by Amelia Wilde
Whatever. From what little I have heard from Carolyn, Christian dates like it’s going out of style.
My heart turns over. There’s another reason I should steer clear of him. From here on out, I’m only interested in men who give a shit about things like commitment.
And honesty.
Derek was the last bastard to get the chance at destroying my heart with bullshit like having a secret affair with my best friend. For an entire year.
I sweep my hair back into a flawless chignon, put on my new coral dress and a snappy blazer, slip my feet into nude high heels that make me look like a supermodel, and head out the door right on time, my phone and wallet tucked into an oversized purse that usually holds my laptop. On the off chance that HRM assigns me one today, I’m not going to want to haul two of them across the city.
I take the subway to Midtown, emerging into the bright July morning with a spring to my step and hope in my heart.
And Christian Pierce on my mind.
Bennett Walker turns out to be several inches shorter than I am, a concentrated ball of energy waiting to take on the day. He greets me as soon as I enter the building lobby. “Bennett Walker,” he says, holding out his free hand. In the other hand, he carries a leather portfolio. “Everyone calls me Walker. Feel free.”
“Quinn Campbell.” He rocks up and down on the balls of his feet, always ready to speed off in a different direction.
“We’re on the eighth and ninth floors,” he says as he guides me across to the security station, where the men there create a new I.D. badge that I will need to access the elevators. “I’m glad you’re here early. There are actually a couple of meetings already on your schedule for this morning.”
“Orientation meetings?”
“Client meetings.”
I don’t let the shock show on my face, although I can’t believe they’re having me meet with clients on my first day. “Okay,” I say as we wait for the next elevator car to arrive. “I’m assuming there will be some kind of briefing?”
“You’re good, Campbell,” Walker says with a grin on his face. “I can hardly tell you’re rattled. The briefing is going to be—” He glances down at his wristwatch. “Right now. Buckle up.”
10
Christian
I don’t care about what happened on Friday night.
My father does.
Color me shocked.
Melody was pissed about the way I talked to Quinn Campbell across the table when she showed up with Carolyn. She was angry when they sat down and furious that they stayed, and she didn’t hide it very well.
To her credit, Quinn never seemed to let it affect her. She struck up conversations with Todd’s and Jeff’s dates and played off Carolyn’s contributions to the conversation. By the time they polished off the last of their drinks—wine for Carolyn and vodka and Red Bull for Quinn—and gathered their clutch purses to go, Melody’s fury was rolling off her in waves.
I hated to watch Quinn’s back as she receded into the crowd. Why was I so drawn to her? Why can’t I pinpoint the thing that kept my eyes laser-focused on her face, the curve of her shoulders, the neckline of her dress, for the rest of the night? Maybe it’s how she radiates confidence like nobody I’ve ever seen. Maybe it’s that she doesn’t seem to be swept away by me. For once, I’m not in control.
It’s not my favorite feeling.
I wasn’t always this way, but ever since—
No.
I shove the thought out of my mind. I don’t want to focus on those days. I don’t want to focus on my brother, the party…any of it.
It has nothing to do with Quinn Campbell.
It has everything to do with Quinn Campbell, and you know it.
I run my hands down over my face, then try to force my attention back to my computer screen.
It doesn’t work.
What’s wrong with me? Quinn Campbell is a woman I cannot—absolutely cannot—afford to get involved with. I don’t know how I’m so sure. I don’t know how I can sense it. But I know that if Quinn Campbell gets too close to me, I won’t be able to resist her. I won’t be able to keep her from knowing the deepest parts of me.
Then she’ll know my secret.
And no one can know my secret.
A meeting reminder pops up in the corner of my computer screen, and I push my chair away from my desk with infinite care to keep from slamming my fists against it. It’s time to make my way to my father’s office. He has summoned me to a meeting, and by the terse tone of his message, it’ll be regarding the events of Friday night.
After Quinn and Carolyn took off, I sat next to a seething Melody, trying to defuse the tension with a few well-placed one-liners. She was having none of it, and my patience grew thin.
For the first time in a long time, I left the Swan before my friends.
It’s been months—years, maybe—since I’ve taken a risk like that. Christian Pierce never bails. He’s the life of the party. He’s the last one to leave.
Not Friday night.
I had put down my glass—by then, I was getting by on water, that’s how terrible the pain in my head was becoming—and stood up, waving away my friends’ expressions of concern and shocked looks.
“Where you going, buddy?” Todd said, his voice too loud. His date cuddled up into his shoulder, and I knew that it wouldn’t be long before he found his way to one of the Swan’s hotel rooms to spend the rest of the night undressed with her. I wished for one moment that I had been able to leave with Quinn, take her back to my place and undress her, but that ship had sailed.
“Calling it a night,” I said with a devilish smile that suggested I’d be doing otherwise, only not at the Swan. Let them think I was going to another exclusive club, or some dive bar or a hotel room somewhere.
I gracefully acknowledged their drunken chorus of goodbyes, then tried to fade away into the crowd.
Melody followed.
