“Abraham, that is fine, she is one fucking hell of an addictive thing, to say the least. If you haven’t been tested and given a clean slate since you have been back, wear a rubber until that is the case. We don’t want anything happening to Pearl or that babe.”
“Fuck, I need to wear a rubber till I get tested. I will call nurse in the morning and have the tests done. I don’t know how long I will be able to have something separating us.”
Chapter 22 – Pearl
Hearing them speaking, but not being able to tell what they are saying is killing me. I’m wondering what this night has in store for me. I wonder if Abraham and Markus will take me together or only work me over together. The possibilities are really endless and so many of them run through my head as I wait.
I have been on this bed on all fours for long minutes waiting for them to come into the room. I am starting to get tingles running through my arms and legs, which saddens me, knowing that Markus will go easy on me now. As I hear them approach I know that I need to let them know and am saddened at the thought.
“Sir, Master, I am starting to get the tingles.”
“Pet, how long?” Markus says rushing to my side, helping me up from my position. When I get to a seated position he starts to rub my arms and legs, I look from Markus towards Abraham who has a grave look on his face.
“Sir, it’s fine. Sometimes with the baby taken so much of my energy and my heart pumping blood to him, my arms and legs go to sleep quickly if I am not active enough.”
“Abraham she is fine, it doesn’t happen all the time and she has gotten much better at keeping the lines of communication open so that I always know what is going on and we never go further than we should. She is just letting you know that she will need to lay on her back or stand up and lean against the wall or bed if you wish to spank, flog, or whip her.”
“What are you saying? She is having trouble and her arms and legs were falling asleep after not more than ten minutes. I just don’t think I can do this. She was about to pass out for fucks sake, and we are going to just keep on? We are just going to jump in like there is nothing wrong?”
Looking up at Abraham, I know that he is overreacting, but he has not had enough time with the idea, and the difference between pregnant me and non-pregnant me. I know that I need to comfort him and encourage him to continue on with his plan and not give up or turn away.
Reaching out to him I stand slowly with Markus’ help and a knowing nod. I take the few steps forward and stop when I reach Abraham with my hands on his chest. “Sir, please. I am fine, don’t worry about me or the baby, we are both fine. I am much stronger than you both seem to think and the baby doesn’t affect me in the way you believe. He and I are doing fine, the tingles are gone, I just stayed in one position too long, which is something we need to keep in mind for the last few weeks.”
Looking up into his eyes I see the uncertainty that was in Markus’ eyes the first few times.
“Abraham,” running my hand down his arms I grab his hand and place it over my extended belly. “He is doing fine and actually even better after the adrenaline and hormones are released into my body, it really lulls him to sleep.” As his hand rubs along my belly the baby turns and Abraham’s face changes quickly from sullen to joyful.
“Is that the baby moving?”
“Yes, he was just rolling over to get more comfortable, the room is running out in there for him and when he moves it is really quite noticeable. Sometimes he and I butt heads on who gets the main supply of blood, but he usually wins out.” Trying to joke I see that I am not putting his mind at ease in the least. “As long as we don’t have any impact play on my belly, it is really fine.” Reaching for his belt I tug up on his shirt and add on in a breathy voice,” Sir, please use me as you see fit, I need to be loved, taken,no owned, by my Sir and my Master.”
He is looking from my eyes to my belly for a few minutes, but the fear does not leave his eyes. He pulls his hand away from my belly and I know instantly that I have lost him in that moment.
“I can’t fucking do this. You were just on the verge of passing out and now you are begging me to take you? That is not going to happen, I can’t fucking do this, I just can’t.”
Turning and quickly moving out of the room, Abraham is gone before I realize what is happening. As the door closes behind him I hit my knees and the tears start falling.
I feel Markus behind me wrapping his arms tightly around me before I can think about the man who just left me lost and longing, again. Markus scoops me up into his arms and carries me over to the waiting bed.
“You told me to be honest, that being honest would be the best way. How could he just leave again when that is exactly what I did?” Tears start streaming faster and I need to stop to catch my breath before going on. “I thought he was going to be in it for the long haul, Markus, why else would he have come this far tonight? I thought he wanted to be with me, that’s what he fucking said, isn’t it? Markus, why would he leave like that again, when he knows what I want, no need?”
Settling me into the bed he reaches for his phone, “Let me call Doc and check in with him about the girls. Then I’ll get you some sleeping clothes and get that plug out of you, Sweetling. I am so sorry for the way he fucking behaved; when I get my hands on him he will regret that choice.”
“Markus, Master,” the tears stop falling and I look up at him with wide eyes. Reaching for him I go on, “Please, I need to feel owned and loved, please don’t go easy on me, you know that I am not as breakable as he seems to think that I am. Take me and make me yours, Master.”
With those words I see his cock straining in his pants and know that he will give me what I need, at least the part that he can give me of what I need. Losing myself in Markus I try to not think about the man who just walked out on me when I was in need, for the second time in the last five months.
