Thadeus cocked his head. "This did not come to you when you unwisely sought to locate Donovan that night at the inn."
"I'm not sure what you're referring to." Bolin took a step in retreat, his breath quickening. Something rippled beneath his skin, a tepid stroke that prompted the strong, gentle power of the Greensward to rise up beyond it, as calm and soothing as the other was violent.
"There!" Thadeus snapped the word out. "That is what I touched upon while finishing the work Ciara began that night. I need to see it. Bring it forth."
"No." The refusal fell from Bolin's lips without conscious decision.
"Why is it you feel inclined to hide this?"
"Why is it I am suddenly being made to feel as though this is an interrogation?"
"Nonsense. You're over-reacting, my boy," Thadeus said. "Some bit of magic has remained and needs to be removed. Or would you prefer to allow it to gain more influence over you than it already has?"
Bolin's chin lifted. "Nothing has gained influence over me."
"No?" The old mage's eyebrows rose. "Tell me you do not feel the city wards humming. That does not happen without reason. I daresay, with some degree of certainty, it has never happened because of you."
Bolin's objection died on his lips because, when he actually paid attention to Nisair's wards, he found Thadeus to be correct. They were definitely on alert. They whispered through him, humming along his nerves. Bolin softened his focus and traced their path. They paid no heed to the Greensward's power, passing over it without so much as a quiver. That elusive, darker bit of power Bolin could never seem to pin-point, however, caused them to waver uncertainly, and they chased after it like questing hounds after a stag.
Still…Bolin shook his head. "I don't have time for this. If it remains an issue, we can address it when I return from the Greensward."
"We need to address it now," Thadeus said, a hardness to his tone that suggested no argument would sway him. "Danya Nialyne believed the woman with Donovan to be a Dominion priestess. She told me you were injured in your first meeting with the woman, and that a portion of what I sense came through that injury. The other came from your actions at the inn. Ciara did wonders in saving your life, but she did not know enough to do anything more than gather the bits of your essence and put them back together. That allowed this other power to remain intertwined. She did not draw it out. At the time, you were far too weak for me to make the attempt. Perhaps I should have. In any case, I request to do so now, before you leave Nisair."
"You have so little faith in my ability to deal with it?"
"In this instance, it is your judgment I call into question. I have absolutely no doubt as to what you are capable of. None whatsoever. Which is why I must insist."
Thadeus looked expectantly at Bolin when he made no move to comply. There had been a time when the mage could have forced the issue, and Bolin would have had little choice but to submit. Nialyne had given the entirety of her magic to Bolin on her death, however, which meant he now carried substantial power of his own. It was a very unusual circumstance.
Just as unusual as it was for Bolin to hold magic for any extended length of time without altering it in some manner. The power of the Greensward was an exception to that rule. It lay nestled like a glowing gem Bolin refused to touch. Doing so brought far too many sharp-edged memories with it.
The witch's magic had become another exception. The fact it hadn't diminished one bit with the witch's death bothered Bolin to a much lesser degree than its elusive nature. Thadeus's desire to isolate and remove it made perfect sense. Bolin should have agreed wholeheartedly.
"I'm sorry, Thadeus, but no," he said, raising a finger to quell the mage's imminent rejoinder. "Hear me out. Donovan claimed to have bound this witch to him, and so her magic as well. If it lingers in me, it certainly must remain in him, if he still lives. That means I can use it to track him when I return, just as I have before. Regardless of whether you view him as a threat or not, he has committed high treason against the empire and must be brought to justice. It is my duty to see that happens."
"At what cost to yourself?" Thadeus's demeanor softened, and he gusted out a resigned sigh. "As long as I have known you, you have thrown yourself into the jaws of our enemies."
"And have I ever not emerged?"
"No. But you have rarely done so unscathed. I fear for you, Bolin. I fear for the rest of us should you fall."
"That won't happen," he said, and hoped Thadeus didn't hear the slight tremor of doubt trickling beneath the conviction in his words. Donovan had nearly broken him more than once. At one point, Bolin even prayed for the Goddess to take him rather than allow him to be used for Donovan's twisted purposes. Bolin had been weak then, and caught off-guard. That wouldn't happen again. "If you've nothing else, Thadeus, I really need to go."