For the most part, the throbbing music drowned her out, but I could hardly interject over her hissed accusations. “Chris!” I heard as I passed between two tables on the way to the back exit. “Who the hell was that—?”
“I’m headed home, Melody,” I said loudly, my own voice ringing in my ears. “Do you want me to call a car for you?”
Her face turned an even darker shade of red at the suggestion that we wouldn’t be riding home together. “Fuck you,” she spat, her eyes narrowed, then whirled around and stalked off toward the restrooms.
I should have been home free then, but Melody changed her mind. I was nearly to the curb when she burst out of the back exit of the Swan.
“You’re a man slut,” she shouted, the slur in her words more obvious in the crystal silence of the side street. “Why did you bring me here?”
Too late, the paparazzi lurking ten feet away down the sidewalk registered in my mind. They make the rounds by the Swan in case anything sensational happens. Friday was their lucky night.
Melody was still trailing after me, stomping comically in a pair of stiletto heels that didn’t deserve the punishment. “You’re such a sick bastard!” she screamed.
I held both hands up, shaking my head. “Mel, you’re drunk.”
“I’m not drunk,” she shouted, and the paparazzi came toward us then, cameras flashing, shutters clicking.
Louis pulled the Town Car up to the curve and I dove in to the back seat, quickly shutting the door behind me, but not before they got a nice shot of Melody swinging her purse at me, her face contorted in rage.
I’m forcing myself not to roll my eyes at the memory when I breeze past my father’s secretary and pull open the doors to his office, striding in with my back straight and my chin up. He’s not a man who bestows pity points, so it’s best to act as though I’ve done nothing wrong.
He looks up from his leather-bound business diary, an artifact from the ancient days of his youth, I assume, and cocks one eyebrow at me. “Interesting night you had on Friday, son.”
“Can’t arg
ue with that.”
The corners of his mouth turn up slightly, and he lets out a half-hearted sigh. “I can’t say I haven’t been in that position once or twice.” He closes the diary and looks back up at me. “I’m not going to tell you how to spend your free time, Christian, but we need to make some changes when it comes to Pierce Industries.”
“What kinds of changes?” I drop into a seat across from him, doing my best to look comfortable, doing my best to look like my heart isn’t hammering against my rib cage.
“You have earned quite the reputation around the city as a man who enjoys the finer things in life. Food. Women. Drinks.” Now he’s openly smiling at me, and I smile back. It doesn’t feel natural. I’m still waiting for the other shoe to drop. I’ll always be waiting for that shoe to drop. “When it comes to your responsibilities here, we need to project an aura of…” His voice trails off as he searches for the appropriate word. “Respectability.”
“I see.”
“So I’ve hired a new PR firm to help you brush up on your image. It doesn’t mean you stop frequenting your club. Work with them on creating some other opportunities to be photographed under other circumstances.”
“Not a problem,” I say with a smile, and my father nods.
I get up from my seat, torn in two. On the one hand, I’m relieved—my father approves of my choices. The thing with the paparazzi wasn’t entirely my fault. On the other hand, I’m sick at heart. Because if I had been anyone else…
“I’ve scheduled their first meeting with you before lunch, at their offices,” my father says as I turn to leave. “Have your driver take you over.”
I give him a jaunty salute, then keep going.
“They’ve promised me they will assign you to the best reputation management expert they have on staff. Don’t give them too much trouble, son.”
11
Quinn
I’m drowning in pure adrenaline. That’s why it takes me a full five minutes to process what Walker is telling me about the company. Multibillion-dollar corporation. Privately owned by the father, who has the majority vote for any decision. Grooming his son to one day take the reins of leadership. Playboy. Partier. Womanizer. I’m listening so closely to every word that comes out of his mouth that they divide themselves up into unintelligible chunks that take a few moments to resolve in my mind.
Wait.
Playboy?
Womanizer?
This sounds familiar.
“Wait,” I say, cutting Walker off mid-sentence. We’re halfway down the hall leading to my new office. Normally, I would take a lot of delight in relishing this moment—the first walk to the space representing how far I’ve climbed since graduating college—but my mind roils with all the various pressures competing for my attention. The need to excel at this job, no matter what. The way my house is still hanging around my neck, a weight I need to cast off before it drowns me. And Christian Pierce’s eyes. “Did you tell me the name of the client? My mind is racing a little here.”
“Pierce Industries.”
My heart stops, then starts beating again.
“Pierce Industries,” I repeat after him, testing the name out on my tongue. There’s no way it’s a coincidence.
“Yes,” Walker barrels on, not breaking his stride. “Harlan Pierce reached out to us personally. This is a bit of a special assignment.”
He stops in front of the doorway to my office and swings his arm out wide. It’s huge, as far as offices go, and the view of the street below is stunning—but I don’t see it. Special assignment. Jesus Christ. Where is he heading with this?
I step around Walker and into the office, heading straight for the desk. It’s a glass, modern creation set off by a futuristic-looking chair for me on one side of it and two comfortable seats for clients and anyone I’ll be managing. I assume I’ll be managing someone, since I oversaw a team of three people back in Colorado.
