by CS Patra
“No, it’s okay,” she insisted, suddenly realizing what this meant. There was a reason Master Fabian showed her how to reap souls from the most gruesome deaths. “We need to get everything done as soon as possible. If you’re right about a war coming, then we need to be prepared.”
“I see you did learn a few things from Fabian after all.” Odom gave her a small smile. “We shouldn’t stay here any longer. People are going to get suspicious, and they’ll want to explore this place. As long as they don’t destroy anything, it should be good.”
“There’s not much left to destroy.” Kaska looked up at the statue of Grim Reaper Isabelle. “I’m amazed she’s still standing.”
“That’s one trait in our line — the ability to stand when the rest of the world is falling apart. You’ll see that you have that trait in you too,” he promised. “Isabelle was a strong demon and someone I looked up to when I was young. She and Fabian had more in common though.” Saying Fabian’s name was painful, and he knew what Kaska was thinking. “We will get things back to the way they were. If necessary, I will train you. I will make sure that you become a Grim Reaper.”
“And I think I’m ready to become one now.” Kaska nodded. “I thought I didn’t want this, but I realize I need it more than anything. I need to be the Guardian I was always meant to be. If anything, I want to do it for Master Fabian and the others we’ve lost here. They deserve that much.”
That made Odom smile. “You sound so much like Grim Reaper Isabelle right now. I have no doubt that you belong in my line. Now I want you to promise that you will not get carried away. Take care of the others and make sure to remain on alert. Keep your true identity a secret from those who don’t know. And above all else, I want you to live your life. I want you to grow up and become the Grim Reaper who saved our world. I want you to restore the balance that was lost and make both sides see that they can live together.”
“You’re expecting way too much from me. I’m still not sure if I can do that.”
“On the contrary, I think you can. Maybe it was wrong of me to move so fast with your training, but I believed in you. I knew you were strong enough to tackle any challenge that you faced,” he said. “Unfortunately, I forgot that you do need breaks. College is a difficult time for anyone, and I threw this responsibility in on top of the others.”
“But I’m glad you told me. Better I know now than when it’s too late. Better you told me so I could…” She looked around one more time. “I can’t stop thinking about how everything fell apart. I thought we were strong enough to take down humans. I expected a few casualties but everyone? That seems extreme even for demon slayers.”
“We’re still trying to solve this mystery. Reaper’s Apprentices were never meant to be fighters, which gave the humans an advantage. Our job is to reap the soul once a person has died. We don’t fight them for it. So I can’t say I’m surprised they struggled against demon slayers. My question is the same as yours — how did everyone lose? More importantly, how did Fabian lose?”
It hit her at that moment that she had no idea how he died. “Who killed Master Fabian? Do you have any idea?”
“No, but I found him floating face down in the fish pond with several others. They all drowned.” He shook his head. “Fabian did have cuts on his wrists though. Whether they were inflicted by demon slayers or somewhere else, I don’t know. I think that might have slowed him down long enough for someone to drown him.”
Kaska swallowed hard at the thought of Fabian being forced underwater. She knew he could swim, but this was someone purposefully pushing him under. He would have struggled, tried to get air, but eventually given up when that human never let go. What had been his last thoughts as he was dying? Did he have any at all or was he just ready for death?
“Did they all drown?”
“No, we found them in different places. Gideon had been impaled to a tree. I think he must have been the first to die. He had been there for a very long time. Sadly, he’s not the only who received that fate.” He sat down and tried to think back on the night. There had been so many bodies that he couldn’t remember what some of their names were. “Adair was found in the bathroom, bludgeoned to death. I think they cornered him in there, and he fought back. I saw all the marks under his nails to prove that he went down taking pieces of them. The same thing happened with Sebastian; he fought long and hard until they cut his throat. This is why none of it makes sense to me. They did fight. They were able to fight. So how did they fall? What made them all weak enough to lose?”
Kaska thought back to Fabian drowning in the pond and shook her head. “I don’t think we’re going to find out that answer. The only thing we can do is try to move on.”
