by K. Sterling
Part of him worried that once he fucked Reid, it would begin the inevitable waning of Reid’s interest. As soon as Carter fucked someone, sex became the focal point of the relationship and Carter ceased to be interesting as a person. As soon as the sex stopped being new and exciting, there wasn’t much point in sticking around. It was going to hurt a lot more with Reid because he was so perfect but Carter had to be pragmatic about it. He really wanted to fuck Reid, more than he could remember wanting anyone in the past. And if it was inevitable, he might as well make the best of it.
The back door opened and Reid let Sadie pass before he went into the kitchen and grabbed a treat for her. He tossed it to her and Sadie pranced to her bed and curled up contentedly. Reid was about to ask Carter if he wanted another drink or to sit on the couch or something else but Carter didn’t give him a chance. He rushed across the room and gathered Reid’s face in his hands and kissed him hungrily. Reid’s eyes flared and he froze for a moment before he slid his hand under Carter’s coat and kissed him back. Carter turned them and backed Reid down the hall. He released Reid’s lips as he wrapped his hand around Reid’s ass and squeezed as he thrust against him. Reid gasped in surprise and his eyes searched Carter’s.
“I had an amazing time.” Carter murmured as his fingers traced the cleft of Reid’s ass. Reid nodded weakly as he stared at Carter’s lips.
“I did too. I hope you don’t feel pressured, like we have to do anything specific.” Reid’s voice was strained and his eyes shut when Carter’s fingers pressed deeper. He licked his lips and cleared his throat. “We don’t have to do that if you’re not ready.” Reid offered and Carter raised a brow as he ducked his head and nipped at Reid’s lips.
“Why wouldn’t I be ready?” He growled softly as he ground against Reid again, pressing his hard-on against Reid’s.
“Wow. You’re ready…” Reid frowned slightly as he pulled Carter’s shirt free, beneath his jacket. “I wasn’t expecting you to be this aggressive.” He hissed when Carter lowered his head and bit his neck.
“You don’t like it?” Carter asked as he slid his tongue toward Reid’s ear and licked the lobe. Reid shivered and nodded quickly.
“I do!” Reid insisted. “It’s just that you said that was all that anyone ever wanted from you. That they used you like a fuck toy. I don’t ever want you to think I’m using you.” He pushed the lapels of Carter’s coat wide and his hands slid up Carter’s chest. Carter didn’t let Reid’s words sink too deep, he kept his focus on Reid’s hands and lips and getting him upstairs and naked.
“I’m fine. I said ‘It got old’. I want to fuck you, Reid.” Carter admitted as Reid pushed Carter’s coat over his shoulders. Reid flung it at the couch and it landed on top of his as he backed toward the stairs. Carter tilted his head and dove into Reid’s mouth as he quickly pulled his sweater free. It hit the floor and Carter leaned back so Reid could pull his shirt over his head and he panted as he unbuckled Reid’s belt. “I’m just worried it might hurt.” Carter tugged the belt through the straps, jerking Reid forward. Carter grabbed Reid’s ass and ground against Reid as he slid his tongue along Reid’s jaw. Reid laughed softly as his fingers scraped down Carter’s back.
“I think I can handle it.” Reid said as his hand slid beneath the waist of Carter’s boxer briefs. Carter bit Reid’s earlobe.
“I wasn’t talking about you.” He whispered. Reid raised his head and his eyes glowed as they poured into Carter’s.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Carter. Ever.” Reid promised as he claimed Carter’s lips.
Reid’s tongue was demanding as it twirled and thrust against Carter’s. The warmth that flooded Carter’s chest was so tempting. He wanted to settle into it, let it expand and become part of him but Carter kept it small and tight. He let his body’s mindless craving for Reid drive him as he unzipped Reid’s trousers. Reid took Carter’s hand and turned, leading him up the stairs. Carter stared at their hands, interlocked, connected. There was a tenderness in the gesture that could have fed the warmth in Carter’s chest. Reid wanted Carter to trust him, to give into the beautiful, emotional bond that fought to bloom between them. Carter pushed it away as they turned into Reid’s room and moved toward the bed, their lips fused as their hands gripped and tugged at clothes. He told himself he could survive this if it was just sex. Carter could do sex. He hadn’t in a long time but he still knew what to do. Carter spun Reid, pulling him against his chest.
