“But I… It’s too late.” Her voice was scarcely audible.
Too late. It’s already begun.
“You shouldn’t give up just yet.” Axel moved closer to her, looking into her face. “Say, Naminé—have you noticed? Marluxia doesn’t seem to be around.”
“What…are you saying?”
“Just that there’s no one here who would want to get in your way.”
Naminé stood up.
“Just make it count,” he said.
She gave him a tiny nod and ran out of the room.
She would go…to the islands. Sora’s world—the Destiny Islands.
Alone now, Axel laughed softly. And then louder. “Ha-ha-ha! Now this should be interesting. So it was worth all that trouble after all!”
He went to the crystal ball to peer at the image of Sora.
“Now, then! Sora, Naminé, Riku, Marluxia, Larxene! It’s about time you gave me one hell of a show!”
There was no one to hear his speech.
Sora could hear the rush of the waves. Over and over…that soft, sweet sound.
The blue sky and the sea that seemed to go on forever.
This was the entire world.
He squinted against the light that poured off the water.
This is…
“I’m not going crazy, am I? I know exactly where this is!” Sora mumbled to himself, looking around.
That seashore—it was a sight he knew.
“Yeah! This is our island! Where Naminé and I used to play together!” He walked down to the beach.
He’d played here every day. With Naminé and Riku and…
“Heeey!”
His friends called to him from the distance and came running. It was all just the same.
But…
“Hi, Sora!” The one who greeted him first was a boy holding a wooden sword.
“Whatcha wanna do today?” asked a grinning girl with hair that curled up at the ends.
Beside her stood another boy, a little bit older, looking at Sora with his arms folded.
But he couldn’t remember their names.
“Hey, guys! Am I glad to see you, uh…”
What am I supposed to do now? The only ones I remember from the island are Riku and Naminé.
I can’t believe I forgot my other friends’ names… Before this all started, I spent my whole life here. What’s happening to me?
Sora was hanging his head. The others surrounded him, looking confused.
“‘Uh,’ what?” said the boy with the wooden sword.
“We got food on our faces?” the older boy joked with a lopsided smile.
“Oh, please, Wakka,” the girl retorted. “Only you could be dumb enough to not notice food stuck to your face.”
So the older boy’s name was Wakka at least.
He faced the girl with his hands on his hips. “Hey, whoa, Selphie! That’s a low blow, ya?”
“I dunno, Wakka,” said the smaller boy. “I think she might be on the mark…”
“Aw, not you, too, Tidus!” Wakka pouted, making a fist.
Right—Selphie and Wakka and Tidus.
“Oh yeah… That’s right. Yeah.” Sora nodded to himself.
Wakka cocked his head at Sora. “…You all right there?”
“Yeah—just talking to myself,” Sora replied, managing a smile.
He didn’t feel like he could explain very well about his memory or about Castle Oblivion.
But Selphie, looking like she’d reached a conclusion all on her own, took a step closer to Sora and stared up into his face. “I know! You’re thinking about her again.”
Sora’s eyebrows went up a little. Her? Who? Does Selphie mean…?
“Ohhh, I get it,” Tidus added with a smug grin. “Yeah, he’s a total zombie when she’s on his mind.”
“That would explain why he’s actin’ all funny to us.” Wakka nodded knowingly.
Selphie leaned over to whisper, “I bet you want us to take a hike so you two can be alone, huh?”
“Umm… I guess so,” Sora mumbled, rather uncertain.
Her… Her! They must mean Naminé!
But what about Riku?
“Okay, okay. We’ll disappear for a while. Go find her, cowboy!” Selphie smiled a sort of grown-up smile and moved out of his way.
If he kept going this way, up ahead there would be a hut…and then the way to the little islet.
“We’ll try to be quiet while we spy on you!” Tidus snickered, though he stepped aside, too.
“Hey, Sora’s serious,” Wakka scolded him. “Give the guy some room.”
Tidus grinned. “Just kidding!”
Right…it was always like this. Just everyone being silly together like this. How could Sora forget that?
“See you later, Sora!” said Selphie. Taking that as a cue, Sora ran up the beach.
The salty breeze, his feet kicking through the sand.
He could remember it all. This was Destiny Island. Our island.
No way would he forget.
Across the shore of the inlet, there was a little cave, and through that, a wider beach. He ran over the sand into the hut and up the stairs. And then, the pier that led to the islet. See, I remember it all.
He ran across the island, merging it together with his memories.
There’s the paopu tree on the islet where the three of us would watch the sunset. Riku and Naminé and me.
The sunset made the sea all red, and it was so pretty…and peaceful…
Sora ran down the pier. At the end there was a boy with silver hair, who turned to him with a grin.
“Hey, Sora. What’s the big hurry?”
“I know you… You’re Riku!”
It had taken Sora a moment. Because Riku was smiling now…just like in those days.
“Gee, thanks for remembering me,” Riku laughed. “It’s been, what, a couple of hours?”
“I—I wouldn’t forget! Anyway, are you okay? Are you still under his control?”