“And what do you think will help you move on?”
It didn’t take her long to come up with the answer. “I become a Grim Reaper. I learn to harness my powers and do the best I can.”
Chapter 19
They would have one last meeting with the Grim Reapers before leaving Tartarus Sanctum forever. There was nothing anyone could do, and all the bodies were gone. Most of the funerals had already been held and arrangements were being made for the others. The girls hadn’t tried to contact the families of any demons for fear of revealing themselves. Tessa was disappointed to learn Adair had already been buried while she was in her coma. Gideon and Fabian had also been buried in their hometowns. Sebastian’s funeral had been yesterday. Yuka was afraid to ask what it was like, but Linn admitted to being there and told her she hated it. She had seen Sebastian’s parents and brother, and no one looked like they wanted to live anymore. The service had been nice for a dark morning but hard to handle.
“It’s a good thing you couldn’t go to the funeral. They were saying things about demons being terrorists that would have enraged you,” Linn admitted. “You can put flowers on his grave when you get a chance. Just don’t go now because the family keeps going there. Wait until nightfall if you must visit him. He’s buried next to his grandparents. Try not to stay too long if you can help it.”
Yuka took in all the information, but she knew she couldn’t visit his grave now. It just didn’t feel right that she’d be there for him when he didn’t need her. She could tell the others weren’t ready to accept this, but they had to be prepared. The only thing they could do for their fallen demons was to move on and become what they were meant to become. They would train hard and master all the powers. They would take care of the Underworld and reap souls of those who were ready to die. They would learn their trade and somehow bring the Reaper’s Apprentices back to Earth.
“Sit down, girls,” Odom said, pointing to the cushions that had been laid out. Almost all the couches and chairs had been destroyed so they had to work with what they had. “The four of us have come to a decision on what will happen next.”
“And so have we, Grim Reaper Odom,” Yuka said, glancing at everyone to make sure they were in agreement. “We have taken a long look at everything, and it made us think about ourselves. We thought that being a demon would be fun, but I see there’s a lot more to it. To be a Guardian means you have to be responsible and make sacrifices. Sometimes we may not like it, but that’s a part of the life.”
“That is true,” Linn agreed. “But we didn’t call you hear to ream you or punish you for leaving. In fact, I’m beginning to see why you did run. We were putting too much pressure on you, and we didn’t explain why.”
“The human world has fallen into chaos, and some of them don’t know it.” Olana sighed. “I’m seeing more anti-demon propaganda on the streets. Most of them are ignoring it, but others seem to follow along. There are a few that are curious as to what’s going on. Ultimately, it’s just ignorance that’s being spread around. Too little information and not enough compassion.”
“I’m beginning to see why you were trying to keep us away from it now,” Kaska said. “I guess we thought everyone in the world would understand and accept it. But we’re going to be careful from now on. We�
��ll train hard, and we’ll do what we’re supposed to. We’ll get it right somehow.”
“I guess this means it’s the end of any interactions in the human world,” Avani said. “I might as well say goodbye to those jobs. I won’t have time for them anymore.”
“Actually, we want you to keep those jobs,” Salvador said, looking at the others. “We did a lot of talking while you were out and decided that you had the right idea. The best way to keep yourselves hidden is to pretend that you are human. You have to mingle with others and do what you love. We want you to go to school and make friends and live with your families. You’re young, and you shouldn’t have to stay in the shadows.”
“But you just said the human world fell into chaos,” Tessa pointed out. “Wouldn’t that make it too dangerous to hang around?”
“I did, but you can live in a world of chaos. You can handle the fear and anger from all sides. The best way to do that is to be yourselves. You have to grow up and have fun and become someone people will remember. I thought that becoming a Guardian was it, but I see now what everyone was talking about. To keep you locked away…we’d raise suspicions,” Olana said. “So the best chance we have is to let you go back to your old lives.”