"There appears to be no stopping you without a fight."
A fleeting rush of excitement coursed through Bolin at the comment, as though Thadeus had thrown down a gauntlet in challenge and part of him yearned to snatch it up. The mage's brow furrowed, but the desire left Bolin as quickly as it had appeared. He tipped his head in silent farewell and left the library.
CHAPTER THREE
Mid-morning found Ciara in the midst of one hundred soldiers in full uniform. They waited in loose groups in the barrack's yard, chatting amongst themselves, or making final adjustments to their gear. Bolin's fingers tightened around hers as they neared the carriage bearing Nialyne's body. Garlands of white flowers decorated the four horses drawing it. The same blossoms draped the gold-edged, deep green cloth covering the casket. A glimmer of strong mage magic encased it all, meant to stave off the effects of a prolonged journey. An honor guard of six riders wearing plumed helms surrounded the carriage. They saluted as Bolin drew near and he nodded, his expression carefully neutral.
A shifting in the ranks forewarned them of Garek's approach as both men and horses moved out of the burly commander's way.
"You're certain you don't want me and the lads coming?" he asked Bolin.
"They're due some time. Besides, with me and Dain both gone, someone will need to see to things here. Besides," he angled his head in Ciara's direction. "You've other duties."
Ciara slipped her hand from Bolin's and settled her fists on her hips. She fixed both men with a hard scowl. "Excuse me? Did you just refer to me as Garek's duty?"
Bolin blew out a sigh. "It's commonplace for a Lady of the Empire to have her own guards. Whether you choose to acknowledge it or not, that is the position you now hold."
"I'm quite sure I have no idea what a Lady of the Empire is supposed to do," Ciara said.
"Which is why it's a good thing I'll be staying until my brother returns," Ariadne said, she and the Emperor arriving together. She stopped beside Ciara and linked arms with her. "I will be more than happy to instruct you in all the finer points of courtly behavior."
"That gives me something to look forward to." Ciara smiled at the Emperor's sister. She knew so few people in Nisair, it gladdened her that Ariadne wouldn't be returning to her own home any time soon.
"If you like that sort of thing," Garek rumbled under his breath.
Ariadne shook her head in resignation. "It is a good thing not everyone detests life at court as much as you and our Lord General."
"And me," the Emperor said. "But don't let Ellyanna hear that."
"I'm sure the Empress is well acquainted with your opinion, Brother."
"Then why is it she insists on throwing those grand galas four times a year, which I am forced to attend?"
"Purely to annoy you, I'm certain."
Ciara glanced Bolin's way. The playful banter between the royal siblings served to lighten the overall mood, but did nothing to diminish the heaviness lingering in Bolin's eyes.
"We should be on our way," he said, and leaned to look past Garek. "Captain Everyn, are we ready to move out?"
"Aye, General," came the reply. "Just give the word."
Bol
in directed a questioning glance the Emperor's way. "Your Majesty?"
"As you will, General." The Emperor turned to his sister. "Try not to be too bossy in my absence. It makes me look weak."
"Whoever believes that is a fool," Ariadne said with a light laugh.
The yard erupted into motion as the command to mount up got passed down the line. Ciara moved back to allow Bolin room to swing onto Sandeen, but he surprised her by catching her around the waist. He pulled her into a tight embrace, his mouth seeking hers for a deep, lingering kiss that stole her breath. By the time she got it back, he was in the saddle, and moving to the front of the line to join the Emperor.
As the escort started out of Nisair, Ciara gathered her skirts and ran towards the wall. She took the steps two at a time, her thighs aching and lungs burning by the time she reached the parapet. Ariadne joined her in a much more dignified manner, and they stood, side-by-side, watching the procession.
When it reached a curve in the road Bolin turned Sandeen off to the side and halted to look back toward the city. Ciara knew he couldn't see her from that distance, but he stayed there for some time. Her fingers went to her throat where the phantom weight of the pendant Bolin wore warmed her skin, and a smile crept across her face. Then Sandeen spun and cantered out of view, and Ciara blew out a long sigh as a sudden feeling of loneliness washed over her.
