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by Frederick Seidel


  The street like a big white bird. Coming home,

  After a rainy night in Central Park,

  Behind his old friend, his old suffering mare,

  A horse-cab driver, looking straight ahead,

  Smiles quietly, just because it is morning.

  INDEX OF TITLES

  After the Party

  AIDS Days

  American

  Americans in Rome

  Another Muse

  Anyone with the Wish

  April

  At a Factory in Italy

  At Gracie Mansion

  At New York Hospital

  August

  Autumn

  Bali

  Ballad of La Palette, The

  Barbados

  Bathroom Door, The

  “Beast Is in Chains, The,”

  Beautiful Day Outside, A

  Beyond the Event Horizon

  Big Golconda Diamond, The

  Big Jet, The

  Bipolar November

  Birth of the Universe, The

  Black-Eyed Virgins, The

  Black Stovepipe Hat

  Blood

  Blue and Pink

  Blue-Eyed Doe, The

  Bologna

  Boys

  Breast Cancer

  Broadway Melody

  Burkina Faso

  Bush Administration, The

  Casanova Getting Older

  Castle in the Mountains, The

  Chartres

  Childhood Sunlight, The

  Chiquita Gregory

  Christmas

  Christmas

  Climbing Everest

  Cloclo

  Coalman, The

  Coconut

  Complete Works of Anton Webern, The

  Contents Under Pressure

  Cosmopolitans at the Paradise

  Dante’s Beatrice

  Darkening in the Dark

  Das Kapital

  Dayley Island

  Death

  Death of Anton Webern, The

  Death of Meta Burden in an Avalanche, The

  Death of the Shah, The

  Death Valley

  December

  De Sade

  Descent into the Underworld

  Dick and Fred

  Dido with Dildo

  Dimpled Cloud, A

  Doctor Love

  Downtown

  Do You Doha?

  Drill, The

  Drinking in the Daytime

  Drinks at the Carlyle

  Dune Road, Southampton

  Early Sunday Morning in the Cher

  Easter

  East Hampton Airport

  Edward Witten

  Eisenhower Years

  Eleven Dimensions, The

  Elms

  E-mail from an Owl

  Empire

  Empress Rialto, The

  Erato

  Eternity

  Eurostar

  Evening Man

  Everything

  Faint Galaxy

  Fall Snowfall

  Fall

  February

  Feminists in Space

  Fever

  Fever

  Final Hour, The

  Finals

  Flame

  Fog

  Forever

  Forever

  Forever

  For Holly Andersen

  Former Governor of California, The

  France for Boys

  Frederick Seidel

  Freedom Bombs for Vietnam (1967)

  French Polynesia

  Fresh Stick of Chewing Gum, A

  From a High Floor

  From Nijinsky’s Diary

  Fucking

  Future, The

  Galaxies

  Gallop to Farewell, A

  Getaway

  Gethsemane

  Girl in the Mirror, The

  Glory

  God Exploding

  Going Fast

  Goodness

  Grandson Born Dead

  Great Depression, The

  Green Dress, 1999

  Hair in a Net

  Hamlet

  Hamlet

  Happiness

  Hart Crane Near the End

  Heart Art

  Heart Attack, The

  Her Song

  Holly Andersen

  Homage to Cicero

  Homage to Pessoa

  Home

  Hotel Carlyle, New York

  Hot Night, Lightning

  Hour, The

  Hugh Jeremy Chisholm

  I Am Siam

  I Do

  Il Duce

  I’m Here This

  In a Previous Life

  In Cap Ferrat

  Infinite, The

  In Memoriam

  In Spite of Everything

  In the Green Mountains

  In the Mirror

  Into the Emptiness

  Invisible Dark Matter

  I Own Nothing

  Italian Girl, The

  Italy

  It Is the Morning of the Universe

  James Baldwin in Paris

  Jane Canfield (1897–1984)

  January

  Joan of Arc

  July

  June

  June Allyson and Mae West

  Kill Poem

  Last Entries in Mayakovsky’s Notebook, The

  Last Poem in the Book, The

  Last Remaining Angel, The

  Laudatio

  Letter to the Editors of Vogue

  Life After Death

  Lighting of the Candles, The

  Little Song

  Little White Dog, The

  Lorraine Motel, Memphis

  Lover, The

  Love Song

  March

  Marriage

  Master Jeweler Joel Rosenthal, The

  May

  Men and Woman

  Miami in the Arctic Circle

  Midnight

  Milan

  Mirror Full of Stars

  Mr. Delicious

  Mood Indigo

  Morphine

  Mother Nature

  Mu’allaqa

  MV Agusta Rally, Cascina Costa, Italy

  My Poetry

  My Tokyo

  Nectar

  Negro Judge, A

  New Cosmology, The

  New Frontier, The

  New Woman, The

  New Year’s Day, 2004

  Night Sky, The

  Nigra Sum 1968

  Noon

  Nothing Will

  “Not to Be Born Is Obviously Best of All,”