“In other words, you want us to do this while we’re at home?” Yuka asked. “We have to practice and learn everything by ourselves. I mean, not everyone had teachers for these things. You told me about one of the previous Guardians, Grim Reaper Lott, whose predecessor went into the chamber before he became a Grim Reaper, had to learn everything by himself with the help of the other guardians. I think we can manage that too.”
“So do I. But it will be a rough road ahead,” Olana began. “I’m not going to cut corners with you, Avani. With the rest of the Apprentices gone, you four are the only ones who can save this world. I don’t know who is after us or why. I just know that things are not ever going to be the same.”
“Well, how can they be the same? The world fell into chaos. We lost our masters and friends, and we’re alone now. We are the hope of this world whether they like it or not.” Avani took a look at her old bedroom. “I guess we can’t come back here anymore.”
“I would advise against it right now. There is an ongoing police investigation, and I don’t want to throw any suspicions on you. If they hear anything, they’ll start looking around. Already, they are trying to confirm the number of people that have died here. This place is no longer safe for us. I’m afraid that means your training will have to take a backseat. We need to keep you under wraps for as long as possible.”
“And what about becoming a Grim Reaper? Being a guardian? Who will train me on all those things?”
“I’m still around, and I remember everything from when I was young. I know what it’s like to be a Reaper’s Apprentice. I know all the pressures that come with the jobs,” she said, picking up a flower bud that had been knocked over. It was amazing how so many other things had been destroyed, but the flower bud hadn’t been... “While I cannot promise to be there every hour, I can promise to teach you what I know. It will be a slow process, but you will be safe.”
“Well, demon slayers better watch their backs from now on,” Yuka said, taking one more look at the remains of their home. “I don’t know what they were after, but it’s too late to change anything. They tangled with the wrong demons. “
“So what do you think we should do?” Kaska asked.
“We’ll do as Grim Reaper Linn said. We’ll lay low. We’ll practice when there is slow time, just not every waking hour. We’ll live our lives like human beings. Basically, we’re going back to the lives that we wanted,” she said. “The more we stay underground, the less likely they’ll go after us. As far as they know, we perished with the others.”
“And then they won’t know what hit them when the time comes.”
“Just promise me one thing,” Olana said as they were leaving. “It’s the one thing that will save your life in the end.”
“We could use anything that’ll keep us alive,” Avani agreed. “I’ll promise anything.”
“Then promise us that you will never trust a demon slayer.”
That was enough to get everyone to stop. Avani wondered if Olana had been kidding, but nothing about her face said it was a joking matter. “Why would we trust anyone who wants us dead?”
“You’ll be surprised at how easily they can manipulate you. They act and look like humans, but they are monsters deep down. You must not allow them into your lives.”
“I never will,” Tessa promised. “They did this to us, and we’re going to have to clean up this mess.”
“Yeah, this is what everyone would want,” Yuka agreed. “I think I’m ready to become the Guardian I was meant to be. Whenever you want to train, I’ll be there.”
“I know you will. But remember one thing —you are the last ones of your kind. You’re all that remains of a once powerful and terrible group of demons. And as hard as it is to believe, you are a monster in the eyes of the world. You will see a lot of hate toward demons, and you will have to learn to block it out. Right now, you have to be strong. You have to stand above the chaos. The world will cave in, but you cannot go with it.”
“We won’t,” Kaska said, looking at the gates. “I think it’s time we said goodbye to this place. We’ve got a long road ahead.”
They began to leave, not bothering to look back at what had happened to their home. There was no point in taking another look. It wouldn’t change anything, and it wouldn’t bring anyone back.
“Good luck, girls,” Grim Reaper Linn whispered. She didn’t know if they heard her, but she hoped they had, and she hoped they’d follow through with everything.
The world depended on it.
About the Author
C.S. Patra has been writing for a very long time and has books lined to be published in the next few years. Previously, she had written poetry books before releasing a novel under her real name, Lengths for Love. She released her first book series but certainly not her last. She plans to keep writing for as long as there are ideas and stories to share. She currently lives in NC with her family.