"I'm looking forward to tutoring you in the ways of the court while Bolin's gone," Ariadne said. She turned to lean her back against the parapet, the wind playing with the loose strands of her long black hair. "Ellyanna and I are eager to spend some time getting to know you better. I think she's secretly hoping you'll allow her to help plan your pledging."
Ciara jerked her attention from the receding column of riders. "My what?"
Ariadne frowned. "Tell me Bolin asked you."
Ciara's cheeks warmed, and she averted her gaze. "No. We…he told me he wouldn't hold me to a pledge. He's afraid I'll wake up one day and think I made a mistake, or that I'll find someone else."
"And you agreed?"
"I would never force him into anything he doesn't truly want."
Ariadne stared at her in disbelief for a moment, then let out a laugh. "Oh, the two of you are perfect for one another. Don't ever doubt he wants you. He's made a point of letting everyone of account know what your position here is. Officially pledged or not, my dear, you are the recognized consort of the second most powerful man in the empire."
"Oh." Ciara glanced back over the wall, a new sense of panic creeping up on her. "I think that's going to take some getting used to."
"For everyone," Ariadne said. "In any case, I'm afraid I'll have to beg your indulgence for a few days. Things are a bit unsettled, especially in the Council. To be perfectly honest, I'm surprised Dain went with Bolin. It isn't the best time for him to be gone. I'm certain I'll be called upon to act in my official capacity in his absence. From the whispers I've been hearing, the Imperial Mages are not in the best of tempers."
Ciara chewed her lip. "I'm guessing I'd better stay out of their sight, then."
"They have no reason to hold anything against you."
"Donovan wouldn't have come to Nisair if not for me."
The Emperor's sister laid a gentle hand on Ciara's arm. "Donovan's actions were his own. As were those of Arnok and Reinhold. As I recall, you fought as hard as anyone to see they did not succeed."
"Hopefully, the Council sees it that way as well."
"Excuse me, Your Highness." A page came up to them and bowed low before Ariadne. He adjusted his amber sash as he straightened, and awarded Ciara an openly curious appraisal before turning his attention back to the Emperor's sister. "I was sent to advise you that Lord Vaedryn requires your presence in the council chamber, at once."
Ariadne rolled her eyes. "You see? My brother is barely out of sight, and the mages have started in already." She pushed from the wall and leaned in to give Ciara a hug. "If you need anything, just find a servant. I'll try to get away and join you for dinner. Will you be all right until then?"
Ciara nodded. "I'll be fine. I'd like to spend time in the gardens, if I may?"
"You need no one's permission to do so, Ciara. This is your home now." Ariadne hooked her elbow through Ciara's and turned her toward the stairs, gesturing the page ahead of them. "I'll walk you down, and then you can wish me luck and the Goddess's blessings. I'm going to need both to deal with the Council."
Ciara smiled but kept her thoughts private. Perhaps the Goddess would bless Ariadne, but in her experience, the deity's benevolence seemed confined to a very few. Even the man most claimed to be her son seemed unworthy of her compassion and, if anyone deserved it, Bolin certainly did.
CHAPTER FOUR
Ciara spotted Berk on her way to the castle gardens, and her steps faltered. She hadn't seen him since the day after Donovan's attack, when she visited him in the infirmary. The after-effects of the magic Donovan had used on him, combined with a nasty blow to the head, had laid him flat. When Ciara went to check on him the next morning, the sergeant in charge told her he'd gone back on duty.
As they surveyed one another from across the yard, Ciara got the distinct impression Berk would have bolted if she hadn't seen him first. She lifted her hand in a tentative wave. He hesitated before waving back, then turned away to say something to the man beside him. Ciara frowned, and fought down a pang of hurt and disappointment. She was a fool, she supposed, thinking Berk would see her as a friend when she was indirectly responsible for putting him through hell.