  November

  November 24, 1963

  October

  Ode to Spring

  On Being Debonair

  One Hundred

  On Wings of Song

  Opposite of a Dark Dungeon, The

  Organized Religion

  Our Gods

  Ovid, Metamorphoses X

  Owl You Heard, The

  Pain Management

  pH

  Pierre Hotel, New York, 1946, The

  Poem

  Poem by the Bridge at Ten-Shin

  Pol Pot

  Portia Dew

  Prayer

  Pressed Duck

  Pretty Girl, A

  Puberty

  Quantum Mechanics

  Racer

  Racine

  Rackets

  Rain in Hell

  Recessional

  Red Flower, A

  Red Guards of Love

  Resumption of Nuclear Testing in the South Pacific, The

  Rilke

  Ritz, Paris, The

  Robert Kennedy

  Room and the Cloud, The

  Row of Federal Houses, A

  Royal Palm, The

  Scotland

  Seal, The

  Second Coming, The

  September

  Serpent, The

  Sex

  Sickness
, The

  “Sii romantico, Seidel, tanto per cambiare,”

  Song

  Song: “The Swollen River Overthrows Its Banks,”

  Song for Cole Porter, A

  Sonnet

  Soul Mate, The

  Special Relativity

  Spin

  Spring

  Spring

  Springtime

  Stanzas

  Star, The

  Star Bright

  Starlight

  Stars

  Stars above the Empty Quarter, The

  St. Louis, Missouri

  Storm, The

  Stroke

  Summer

  Sunlight

  Sunrise

  Supersymmetry

  Take Me to Infinity

  Tenth Month, The

  Thanksgiving Day

  That Fall

  The

  This New Planetarium

  To Die For

  To My Friend Anne Hutchinson

  To Robert Lowell and Osip Mandelstam

  To Start at End

  To the Muse

  Trip, The

  True Story

  Twittering Ball, A

  Universes

  Untitled

  Vampire in the Age of AIDS, A

  Venus

  Venus Wants Jesus

  Vermont

  Victory

  Violin

  Walk There, The

  Wanting to Live in Harlem

  Wanting to Live in Harlem

  War of the Worlds, The

  We Have Ignition

  Weirdly Warm Day in January

  What Are Movies For?