“Under…his control? What are you talking about?”
Sora stopped short. So this isn’t the real Riku… He’s just a fake.
No—that’s not right! This is the real Riku. The real one, who isn’t being controlled, the Riku I remember.
“Uh… What’re you staring at me like that for?”
“You must be the Riku from my memories…,” Sora mumbled.
“The Riku from your memories? Sounds like you’re stuck in the land of make-believe. You should try growing up a little if you want to take care of her.”
Sora’s eyebrows twitched. Her… Her?
“Hey, speaking of her…,” he began, but a sound like an earthquake cut him off. “Whoa! What’s happening?!”
“How should I know?!” Riku retorted.
Didn’t this happen before? Sora thought. I don’t know… I can’t remember.
“I’m gonna go warn the others!” Riku took off at a run.
“Then I should go and—”
As if telling him not to waste time talking, Riku turned back to yell, “I know! It’s your job to look after her. Go, Sora!”
“Okay!” Sora nodded and began to run again, too.
Right. I have to protect her. That’s my job. I promised—no matter what happens, I’ll keep her safe. I said I’ll protect Naminé…
Dark clouds had begun to cover the sky like a gathering storm.
I have to protect Naminé…
Just as he was about to reach the pier, right before his eyes, it started to collapse. A gale was rising, shaking the cocoyum trees.
“The island’s going to fall apart…!” Sora looked up and saw an enormous black shadow.
It’s…that thing…!
The shadow roared and coalesced into a humanoid shape—which came straight for Sora.
“You again?!” Sora raised the Keyblade and blocked the swipe of its black claws. It felt like by now he must have fought this thing a hundred times. The Keyblade shone brightly, cutting stra
ight through the shadow. “You can’t beat me!”
Wounds of light streamed open from its darkness.
“I’m never gonna lose to you!” Sora jumped high.
I won’t lose—I’m going to protect Naminé!
He brought the Keyblade down on the huge shadow’s head and felt the impact in his arms. The thing screamed, and then it disappeared, as if being absorbed back into the dark clouds overhead.
“Naminé…” His shoulders heaving as he tried to catch his breath, Sora looked around. “Right… I have to protect her… Naminé! Where are you?!”
He looked back at the islet again, where he had just been talking to Riku. He didn’t think anyone could be there now—but there, right there, was the girl in white, with her flaxen hair flying in the wind.
“Naminé…”
She turned to look at him. “Sora… You really came for me.”
The wind tearing through the island began to settle.
“It’s you… It’s really you…” Sora walked toward her slowly, as if she might vanish again.
I missed you! I missed you for so long!
He wanted to run up and throw his arms around her. “I’ve gone through so much just to see you!”
“I know… Me, too.” Her smile was tinged with sorrow. “But this isn’t right. I messed up. I wanted to see you…but this isn’t the right way.”
Naminé looked down and turned away from him, staring out at the sea. The water and the sky alike seemed washed with ink—the color of darkness.
Just moments ago, a gale had been raging, but now the sea was terribly calm. He couldn’t even hear the waves.
“Naminé…?” Sora began to take a step and halted. Something gave him the feeling that he mustn’t go any closer to her.
“I was alone for so long. I just couldn’t bear it anymore…”
Alone? Why?
But weren’t we always together? We were never apart. The good luck charm kept us connected.
“So I called out to your heart and had you come all the way out to this place. You came for me, and I’m so, so happy…but your heart…I had to…”
Maybe she had turned away from him because she was crying.
“Don’t worry,” said Sora. “I’m here because I promised that I’d protect you, Naminé.”
“Sora… Thank you.” She turned to face him again.
Right… No matter what happens to my heart, I promised Naminé, and that can’t ever change. No matter how many memories I lose, so long as I remember her, it’ll be all right.
“But I’m sorry,” she said, hanging her head. “I’m not supposed to be in this picture.”
“It’s…not you…?” Sora echoed, and then another voice spoke from behind him.
“That’s true.”
When he turned—it was her.
“Naminé?!”
There were two of her.
“That isn’t me. I’m not there.”
“I don’t really exist inside your heart.”
“I don’t exist in anyone’s heart.”
He couldn’t follow which Naminé said what. He only knew it was her.
She wasn’t herself? She wasn’t here? She was…?
“Wh… Naminé, what are you saying? What’s gotten into you?!” he shouted at both of the Naminés. “Weren’t we always together? But then you had to go away…so I came here to find you!”
They both looked sad.
“Was it really me you wanted to see?”
The one who spoke was the second Naminé. He was sure of that.
“Of course it was! I know I’ve forgotten a lot of things in this castle, but…never anything about you!” Sora reached into his shirt and took out the good luck charm.
“Promise?”
“I promise.”
It was Naminé he’d been talking to.
“Look! You gave this to me, didn’t you?!”
“You still have it…” Looking at the sea, she smiled.
“No, Sora! You can’t trust me!” shouted the second Naminé. The first one, who was looking at the silent, dark sea, turned away from him.