Chapter 23 – Blaze
Fuck Me! When I get my hands on him I will beat the shit outta him. Causing that pain in Pearl’s eyes and leaving our woman needy again, what the fuck was he thinking? I should not have trusted him with being able to handle what would be needed to take care of someone besides himself. If she gives him another chance, I will sure as fuck make it clear it will be his last chance before he is fucking put to ground.
Shaking those thoughts from my mind I need to take care of Pearl and put the thoughts of violence towards him to rest for now. Taking a few deep breaths, I calm my nerves and walk slowly over to the rack of toys and pull off a few of our favorites.
Remembering the butt plug that has long been inside of Pearl, I think of burying myself in her ass tonight. Smiling at the thought I go over and grab a glass dildo and imagine being able to give her a taste of what she is longing for. As I walk back towards the bed I know that she will need some working over to bring her down from the fucking edge that he has put her on.
“Pet, find a position that is comfortable, up against the wall or on all fours, just try to get comfortable.”
As she gets outta bed I smack her on the ass as she moves toward the wall. The yelp I hear goes straight to my cock.
Grabbing the flogger, I stand behind her as she is leaning into the wall. Slowly I start to work over her back, thighs, and ass. When I start to hear moans spilling from her lips, I pick up the pace and intensity of my strokes. Seeing the red stripes starting to form on her, my cock strains even more in my pants. When I see the sweet drips of moisture rolling down her thighs I drop the flogger and grab a crop.
Leisurely I run the crop over her body from head to toe. I use my free hand to push her back down a little lower on the wall so that her rounded ass is stuck out even further for me. Stepping back, I begin my assault on her ass landing twenty hits fast. Dropping the crop onto the floor I reach for the plug which is still stuck in her ass. As it pops free from her ass another moan escapes her lips and I am fucking done for.
Wasting little time, I grab the glass dildo off of the bed. Sliding my cock into
her slick heat I fuck her few times before pulling out and driving directly into her ass. With first a whimper and then a few seconds later a moan, I set a ruthless pace. Only pausing to work the glass dildo into her cunt before returning to the pace that I had set.This time the feeling of the glass cock through the thin barrier forces me on. When her moans reach a frenzied peak, I lean over and lick her ear before biting out, “When you feel my seed you can come, not before do you hear me, Pet?”
“Yes, Master. Please hurry, I am so close. Your cock feels so good buried deep in my ass. Please, fuck me harder and bury your seed in my ass. Use me for your pleasure, please Master.”
At her words I am brought over the edge and start to spill my seed. Slapping her ass cheek, she starts to shake and squeeze my dick as her orgasm takes her over. Grabbing a tight hold of her hips while her orgasm is taking her over, my fingers dig in a little too deep and she lets out a yelp as I try to steady her.
As we both come down from our orgasms, I help her over to the bed and get her situated in it, pulling the covers up over us as she lays in my arms. She drifts to sleep and I wait a few minutes before going to find him and take care of this situation he has now put us in. The hurt in our woman’s eyes is not something that he gets to walk away from so quickly. He agreed to give this a try and I will not fucking let him go back on the promises that he has made, to not only me, but our woman.
If Tank is one thing, it is not a fucking liar, he just needs to understand that she is our number one priority. If he cannot handle that he will need to leave, because she will not be able to handle having him in our lives, if we are not sharing those lives.
Sliding out of the bed I put the blankets back over Pearl and head towards my discarded clothing and pick them up. Striding towards the bathroom I glance back at the bed with a smile on my face, feeling pride knowing that Pearl will be knocked out for quite a while.
Dressing fast I rush out through the Dungeon and drive like a bat out of hell towards the clubhouse. Calling Country at the clubhouse, I ask if Tank is there but he says that he has not seen him all night. Turning the truck around quickly I decide to head to his house instead.
Pulling into the drive I cut the lights and make a path straight to the front door. Before I even have a chance to reach for the door it is slammed open.
“What the fuck are you…” is all that he can get out before I connect with his jaw.
“Shut up, you stupid fuck and listen to me.” Stepping past him into the living room I see a bottle of Jack. Striding towards the kitchen I grab a glass out of the cupboard, head back to the bottle of Jack, and pour myself a drink.“How dare you walk out on our woman like that? If she takes you back after that fucking little stunt, you better never do that to her again or I will put you to fucking ground.” Taking another slug out of the glass I go on, “She was being honest with us and you just ripped her the fuck apart, I had been building that shit up with her for weeks, you stupid fuck.”
“She was in pain, Blaze, how the fuck was I supposed to Dom her when she was telling us that she was in fucking pain? I don’t think that I can do that.”
“Do you want to be with her?”
“Yes, you fucking know I don’t want anything more than that.”
“Do you fucking love her?”
“You know I do, we just fucking talked about this not a few hours ago.”
“You told me that you wanted to try and make this fucking relationship work, right?”
“I thought I would be able to, but after tonight I am not so fucking sure any more. She is fucking pregnant and I don’t think I can handle giving her what she needs or wants while that is the case. I couldn’t stop thinking about the baby and if he was really okay in there or if she would try to cover it up.”