  What One Must Contend With

  White Butterflies

  White Tiger, A

  Who the Universe Is

  Widower, A

  Yankee Doodle

  Year Abroad, A

  Years Have Passed

  INDEX OF FIRST LINES

  A baby elephant is running along the ledge across

  Above the Third World, looking down on a fourth

  A can of shaving cream inflates

  A cat has caught a mouse and is playing

  A coconut can fall and hit you on the head

  A daughter loved her father so much

  A dog named Spinach died today

  A fall will come that’s damp and delicate

  A fat girl bows gravely like a samurai

  A football spirals through the oyster glow

  A gerbil running on an exercise wheel whirs away the hours

  Alive. Yes and awake. Flowers

  A man comes in from the whirl

  A man is masturbating his heart out

  A man picks up a telephone to hear his messages

  A naked woman my age is a total nightmare

  An angel’s on his knees in front of her

  And isn’t it

  And the angel of the Lord came to Mary and said

  And they overwhelm you and force

  And when the doctor told me that I could have died

  Another muse appeared, but dressed in black

  Another perfect hour of emptiness

  Antonioni walks in the desert shooting

  Anything and everyone is life when two

  Anything is better than this

  A pink stick of gum unwrapped from the foil

  A rapist’s kisses tear the leaves off

  A river of milk flows gently down the Howard Street gutter

  A row of Federal houses with one missing

  A shallow, brutal flood of energy

  As he approaches each tree goes on

  As he approaches each tree goes on

  A slight thinness of the ankles

  A stag lifts his nostrils to the morning

  A terrorist rides the rails underwater

  At night, when she is fast asleep

  A twittering ball of birds

  A window sighs

  A woman waits on a distant star she is traveling to

  A woman watches the sunrise in her martini

  A young aristocrat and Jew and German

  Below the window wine-washed Rome

  Blessed is the childhood sunlight

  Brought to the surface from the floor of the ocean

  But we are someone else. We’re born that way

  Caneton à la presse at the now extinct Café Chauveron

  City of neutered dogs

  Clematis paniculata sweetens one side of Howard Street

  Cold drool on his chin, warm drool in his lap, a sigh

  Cosmopolitans at the Paradise

  Dapper in hats

  Dawn. Leni Riefenstahl

  Decapitated, he looks much the same

  Do they think they are being original when they say

  Drinking and incest and endless ease

  Each June there is a memorial Mass

  East Hampton Airport is my shepherd

  Eternal life begins in June

  Even her friends don’t like her

  Everyone knows that the moon

  Fifth Avenue has the flickers, heat

  Freddy Dew was Portia’s younger brother

  God begins. The universe will soon

  God made human beings so dogs would have companions

  Great-grandson of George Boole as in Boolean algebra

  Gulls spiral high above

  Half Japanese, half Jewish

  Hart Crane wrote The Bridge—

  “Have the bristles at an angle and gently

  He discovered he would have to kill

  He moves carefully away from the extremely small pieces

  Herbert Brownell was the attorney general

  Here I am, not a practical man

  Her hobby is laughter

  Her lighting all the candles late at night

  Her name I may or may not have made up

  He still reads his paper in there; the john’s what he comes home for

  His dick is ticking …

  His space suit is his respirator breathing him

  Holding his breath, he watched the whole wing flex

  How many breasts a woman has depends

  How small your part

  Hundreds stand strangely

  Huntsman indeed is gone from Savile Row

  I am presenting

  I am pushing the hidden

  I attend a concert I can ruin

  I brought a stomach flu with me on the train

  I can only find words for

  I come from

  I could only dream, I could never draw

  I’d been so seized by passion for this delectable lover

  I describe you

  I’d had a haircut at Molé

  I do

  I don’t believe in anything, I do

  I don’t believe in anything, I do

  I don’t believe in anything, I do

  I don’t want to remember the Holocaust

  I enter the center

  I fly to Paris with the English language

  If you’re a woman turning fifty

  I get a phone call from my dog who died

  I had a question about the universe

  I have a dream

  I like motorcycles, the city, the telephone

  I live a life of laziness and luxury

  I look at Broadway in the bitter cold

  I look out the window: spring is coming

  I’m a liar with a lyre. Kiss me, life!

  I’m back at Claridge’s, room

  I’m having a certain amount of difficulty

  I’m seeing someone and

  I’m waiting in my urine specimen in the cup provided

  Infinity was one of many

  In paradise on earth each angel has to work

  Inside the dining room it was snowing

  In the middle

  Into the emptiness that weighs

  Into the emptiness that weighs

  I often go to bed with a book

  I
once loved

  I own nothing. I own a watch

  I ride a racer to erase her

  I sat in my usual place with my back to the corner, at the precious corner table

  I saw the moon in the sky at sunset over a river pink as a ham

  I see a first baseman’s mitt identical to mine

  I shaved my legs a second time

  I spend most of my time not dying

  I spend most of my time not dying

  Is there intelligent life in the universe?

  I stick my heart on a stick

  I still lived, and sat there in the sun

  Itching from Kotex pads, from green, polluted perch

  I think you do

  It is

  It isn’t every day, but most

  It is raining on one side

  It is the invisible

  It is the morning of the universe

  It is time to lose your life

  I travel further than

  It sang without a sound: music that

  I turn from Yeats to sleep, and dream of Robert Kennedy

  It used to be called the Mayfair

  It was a treatment called

  It was summer in West Gloucester

  I’ve never been older

  I wake because the phone is really ringing

  I want to date-rape life. I kiss the cactus spines

  I was the only child

  I was thinking about dogs

  I woke in the middle

  Japanese schoolgirls in their school uniforms with their school chaperones

  Kitsy and Bitsy and Frisky and Boo

  Literally the most expensive hotel in the world

  Monsoon is over but it’s raining

  More than one woman at a time

  Moshi-moshi. (Hello.)

  Mother Nature walked from Kenya

  My Christmas is covered

  My dog is running in his sleep

  My face had been sliced off

  My last summer on earth

  My life

  My own poetry I find incomprehensible

  My tiny Pitts

  Native Americans were still Indians

  Never again to wake up in the blond

  Noël Coward sweeps into a party late in 1928

  None of the Above

  Nothing is human or alien at this altitude

  Nothing is pure at 36,000 feet either

  Now the green leaves of Irish Boston fly or wither

  Oh never to be yourself

  Older than us, but not by that much, men

  One was blacker

  Past nine and still snowing

  People in their love affairs

  Phineas has turned

  Phineas is crossing the pont des Arts

  Pictures of violins in the Wurlitzer collection

  Pictures of violins in the Wurlitzer collection

  Razzle-dazzle on the surface, wobbled– Jello-O sunlight

  Red

  Reginald Fincke was his name

  Root canal is talking

  Sagaponack swings the Atlantic around its head

  Seeing you again

  She loves me? She loves me not?

  Shirts wear themselves out being worn

  Sixty years after, I can see their smiles

  Sky-blue eyes

  Someone is wagging a finger in her face—Charlotte!

  So now you’ve fettered that sweet bride

  Suddenly I had to eat

  Suddenly the pace

 

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