They’re not old enough to bleed when I fuck ’em, said Smooth.

  Did you get off on Sunflower’s story? said Tyler challengingly. She bleeds from both ends.

  You don’t need to pick on him, Henry, said the Queen. Danny’s a good man. Sunflower’s daddy wasn’t. We would have taken care of him but Sunflower didn’t want that. Sunflower’s my baby, she cooed, kissing the woman’s dirty toes.

  She turned to Tyler and said: You see what she’s about? You see why she’s good? Jesus Himself ain’t fit to pop her zit like you done. Jesus on the very cross of torture and shame never suffered like she suffered. And I don’t care how much He gave. He never gave like she did. I know her so well. Queen’s come to give her little baby her reward. My baby, my darling little baby. Queen’s heart’s gonna break.

  And between the naked woman’s legs she laid five one hundred dollar bills and a baggie with enough China white for Sunflower to kill herself ten times over.

  Tyler said nothing. The Queen looked him in the eye and said: It’s up to her. Gotta give her some happiness. If she don’t O.D., she can come back to me for more favors. Queen’ll always take care of her. If she wants to go into rehab she can. If she wants to sell that powder she can. But I know she gonna wanna take that happiness. I know she gonna wanna go home.

  | 91 |

  He saw that for himself, said Smooth, and Tyler realized now that the Queen, who was both very busy and very subtle, had come not only to see to Sunflower but also to judge him and perhaps to try him more deeply also. Spitting in his mouth wasn’t enough. —I can vouch for old Hanky-Panky here, Smooth went on. He saw the goodness. We don’t none of us have to be riding him. I knew his sad eyes from the first. He and Sunflower have the same sad eyes.

  How many are like her? said Tyler.

  She’s one of the best right now, the Queen said. Queen’s not gonna tell you all she knows, but there’s several. Well, they wear out. In this town, maybe twenty thirty forty girls are our shields. They take the pain and keep it. They help all the rest. You wanna see how much pain she’s got inside her? Look here.

  Partly unzipping her sweatshirt, she reached down her neck and presently pulled out what resembled a copper penny with eyes and lightning bolts carved or engraved into it, and protruding octopus-fashion from its edges many copper wires knotted into tiny holes in the disk; the ends of the wires had been wrapped around what might have been black seeds.

  Got any rubbers on you, Smooth? she said.

  Let’s see now. Let’s see, the man said, thoughtfully licking his lips. Oh, here’s an old dried out one under the bed. Smells pretty fresh . . .

  Well, whack it against the wall or something. Clean it off.

  How about a plain rubber band? said Smooth. I keep one around my address book.

  Yeah, that’ll do. Now, tie it around the charm, respectful like. Good. You just watch this, Henry. Don’t say nothing; don’t do nothing. Just observe. Danny, hold the rubber part. Don’t touch the copper, ’cause it’s magic. Now touch it to her. Slowly. No, wait. You do it, Smooth. But she’s used to you, Henry, so you should hold her hand. She’s gonna be scared. Okay, Danny boy. Give him a show. It’s only a show.

  Dangling the copper spider by its improvised thong, old Dan Smooth, holding his breath, bent over the recumbent woman and slowly began easing it down above her ankle while the Queen stood praying: In the name of the Mother and the Daughter and the Holy Ghost! and the strands of wire began to writhe and quiver of their own accord. One touched flesh, and then the light flickered and went out, and the stinking darkness exploded with deep blue sparks and Sunflower jerked up screaming like she had that first time when her father sodomized her and in the room across the hall a radio immediately went on loud because they didn’t want to know about any screams. Tyler felt no electric shock. He held Sunflower’s hand as tightly as he could and wiped the tears from her eyes, and then the lights came back on as Dan Smooth took the talisman away and Sunflower fell back on the bed snoring.

  She won’t remember nothing, said the Queen. See, that’s all the pain she has inside her. Too much for any human being to get out even by magic.

  | 92 |

  We take pride in our Queen, because she has the power, Smooth was explaining brightly. Glowing in the darkness. Talk about animal magnetism! Well, believe you me . . .

  It didn’t hurt her, Henry, if that’s what you’re thinking, said the Queen.

  What about his pain? asked Smooth, with a sickening mixture of malice and pity. Hank’d be a crybaby if he knew how—look into those eyes of his, Maj; how can we get that pain out of his eyes?

  That’s what everybody asks me, said the Queen with brightly bitter humor. —As if I’m not the biggest shield of them all! Well, it’s an honor, I know.

  Tyler said nothing. —Of course it’s only his second time, Smooth finally blurted, looking him up and down and shaking his head.

  (Outside, in the hallway, an old woman was shouting: Fook a-you, beetch! Goddamn it! Fook-a-you! Oh, I sorry. I fook a-you today, you fook-a me tomorrow. Fook-a I sorry!)

  Smooth leaned forward and whispered so that the hot wet breath tickled Tyler’s ear: Now imagine if Sunflower woke up and we knew but she didn’t know that there was a window there.

  | 93 |

  Certain appearances to the contrary, Dan Smooth was, as Dostoyevsky would have put it, an excellent man. First of all, the loathing which his so-called proclivities caused others to feel was more than counterbalanced by his usefulness to society. The police relied on Smooth, and consequently protected him, on the understanding that he would do nothing indiscreet. Indiscretion meant, for instance, raping and murdering a child. As it happened, Smooth was more bark than bite. He did not merely take pleasure in offending others (other adults, that is); he had a positive need to do so. This characteristic in no way contradicted his general spirit of friendliness and helpfulness; like most people whose thoughts or needs are a little bit odd, Smooth inspired revulsion among the homogenous masses of car-drivers, television-watchers, jurors, and baseball addicts. With children he had a way—or, rather, a quality, for “way” implies method—which drew them to him. On airplanes, infants would drop their pacifiers, reaching out to touch his nose; and when he’d bend to pick up the slobbery things, the children would strain toward his hand. —Are you ready? he’d say to the ones who could talk. —Yeah, they’d say shyly. —Are you ready? he’d whisper dramatically. Are you ready to fly? —To their parents, had they been unaccompanied by their delicious offspring, and had Smooth believed that he could get away with it (for he was
realistic to the point of cowardice), he might have said with a pleasant smile: Excuse me, but would you mind if I sniffed your asshole? Dogs do that, you know. —Mostly, being the graduate of many bitter experiments, he kept to himself, and served up silence with the pleasant smile. Take a baby bird in your hands, so that it absorbs your smell, and its parents will shun it to the very death. Take an ant from one nest and drop it in another; the ant-law requires that it be destroyed. Galileo and Göring, Jesus and Socrates, eccentrics, murderers and saints—all must be neutralized by the swarming super-organism in any way possible. Only three paths for such creatures can preserve them. The first is to hide, like terrorists and hermits; the second is to be in some measure needful or powerful, like rocket-scientists, kings and jesters; the third is to defy. Dan Smooth in fact employed all of these strategies. He had many connections, but few friends, and his neighbors did not know his name. The police, as I said, found him useful; few sex crimes investigators were more thorough than Dan Smooth; and his informants in the demimonde and the holy order of pedophiles supplied him with information of a consistently high purity. The famous Kaylin Kohler case, in which a ten-year-old girl from Redding was abducted from her own home, raped, tortured, and buried alive, was solved thanks to a tip from Dan Smooth, whose electronic alias had been Ticklequick; entering a “chat room” from his personal computer, he announced his intention of trading seventy-five cubic centimeters of saliva from a twelve-year-old Caucasian boy named Rodney for an equivalent volume of urine from an African-American female of similar age—or, to quote his message in full:

 

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