“You think you can take all of me?” He breathed the words against Reid’s neck and Reid shivered as Carter’s teeth dug into his skin. He nodded as Carter pushed his hands up his chest. Carter rocked his hips, pressing his erection against the cleft of Reid’s ass as his thumbs swept over Reid’s nipples, causing them to tighten. “Some men can’t.” Carter whispered and Reid groaned as his hands slid down Carter’s thighs. “Some men can’t take it that hard and that deep.” He heard Reid gasp and his ass pushed back against Carter’s groin.
“I can take it.” He said as his head fell back onto Carter’s shoulder. “I want it.” Reid panted and his eyelids fell as Carter pushed Reid’s trousers and boxers down.
Carter rubbed his cheek against Reid’s before he ran his hands down Reid’s chest, letting the feel of Reid's hot, flickering skin wind him tighter, make him harder. His fingers splayed as they glided down the hard contours of Reid’s stomach until his hand closed around Reid’s cock. Reid moaned as Carter slowly stroked his throbbing length. Carter’s other hand cupped Reid’s sack and gently squeezed and rolled. Carter laved and grazed the corner of Reid’s neck as he worked Reid toward a frenzy. Once Reid’s body was slick and shaking Carter released him and pushed him face down, on the bed. Reid gasped and his eyes were wide as he looked over his shoulder.
“What the fuck? Where did this come from?” Reid asked as he got his knees beneath him. Carter grinned as he grabbed the waistband of Reid’s pants and boxers and tugged, pulling them down his legs and Reid collapsed on the bed. Carter pushed his pants down over his hips and kicked them away. His boxer briefs followed and he kneeled on the bed, letting his tongue trace Reid’s spine as he crawled over him.
“This doesn't scare me, Reid. I know I won’t mess this up. I know how to fuck.” Carter bit the back of Reid’s neck as he let his hips settle against Reid’s ass and rolled them, making his cock slide against the cleft. “I know how to give you what you want.” Carter used his knees to push Reid’s thighs aside and licked and nibbled his way down his back.
Carter bathed the firm, round globes of Reid’s ass with his lips and tongue. He spread Reid’s thighs wider and settled his shoulders between them as his tongue slid between the cheeks of Reid’s ass. Reid sighed Carter’s name and his hips came off the bed, trying to open himself more. Carter filled his hands with Reid’s hard flesh as he pressed his lips to Reid’s soft, puckered entrance. He took a deep breath, savoring the soft spicy scent of Reid before his tongue slid past his lips and swept over Reid’s tight hole. Lust and hunger slid through Carter’s veins and he growled as he began to lap wildly. It was so perfect. The feel of hot, flinching, delicate skin against Carter’s tongue and lips, the warm cinnamon and pepper taste that made Carter’s jaw twinge and the strained, broken, throaty sounds that burst from Reid that were part profanity, part prayer and sometimes Carter’s name. It was heady and somehow soothing, spurring Carter on and making him feel like it was safe to give in and offer Reid more than his body.
Carter shook his head, disconnecting himself from it. He saturated himself in the tactile paradise of Reid and the pounding, heavy throb in his groin. Carter focused on Reid’s body, probing and teasing with his tongue, squeezing and stroking as he tracked and anticipated every hitch and twitch as Reid became more desperate. That part of Carter’s psyche that had been dormant for so long, the part that knew all the moves, that could play a man’s ass like a Juilliard violinist, stirred and took over.
“Bedside table?” Carter asked huskily and Reid
nodded as he pointed at the one next to Carter. Reid rose on his hands and knees as Carter leaned and reached for the drawer. He quickly found a bottle of lube and a condom and turned back to Reid. Carter’s head fell to the side as he stared at Reid’s perfect ass and the long sweep of his back. He growled softly as he let his hand slowly slide down Reid’s back, it was already hot and slick. Carter let his tongue wash over Reid’s hole one more time as he flipped the cap off the lube and dribbled a little on his fingers and into the cleft of Reid’s ass.
Use your thumb first. Tease it and make it soft, hungry, the Dick Wizard directed. Carter nodded faintly and his thumb swirled tenderly over Reid’s entrance. Let him get restless before you use your finger, Carter waited until Reid’s hips jerked and he threw his head back impatiently. Now. Slowly, his fingertip pressed against the puckered opening and past the tight ring. Wait. Carter watched Reid take a breath and the muscles around his finger loosened and Carter began to finger Reid’s ass with slow, gentle strokes. A shuddering sigh spilled from Reid and Carter could see Reid’s body becoming taut with desire and frustration. Carter’s middle finger pushed into Reid’s tightness and he twisted his hand as his fingers slid back and forth. Watch, he’s about to start working himself on your fingers. Carter chuckled when Reid’s hips jumped restlessly and he began to rock back and forth.
