We ended up going all the way out of Seattle and south a little bit, stopping along the coastline at a random resort town and picking out a cafe. “You looked like you could use the break,” Daniel said simply when he got on the Interstate. “There was no way you were getting anymore learning done today, not with the way you're looking.”
“Thanks I guess,” I said simply, resting my head against the head rest of his car and letting him drive. I dozed off until we got off the Interstate, and was charmed by his choice of where to take me. “Where'd you find this place?”
“I've never been here before, and I bet neither have you,” he said. “But you know the coast line is filled with little spots like this — there's gotta be a cake and coffee shop somewhere along here. It's something I learned in the past few years, if you want to really disappear, just do something you've never done before. You'd be surprised at how most people are just creatures of habit.”
The shop was actually not all that great, with easily identifiable store-bought cake, and coffee that looked and tasted like it had been found in a glass jar along with its freeze dried cousins five minutes before we ordered it, but it was exactly what I needed. We sat on the back porch of the cafe, listening to the sound of the ocean in the distance. The sun was warm, and I felt myself relax as I sipped at the mug. “Thanks again, Daniel. How'd you know this would help me?”
“Part of what makes me good at what I do is judging people. See who would be worth giving a little bit of slack to, and who needs the stick. And of course, other things,” he said evasively. I understood though. I knew what Daniel was and what he'd done. There was blood on his hands for sure.
“Can I ask you some questions about what you do for my Uncle?” I asked. It wasn't that I was ignorant, but just that everyone liked to keep me at an arm's distance from the criminal side of the family. Despite Carlo’s utter disregard for the law and those who enforced it, he knew that he led a life that ended with a high chance of death by violence. After what happened to my father, he didn't want that for me.
“I’ll tell you, but not here,” Daniel said simply, taking a fork full of his slice of cake.
I nodded, realizing it was probably a stupid question to ask in public.
We finished up, and left our plates along with a fifty cent tip on them in order to hold down the napkins in the coastal breeze, driving the two blocks to the beach. Summer vacation was over, so it wasn't too crowded, and walking along the sand we found a spot after ten minutes or so that was relatively isolated. “Here’s fine,” Daniel said, sitting down. “What is it that you want to know?”
“What exactly is your duty for my Uncle?” I had an idea, but I wanted to hear it rather than just assume.
“Any and everything he wants me to do,” Daniel said simply. “Are you trying to ask if I’ve done hits for the Don?”
“Actually, I wanted to know how much you've done, or how many,” I replied. “I figured by this point you'd have messed at least a few people up.”
“I have,” he said, no guilt at all in his voice. Instead, he talked about it like any other sort of professional with a slightly distasteful job would talk about their work. “And more. I haven't kept count, but I've intentionally done four so far.”
“So far?” I asked, shocked. “You're planning on having to kill more?”
“If I’m asked to. I owe him my life, Adriana. And I will say, all four were not the sort of people who were worth much in terms of being noble members of society. All were people who deserved what they got, in my opinion. Don't take me wrong, Adriana. The Don is a ruthless, cold blooded man when it comes to business — he's not a man to trifle with. But he's also a man of honor, and he will make sure that only those who are guilty of great crimes get a visit by men like me when our guns are hot. Even when he had me visit the motorcycle club up north a few weeks ago, it was only to intimidate, not to kill. The shots fired were because they decided to get aggressive when I'd come only to pass on a fair warning.”
I turned and watched the ocean and the waves come in. Maybe it was low tide, or maybe the waves on that part of the coast weren't all that large, but it was calming, and I reflected on it. The more I did, the more I realized it didn't matter to me. I still loved Uncle Carlo, and despite his put upon arrogance, I liked Daniel too, blood on their hands or not. I only had one more question. “How far would you go to protect me?”
“I'd give up my life for you,” he said immediately, with an undertone in his voice that left me wondering if he was saying that because of his sense of honor to my uncle, or something else. “But I won’t have to — not from a fifty year old professor.”
I leaned against him, at ease. “All right then. Let's go back, and we can focus on getting me back to class. I can't exactly keep skipping out on it. Some of those teachers don't give a damn what happens in your life, an absence is an absence, and you pick up enough of them, you fail the class.”
Daniel grunted softly and elbowed me in the ribs jestingly. “Just give me their name, and I can pay them a visit.”
I got up, and dusted the sand off my shorts. “That’s not necessary, but thanks.”
For the next week, I worked my way slowly back into things. Daniel was with me every day, from sunup until nine at night, when another one of Carlo's men would take over, staying awake in the living room while I slept. Still, Daniel’s presence was comforting. Saturday, he escorted me to Carlo's house, where I had a family dinner together with my Mom.
“So how has your return to your studies gone?” Mom asked. She’d been out of town in New Jersey, but was back now, and we'd spent hours just talking. It was nice to catch up with my mother, since we'd only had the chance to exchange quick phone calls in the time after the attack.