It’s like Walker hears my thoughts right through my skull.
“Now, usually we’d spend the first few weeks building out a team for you to manage client accounts. But Pierce Industries is such a heavy hitter that senior management has decided to dedicate a full-time person to them to begin with. If they have other needs in the future, we can add more personnel, and you’ll direct all those activities.”
I keep my face perfectly composed when I reply, but my tongue is unwieldy in my mouth. “What are their needs currently?”
Walker holds out the portfolio that he’s been carrying. I take it from him, the leather cool and smooth under my fingertips.
“Specialized reputation management.” Okay—this is going to be a one-on-one job. I flip open the portfolio, and there on the cover page is a press photo of Christian, gazing into the camera with a cocky smile.
My stomach does a slow flip, and I swallow a sudden dryness that appears in my mouth.
It takes everything I have, but I force myself to scan the fact sheet. Right at the top, I find the reason why Pierce Industries is so interested in managing Christian’s reputation. His father has put him in charge of their entertainment division, which is clearly a move made in advance of promoting him to CEO. One day, he’s going to direct Pierce Industries in entirety. I know better than anyone that a person that visible needs the kind of PR management I can offer.
If, that is, I can slow my heart down to a normal level.
“Are they sending a representative?”
Walker shakes his head. “As far as I can tell, he’s coming down personally to meet with you. Harlan Pierce was very explicit about his requirements—they want actionable items by the end of the week.”
I nod once.
“Hey,” Walker says in a comforting tone. “You can do this. You came highly recommended—I’m sure your old team wouldn’t put you up for something they didn’t think you could pull off.”
I flash him the biggest, most genuine smile I can possibly force onto my face. “I’m good. Thinking strategy.”
Walker lets out a short burst of laughter. “Wow. They were right about you. You don’t waste a second, do you?”
Then he’s out the door, calling back over his shoulder: “I’m going to go find your new assistant. You two should meet before your client shows up.”
The next two hours pass by in a blur. I meet my new assistant, Adam, who will handle such tasks as calling for my car to be brought around and ordering my lunch.
“My car?” I say as Adam stands in front of my desk next to Walker, who is still rattling off a seemingly endless stream of information about both my job and Pierce Industries. I get it. Time is short. Christian is going to be here any minute, and I steel myself. There’s no time for anything less than flawless professional behavior.
“You have company car privileges. Any time you need, you’re welcome to call down to the fleet. You’re welcome to take public transportation if you’d like, but a car is always available to you.”
I don’t have time to weigh the comfort of a company car against the extra time it will take to navigate through New York City traffic. “Excellent. Is there anything else I should know before this meeting?” I glance at the clock on my computer screen.
We have five minutes.
“I don’t think so,” Walker says. “Everything you need to get started should be in the portfolio. Don’t get too hung up on this meeting, though. It’s mainly to feel things out. We’ve got other meetings already scheduled.”
“Great,” I say with a smile. “Thanks for everything, Walker. When I’m finished, do I report back to you?”
“Indeed,” he replies. “Consider me your direct line to executive management.”
With that, he turns and heads out the door, Adam following closely behind him.
“If you need anything,” Adam says as he pauses in the doorway, “I’ll be at my desk, right outside.”
“Thanks, Adam,” I say, then turn my attention back to the portfolio. I need something, anything, about Pierce Industries that I can use to
keep the conversation above board. I cannot mention his eyes. I cannot mention the dreams. I cannot mention how it felt to look at him across that table all evening…
There’s a light knock on the doorframe, and I look up expecting to see Adam or Walker, back with a last-minute addition to the portfolio.
Instead, I’m looking directly into Christian’s eyes.
12
Christian
“No way,” I say quietly, under my breath. “No way.”
I’m dumbfounded.
Because standing behind the desk in a swanky corner office, waiting for me, is Quinn Campbell.
In the next instant, I register the heat coming off of her, the intensity with which she’s practically trembling, even though we’re here for a business meeting and nothing else, professional topics only. Her eyes are locked on mine, but I can see from here that her breathing is shallow, the cut of her jacket not disguising the rise and fall of her perfect, gorgeous breasts.
I want to give myself a stern shake for being such an idiot. How could I not have gotten the name of the person I’d be meeting with? Maybe if I’d done my homework, I wouldn’t be standing here with a racing heart and a cock so hard that it’s painfully pressing against the fabric of my pants.
Jesus, she looks so good. The clothes she’s wearing fit her so well that it’s like they were custom-made for her. The pencil skirt hugs her tight, lifted ass in a way that would be obscene if it wasn’t business casual.
But as much as her body is drawing me in, it’s not her curves that have me captivated. It’s the energy she’s radiating. The pure confidence with an undercurrent of something I can’t define, but it reverberates through every cell in my body.
We stand facing each other for what seems like it must be the longest moment in history, and then she leaps into action. A practiced smile spreads across her face, and she moves toward me across the office with measured steps, her hand extended.