Almost to the garden gate the sound of fast approaching steps brought Ciara around. Berk trotted up, but stopped several lengths away.
He started to say something, shook his head, then tried again. "I owe you an apology."
Ciara shook her head. "You don't owe me anything. Your life hasn't been exactly pleasant since meeting me. It's understandable you'd want to stay as far away from me as possible."
"I don't." He swiped a hand through his hair and looked away, sucking in a deep breath before drawing his eyes back to Ciara. "Is that truly what you think?"
"It's pretty obvious you've been avoiding me."
His brow furrowed and the corners of his mouth tugged down, but he didn't deny it. Deep shadows lingered around his chestnut eyes, dimming the playful light so often dancing there, and a few days' worth of stubble littered his usually clean-shaven jaw. The easy, dimpled smile had vanished as well. Ciara closed the space between them and laid a hand on Berk's arm, leaving it there even when he flinched at the touch.
She tipped her head toward the garden. "Walk with me?"
He hesitated before giving a quick nod.
"You're right," he said as they followed the winding paths through the ornately trimmed shrubbery. "I have been avoiding you, but not because of anything you've done. My actions toward you were unconscionable."
"In what way?" Ciara drew Berk to a halt and turned to face him though Berk tried his hardest to avoid meeting her gaze. "Berk?"
He refused to meet her eyes. When he spoke, his words came quick and low. "Have you forgotten what I tried to do in that marauder camp? Goddess knows, I wish I could. If the general ever found out, he'd run me through, and not a soul would blame him."
"As I recall it, you saved my life. Despite being tortured and drugged by their chieftain."
"I tried to force myself on you." Berk darted a look around, as though fearing someone might overhear. "And if that wasn't enough, I betrayed you and the general, both. I don't know how you can look at me with anything other than loathing."
"Donovan used you just as he used the mages," Ciara said fiercely. "You would never have willingly taken me to him. I know that. I was there. I know how hard it was for you. Donovan uses people without regard. He's taken so much already. Don't let him take you as well."
Berk looked about to argue further but, after a moment, shook his head and huffed out a short breath instead. "I don't know how you always manage to take the fight ou
t of my arguments."
Ciara gave him a small shrug. "Part of my healer's gifts, I suppose."
She laid a hand on his arm and an unbidden barrage of scenes flashed through her mind--the marauder chieftain leering over Berk, him doing the same to Ciara, having to kill the macabre specter that had once been his friend. So much heaped on him in such a short space of time. All of it kept carefully hidden in the light of day, but haunting his nights with regularity.
"Oh, Berk."
He stiffened when Ciara flung her arms around his neck, then reached up to take her by the wrists and draw her arms down.
"You shouldn't do that," he said.
Ciara screwed up her face. "What? Comfort my friend?"
His gaze darted past her, and Ciara turned her head, expecting to see someone.
"People might think it's something it's not," he said, looking down at her, a dullness lurking in his eyes. He took another step back. "Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for everything. If there was a way I could change any of it, I would."
Ciara studied him a moment longer. He'd changed so much since returning to Nisair. She missed the easy friendship that had grown between them on the road.
"Do you think you would have time to show me around Nisair?" she asked on a sudden whim. "It seems Ariadne's going to be busy for a few days, and I don't know anyone else."
"I'm on duty."
Ciara frowned. "I thought you'd get some time to rest. Surely you're not on duty every day?"
"Pretty much." A bell tolled deep and clear, resonating across the city. "I have to get back."
Ciara smiled. "I'll ask Commander Garek directly, about enlisting your company. I'm being told it's commonplace for a Lady of the Empire to have her own guards."
Berk inclined his head in reluctant compliance. "As you wish, my lady."
She was going to chide him for being so formal, but he turned and left her standing by the fountain before she could say anything further. Ciara watched until he disappeared through the gate, then drew in a deep breath, exhaling slowly. In the stillness of the gardens, with only the erratic burble of water and the flitting of small song birds, a sudden heaviness settled over her. She felt like she'd been running full-tilt up a steep hill and, for the first time, could stop to catch her breath, but when doing so, found herself utterly alone.
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