“The first day was rough, but by Thursday I was able to get back to work decently enough. It helps to have Daniel there.” I took another bite of my lasagna, and reminded myself to use the house gym afterward. Mom could afford to eat spaghetti or lasagna every day, she's a widow with a grown daughter and no interest in remarrying. She hadn't blown up or anything, but she wasn't a size eight any more either. I was a single college student, who enjoyed maintaining her figure, and didn't have the genetics of an Ashley Graham to be size fourteen with the weight in all the right places. “And before you ask Mom, Daniel's been a perfect gentleman.”
“Really? I was worried he’d have his eyes on you too much to focus on anyone else,” Mom said. “But Carlo did vouch for him . . .”
“When it’s about business he’s as serious as it gets. He's a good man, like Uncle Carlo said.”
“I'll mention it to him when he gets back into town. But still, like all good men they are often nothing more than beasts under their skin. Be careful.”
I nodded, if only to get her off the subject. We finished our dinner and I went upstairs to my old room. It was exactly as it’d been the last time I stayed overnight. I found an old t-shirt and shorts and pulled them on, a little bit of nostalgia sweeping over me. Angela had gotten me the t-shirt, and I had to wipe away a tear as I thought about her. She'd been a good friend.
I went down to the house gym, which was somewhat of an anomaly and a carryover from my father's days. Uncle Carlo wasn't the athletic type, having decided early on that he didn't need to focus on what were shallow pursuits, in his opinion. My father, on the other hand, had been the athlete of the two brothers, and felt that physical fitness was important for both him and his men. So, the house had a complete fitness center, even if it was a bit dated. None of the main equipment was newer than twenty-five years old, two years before I'd been born. Still, Mom and Uncle Carlo kept it in pristine shape, and everything was in as good a condition as it had been twenty-five years ago.
Going in, I was shocked to find that I wasn't the only person to have the same idea, as Daniel was in the room already, wearing a pair of compression shorts and his undershirt. “Sorry, didn't mean to interrupt.”
“It's your house more than mine,
” Daniel said with a shrug, turning his back to me and going over to the squat rack. “I just wanted to get a workout in while it was still a decent hour today. Forgive the outfit, I forgot to pack a bag and only had this in the trunk of my car.”
“When have you been working out this past week?” I asked, knowing that as dedicated as Daniel was, he wasn't skipping his fitness just because he was babysitting me. “You look even more ripped than you were a week ago.”
Daniel un-racked his bar, holding it in front of him before lowering himself down until his butt was nearly on his heels before exploding up, pushing the bar over his head at the end and locking it out before slowly lowering it and repeating the process. He didn't say anything during his work, but turned around when he was finished. “I have a membership to a twenty-four hour gym,” he explained. “It's my first stop after I leave your apartment. I go usually about five times a week, and have a short routine that I can get done in forty minutes.”
Impressed, I went over to the stretch mats on the side of the room and began my limbering up routine. I felt my eyes constantly pulled back toward Daniel, whose muscles rippled and flexed underneath his clothing. His tight compression shorts were enticing, as whether he knew it or not, he sported a bubble butt that would leave most women envious. It was all muscle, and I knew if I saw him nude I could probably see each individual muscle fiber at work each time he exploded up from his squatting position. The artist in me was amazed and intrigued, and wondered if I had the skill to recreate such physical perfection in paint.
But the woman in me had much baser interests. I felt the heat first in the pit of my belly, a feeling that I hadn't felt in a long time, before spreading up and down my body until my eyes were nearly locked on Daniel's body. When he finished his work with the bar and went to take off the plates, I couldn't help but gasp when he turned sideways, and the bulge in the front of his shorts became more noticeable. He was hung like a horse!
He must’ve noticed me staring, because he turned his eyes back to me, concern in his eyes. “Are you okay?”
I wrenched my eyes quickly from his crotch to his face, feeling the hot rush of blood to my face and certain that my nipples were imprinted on the thin cotton of my t-shirt. “I’m fine,” I said, playing it off. “Just a little twinge. Guess I need to stretch out more often.”
He dismissed it, and finished his work. He went on to his next exercise, and I climbed off of the stretch mat to get on the VersaClimber. At least that was what the sticker on the center post of the machine called it, but in my private moments I called it the Stairway to Hell. Working both your arms and your legs at the same time like some sort of unending ladder, the machine is one of the hardest cardiovascular machines I've ever seen, and in less than five minutes I was already sucking air. At fifteen minutes I was gasping to the point that I could feel the blood pulse in my temples.
But the intensity of the machine wasn't why I chose it, I realized as I stepped down and wiped my sweating face. I'd chosen it because it allowed me to watch Daniel. I'd used the same bench — someone had once told me it was called a glute ham raise — to work my low back and butt, but Daniel took it to the next level. Putting the pad closer to his knees than his lower back than I did, he started with his head hanging down nearly all the way to the floor before he lifted himself in an arc, curling his knees at the top so that he ended up nearly vertical, then lowered himself at an agonizing slowness before repeating it again.
“You're working your butt and hamstrings today, aren't you?”
Daniel grunted his assent as he reached the top of his movement, and nodded his head. “And quads. Leg strength is vital to running and fighting.”