“Carter! Come on!” Reid whimpered.
Carter grinned wickedly as he reached deep and curled his fingers around Reid’s prostate and rubbed firmly. Reid’s head fell and his moan was hoarse. Carter repeated the motion and watched Reid’s hands twist in the sheets. He waited until Reid’s toes curled. There it is, give him more. Carter gently worked a third finger into Reid, turning and separating them as Reid’s shoulders dropped to the bed and his arms extended, hands clawing at the bedding. Once his fingers were gliding easily into Reid’s tight heat, Carter slid his thumb in and coaxed the tight ring, making it relax and stretch further.
“Oh, holy fuck.” Reid groaned. Carter nodded as he grabbed the condom and quickly tore it open with his teeth. He sheathed himself with one hand while the other continued it’s slow probing and stretching.
“You should definitely pray.” Carter murmured as he slicked a generous amount of lube down the length of his cock before he pulled his fingers from Reid.
Reid’s head snapped up and he braced himself. Carter wished him luck as he set the head of his cock at Reid’s entrance and pushed. Reid hissed and Carter saw Reid’s chest lock as he held his breath. The ring of Reid’s ass clamped ruthlessly and Carter grit his teeth as he slid his hands up Reid’s back soothingly. Reid exhaled slowly and Carter felt the muscles around him relax. Just a little more. He pressed forward, giving Reid another inch and Reid cursed and clenched tight again. Be still, wait until he pulls you in. Carter bit his lip, fighting the urge to bury himself deep in Reid. He wrapped his hands around Reid’s shoulders and kneaded. Reid took a deep breath and his passage relaxed. Carter felt the soft tug and moved with it, seating half of his length. Carter’s head fell back and he squeezed his eyes shut, forcing his body to hold still and give Reid time to adjust. His skin burned and the muscles in his hips and ass protested as he kept them locked against his body’s overwhelming need to drive into Reid. Carter felt the tension easing from Reid’s body and he sighed in relief. Do you break him in slow and easy or do you let him feel a little pain? Carter instinctively knew Reid would enjoy a little rough and part of him wanted to hurt Reid just a little for dragging him into this. He wanted to get in a shot, before Reid had a chance to level him.
But he couldn’t. Carter saw the sculpted, glistening body beneath him and the best he could muster was reverent awe and a profound, unstoppable urge to infuse it with pleasure. Then, own him. For as long as you can, make this place inside of him yours. Instead of driving forward, swift and deep, Carter pulled back and his hands cradled Reid’s hips. He kept his thrusts slow, steady and smooth, claiming Reid’s clenching heat a breath at a time until Carter was fully seated and Reid’s body was slick and humming with nervous pleasure.
“Fuck, that’s so good, Carter.” Reid huffed as his ass slammed back, into Carter’s thrust. “Harder, please.” He begged.
Carter shook his head. It’s not time for that, yet. He angled his thrusts, finding Reid’s prostate with the head of his cock and aimed for it with each stroke. Reid shrieked and frantically stuffed a pillow in his mouth and bit down. Carter felt his control slipping as Reid howled into the pillow. Own this. Own this. Own this. Own this. Carter chanted as he kept his pace focused and deliberate until Reid hauled in a ragged, desperate breath.
“I’m so close!” Reid gasped as he pushed back. “I need you to fuck me hard, Carter.” He pleaded.
Go. Carter grabbed Reid’s shoulder with one hand and wrapped his other arm around Reid’s waist and drove deep. Reid screamed his name and the heavy, coiling pleasure that had been steadily swelling and pulsing roared and flared in Carter’s groin. Carter let go of his control and his thrusts became relentless, hard and fast as heat and pressure rushed from his sack as it pulled tight. Reid bucked beneath Carter and the sound of sheets ripping merged with the slapping beat of slick skin against slick skin as Reid convulsed in Carter’s arms. Reid’s passage squeezed, searing and brutal around Carter’s cock, milking his release from him. Carter’s arms locked Reid against his chest as electricity shot down his legs and through his cock and heat burst beneath his skin. A molten flood of come erupted from the head of Carter’s erection and he hissed as it filled the condom and scorched his now tender, sensitive flesh. Carter shuddered and twisted around Reid for several moments before his body relaxed. He sighed Reid’s name and released him, letting him fall, limp and babbling onto the bed. Carter fell forward and caught himself with his hands outside of Reid’s shoulders. Carter licked the sweat from between Reid’s shoulder blades before he fell onto his side next to Reid.