“She would never take our babes’ health or well-being in her hands like that, Tank. Fucking get your head out of your ass and start using the brain you seem to be forgetting about. You know that Pearl would never do anything to hurt that babe.Why would you even say anything like that you fucking piece of shit?” I landa right to his gut and then take another sip from the glass in my other hand.
“You will fucking come back to the Dungeon with me and fucking talk with her tonight. We will come to a solution and that is all that there is to it. If that solution does not involve all of us being together, you will have to fucking leave. I will not watch her crumble because one of the men that she has chosen to spend her days with isn’t man enough to step up.”
Finishing the glass of Jack, I add on, “You will not be visible in our lives if that is what is decided. Do you fucking understand me?”
“Fuck. Yes, Blaze, yes I understand.” Taking the last swig from his glass he slams it down and starts to turn to the door, “Let’s get this done with.”
Chapter 24 – Tank
Walking out to Blaze’s truck I cannot stop thinking about how I have left this woman not once, but twice. I don’t know what I was thinking tonight. I know that what I did was not the right fucking thing to do, but I was scared. I haven’t had the time to adjust to or learn about Pearl’s pregnancy like she and Blaze have. I will need to find a way to be strong for her if she even thinks about taking me back.
Getting into the passenger door I am drawn out of my thoughts by Blaze slamming the driver’s door. “What are you going to do Tank? I need to know how I am going to have to handle this shit and what the fuck I am going to need to do with Pearl. Are you going to be involved in our lives or are you going to walk away and leave her be?”
“I am not fucking leaving her or that baby, Blaze. I don’t know what the fuck happened tonight. I think I got fucking spooked by her having those tingles. What if it would have been something worse? What if something were to happen to her or our baby?”
“Don’t fucking think that way, Tank, and for fucks sake don’t let her hear your doubts. She needs us to be the backbone in this relationship. She has been through enough in her life to last the rest of hers, so our job is only to make sure that she has nothing but what she wants, needs, and deserves for the rest of her life.”
“I know, I know, and I will make up for my doubts, but I don’t know if I can go hard on her like you and her want.”
“You will, because it is what she needs and what she wants. We are only here for her and when we use her for ourselves it is really her that we are fucking pleasing. I can’t fucking believe that is the way of our world, but I know that she has me in her fucking pocket. She will never doubt what it is that we share together. You need to make sure that it is the same with you.”
Turning into the parking lot of the Dungeon and putting the truck in park he looks over at me as I add. “You can have some time with her to build the relationship and trust back up, but remember that you need to stay in charge at all times. She needs a firm hand and will walk the fuck all over you if she picks up on any doubts.”
It is late, around one am, as we walk back into the Dungeon and I hear Blaze calling Doc as we reach the office door. Gesturing for me to go in he stays in the hall talking as I close the door behind me and walk through the office making my way towards the bed.Stopping short I see that the bed is empty and wonder if she has left.
Hearing the toilet flush from the bathroom I turn and watch as she stops in the doorway. “Abraham,”comes out of her lips quietly as I reach her in two short steps opening my arms to her.
“Little One, come here.” Is all I can get out as she closes the gap between us and reaches up to the eye that Blaze connected with earlier. Knowing that I am having a hard time seeing out of it, I can only imagine what it looks like to her.
“Oh, Abraham, are you alright?” she says as she reaches up gently touching the now tender skin.
As she turns to head toward the small fridge that is in the office it is then that I notice that she is still naked and there are marks on her skin from her scene with Markus. My cock didn’t fucking get the memo from my brain about our worry for her, because it is now str
aining my pants.
Striding into the office rapidly catching up to her I start tracing over the lines and marks on her gorgeous skin as she is bent over the fridge. The noise that escapes her is one of pure sex and my cock is done for.
“Little One, we will talk about my fucking behavior earlier tonight, later. I promise you that I will never leave you like that again. I will do everything in my power to give you everything that you need and want out of me, no us, from now until I am fucking put to ground.”
“Seeing these on your skin now and talking with Markus, I know that I was wrong to walk out and give in to my doubts.” Spinning her around to face me I finish with fucking need in my voice staring into those brown depths. “It is not something that will happen again, I fucking swear to you.” Reaching down I undo the belt on my pants followed by the button and the zipper. “I need to be inside you, get on the bed.”
As she rapidly makes her way across the room, I hear the door open and see Markus poke his head in. “Sweetling, are you okay?”
“Yes, Markus we are fine- is everything okay with the girls?” She says turning quickly toward his voice.
“Yes, they are fine. I am going to head home to relieve Doc, he said he needs to come to the Dungeon. Who the fuck knows why- he hasn’t come here in months. I will have him bring your SUV back so that you can get home, yes? He can catch a fucking ride with someone else.”
Striding across the room to him she looks up at him as he leans close to her ear whispering into it. Not being able to hear what he is saying has my blood boiling, until I hear her answer.
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