Of course. If it wasn't enough that he was built like a god, he was interested only in his ability to use his body in his duties, and maybe secondarily in his ability to seduce women. He wasn't trying to look the way he did, he just wanted to be more lethal in his work. That he was making me hotter than I'd been in years was beside the point.
I messed around with some of the equipment while he focused on his work, not really working all that hard, but just getting a decent little workout while my eyes got to take in the display of human physical perfection in front of me. By the end of his last set, his shirt was soaked and his blond hair was a shade darker from sweat that ran down his skin in diamond rivulets, and I could feel my panties were soaked, but not from sweat.
“I'm going to get changed,” I said, getting up shakily from the leg extension machine I'd been on and wiped at my forehead. “Do you think you can pick me up tomorrow at about eleven to go to Angela's grave?”
“That's fine,” Daniel replied, wiping his own forehead. “I asked your mother and she told me I could stay in a guest room tonight anyway. If you need me for anything, I’ll be close by.”
“Okay. Thanks. See you later, Daniel.”
“Buona sera, Adriana.”
I laughed and turned at the door, giving him a grin. “Twenty-five years in this house, and your Italian still absolutely sucks. You sound like you're hacking at the syllables with a machete.”
He grinned back and ran his hand through his hair. “It's what you get when your tutors are a bunch of third generation guidos. Besides, I'm much, much better with my French technique, if you ever want to find out.”
I laughed and left the gym, forcing myself down the hallway because there was nothing more my body wanted to do than to turn around and find out exactly how good he was. I hoped that my desire would ease with distance, but instead I was still overheated when I got back to my old room, and fell into the soft mattress, groaning in frustration. “Fuck it, time for a cold shower.”
The next morning, precisely at eleven, I found Daniel waiting for me in the foyer, dressed not in the casual clothes he'd worn the last week for me but instead in a black, somber suit, looking for all the world like a Secret Service agent. I’d also dressed for the trip, wearing a black dress that I'd always kept ready, knowing the sort of lifestyle my family had. Mob daughters have to go to funerals too often, in my opinion.
“Ready?” Daniel asked, standing up and buttoning his coat. I looked, and was touched that next to him was a dozen roses in a basket, mixed white and red, ready for me. “I asked the gardening staff to pick out the best.”
“Thank you,” I said, my throat tight with emotion. He might have most of the time alternated in his personality between that of the Terminator or a cocky Lothario, but I too often forgot that he actually did have a tender, observant side to him. “They're beautiful, and I know Angela would have liked them. Come on, I'd like to save my tears for the graveside, if you don't mind.”
Daniel drove me in his BMW, back in his silent mode but slightly more comforting than he'd been earlier in the week. When we got out, the bright sunlight dazzled me, and he offered me a pair of RayBans from his inner coat pocket silently. I put them on, and walked with him to the grave site.
It wasn't that hard to find, the dirt was still freshly turned and the Astroturf that had been laid on top screamed out against the dark rich green of the surrounding grass. I had to resist the urge to reach down and tear the plastic off, at least tearing away the lie that under the turf wasn't just a pile of dirt but the body of my best friend.
“I hate the turf,” Daniel said quietly, his hands crossed in front of him. “I remember that from Bucky Francetti's funeral last year. They'd lined the edges of the hole with it, and it looked to me like they were making a mockery of him with it.”
“Some people are comforted by it, I guess,” I said, kneeling and laying the flowers on top of the small mound. “Twenty-three years. She was too young and too good to end up like this.”
“I didn't know her, but I saw her once when you brought her by the Don’s house,” Dan said softly. “She did seem like a good person. I'm sure you’re right.”
“I've spent the past week wishing that I'd gone to Uncle Carlo before that day, saying I needed help and protection. I was scared out of my mind, but p
utting on a front for everyone. If I and and you were there . . .”
“You can't beat yourself up about it, Ade. Besides, even if the Don had assigned me a week earlier or two weeks earlier, or whatever, it wouldn’t have stopped what happened to her. My duty would be to keep you safe and protected, and I would’ve been with you, not back at the apartment with her.”
I turned and stepped closer to Daniel, reaching up and putting my hand on his shoulder. “You have kept me safe, and thank you. For the past week I've felt more secure and safer than I have in months. Maybe in my entire life.”
His hand came to rest on my hip, and we came closer until my body pressed against him. His lips lowered toward mine, and I tilted my head, wanting at that moment for nothing more than to feel his kiss. I could tell in his eyes that he wanted it too, when suddenly he pushed me away, taking a step back. I nearly fell on my ass as I stepped back, the heel of my shoe catching on the edge of the Astroturf blanket on top of Angela's grave. “What the fuck?”
“We can't,” Daniel said, stepping back again. He turned and scanned the area, his head moving like a radar dish. “For both of our sakes — we can't.”
“What the hell are you talking about? Don't tell me that you don't want me,” I hissed, stepping around to look him in the eye. “I saw it in your eyes just now, and I've seen it in your eyes before. Tell me you don't want me!”
“Of course I do,” Daniel said, his eyes flickering with desperation and anger and something else. “But I can't, Adriana. Like I said, for both our sakes.”
“What do you mean?” I asked softly, my anger fading as I saw the emotion in his icy blue eyes.
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