“Think, Sora,” said the one who still faced him, gently urging. “Think just one more time about who’s most special to you. Call out to that shard of memory that glimmers faintly deep inside you. No matter how far away the light gets, your heart’s voice will always reach it.”
“Who’s most special to me?” Sora looked at the pendant in his hand. “That’s easy. It’s you, Na—”
Just as he began to say her name, the pendant shone with light.
“Huh…?”
The yellow star-shaped fruit transformed into a different charm made of five pink seashells tied together.
Those seashells—thalassa shells?!
“I’m making them so even if one of us gets lost, we’ll make it back here safe and sound. So the three of us will always be together.”
The voice came to him from somewhere.
That’s right—sailors used to wear thalassa shell charms to make sure they’d come home…
Who had said that? Naminé?
But the good luck charm that Naminé gave me was made out of a paopu fruit…
“SORA!”
One of them cried his name and he looked up. It was the Naminé facing the inky sea, slowly turning toward him.
And then—it was a girl with red hair.
Behind her the blue water glittered. The sound of the waves washed over his heart.
“I know you will.” Her lips moved and Sora knew that was what she said.
But in the next instant, bright light covered everything—and the island was back to normal.
“What just happened…?”
Sora glanced all around. No one was here. The only sound was the soft rush of the waves.
“Who…was that? I can’t remember her…but she feels so familiar…”
Yes…familiar. Like that town in the twilight.
Sora ambled over the beach.
There was a little waterfall with a thicket of foliage beside it, and behind that, there was a cave…
“Wait… Naminé?!” Sora exclaimed. “Where are you?!”
He jumped into the bushes.
The passageway opened up into a little cave. Light shone down from the ceiling.
And in the back of the cave was a door that wouldn’t open.
There were the doodles on the wall that he and Naminé had drawn when they were little. Or…they should have been.
Sora put his fingertips to the wall. The girl in the drawing was the girl he’d just seen. Her hand held out a paopu fruit to the drawing of Sora.
“What’s that mean…?”
Sora picked up a pebble and added to the doodle—his own hand holding out a paopu fruit to her.
If two people gave each other a paopu fruit, their destinies would be intertwined… There was a story like that, anyway.
Light streamed into the cave. The far-off rushing of the waves was so calming…
“…Naminé?”
Someone important to me.
No, wait—that’s not right.
Search for the pieces of memory hidden deep inside my heart. The memories of this island.
The one who’s most special to me.
“I know you will…!”
The moment Sora heard that voice, the door began to glow. And then, surrounded by the light, Sora vanished from the cave.
When he came to, it was in another of the same marble halls. Naminé stood in the center of the room as if she’d been waiting for him.
“Naminé!” He ran to her and she smiled.
They were quiet for a moment until Sora spoke again. “Naminé… It’s not you. The person who’s most special to me…isn’t you, is it?”
“…No.” Naminé shook her head, a tiny movement. “The one you really care about—the one who was always with you… It’s not me. It’s someone else.”
Sora looked down.
Someone else—that g
irl.
But I can’t remember her.
I know she was really, really important to me, but I just can’t remember.
“Who…is she?” Sora mumbled. “I can’t think of her name. If she’s so special to me, why can’t I remember?”
Naminé shook her head again sadly. “Because I went into your memories and—”
“Let me explain this.” A low voice interrupted Naminé’s, sonorous against the marble.
“Riku!”
With that cold expression, this was practically a different person from the Riku he’d met on the island.
“Plain and simple,” he went on. “Your memory is a train wreck. You’re not the one who’s meant to protect Naminé. That’s me! But here you are, getting led astray by all those false memories!”
Riku lunged for him.
“No! Stop it!” Naminé screamed.
Sora grunted and blocked Riku’s blow with the Keyblade.
“I’m the one who will protect Naminé!” Riku jumped back and then went for Sora again, his sword swinging with renewed momentum.
“C’mon, Riku! We don’t have to do this!” Sora shouted, but Riku knocked him back hard.
“Sora!” cried Naminé.
“Ngh… Riku…” Leaning on the Keyblade like a crutch, Sora tried to get up, but the strength was gone from his legs.
“Looks like I win.” Riku closed in on him and raised his sword, smiling.
“Riku, don’t!”
He ignored Naminé’s protests and swung. “You’re through, you impostor!”
“NO!” With Naminé’s shout, brilliant light filled the room.
Riku made a small sound in pain and staggered.
Sora made himself get up somehow and looked up at him. “Riku…?”
Riku took two or three unsteady steps and then sank to the floor.
“Riku! Riku!” Sora rushed to help him up—but Riku’s eyes were open and unseeing. He wasn’t there.
“RIKU!!”
Sora’s cries echoed on the cold marble walls.
CHAPTER 10
THE CHAOTIC WORLD
Something I can do. Something I have to do.
I was wrong, wasn’t I?
You know, Sora… I’m glad we got to see each other.
WITH THE FALLEN RIKU IN HIS ARMS, SORA GLARED AT Naminé. “What did you do? What did you do to him?!”
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