“I don’t know what that was but it was the best thing that’s ever happened to my body.” Reid giggled as he rose on shaking arms and flopped onto Carter’s chest. “I’ve never come so hard in my life. Or so much.” His hips squirmed and Carter knew he was laying in a mess. Reid’s hand pushed into Carter’s hair and he sighed happily. It tickled inside Carter’s ribs and he exhaled hard, forcing it out. Reid raised his head and stretched for Carter’s lips. “As soon as my body is working again, we’re taking a shower.” He murmured the words against Carter’s lips before sucking on Carter’s lower lip. Carter wrapped his arms loosely around Reid.
“Sure.” He said absently. Reid bit softly before he found Carter’s eyes.
“Then, we’ll change these sheets and you’ll stay the night.” Reid announced as he watched Carter. Carter groaned and threw his arm over his eyes.
“Reid…” He tamped down the flutter of happiness in his chest at Reid’s suggestion. “This is moving really fast. Don’t you think we should take a step back and make sure we aren’t getting carried away?” Carter asked.
He knew he was getting carried away. Carter knew that once Reid decided he had enough or moved on to someone else, it was going to destroy him. As hard as he was fighting against the magnetic pull of Reid’s perfect words, lingering glances and melting touch, Carter knew he was going to fail. Reid was an alchemic blend of intelligence, sensuality, humor and a ridiculous body. A seriously ridiculous body and a heartbreakingly perfect face. Reid looked like Captain America and Zac Efron had a gay baby. He was like an unstoppable gay hybrid. He was heroic and charming and called his dog “my baby”. How the fuck could Carter resist that? Reid was gay catnip and Carter was going to get his heart ripped to shreds. Carter felt the bed bounce and looked up to find Reid standing by the bed, hands on his hips, staring down at Carter like a slightly irritated but mostly amused god.
“Get over it.” Reid said. “You don’t get to use me and run. Especially after the way you acted this morning and what you said about men bolting as soon as they got off. And you don
’t want to go.” He pointed at the bathroom. “We’re going to go in there and take the longest, dirtiest shower since the invention of indoor plumbing. Then, we’re going to bed. I want to spend the night wrapped up in you, tangled with you and take advantage of you when I wake up.” Reid paused so Carter could argue but all he could do was stare with his mouth gaping. “Are we good?” Reid asked and Carter nodded. A large grin filled Reid’s face. “Great. Get your ass up.” He commanded as he turned and strode into the bathroom. Carter was on his feet and moving so fast, he looked like he’d been catapulted across the room.
Chapter 8
Reid pushed his hand across the bed and it kept going, sliding across empty mattress. He blinked, clearing his vision and a wide expanse of bright, white sheets made his eyes hurt. He rolled onto his back frowning as he scanned the room. Carter was pulling his shirt on and he dropped onto the bed next to Reid.
“Were you planning to sneak out?” Reid teased as he sat up. Carter smiled and shook his head.
“No. I was just about to wake you up and say goodbye.” He said as he pushed his hand through Reid’s hair. Reid shut his eyes and moaned happily.
“Why do you have to go? I’m supposed to take advantage of you this morning.” He complained as he slid his hand under Carter’s shirt and nibbled at his jaw. It was rough like fine sandpaper and Reid’s lips started to sting a little. He loved that. Carter tilted his head, offering his ear and Reid took his earlobe between his lips and sucked. Carter groaned and shivered.
“I help at the store on Sundays. It's always busy after the church crowd gets out and I do most of the stocking so my parents don’t have to during the week.” He explained. Reid smiled against Carter’s ear. The fact that he still helped his parents was pretty adorable.
“Can I come? I can help.” Reid offered and Carter tensed and pulled away.
“You want to go to my parents’ store?” He asked carefully. Reid’s brows pulled together and he nodded. Why was he concerned. Unless…